Aidan's Chicago Birthday Trip

The lingerie I wore for Aidan's birthday

I started dating Aidan in November. I originally met him four years ago at a kinky house party. I had a very big crush on him but the timing just wasn't right. Then, a few months ago, I saw him pop up in a polyamorous group I'm a member of. I commented on his post and things progressed from there. 

Last weekend, it was Aidan's birthday. His nesting partner, Callie, messaged me and asked if I would be willing to go on a trip to Chicago with them to celebrate his birthday. I said, "Absolutely!" She asked me to bring along some lingerie, so I knew it would be getting sexy in that hotel room. 

The drive there seemed to last forever. I kept fantasizing about getting Aidan naked and giving him double the pleasure with Callie. When we finally got there, we were pretty exhausted. We all collapsed on the bed and had a little cuddle pile. After we rested a bit, I was so fucking ready to get the sexy times going. But Callie was not budging on that. She wanted to wait until after we had dinner...which was a whole three hours away. If it were up to me, I would have had a before-dinner snack and then an after-dinner dessert. But I was a good girl and I kept my hands to myself and waited even though it was difficult. When you're very turned on and really want someone, waiting times seem to last so much longer. 

When we got back from dinner, we cuddled a bit more. Then, Callie asked Aidan if he'd like to see us in our sexy outfits. So, we went to change. Callie was wearing a beautiful blue lace teddy with a snap crotch for easy access. I was wearing a tight purple velvet dress with lacey cutouts on the sides and a see-through mesh back. I also wore a black and purple thong underneath. Aidan was a big fan of both of our outfits, of course. We were looking hot!

After we got settled in the bed together, Callie told me to take the top half while she got Aidan's bottom half warmed up. She started sucking his cock and I went up to kiss him. I really wanted to share his cock with her but I didn't want to overstep. So, I did as I was told. I could tell she was definitely in charge that night. After a bit of kissing, Aidan started biting my neck and shoulders, which instantly made my panties wet. All I could think about was how much I wanted that cock.

Callie told me to take a turn sucking Aidan's cock, so I wasted no time getting down there. I put it in my mouth like I was starving, shoving it deep into my throat. Callie played with his balls while I sucked. Hearing him moan as we were doing that made me even more wet. Fuck. I needed him inside me.

Callie said that it was time for Aidan to fuck me. I looked up at him, tears in my eyes from choking on his cock, and smiled so he knew that's what I wanted too. He then removed my lingerie quickly and climbed on top of me. I moaned as his big cock slipped inside my dripping wet cunt. How long had I been waiting for that? It sure felt like days. He fucked me softly at first. He moaned and said, "Fuck, you're so wet." And then he fucked me harder. It didn't take long before I was cumming all over his cock. I came over and over again as he continued to fuck me. I completely forgot that Callie was watching us until she said that she wished she had brought some toys to play with. 

Aidan told me to flip over on my side. He then lifted my leg and fucked me while sitting up on his knees. His cock kept hitting my cervix. So, I tried to find a good angle to prevent that. I ended up on my tummy. He fucked me for a little bit in that position and made me cum once more. Then, it was Callie's turn.

Callie unsnapped the buttons at her crotch and Aidan climbed on top of her. He started to fuck her and I watched as her tits bounced around. It made my clit tingle. She asked if I had brought any toys and I remembered that I had brought a vibrator. So, I went to grab it. I laid on the bed next to them and put the vibrator on my clit. It felt so good but I was trying to hold back. I didn't want to squirt all over the bed and make a mess. So, I took my time. 

Callie flipped over and Aidan fucked her in the doggy-style position. I watched his face as he fucked her. It was so hot watching him be pleasured by her cunt. As he got closer and closer to orgasm, so did I. My breathing became heavy and erratic. He looked at me, making deep eye contact. My breath caught in my throat. I couldn't breathe. Those piercing eyes had a hold on me. I started to moan and then my clit exploded in pleasure. I had one of the most powerful orgasms I've ever had in my life. It was fucking amazing. 

Callie asked Aidan where he would like to cum. He thought for a moment and then said, "On both of your breasts." So, Callie and I put our titties next to each other. But then she laid her head on my left breast and said it was very comfy. So, she decided that he would cum on my tits and her face. He crawled up to us, sat up on his knees, and started jerking his cock. I loved that sight. It turned me on so much. So, I started playing with my right nipple. I licked my lips, waiting for that sweet juice to shoot out of his cock. And then it came. All over my tits and on Callie's face. I closed my eyes and moaned as I felt the warm liquid cover my tits.

Callie wanted us all to take a shower after, so we piled in together. I was still riding an amazing high though. As Aidan and Callie began washing their bodies, I stood in the corner of the shower and rubbed the cum into my breasts. I was not ready to wash it off yet. They saw what I was doing and laughed. I didn't care. I was very content. 

I was hoping we would be able to have more sex in that hotel room before we had to check out but it just didn't end up working out that way. Hopefully, there will be more opportunities for fun like that in the future though. And maybe Callie will feel more comfortable with both of us joining in together when Aidan is fucking us. Because I'd much rather do that than play off to the side by myself. 

Sinful Sunday: Wishing For Two Cocks

I've been texting with Jacob a lot lately. It's been quite a while since we were able to play together. Unfortunately, due to the current situation, that won't be happening anytime soon either. So, we just send each other pictures and get lost in fantasy land for a bit. I love that he masturbates to my photos all the time. It makes me feel so sexy.



One day, I'll have two cocks to suck again. This photo shows how much I truly love it. It's written all over my face. Mmmm.


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Sinful Sunday: Slut

The Sinful Sunday prompt for February is One Word, meaning that you must convey the meaning of a word through your photograph.

My word is slut.





When I was younger, the word slut always had a negative connotation. If someone called you a slut, it meant that you should feel ashamed. It was bad for a woman to have a lot of sex partners. I focused on that way too much. I was always afraid of my number of sexual partners getting too high. What would people think of me?

In my thirties, I got over that. Now, I embrace the fact that I'm a slut. It turns me on when my partner calls me slutty. I get off on it.

I AM a slut and that is okay.

My February PhotoFest posts from previous years can be found in the links below:
February Photofest 2018
February Photofest 2019

Spit Roast Party

It's been quite a while since the last time I hung out with G. He must have been on my mind the other day though because I had a pretty hot dream about him.

The dream began with a small party at G's house. People were spread out around the house, drinking alcohol and having conversations. In these situations, I'm always the odd one out. I tend to get really awkward and slink off to a corner, wishing that I could figure out how to start a conversation with someone. I stood around watching people for a while, then decided to go to the kitchen to get a drink refill.

When I walked into the kitchen, G was in there getting a drink as well.

"Hey, Ash! Are you having fun?"

"Yeah, it's a nice party." I looked down at my feet. "I'm sure I'd have more fun if I could stop being so awkward and actually conversate."

G walked across the kitchen, closer to me. "Aww, you're not as awkward as you think you are. Just go up and talk to someone. I know they would love to hear what you have to say."

"You're probably right," I giggled nervously. I started to pour a drink and spilled it all over the floor. "Oh jeez, that's pretty epic timing."

I grabbed a towel from the counter and bent down to clean up my mess. G came up behind me, lifted my dress, and grabbed my ass. I continued to wipe the floor as he rubbed his hard cock up against me. I stood up and turned around to look at him.

"Well, hello there," I said, a bit surprised.

"I bet I could make this party a bit more fun for you," G said with a smirk.

"Oh, you think so? Prove it."

I could see the mischief in G's eyes as he quickly flipped me around and bent me over the counter. I felt his rigid cock pressing against my hip as he smacked my ass. He pulled my panties down to the floor and smacked my ass once more. His hand slid down between my legs. I moaned as he began rubbing my clit.

"You're so wet already. I've barely touched you."

I didn't respond. I couldn't think straight. I could feel that I was getting so close to cumming. I focused on his fingers gliding across my clit. They circled around it over and over. My breathing increased and I started to pull away. He held me down harder on the countertop.

"I want you to cum for me, Ash. Then, I'm going to fuck you. Hard."

He grabbed hold of my hair and gave it a tug. At that moment, my whole body flushed and I started to cum. As I was trying to catch my breath, he pulled his cock out and shoved it inside my wet cunt. I moaned out and braced myself on the wall. He was pounding my pussy so hard that I could barely keep my moans contained.

I was startled by the sound of a man clearing his throat. I looked over at the doorway to see Husband, looking shocked, yet turned on.

"So, this is where you went off to," Husband said with a little laugh.

"I...I wasn't planning on it. It just...happened."

"Yeah? Well, now you're going to take my cock, too."

Husband walked over to us and dropped his pants. He grabbed my head, pushed me down onto my knees, and shoved his cock in my mouth. He fucked my throat deeply until tears ran down my face.

"I need to fuck that delicious pussy some more," G said as he pushed me down onto my hands and knees. He slid his cock into my hungry cunt once again and started to pound it as I continued to suck Husband's cock.

I was so aroused. I needed to cum so badly. I reached down to rub my clit. I was already so close. G increased his speed as Husband pulled my hair and shoved his cock even further down my throat. I lost it. I came so hard, squirting all over G and moaning around Husband's cock. A moment later, they both orgasmed as well, filling my holes with cum.

The guys helped me up and G tossed my panties to me.

"Wow, that definitely made this party a lot more fun. You weren't lying about that," I said, as I put my panties back on.

We grabbed our drinks and started to walk into the living room like nothing had happened. I blushed when people looked back at us, wondering where we've been. I couldn't believe I had just been spit roasted in the kitchen right in the middle of a party. I was feeling like such a slut and I loved it.

Another Failed DP Attempt

Saturday night, I was looking at some threesome porn on Tumblr. I was getting pretty turned on by it, so I decided to text Jacob to see if he'd like to come over. We made a plan for him to come over Sunday afternoon. When Husband got home, I told him the plan and he was excited about it.

I asked, "Is there anything you would like to do?" Husband responded, "I want to DP you. Me in your ass and him in your pussy." My whole body flushed like it was on fire and I stuttered a bit. "I...well...I'll try." I don't know what it is about DP that scares me so much. Maybe it's the thought of being so full. I have never been a size queen. "The bigger, the better" has never been my motto. Even fisting was a hard limit for me until four years ago when Husband basically tricked me into trying it. The idea of being so full is just very terrifying...and exciting. When I watch DP porn, it turns me on and I do want to try it. It just causes a lot of anxiety that I have to overcome. We've done it with toys and it was great. Honestly, it's all just in my head and I have to learn to relax about it.

Fast forward to Sunday afternoon. I was still getting ready when Jacob arrived, so Husband entertained him for a few minutes while I finished up. When I walked out of the bedroom, both of their jaws dropped as they looked at me. I was wearing an outfit that Jacob recently bought for me, a faux-leather crop top and mini skirt. The top wrapped around my breasts and was held together in the front by 4 metal clasps. The skirt was super short and my ass was bare in the back except for 4 elastic straps. As I approached them, I said, "Do you like it?" They couldn't even form a complete sentence, which I took as a compliment. I turned around, bent over, and pulled apart my ass cheeks, showing off the butt plug I had put in my ass while I was getting ready. Surprise! Husband was very excited to see that. I could tell it really turned him on.

Jacob walked over, grabbed a handful of my ass, and kissed me. I thanked him for buying the sexy outfit and he said, "Oh no, thank you for wearing it!" I told him to follow me into the bedroom. Jacob and Husband took off their clothes and I took off my skirt. I bent over onto the bed and waggled my ass at them. They started to caress and spank my ass together. I moaned as their hands made contact with my ass, biting my lip and feeling myself get very wet. Feeling their hands all over my ass and back felt amazing. I closed my eyes and took it all in. After a while, I grabbed a pillow and threw it on the ground. I knelt down on it and started sucking Jacob's cock. I licked the head a bit, swirling my tongue around like it was an ice cream cone. I slowly stuck it in my mouth, teasing him. He moaned, wanting more. I took it in deeper, slowly, until his cock was deep in my throat. Suddenly, he lost control and began fucking my throat. I dug my fingers into his thighs and relaxed my throat. Eventually, I had to pull away so I could take a breath. Tears were streaming down my face. Jacob reached down and wiped the tears away with his fingers. Oh god. *Swoooooooon* I turned to Husband and did the same to his cock. Teasing and then deep-throating him. As I was pulling away from his cock, Jacob moved in closer so that I could suck them both together. I licked their cocks, getting them nice and wet. Then, I rubbed their heads together. I swirled their heads around each other and listened to them moan out in pleasure. It turned me on so much. I stuck their cocks on top of each other and licked them all over. Then, I started sucking them again. They took turns fucking my throat and I loved it so much. Jacob suddenly pulled away and then knelt down next to me. He started to suck Husband's cock and I was completely taken by surprise. It was his first time doing that and I was so happy to experience it with him. We shared Husband's cock. Licking, sucking, and making out together. It was so fucking hot.

When my knees had had enough of kneeling on the floor, I got up, removed my top, laid down on the bed, and waited for the guys to join me. Jacob laid to my left and Husband knelt on the bed to my right. Jacob started making out with me while Husband rubbed my clit with his fingers and pinched my nipple with his other hand. Suddenly, Jacob pulled away and put his face between my thighs. He slid his fingers inside me and started to lick my clit. I sucked Husband's cock again while he continued to play with my nipples. I was close to cumming so many times, but my body was just not cooperating. I'm pretty sure that it was because I hadn't been awake for very long. I was very turned on and I would get almost to the peak of orgasm and it just would not let go. My body hates morning sex and it makes me so sad.

Jacob eventually gave up on trying to make me cum and crawled up to shove his cock in my throat again. I sucked his cock while Husband rubbed my clit with his fingers. I grabbed Jacob's hand and shoved his fingers in my pussy. Both of their hands were in/on me and it was fucking amazing. My hand fetish was so satisfied at that moment. I still could not cum though. It was incredibly frustrating. Husband took a turn going down on me. He fucked my pussy hard with his fingers. I continued to suck Jacob's cock and tried to relax enough to cum. Feeling desperate, I reached down and moved Husband's head away from my pussy and started to rub my clit with my fingers while he continued to finger fuck me. Finally, I started to cum and squirted all over the bed. It was the first time that Jacob got to witness that and it seemed like he enjoyed it. He went back down and licked my cum off of me. Mmmm.

I asked Jacob to grab a condom and I flipped over on my hands and knees. He slid his cock in my pussy slowly. I still had the butt plug in my ass, so it was a bit of a tight fit. He fucked me faster and let out a few exclamations of "Wow!" and "Oh my god!" Hearing that turned me on even more. He fucked me for a few minutes and then I said that I was ready to try DP. Jacob laid down on the bed and Husband slowly removed my butt plug. I straddled Jacob and tried to get his cock inside my pussy but by then, he was too nervous and lost his erection. This exact same thing happened the last two times I've tried to do DP. I am not upset at Jacob and I know it isn't his fault but I am feeling quite discouraged about the whole thing.

We tried for a while to get his erection back, but it just wasn't happening. I stood up and bent over the bed and started to suck Jacob's cock while Husband fucked me from behind. I had given up on the DP thing but I was determined to get Jacob's cock hard again so he could at least cum. Husband fucked me harder, shoving Jacob's cock into my throat. Then, Husband emptied his load into my pussy. I laid back down on the bed and Jacob went down on me, cleaning up the mess that Husband had made. That's been a fantasy of mine for quite some time and it was so fucking hot. I could tell it really turned Jacob on as well because he had his full erection back. He grabbed another condom and started fucking me. It didn't take long before he was cumming.

Jacob apologized multiple times for being the "weak link" in the DP situation. I know he felt really bad about it but things like this happen all the time and men can't really control how their penis acts. Losing an erection, not being able to get hard, and cumming too early are just things that happen sometimes. I don't ever hold that against the man. Regardless of the fact that I'm disappointed that it didn't happen, I'm not upset with Jacob at all.

I'm trying hard to not go down the road of blaming myself since this is the third time something like this has happened. I know it isn't my fault. I'm just feeling so discouraged. Hopefully one day I will be able to experience vaginal/anal DP. Sunday just wasn't that day.

Two Cocks and One Mouth

When I invited Jacob over on Saturday night, I wasn't expecting him to actually make it. I had been trying to think of an idea for my Sinful Sunday post for the past few days. Jacob had been texting me recently about wanting to get together and I was really craving some cock in my mouth. I was driving to a munch when it hit me that I should invite him over. So, when I arrived at my destination, I sent him a text. I asked, "What are you up to tonight?" He said he was hanging out with a friend. I said, "I was hoping you'd want a blow job." At first he said he couldn't because he was busy. I didn't blame him because it was a last minute invite. With only three hours to prepare, I figured he would say no. In a last-ditch effort, I said, "I can make it quick. No expectations from you other than sticking your cock in my mouth." With that, he was convinced.

After I left the munch, I called Husband to tell him that Jacob was coming over and explained my plans for the evening. Thankfully, he was on board with the plan. I raced home feeling super excited. I don't often get to play with two cocks at the same time. I changed into a sexier shirt, which I thought later was kind of dumb since it came off right away anyway. Then, I sat on the couch and waited for Jacob to knock on the door.

When Jacob got there, we tried some different angles to figure out lighting for the pictures. Then, I got down to business. I told the boys to get naked, then I got down on my knees. They stuck their cocks in my face and I couldn't stop smiling. I put a cock in each hand and stroked them in a twisty motion. My mouth started to water and I couldn't wait any longer to taste them. I put Husband's cock in my mouth and started to suck it. It wasn't quite hard yet. I continued to suck, swirling my tongue around the head. I enjoyed the feeling of his cock getting hard in my mouth and let out a small moan. I continued to stroke Husband's cock slowly as I licked the tip of Jacob's cock. Then, I slipped it into my mouth and started to suck on it. It was then that I realized that jerking one cock while sucking another is actually kind of difficult. I get so into sucking that I forget about what my other hand is doing. I tried my best but I'm sure I failed at it a lot. I have the same issue with 69.





I continued to switch from one cock to another, licking and sucking one while stroking the other. That was really great, but I wanted them both at the same time. I nudged Husband to move closer until their cocks were almost touching. I licked and teased them, hoping they would want to get even closer. Soon enough, Jacob moved in closer. I brought their cocks together until their heads were touching. I was so fucking excited that it made my clit tingle. I rubbed their heads together and licked them both at the same time. I tried shoving them both in my mouth and got them in there as much as I could. I think they loved it as much as I did.





They took turns fucking my throat, then they sat down on the couch. I crawled over to Jacob's lap and sucked his cock for a while, then he asked me to suck Husband's cock while he watched. So, I crawled over to Husband and sucked his cock for a bit. While I was doing that, Jacob got up and started to rub my ass through my jeans. When I turned around, he started fucking my throat again. Husband asked him to finish on my tits, which really excited me. I love to be covered in cum. So, I sucked his cock until I felt him start to cum in my mouth, then I pulled his cock out and let him explode all over my chest. Mmmm. It was so warm and yummy.





Husband decided that he wanted to finish later, so after Jacob got dressed and left, we went out to get some food. When we came home, Husband fucked me so well that I couldn't form a complete thought afterward. He came all over my stomach and then fucked me even more with a dildo. I came so many times that I lost count. All day on Sunday, I was glowing from the amazing sex that was had Saturday night. I REALLY love getting to play with two cocks at the same time. It makes me feel so desirable...and slutty.

Sinful Sunday: Hungry For Cock

Tonight, I was a very lucky girl. I was given two amazing cocks to suck on. Jacob came over to play and he agreed to let Husband take some pictures.

I loved rubbing their heads together, licking them both at the same time, and trying to shove them both into my mouth. Mmmm. Fuck, I really love to suck cock.

This was really fun and I can't wait to do it again.




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Threesomes and pegging

I've been absent for quite some time here. I kept meaning to come back, but I wasn't inspired to really put my mind to it until recently. A lot has happened in the last two years.

I had a girlfriend for a while. Let's call her Sasha. Before Sasha, I had been with other women but I had never eaten a pussy. I was very enthusiastic about trying it on her though. It was just about as amazing as I thought it would be. I also got a bonus because she is a squirter. So, every time I ate her pussy, she also squirted in my mouth. I've always been on the other side of that equation, so it was nice switching places. Unfortunately, Sasha is no longer my girlfriend. Hopefully I'll find another pussy to eat soon because I'm missing it so much.

Husband and I had a threesome with Sasha last month. It was fucking hot. It was the first time I got to watch Husband fuck another woman. We sucked his cock together, which is a pretty big fantasy of mine. I also ate her pussy while he watched, which he loved. I played with her tits, sucking and pinching her nipples, as he fucked her and watched her cum again and again. She squirted all over his cock and I loved every minute of it. I wish I had written about it when it happened so I could remember more of the details. We've also been having a lot of threesomes with Jacob but I haven't been writing about that either. Ugh. Remind me to not get distracted again.


Something I do remember the details of is the sex we had on Sunday night. Husband and I had been sexting each other all day, so by the time the night arrived, we were quite excited. I had decided that I wanted to fuck him in the ass, so I grabbed my strap-on. I put it on, got on the bed, and waited for him to join me. After he climbed on the bed, he started to suck on my nipples. He was rubbing them on the roof of his mouth with his tongue and it was driving me wild! He slipped his hand in between my legs and started to rub my clit. I was so wet that his fingers were gliding over my clit so smoothly. It felt amazing. He then started to suck the cock that I had strapped on. Oh god! I almost lost it! That is a huge fantasy of mine. I often imagine that I have a cock when I masturbate and it turns me on a lot. Watching him suck my cock while rubbing my clit was so hot. He inserted a couple fingers into my pussy and I moaned out. He continued to finger me for a while and then he started to put more fingers inside me. Next thing I knew, he was fisting me and I was gushing all over. Fuck, I squirted so much that the mattress pad was SOAKED.

After I was done cumming, I told Husband to kneel next to me. I licked the shaft of his cock all the way up to the head. I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck on it. As I made it wetter, I took it deeper into my mouth. When it was deep in my throat, I bobbed up and down, fucking my throat. He moaned out in pleasure as my eyes started to water. I reached around and started to finger his ass and continued to suck his cock while massaging his penis with my tongue. I could taste his precum and it excited me.

I asked Husband to lie down and spread his legs. I grabbed an anal toy, lubed it up, and stuck it inside his ass. I fucked him with it slowly as he moaned out in pleasure. After a while, I asked if he was ready for my cock. He smiled and enthusiastically said, "Yes!" So, I flipped him over, lubed up my cock, and inserted it slowly. It had been a while since the last time I pegged him, so he needed some time to adjust. After a while, I started to fuck him. All of his moaning was making my pussy so wet that it was dripping.

After I finished fucking him, Husband went down on me. As he licked my clit, he fucked my pussy with a glass dildo. Fuck, it felt good. I love glass toys. They slide in and out so smoothly when I'm very wet. Mmmm. He made me cum so hard. I grabbed at the sheet as I moaned out. Then, he climbed on top of me, pushed my legs over my head, and started to fuck me. He tried to convince me to let him stick a toy in my ass for some dp action. I compromised by telling him he could stick another cock in my pussy. So, he got up and grabbed another dildo. He put the dildo inside me and then slid his cock in next to it. I felt so full and I could feel so much pressure on my g-spot. I thought of a new friend that I've been talking to, Jack. Imagining that his was the other cock inside my pussy. It turned me on so much. Husband started to fuck me slowly at first. Then, I started to thrust my hips, letting him know that I wanted more. He began to fuck me hard. So hard. I couldn't stop myself from gushing everywhere. I was having so many g-spot orgasms...one right after the other. Oh god, it was so good. I reached down and started to rub my clit. When he saw I was getting close, Husband said, "Yes! Cum for me!" That sent me over the edge and we both came so hard. Best orgasm I've had in a long time. I seriously need to repeat that one with two real cocks.

Finally, the threesome I've been waiting for!

Well, it's been almost a year since the last time I wrote in here. I've been having amazing sex but I guess I just lost the motivation to write about it. I miss writing though, so I'm going to attempt to get back into it. I do have some stories to share. So, without further ado...

Jacob finally made his way into our bed. We sat next to each other on the couch and talked for a while. The sexual tension was very thick. Eventually, he leaned over and kissed me. Then, he put my hand on his crotch so I could feel how much it turned him on. I had been glancing down at it in his pants for a while. I could tell his cock was hard just by looking, but I didn't know just how hard it was until I felt it. He was so rock hard that it made my clit start to tingle. He said, "See what you do to me?" I felt myself start to blush. I wanted to hide my face. Why was he making me feel so shy? I think it was because I had been waiting for this for so long that it felt like it wasn't real. I asked what he felt up for. His answer was, "Anything." I asked Husband if he wanted to have some fun with Jacob and he said yes.

So, we headed to the bedroom. Husband lit some candles and turned off the lights. I told them to take off their pants and lie down on the bed. I thought about taking off my clothes as well but since Jacob has a thing for big asses covered in jeans, I knew he would want to caress my ass in my jeans. So, I left them on. I climbed on the bed and crawled up to Husband. I kissed him seductively, swirling my tongue around his. Then, I moved over to Jacob and kissed him. I could tell he was very turned on. His breathing was already somewhat heavy. I went back to Husband and started licking his stomach. I moved down further and further until I reached his cock. I licked it and then began to suck it slowly. As I sucked Husband's cock, Jacob started to caress my ass. I knew he would love my ass in those jeans. I wore them just for him. After he was done playing with my ass, Jacob laid back down and I started to suck his cock. He moaned out as I deep throated his large meat. I went back and forth doing this for some time, sucking cock and making out with them. Then I decided that I wanted some attention for myself. So, I laid down on the bed and they started to caress my body all over. The feeling of both of their hands on my body at the same time was spectacular. I took off my pants and they both started to rub my pussy on top of my panties. Then, they removed my panties. I had fantasized about Jacob's fingers touching my clit for so long. I couldn't believe it was about to actually happen. I held my breath as I waited for his fingers to make their way to my sweet spot. Then, it happened. I moaned out and bit my lip. Husband was rubbing my thigh at the same time. It felt so good that I didn't want it to stop. They took turns rubbing my clit and then Jacob crawled down to the end of the bed and started to lick my pussy. Husband continued to run his hands all over my body. Then, I pulled him close to me so that I could kiss him. I made out with Husband as Jacob continued to dine on my wet pussy. It felt so good and I was very close to cumming, but then he stopped.

At that point, I told Husband that I wanted him inside me. So, I moved to the edge of the bed and got on my hands and knees. Jacob moved next to me and I started to suck his cock once again while Husband fucked me with his amazing cock. The angle was a little odd, so I stopped sucking for a bit. Then, Jacob hopped up on his knees and started to fuck my mouth as Husband continued to pound my pussy. That turned me on so much. I moaned around Jacob's cock as Husband hit my g-spot over and over. I could tell Jacob really liked that. A lot. I started to cum, which caused Husband and Jacob to cum as well. After we shared an orgasm together, we all collapsed. I think the excitement and nervousness really took it out of all of us. But it was so much fun. A few days later, Jacob texted me and said his head was still spinning from the experience. That made me very happy. I'm hoping he decides to come over again soon and we get to play even more. I really can't wait!

Although I am very excited about having fun with Jacob, I am a little nervous as well. One reason being that I'm a squirter and I'm not sure how he will feel about that if it actually happens. On Monday night, I almost drowned Husband when he was going down on me and I gushed all over his face. Husband said he liked it, but I feel like that may be a little embarrassing for me if that happened to Jacob. I am trying to just let that go though and trust that he will enjoy it and not be put off by it. I did tell him that it was a possibility so that he wasn't shocked though. Haha.


On Wednesday night, Husband must have been feeling very dominant. We got into bed in the spooning position, with me being the small spoon. We had a long conversation about everything that had happened with Jacob. We discussed how we felt about it and then talked about what we both wanted to happen in the future with him. After we finished talking, Husband grabbed my leg and draped it over his legs. Then, he started to rub my clit with his fingers. He said, "Wow, you are very wet. Did talking about that stuff turn you on?" I said, "Yes, very much." As he continued to rub my clit, I could hear how wet I was. It turned me on even more. He slid his cock into my pussy and started to fuck me slowly. He said, "I'm going to keep rubbing your clit but you can't cum unless you beg me first." I agreed. At this point, I was so turned on that my clit was rock hard. I was very close to cumming and he could tell. He said, "Do you think you can resist cumming if I keep going?" I wasn't sure, but I took that as a challenge. So, I tried my hardest to hold off the orgasm. He started to fuck me harder and rub my clit faster. He was pushing me so close to the edge. I kept it under control somehow though. He said, "If you cum without my permission, I'm going to punish you." I asked, "What will my punishment be?" He answered, "I'm going to turn you over and take your ass." That scared me and turned me on at the same time. He started to fuck me faster and harder, knowing that he was pushing me closer to orgasm. I thought for a moment, "Maybe I should ask to cum now. I'm really close." Then, as soon as I finished that thought, I started to cum. Fuck. When the orgasm finished, Husband said, "All you had to do was beg me to cum. But you didn't. Now, I have to punish you." I didn't respond. What could I say? He flipped me over onto my back, grabbed the lube, and then slowly slid his cock into my ass as I rubbed my clit. He fucked me slowly at first. Once I was relaxed, I pulled my legs up over my head and told him to fuck me faster and harder. I was close to cumming again, so I begged him to cum in my ass. As I began to cum, I told him to shoot his load deep into my ass, which is exactly what he did. At that moment, I was kind of glad that I had accidentally lost control and had an orgasm without asking for permission first. I'm pretty sure he was as well.


Here's to hoping that I can get back into this writing thing again. I'd really like to continue to do this regularly. I do have a lot of pretty amazing sex. I just need to make it a point to write about it. That is my goal. So, make sure you check back here again soon. Now, I'm off to join Husband in bed.

Insatiable Sex Machine

Last week, I met Jacob for coffee. I could tell that he was much more comfortable this time. We flirted heavily and I spent a lot of time petting his hands. Mmmm. I may have convinced him to go out with us at the end of the month, but we'll see when it gets here. We hung out in the coffee shop for about two hours and then he walked me out to my car. Last time, I was the one that made the first move but this time, he was the one that pulled me to him and kissed me. I actually wasn't expecting it at all because he is so shy. It was a great surprise. I put my hand on his arm and squeezed a little as I circled my tongue around his. I'm not sure how long we stood there kissing. Time seemed to kind of stand still. He pulled away and then we started saying our goodbyes. As I was getting ready to go, he grabbed me again. He pulled me to him, wrapping his arms around me. I put my hand on his chest as he started to kiss me again. I heard him moan and felt my clit get very tingly. I wanted to take him home with me so badly but I was a good girl. We parted ways and I came home to Husband. I do so hope that Jacob actually wants to act on this threesome sometime soon. We've been waiting for way too long. I'm starting to lose hope and that makes me sad.


In other news, Husband and I had a date night on Friday. It was nice and simple. We went to dinner and then walked to a frozen yogurt shop down the street from the restaurant. We sat on the sidewalk and people watched as we ate our dessert. I enjoyed it very much. At dinner, we were having a conversation about dirty things, as usual. I asked him, "If you had to choose between girth and length, which would you choose?" He said that girth would win, hands down. When he asked the same question of me, I didn't have a simple answer. I am the type of girl who knows exactly what I want and exactly what I like. I was told recently that I may come off as somewhat intimidating because of this. I never thought about that before, but it definitely makes sense. Anyway, my answer was this: "If I had to choose one, I guess I would choose length. However, that only applies to a certain point. Anything larger than nine inches is way too much for me. So, if that were the case, then I would have to choose girth. I don't like a lot of girth though. However, there is definitely such a thing as a cock that is way too skinny. Unfortunately, I have experienced both too skinny and too short." So, I guess the point of this story is to say that I know exactly what kind of cock I like but it's not as simple as saying "the bigger the better" like a lot of people assume. I think I enjoy a slightly larger than average cock best. And a bit of bonus info, I prefer just one finger when I am being finger-fucked.


This post has seemed to be just a bunch of random happenings over the last week. I guess I should make it more interesting by adding some juicy details from our sex life. The other day, Husband said that I "have been an insatiable sex machine this past week." I would say that is pretty accurate. One night, he went to sleep before I did, so I woke him by climbing on top of him. I slipped his cock inside my wet pussy and rode it until I gushed all over him. A couple days later, Husband was rubbing my back in bed when he decided to start rubbing my clit instead. He made me cum and then he held me down on the bed and started fucking my pussy very hard. I then begged him to fuck me in the ass instead. It didn't take much convincing. He shoved his cock in my ass and fucked me while I rubbed my clit. As soon as I started to cum, he shot his hot load into my ass. He was quite happy about me asking for that. A couple days later, we were having some crazy weather. It was quite warm outside all night. So, some time after midnight, I got the bright idea of having outdoor sex. It had been quite a while since we last did that and I knew it would be months before we could do it comfortably again. We grabbed a blanket, laid it down on the porch, and then Husband fucked me in the doggy style position. Right there...on the porch...in the light of the moon...and the street light. Haha. We've done this many times now and haven't been caught. Well, a few times I know that someone was watching us, but I didn't mind. It made it that much more exciting. I love the feeling of the wind on my bare skin as I'm getting fucked. It's one of my favorite things. I am so sad that it will be months before we can enjoy that again. I would love to take a camping trip where we do nothing but have lots of sex in random places outside all weekend. Ah, that is my idea of a great time!

Sucking and Fucking

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Shots of cum for the both of us

I've been fantasizing about Trystan a lot lately. He joins Husband and I in the bedroom pretty often now. I think all three of us are happy about that. Things have gone from me thinking that nothing would ever happen between Trystan and I because he's gay to him actually wanting to have sex with me. What? How? I don't know, but I'm not going to question it. I just say "Hell fucking yeah!" and enjoy it. It's just because I'm so damn irresistible. ;)

This past weekend, I told Trystan that I had been fantasizing about him cumming in my mouth again. He came over on Monday night, so I thought that would be the perfect time for him to do that. However, I didn't want to steal him away from Husband too much either. So, I decided to go with the flow and see where it took us. Things started with me going down on Husband in the middle of a candle-lit conversation in bed. I started to suck his cock and then Trystan quickly followed. We both licked and sucked Husband's cock together. I ran my fingernails up and down his legs, making him writhe and moan out in pleasure. It was turning me on so much that I could feel my pussy getting very wet. I let Trystan take over sucking his cock and I started to lick Husband's side, down to his hip and then down his inguinal crease. I love the taste of his skin and it's so soft and smooth in those places. Mmmm. Trystan let me take over again and stood next to Husband who then started to suck his cock. I continued to suck Husband's cock as I also watched him suck Trystan's. It was so hot that my clit started to tingle and I moaned. I wanted to be touched too, so I laid down next to Husband and Trystan went back down to suck his cock. Husband started to make out with me and then Trystan came up to join us. All three of us were licking and kissing each other's mouths at the same time. Then, Trystan started to make out with just me. I actually got some good tongue action this time, which was extremely exciting. Trystan hasn't been making out with much tongue, which is the way that I used to be as well. People who have tried to swallow my tongue, eat my whole head or drooled all over me while making out made me not enjoy kissing. I spent about five years not kissing much because of that. I started to enjoy it a lot more over the last couple years and now I look forward to it again. It's nice being able to get turned on from just a kiss. Husband and Trystan both turn me on with their kisses.

After making out a bit, Trystan laid down on the bed and Husband started to suck his cock. I watched him and got turned on even though I was slightly jealous. I think Husband realized that I wanted to taste it too, so he asked, "Would you like to share?" Of course! You don't have to ask me twice! I went down and started to lick and suck Trystan's cock. Tongues running down his shaft, touching one another, then back up to meet at the top. We made out a bit over Trystan's cock. Husband grabbed my hair, pulled it, then shoved my head down onto Trystan's big cock. It went deep into my throat and I sucked it for a while. Husband watched very closely as I bobbed up and down. After a while, Husband took over again. While I sat back and watched, Trystan grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. I moaned out and he did it again. Oh my, that was so fucking hot. Husband sucked Trystan's cock until it exploded in his mouth. Then, he kissed me and transferred some of the cum to my mouth. I licked my lips and said, "Mmmm. Thank you for sharing." It was so good and I was happy to at least get a taste even if he didn't cum in my mouth.

I laid down once again as Trystan and Husband made out some more. Then, Husband climbed on top of me and kissed his way down my body. He started to lick my clit and I closed my eyes to focus on the feeling of his tongue on my lady bits. He inserted a finger into my pussy and started to fuck me with it. Trystan got closer to me and I could hear him breathing in my ear. It turned me on so much. I started getting close to cumming, so Husband started to fuck me harder with his finger. I moaned and pinched one of my nipples between my fingers, then I started to cum. An amazing release of sexual tension. Oh my god. It was great. Trystan pulled Husband close to him and made out with him again, tasting his pussy flavored lip gloss. I smiled and got turned on even more.

Husband started to make out with me again, then shoved his cock into my very wet pussy. Trystan grabbed my hand and held it as Husband fucked me. I ran my fingers over his hand and fingers. Mmmm. God, I love his hands so much. I tightened my pussy as Husband continued to fuck me harder. Trystan touched both of our bodies, heightening the pleasure that we were feeling. I felt Husband's cock ramming my G-spot over and over and I began to breathe heavy. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed tight. Husband fucked me even harder as we both came together. My pussy gushed all over him as his cock simultaneously filled it with cum. After we were finished, my body continued to convulse slightly and my pussy kept tightening around his cock. We both moaned every time it happened. Husband finally pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean up.

I noticed Trystan's cock was hard again. He said that he was going to just let it go because everyone was tired, but I didn't want that to happen. I offered to help and he turned me down. When Husband got back into the room, he said he was going to make me cum one more time. He laid next to me and started to rub my clit with his fingers. My clit was so sensitive and I was so wet that it didn't take long before I was cumming. The more comfortable I get with Trystan, the faster I can acheive orgasm, which is awesome. After my last orgasm, I mentioned Trystan's cock needing some more attention. Husband told me that I should suck him off, so I jumped on that! In my head I was thinking, "Yay! I got my wish!" So, Husband made out with Trystan as I sucked his cock. I was at an odd angle, so I was concerned that I wasn't doing very well, but soon Trystan was cumming in my mouth. I sucked his cock until I knew I had gotten every bit of his sweet juices in my mouth and then I swallowed it. Mmmm. What a way to end the night! That's definitely something I'd like to replay again in the future.

Cumming In Unison

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Please fuck me...in the ass

So, Trystan finally put his cock in my pussy on Sunday night. That was something that I didn't think would ever actually happen, so I was pleasantly surprised. It was great and I loved cumming with him inside me. He says he enjoyed it too, so hopefully more of that is to come. All of the threesomes that Husband and I have been having with Trystan lately have been wonderful. That being said, I do really enjoy the one-on-one time with Husband as well. Sometimes it's nice to relax and focus on just one person. Last night was the first time in a while that Husband took the time to really focus on my body and it was lovely.

I laid down on my back in bed and Husband started to kiss the top of my right foot. He continued to slowly kiss and lick up my leg to my knee, then he lingered there. Mmmm. One of my most sensitive spots. He ran his fingers lightly over my lower leg as he licked and kissed up my thigh. I moaned in pleasure. When he reached my hip, he repeated everything on my left leg. By the time he made it up to my other hip, I was completely relaxed, yet so very turned on. He continued to kiss and lick all over my stomach, my breasts, and down both of my arms. Then, he turned me over and repeated everything on the other side of my body. I am pretty sure I was in a deep trance at that point. It felt so amazing to have his fingers running over my skin softly at the same time as his mouth.

When he was done, Husband grabbed my hands and cuffed them behind my back. Then, he put his face in my crotch and started to lick my pussy. I stuck my ass up in the air, spread my legs and moaned in pleasure. He began to stimulate my ass as well. I was still very relaxed and it felt really good. He uncuffed me and rolled me over. I pulled him on top of me and he kissed my breasts a little more. I was so wet and I wanted him inside me. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him closer. He slid easily into my pussy. After a couple minutes of thrusting, I realized that my pussy wasn't the hole that I wanted him in. I pushed him out of me and told him that I wanted his cock in my ass. I watched his face as I said it and I saw pure pleasure. He grabbed his cock and started to slide it into my ass, using my pussy juices as lube. I rubbed my clit with my fingers as he slowly entered my ass and the pleasure was so great that I just couldn't hold back my orgasm. I came before he was even all the way in. He fucked me softly at first. I focused on the feeling of his cock going in and out of my ass. I began to rub my clit with my fingers once more. I wrapped my legs around his hips, using my feet to push him inside me. I pushed him harder and harder until I felt I was getting close to cumming again. I said, "I'm gonna cum. Do you want to cum with me?" He let out a moan and said "Yes!" He fucked me harder and faster until we both came together. It was amazing.

That was the first time that I actually requested to be fucked in the ass. Usually it has just been his thing. Something that he really loves doing. But this time, I was shocked that I wanted it so badly. I think the fact that he relaxed me so much and then stimulated my ass just made it all feel so much better than usual. I enjoyed it thoroughly.

Deep Throat That Cock

Trystan stayed over last night. It's always a great time when he does. I know he is Husband's boyfriend, but I can't help but find myself more and more attracted to him every time we hang out. Not only does his personality rock, but he encompasses so many of my fetishes that it is quite mind-boggling. In my last blog post, I wrote about how I wished I had gotten naked before going down on him. So, last night, I did just that. Husband and Trystan were already naked in bed for a while, then they convinced me to get naked as well. I may pretend that I don't want to sometimes, but honestly, they don't have to try hard to convince me. But when they do, it makes me feel wanted and I love it. It was so dark in the room that I couldn't always tell whose body I was touching or who was touching me. It was very exciting.

Trystan and I were focusing on Husband, who was laying between us. Touching his body all over, kissing him and making him squirm. I licked and sucked on his nipple, then continued to lick my way down to his cock. I flicked my tongue over the head and then slowly licked down his shaft, sucking on the sides occasionally as well. He grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled it hard. My head flew back and I moaned. He then forced my head down on his cock. I took it in my mouth and he continued to push my head down hard, making me deep-throat his meat. I couldn't help but moan through it. I know most girls don't enjoy when guys put a hand on the back of their head and push it down, but I love it. It was so fucking hot. Husband eventually let go, but I continued to suck his cock for a while.

When I stopped, Husband climbed on top of Trystan and began making out with him again. I touched both of their bodies and listened to the sounds that their mouths were making. The lip smacking and the moans were enough to drive me crazy. Husband grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to them. I have zero night vision, so I very carefully scooted closer until my body was against theirs. Husband placed my hand on Trystan's cock and I began to stroke it softly. Trystan started to caress my back with his hand and it felt so good. His hands are very soft and smooth. Suddenly, I felt Husband's hand on the back of my head once again. He pushed my head down onto Trystan's cock. We both licked and sucked Trystan's cock together, while also kissing occasionally. Husband moved away and pushed my head down hard onto Trystan's cock. I felt it go deep into my throat and he moaned. It excited me so much. I used my hand to stroke his cock in motion with my mouth. Husband laid on top of Trystan and made out with him while I continued to suck his cock. I shoved it deep into my throat over and over again until he finally came in my mouth. I swallowed all of it and then licked off the little bit that was left on his cock. Mmmm. There are no words to describe my excitement. I had been thinking about him cumming in my mouth for a while and I was so happy that it finally happened.

I laid down next to them again and relaxed. Then, they took me by surprise by coming over to me and touching my body. Trystan touched my chest and my breath caught in my throat. He grabbed my breast and massaged it while Husband started to rub my clit. Their hands were all over my body and it got to the point where there was so much pleasure that I couldn't tell whose hands were touching where. I just got lost in the feeling and enjoyed it. Trystan was so close to my ear, breathing hard and moaning. I felt myself getting close to cumming. I started to touch Husband's body and I felt Trystan's hand. I touched his fingers and it excited me. Yes, I have a hand/finger fetish and his are fantastic. I ran my fingers across his fingers and then I started to cum. I am sure I grabbed his hand while I was cumming. My mind was so foggy after that. I couldn't even form words very well.

I am so happy that this threesome thing is finally working out for us. We've been trying for so long and it has always been a disaster. I can't think of a better guy to be having these threesomes with either. Trystan is amazing in so many ways and I am so glad to have him in our life. Husband has great taste in men and women. Haha. Every time we get together, we push things a little further and try something new. It's so exciting. It makes me glad that we've been taking things slow so that we can experience things and appreciate them like they should be. Most of all, I am so happy that Trystan is so open to trying new things. I am a very lucky woman.

Dream turned fantasy

I told Husband about the dream I had last night and he wanted me to blog about it. I can honestly say that this is now on my fantasy list. Anyway, here it is:

Trystan and I were laying in bed together talking about random things. We were waiting for Husband to get out of the shower. I told Trystan how much I love his hands and explained how I have a finger fetish. Not all fingers excite me, just a specific kind, which he has. He said, "Oh yeah? So, do you think about me touching you?" I said, "All the time." He placed his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes. He began to run his fingers across my cheek and then down my neck slowly, stopping at my collar bone and then tracing it with his fingers softly. My breath caught in my throat and my whole body filled with goosebumps. I opened my eyes to find that he was staring at me. I took a deep breath, put my hand on his cheek and pulled his face toward mine. I kissed his lips softly and waited for a response. When I felt him kiss me back, I put my hand behind his head, grabbed a handful of his hair and then kissed him harder. I felt him reach behind me and grab my ass, pulling me closer to him. Our tongues massaged each other as we continued to make out. I ran my fingers through his hair, down his neck, to his chest. He started to lick my neck softly, teasing me, and then he started sucking on it. I moaned and dug my nails into his chest. I climbed on top of him and removed his shirt. I licked his neck a little and then bit it hard. He moaned in my ear, which turned me on even more, so I started to grind on his crotch. I started imagining what it would feel like to have him inside me and a small moan escaped my lips. He removed my shirt, wrapped his arms around me and then licked from my collar bone down to my breasts.

Suddenly, we heard the door open and Husband entered the room. He said, “Well, what’s going on in here?” I blushed and said, “I was warming him up for you.” Trystan laughed and said, “She was doing a good job, too.” Husband walked over to the bed and told us both to get naked, so we did. Then he said, “Now, I want you to continue what you were doing before I walked in.” So, I climbed back on top of Trystan, straddling his crotch, and started making out with him again. Husband smacked my ass very hard, causing me to moan loudly and dig my nails into Trystan’s back. He said, “That’s your punishment. Now, stick your ass up in the air so I can fuck you.” I did as I was told. Husband climbed up on the bed and shoved his cock into my pussy. Trystan massaged my breasts as we continued to make out. He began to suck on my neck again, which made me cum. I gushed all over both Husband’s and Trystan’s cocks at the same time. Husband grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. He said, “I want to watch you lick all of your juices off of Trystan’s cock and then suck it like you want to drain every last ounce of cum out of it.” He stopped fucking me long enough for me to move down and start licking Trystan’s cock. Husband smacked my ass hard again and said, “Now suck it!” I opened my mouth and slid Trystan’s cock between my lips. Husband started pounding my pussy again, hitting my G-spot with every stroke. I heard them both moaning, Husband because of my pussy and Trystan because of my mouth. I thought I may explode from such intense pleasure. I reached underneath myself and started to rub my clit. I started moaning as I continued to suck Trystan’s cock. Soon, all three of us were orgasming together. I held Trystan’s cum in my mouth and then kissed Husband, transferring the cum to his mouth. I moaned as I watched him swallow it and then lick his lips. I looked at Trystan and said, “Next time, you should be the one fucking me.” He laughed and I gave him a wink.

Happy birthday to me!

My birthday was last week. I am now 29 years old. Whew! I feel so old, but at least my sex life still rocks. As a present, Husband gave me 29 very hard birthday spankings. His hand was very red after he finished. Not as red as my ass though! There were many raised red welts all over my cheeks, and if you looked closely, you could see the outlines of his fingers in them. It was so hot. It hurt so badly, yet felt so good. Every time he would move, I'd flinch, thinking his hand was coming down on my ass again. He kept teasing me and it was torture. I loved it, but honestly, I thought I was going to lose it for a while there. He said he was going to give me "one to grow on" but I begged him not to. My ass was so sore. I'm surprised he didn't do it anyway. After Husband was done spanking me, he fucked me really hard. Every time he rammed his cock into my pussy, I cried out in pain and pleasure. My ass was so sensitive that I almost wanted him to cum quickly....I said ALMOST. The next day my ass was still so sore that it was hard to sit down. I loved it though. It was a nice memory of the night before. Mmmm.


In other news, I now have a girlfriend, Kirsten, whom I absolutely adore. Also, Husband has a boyfriend, Trystan. Things are going very well and we are all happy. Husband got his first cock in the ass by Trystan recently and he loved it as much as he thought he would. I loved hearing about it probably just as much. It's no secret that gay sex turns me on like nothing else. That being said, last night was pretty amazing. Here is the story:


Trystan came over last night and all three of us watched movies together on the couch. After the movie, Husband went to the bathroom. When he came out, he was naked. He led us both into the bedroom with him. My mind was all over the place at this point and I couldn't really focus on anything except, "Okay, this is happening." I just went with the flow as best as I could. Every time Husband and I have tried to have a threesome in the past, it never worked out, so I was very nervous.

I laid down on the bed and watched Husband and Trystan make out. It was so very sexy. Eventually Trystan laid down next to me and Husband climbed on top of him. He removed Trystan's clothes and continued to make out with him. After a while, Husband sat up, grabbed my face and started making out with me. He quickly removed my pants and then went back to making out with Trystan. Soon, Husband was kissing down Trystan's body. When he reached his cock, which looked very nice by the way, he started to lick it. Up and down his long shaft. My heart rate quickened and it almost felt like he was teasing me. I wanted him to shove that cock deep into his throat. I wanted to see him suck that cock so badly. More licking and kissing up and down Trystan's shaft. - Oh my! Please just put that cock in your mouth already before I explode! - Husband opened his mouth and it was almost like slow motion as I watched him wrap his lips around Trystan's cock. My breath caught in my throat. I found myself wishing that it wasn't so dark in there so that I could see better. He bobbed up and down on that hard cock, using his hand to help, just like I showed him. I could hear Trystan begin to let out small moans and I thought I was going to lose my mind. I wanted to touch myself so badly. Instead, I just watched silently. I took it all in and stored it away in my "spank bank" for later.

Eventually, Husband climbed back on top of Trystan and they started making out again. I saw their cocks rubbing on each other and it turned me on so much. I thought about what it would be like to lick both of them at the same time and it excited me even more. I caressed Husband's body as they kissed. I wanted to touch Trystan so badly that it actually hurt, but I didn't want to cross any lines. He's so fucking hot, it's hard to resist. As he continued to make out with Trystan, Husband reached over and started to rub my clit through my panties as well. I felt myself getting ready to cum so many times, but I kept pushing his hand away, denying myself of the orgasm. I didn't want to take the focus off of them. I was so very turned on though.

Husband went back down to suck Trystan's cock some more. He said, "Can I make requests?" I knew what he was going to say. I had told him the night before about how much I fantasize about kissing Trystan and sure enough, he asked us to make out with each other. I blushed and giggled nervously. I wasn't sure how into it he would be. I put my hand on his chest, finally an excuse to touch him, and pressed my lips against his. It took all the strength I had to keep my excitement contained. I just wanted to put my hand behind his head and grab his hair as I massaged his tongue with mine. I held back though. I kissed him for about a minute and then I pulled away because I didn't think he was into it. My clit felt like it was going to explode and my pussy was very wet. I watched Husband suck his cock some more. Trystan pulled his hair and guided his head up and down on his cock. Husband was enjoying it so much that he was moaning as he sucked. I was breathing very hard at that point, but still stayed silent.

Trystan grabbed Husband, threw him down on the bed and climbed on top of him. They made out for a short while and then Trystan made his way down to Husband's cock, licking and kissing all the way. He licked it a few times and then started sucking it. I heard the moans coming from Husband's mouth and I started to get very fidgety. I squeezed my legs together, putting pressure on my clit. I wanted to cum so badly. Trystan turned Husband on his side next to me and then laid down behind him. Husband started making out with me and rubbing my clit. Then, Trystan started to finger Husband's ass. He moaned as he kissed me and I almost came right then. Husband suddenly got up, put a condom on Trystan's cock and then lubed it up. He climbed on top of me and then started to lick my pussy. Trystan stood behind him and tried to get his cock in Husband's ass. When they realized it wasn't working out in that position, Trystan laid down and Husband climbed on top of him. He lubed up Trystan's cock again and then sat on top of it. Husband moaned loudly as Trystan's cock penetrated his ass. I watched him ride that cock like he loved it and listened very closely to Trystan's breathing. Hearing him moaning and breathing heavy made me want to reach out and run my hands all over his body. Husband started riding him harder and faster. I held my breath in anticipation, until Trystan finally orgasmed. I squeezed my legs together again in hopes to make my clit stop screaming out at me. It was throbbing like crazy and begging to be touched. They started making out again and touching each other. I watched Trystan wrap his hand around Husband's cock and jerk it a bit. Mmmm. I let out a tiny moan, hoping to still go unnoticed. After a while, Trystan got hard again and Husband started riding his cock once more. This time it didn't take long before he was cumming again.

Husband climbed down off of Trystan, removed my panties and then went down on me again. He licked my pussy as Trystan fingered his ass. He moaned as he licked my clit, which heightened the sensation. Husband put a finger inside my pussy and massaged my G-spot. I had a bit of stage fright, which made it hard to cum, but when I finally did, it was amazing. I felt myself gush all over Husband's fingers and into his mouth. He didn't give me much time to catch my breath before he threw my legs up in the air and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard. I wrapped my legs around him and angled my hips so that his cock hit my G-spot with every stroke. Soon, we were both cumming together. I gushed all over him as he shot his load into my pussy. We all collapsed on the bed together, cuddled and fell asleep. It was pretty magical.

Assisted masturbation is a lot more fun than it sounds

A little less than 2 weeks ago, Husband assisted me with my shower head activities. It started with me taking a bubble bath by candlelight to relax. I had a very stressful day and all I wanted to do was melt into some steamy vanilla water. Husband wanted to be close to me, so he sat outside of the tub and touched me softly as I relaxed. It was very romantical and I loved it. After an hour or so (who was counting?), I let the water out and started thinking about that detachable shower head up there staring at me. I felt guilty for wanting it when Husband was sitting right next to me. So, I asked him if he wanted to help me. He had never seen me masturbate with it before, so I thought he may be excited to watch. Back in April, we had a hotel room with a jacuzzi in it. I got off on the hot tub jets but he really didn't get to see much other than my face because my body was under the water.

Anyway, he accepted my offer and seemed pretty excited about it. Because the shower is so narrow, it's hard to spread my legs enough to get the jets of water exactly where I need them. I always end up having to part my pussy lips with one hand and then use the other hand to hold the shower head. I asked Husband to hold them for me so that I could have a hand free. I helped him get it just right and then I went to work. I angled the stream of water right to the left of my clit. The water is too strong to spray directly on my clit because I am super sensitive. Direct clit pressure is a no-no with me. *shudder* I closed my eyes and just enjoyed feeling the water rhythmically hitting my sweet spot. My breathing quickened and I used my free hand to massage my left breast. I pinched my nipple gently between my fingertips and bit my lower lip. My body was filling with such amazing pressure as I began to reach an intense peak. My breath caught in my chest and I felt the tremendous release of pleasure starting at my clit, then spreading down my legs all the way to my toes. At the same time, it moved up my tummy, to my breasts and nipples and up to the top of my head where I got goosebumps on my scalp. Oh my, I can't even give an accurate description of how great it felt. When we own a home, we definitely have to get a bathtub big enough for both of us so we can have lots of playtime with my shower head.


Something else I wanted to mention was how much Husband made me cum with his cock last night. I've said it before, but I can't stress enough how much my pussy loves his cock. It always reaches my G-spot. Sometimes to the point where I feel like I may lose my mind from such intense pleasure. For two hours, he alternated fucking me until I gushed and then licking up all of my juices. Squirt, dry, repeat. I did not complain, of course. I'm just glad we had laid a mat down on the bed before we started. Otherwise, we would have been sleeping in a very large wet spot. After he was done fucking me, he came on my pussy lips and then licked his cum off of me. That is something that turns me on a lot. It probably has a lot to do with my love of watching gay men have sex. Also, the fact that he did that probably had a lot to do with the fact that we were talking and fantasizing about Jacob right before having sex. Fuck, we really need to find a threesome partner.

Overdue introduction

I figured I would take some time to explain the relationship between my husband and I, since I failed to do that when I first started this blog.

My husband and I have been married for almost 4 years and we are very happily in love. We both identify as bisexual. I have been out since I was 15 years old and Husband has been out since he was 18. We have a semi-open marriage. By that, I mean, we are allowed to sleep with members of the same sex whenever we want. For example, I can date and/or have sex with any woman I choose without asking for his permission (and the same goes for him about men). Husband is not comfortable with me having sex with other men without him, so anytime I've had sex with another man, it's been in a threesome setting. Even though relationships with the opposite sex are not possible, we still consider ourselves to be polyamorous because the ultimate goal would be for myself to have a steady girlfriend and for him to have a steady boyfriend in addition to our marriage with each other. It may sound crazy, but it works for us.

I so badly want a girlfriend. There are not many lesbians (or even bisexual women for that matter) who are open to dating a married woman. Either that, or I just haven't met the right women yet. Even if I did find a woman who was interested in me, I doubt I would even have the guts to make a move and take it to the next level. I am very odd. With men, I am very outgoing and open. I will come right out and tell a man that I want him. I love how comfortable I am with men. With women, however, I am very shy. I will flirt like crazy, but once it comes to actually doing something about it and making a move, I freeze up. I just can't seem to take the next step. I think it is because I had been rejected by women so many times as a teenager, that I am now scared of being rejected again. So, I wait for the woman to make a move. I lost a girl that I really liked because I didn't make my move when I had the chance. Even though I regret that like crazy, I still can't seem to push myself out of my comfort zone and just do it. It makes me feel pathetic. And to people on the outside, it probably appears that I like to flirt, but I don't actually want to be sexual. That is not the case though. When a woman does make her move on me, I melt and totally go with it. It's amazing and I love it. I definitely enjoy sex with a woman way more than sex with a man...and that's saying a lot because I very much enjoy sex with men. Haha.

Hopefully one day I will stop being so lame and actually go out and find a wonderful woman that I can call my girlfriend. Until then, I will continue to work on building up that courage.

I can't think of anything else that I should share here, but if there are any questions, feel free to ask away. I'm very open, if you couldn't already tell. ;)

Fantasies taking over my mind

So, I finally got to see Twilight: Breaking Dawn today. I know that makes me sound lame, but that's alright. Husband and I happen to be big fans of the books. The sexual tension in the books drives me crazy! I want to fuck so hard every time I finish reading a chapter, though husband is usually sleeping because I read so late at night. Haha.

Anyway, the point is that I got to drool over Taylor Lautner for almost two hours. I don't know what it is about that kid (and I say kid because I am 9 years older than him). Usually I would not be interested in a 19 year old boy, but hot damn! Like I told Husband earlier, if I were lucky enough to meet Taylor, he would not be safe around me. I would do almost anything for just one night with him. He would not be disappointed, I promise that! His luscious lips make me want to make out with him. And those arms! He could hold me so tight that I couldn't get away no matter how hard I tried (not that I would want to!). I yearn to touch his sexy chest...first with my hands...followed by my tongue. I would lick his amazing abs...moving down slowly until I could taste his cock. I would love to look into his passionate eyes while he was fucking me. I bet he would have some amazing facial expressions. Mmmm. He makes me so very hot. After the movie, I could actually feel the heat coming off of my body. That's how turned on I was. I was so incredibly wet and my clit was so swollen that the car ride was very intense. Oh my, you have no idea what that boy does to me. He is nothing like what I'm usually attracted to. He's just very special and I love the way he makes me feel. I will be deep in fantasy land tonight!


There is someone else that I've been fantasizing about for quite some time. A few years ago, I met a guy online. Since the name is already on my mind, let's just call him Jacob. I wanted to date Jacob, but before I got a chance to actually do it, Husband came back into my life. I have continued to fantasize about him occasionally over the years. Though we haven't actually met in person yet, there's just something about him that really turns me on. I have spent the last three or four years trying to convince Jacob to join Husband and I in the bedroom. Just when I thought I may have finally convinced him to do it, he got a girlfriend. So, I respectfully backed off.

Last night, Jacob messaged me online and informed me that he is now single. I felt horrible that I was so ecstatic to hear that news. Now that things could actually happen, I am starting to freak out a little. We still have not met in person, so I'm not sure how interested he will still be once that happens. Also, I'm not even sure how serious he is about actually doing it. I am so excited about the possibility, that I would be crushed if he backed out. However, I don't want to overwhelm him and stress him out about it. Man, it is hard work to make this threesome stuff work out! Haha.

Anyway, I am excited about the possibility of making at least one of my fantasies a reality in the near future. If it happens, you know I'll be writing about it here!