Sinful Sunday: Birthday Surprise

It's Sinful Sunday today but guess what tomorrow is! 

It's my birthday!

Birthdays have always been a big deal to me. I've had a rough life and every birthday I get the chance to celebrate means one more year I've made it through. I'm still here and I'm stronger than I was last year. That's something worth celebrating! I also love birthday presents, so there's that as well. 

A few really nice people got me some great birthday gifts this year and I'm feeling very spoiled. I had a photoshoot tonight to thank the gift-givers. Husband tried to capture my excitement with this photo.

Birthday Gifts! OMG! So excite!

Cute and Sexy

Happy 500 to Sinful Sunday! That really is an accomplishment to keep this going for 500 weeks. I’m so thankful for it as it has inspired me to express myself in ways I never thought to before. 

The prompt this month is “Be your most fabulous photography self.” I thought for a while about how to interpret that.

My most fabulous photography self. Every time I pose for a sexy photo, I try to come off as cute and sexy at the same time. 

So, with that, I give you this. My most fabulous cute and sexy self:

See who else is sinning by kissing the lips below. 

Sinful Sunday: Illecebrous

It's the first Sunday of the month and
the Sinful Sunday prompt for June is "Letter I."

Illecebrous

Illecebrous is a word that isn't used much anymore
but I think it is beautiful.

Illecebrous means alluring and enticing.

I think illecebrous describes this photo very well
but you should be the judge of that.

Check out some other sinful I words by
kissing the lips below.

Tank Top Tease

Here's a throwback to the photoshoot I did at the beginning of the month. This one is more of a tease.

Fishnet Tease

I put these fishnet tights on because I love how sexy they make me feel. They make me feel confident, powerful, slutty. I love that you can't turn away when you see me wearing them. You want me. That thought arouses me.

I love to tease, wearing fishnets out on a date with you. You have to stare at my sexy legs all night, just wanting to get closer. Just wanting to touch.

I rub my legs gently, feeling the texture of the fishnets on my palms. I make sure that you are watching. I play with the netting with my fingertips and lick my lips. I imagine that it is your hand instead of mine. A hot flush warms my cheeks.

When we leave, I walk with more confidence, slightly ahead of you so that you can watch. Knowing that you're checking me out excites me. The more I tease you, the wetter I become.

We finally make it back to the house. You can't take it anymore. You push me down on the bed and I spread my legs. You realize that the tights are crotchless and I'm not wearing any panties. You growl and quickly remove your pants. I touch myself, circling my wet clit with my fingertips. Then, I take a taste. I'm ready for you.

I lift my legs into the air and you shove your cock inside my dripping cunt. I moan out, relieved to finally feel you inside me. You grab my heels, using them as handlebars as you fuck me harder and harder. I love how wound-up you are.

I feel you rub your hands up and down my legs. The sensation is amazing. I've been waiting all night for this and you do not disappoint. I get lost in your touch, wishing you could climb further inside me.

I start to rub my clit a little faster. My breathing becomes ragged. I wrap my legs tightly around your waist. I cry out as I cum all over your cock. It pushes you over the edge and you cum deep inside me.

You collapse on top of me and we try to catch our breath. You're still running your fingers over my fishnets as I continue to get lost in your touch.

A Valentine's Day Fantasy

It was Valentine's Day but we had never really made a huge deal of it in the past. This year, we decided to go out to dinner. Things have been very busy and stressful lately. It was really nice to take some time to reconnect.

The food was wonderful and the conversation was even better. We started talking about our hectic schedules and all of the stress we've been under. Though, it didn't take long before things got very steamy. We talked about all the things we wished we could do to each other if only we had the time. I fidgeted in my seat. The more we talked, the more my clit became engorged. I wanted to touch myself but I was too scared that someone would notice. I rushed through my food, hoping to get some relief once we returned home.

On the ride home, we talked about what we wanted to do once we got inside the house. I kept thinking about his cock, imagining it sliding into my hungry cunt. I needed it so badly. I touched myself gently, on top of my clothes. My crotch was very wet. I let out a tiny sigh. Fuck, I just couldn't wait to feel him inside me.

As soon as the front door closed, Husband pushed me against the wall and kissed me hard. He wrapped his hand around my neck and I melted into him. He kissed the side of my neck, working his way up to my ear. He whispered, "Go to the bedroom, remove your clothes, lie down on the bed, and put on the blindfold. Wait for me there." I couldn't find the words to respond, so I just did as I was told.

It felt like an eternity, just lying on the bed in total darkness, waiting. I wanted him...no, I NEEDED him. It was all I could think about. I rocked my hips, imagining his cock filling me up. I moaned slightly, wishing he would hurry.

Finally, I heard the bedroom door open. My body quivered with excitement. "Please hurry, I need you inside me." He laughed a little and said, "Be patient, my little slut." I moaned again, he knew my weakness. That word always turns me to goo.

I felt his hand softly caress my leg. Then, I felt his other hand touch my thigh. "Oh, yes. Higher." I felt another hand gently touch my stomach. Wait, three hands? Before I could even process, a fourth hand tickled my arm. A fifth hand began stroking my breast. A sixth on my cheek, caressing my face. I moaned loudly. What was happening? A seventh hand grabbed my other breast and pinched my nipple. Then, one more hand grabbed hold of my hair and pulled, lifting my face to meet theirs. They kissed me hard. I tasted their tongue and I could tell it was Husband. "Oh, fuck!" I wanted to take the blindfold off to see who was touching me but I knew he wouldn't let me do that.

I was confused and excited, feeling as though I was about to burst. So many hands touching me at the same time. This had always been a big fantasy of mine, ever since I realized that I had a hand fetish. I felt like I was losing my mind. The pleasure was so intense. I couldn't stop myself from moaning out. I didn't want it to end. I felt like I was floating up into the clouds.

The hands caressed my body, moving all over until they had touched every spot. Every spot, except my clit. I arched my back, begging to be touched in my sweet spot. I could feel the wetness dripping out of my cunt, teasing me further. I cried out, "Please, I need to cum." Husband laughed again, "Alright, I guess we've teased you enough."

When I felt Husband's finger slide up the slit of my pussy, I moaned loudly. "Oh, fuck! Yes!" I was so wet, his fingers glided effortlessly over my clit. He swirled around it slowly and my breath became ragged. He increased speed slightly and I arched my back in response. "Please don't stop." He sped up a little more and whispered in my ear, "Cum for me, baby." I instantly felt a wave of pleasure flow through my body. I tried to hold back but it was too strong. I moaned so loudly that even the neighbors could hear.

As I was trying to catch my breath, Husband said, "Good girl. Now, we're going to take turns fucking that sweet pussy. I hope you're ready." Husband climbed on top of me, grabbed my arms, and held them over my head. The head of his cock teased the opening to my cunt. I whined, wanting him to enter me already. "I know how much you want this. You're such a dirty little slut," he said, as he shoved his cock inside me. He fucked me hard as he kissed me passionately. I was so turned on that I squirted all over him as he fucked me. I wanted to tell him how good it felt to feel him inside me but I couldn't form the words. I just moaned with every thrust. He let go of one of my hands, allowing me to touch myself. I rubbed my clit as he continued to fuck me. I could feel his cock throbbing inside me. When I started to cum, he fucked me harder until he emptied his load deep inside me.

When Husband got up, he said, "Who's next?" My body started shaking a little. I was so nervous but incredibly excited. I felt someone else climb on top of me. He teased my clit with the head of his cock, making me moan some more. Suddenly, he lifted my legs up on his chest and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me hard and fast. I could barely catch my breath. My pussy was squirting everywhere, even on my face. I licked my lips and started to rub my clit again. I heard him say, "Fuck yeah!" I began to cum around his cock as he filled me with his cum.

The second man got up and a third man replaced him. He grabbed my legs and pushed them up over my head. Then, he slid his cock inside my greedy cunt. It still wanted more. He continued to fuck me slowly and I whined. I didn't want to be teased anymore. I needed him to pound my pussy. I rocked my hips, thrusting with him, making his thrusts that much more powerful. He cried out, "Fuck, you feel so good. I can't last long when you do that." I didn't care. What I really wanted was his cum, filling me up. I began to thrust into him even harder, rubbing my very swollen clit again. My pussy tightened around his cock as I orgasmed and he lost it. He moaned loudly and emptied more cum deep inside me.

When it was the fourth man's turn, he asked, "Can I flip her over?" Husband approved, so I flipped over onto my hands and knees. I wasn't sure if I could take anymore but I didn't really have a choice. I felt him squeeze my ass, then he shoved his cock inside me. His cock was so big, I was glad he waited to go last. He grabbed my hips and thrust into me so hard. I reached under myself and touched my clit. It cried out, feeling overspent. I just needed one more orgasm. I touched it anyway, hoping it would submit. I was so wet with all of the cum that was dripping out of my pussy. I rubbed it into my clit. I thought about how slutty I was being and it made me shudder with excitement. I felt a thumb rub my asshole, gently pushing inside my ass. It pushed me over the edge. I moaned out as I came hard around his huge cock and he came with me, filling my hole even more.

When they were all done, Husband told me to lie down and spread my legs. He said, "Wow, look at all of that cum dripping out of your greedy cunt. You're such a dirty little slut. I bet you loved that." I still couldn't form words. All I could do was respond with a moan of, "Mhmmm."

Why Do I Judge Myself So Harshly?

Last night, I had a date with a guy who would like to be referred to as G. We were supposed to go to a bar but said bar happened to be closed that night. So, G asked if I would like to just come to his house instead. I thought about it for a while to make sure that's what I really wanted to do. After some talking with Husband, I decided that it would be fine.

When I got to G's house, we got some drinks and then sat on the couch to talk for a while. We got to know each other a bit and then he moved closer to me on the couch. Next thing I knew, we were making out. G asked if I wanted to go to the bedroom. I was concerned about that because I'm not the best at saying no to sex and I knew that I didn't want to have sex that soon. I thought about it for a while and then decided to go to the bedroom with him. Again, I really suck at saying no.

When we got to the bedroom, he put on some music and then we laid down on the bed and started to make out again. I thought we were going to keep our clothes on but eventually our shirts and my bra came off. There was lots of kissing, biting, caressing, and exploring with our mouths.

I made it a point to not take off my pants because I knew that if I did, there was a 100% chance we were going to fuck. I know myself well enough to feel confident about that. I felt like a tease, which is something I never want to be. But I just didn't expect things to move so quickly. I mean, don't get me wrong. It was hot as fuck and I was definitely very turned on. I loved the way he touched my body and he is a really great kisser. I wanted him. Badly. I just didn't want to do it so soon. I felt like a nervous teenager filled with raging hormones. It was so hard to say no.

So, the question I'm sure you're asking is, "Why was it such a big deal to fuck if you both wanted it?" I'm asking myself the same thing. I definitely judge myself harshly for my sexual appetite. For some reason I feel awful about myself if I have sex on a first date. I guess it's the stupid shit that society has forced into my head. Why should it matter if I fuck someone I just met? As long as it's safe and consensual, it shouldn't matter. I don't judge anyone else for doing the same thing. It's interesting that I have a different set of standards for myself than for others. Obviously that's a hangup that I have to work on.

After fooling around for a couple hours, it was time for me to leave. I felt awkward as hell and hoped that I didn't come off as a lame tease. I did have a really great time with G and I'm looking forward to the next time that we get to hang out.

When I got home, I was super wound up and my clit was screaming at me. Husband and I went to the bedroom and talked about how my night went. Then, he moved down to my thighs and started to lick and kiss them. He continued down my legs and to my feet. He licked my feet and sucked on my toes, which was the first time that has ever happened to me. It felt pretty damn amazing. I didn't know I would be into that and I felt a little self conscious about it, but it is definitely a thing I enjoy.

Husband continued to lick and kiss up my other leg, to my thigh, and then to my pussy. He licked and sucked my clit as he fucked me with his fingers. I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed him and said, "I need you inside me now!" He climbed on top of me and rubbed his cock on my clit, teasing me. I whined and begged him to fuck me. I was so wet and his cock felt really good on my clit but I needed to be fucked. He would shove his cock inside me and then take it out again and rub my clit with it. Over and over. It was driving me crazy! Finally, he shoved his cock inside me and started fucking me hard. I moaned out, "Fuck, your cock feels so good inside me." He fucked me harder and then started to choke me. I rubbed my clit and it wasn't long before I was cumming all over his cock.

He continued to fuck me as I licked and kissed his neck. Then, he said, "I want to fill all of your holes. My cock in your ass, the strap-on in your pussy, and a dildo in your mouth. Then, I want to fuck you until you cum and moan around the cock in your mouth." That made me feel so slutty and I loved it. So, we paused to get all of that ready.

I laid on my back and Husband started licking my clit again. He told me to start sucking on the dildo as he did that. After a few minutes, I told him I was ready. I grabbed a vibrator and put it on my clit as he lubed up his cock. He slid his cock into my ass and the strap-on inside my pussy. I felt so full. My whole body tingled. I almost came right away, so I pulled the vibrator away to stop myself. He then told me to start sucking on the dildo again. I imagined that it was a real cock and passionately sucked it, shoving it deep into my throat. I put the vibrator on my clit again and Husband started to fuck me harder, faster. I felt my whole body tense up and then I came so hard. I moaned around the cock and imagined that it was cumming in my mouth. Husband came at the same time, filling my ass with his hot load. Fuck, that was hot.

We cleaned up and then laid in bed cuddling and talking about things for a while. Then, we decided to fuck one more time before we went to sleep. This time, I took him from behind. I stuck my ass in the air and he fucked my pussy so hard. I put the vibrator on my clit and came around his cock. He continued to fuck me and I had a G-spot orgasm. Mmmm. Then, he pushed me down on the bed and laid on top of me and fucked me in that position for a while.

I can definitely feel it today. I'm quite sore but it hurts so good. Last night was pretty fucking amazing. I'm a happy girl today.

My First Kink Party

Husband and I went to our first kink party on Friday. It was pretty damn amazing. When we first arrived, I was feeling quite anxious. There were a lot of people there that I didn't know and I'm not good at socializing. I hid in the corner for a while until I felt comfortable enough to roam around the house. I did a lot of smiling and hoping that people would approach me. I wanted to talk to people, but I just couldn't find the right words. Why do I always fail at basic human interaction?

Eventually, the time came to move down to the "dungeon" and I got a little nervous. I didn't know what to expect, but I was very excited. I just followed my friend Jimbo, who is much more experienced than I. While I have been doing somewhat-kinky things in the bedroom for about 15 years now, I am very new to the scene itself. I don't know as much as I'd like to. For example, at the age of 16, I would put a collar and leash on my boyfriend and walk him around in public. Yet, I didn't truly know what it meant to be collared until recently. I was always meant to be in this scene. I just never had any connections with it until I met Jimbo. He has been great at helping introduce me to things. That being said, since I am still learning, if I misuse any BDSM terms in this post, I apologize.

As we entered the dungeon, I saw a woman tying a man to a Saint Andrew's Cross. I smiled and walked past them. As I came around the corner, I saw a bunch of people cuddling on two rugs. One rug was made of alpaca fur and the other of buffalo fur. They looked so amazingly comfortable that I wanted to lay on them as well, but then I saw something going on over in the corner. There were two people who were doing cold branding with dry ice. This wasn't something that I had considered doing because I hate cold things, but I was drawn to it for some reason. I watched person after person line up and get branded with a very cold metal cookie cutter. I winced every time, just imagining how much that must hurt. People kept telling me that it wasn't that bad. That it looked worse than it actually was. I still wasn't convinced. Husband decided he was going to get one. So, I watched him do it and then asked him how it felt. He said it was just a little sting, which made me feel better about it. I never thought I'd do it, but I was suddenly overcome with the urge to go for it. I picked out a small star and waited for it to get cold in the alcohol/dry ice slush. When it was time, I showed the girl where I wanted it on my arm, held Husband's hand and took a deep breath. If I'm being totally honest, it did hurt a little bit, but nothing compared to getting a good spanking. It stung for about 5 minutes afterward and then it just went numb. The verdict: I loved it! Three days later, it doesn't hurt at all and it's still visible. I'm not sure if the pressure of putting it on made the bruises pop up or if it was Husband slapping my arm that did it, but it looks kind of cool with the purple on it.

After I got my first branding, someone picked up some dry ice and rubbed it up and down my arm. That was my limit. I do not like coldness. AT ALL. I winced and pulled away. I think I'll just stick to the cookie cutters. I looked over at the Saint Andrews Cross again. This time, a naked woman was tied to it and a man was spanking her and running a knife across her back. I watched them play for a while and then Husband decided he wanted another cold brand. He picked out a larger one this time and I held his hand as he got it done. Obviously, he liked it as well.

We heard Jimbo say that he was going to do an energy pull. I had never heard of that before, so I was very curious. We followed him to another room and watched as he had two needles placed on the left side of his chest in the shape of an X. Then, the same thing was repeated on the right side. Another friend of his had the same done to her, and then they were tethered together with rubber bands placed on the needles. They slowly pulled against each other, getting further and further apart as time went on. It looked very intense. I definitely wasn't ready for that yet, but it's something I'm considering doing in the future.

After watching Jimbo do his energy pull for a while, I decided I wanted another cold brand. We walked back over to the dry ice and this time I picked a larger one in the shape of a bat. I took off my shirt, held Husband's hand, took a deep breath, and braced myself. It actually didn't hurt as bad as the one on my arm, but it's definitely darker and still a tiny bit sensitive when I touch it. I ran to the bathroom so I could look at it in the mirror. It was so exciting! It filled me with so much positive energy. I loved it. I wanted more, but I decided I should pace myself.

When I left the bathroom, I saw a girl writhing and moaning while sitting on some kind of contraption that was being controlled by another woman whom she was making out with. After asking someone, I found out that she was riding a Sybian, which is a masturbation device that vibrates and has optional attachments. How had I never heard of one of these before?? I watched her have orgasm after orgasm on that thing. I was in awe. I couldn't stop watching. Husband convinced me that I needed to try it, so I did. I climbed on and he started it up. I felt the vibration throughout my whole body. Husband slowly turned up the intensity while I lost myself in the sensation. I kept seeing people walking by and watching me. I couldn't even be bothered. As the vibrations reached the highest level of intensity, I tried to hold back my orgasm. I began to feel the pleasure wash over my body and I couldn't hold back any longer. I started to cum, moaning out loud so that the whole room could hear. I didn't even care. It was just amazing.

I stood up and stumbled over to the alpaca rug. On my way over there, I saw a naked woman on the massage table enjoying some electro play with a man that had a Violet Wand. I watched her spread her pussy lips and he teased her clit with the wand. I watched for a little bit and then I laid down on the rug. It was so incredibly soft that I just wanted to snuggle it forever. Husband sat next to me, rubbed my back, and played with my hair as I relaxed. I kept running my hands through the alpaca fur. I wished I had the nerve to get naked and rub my body all over it. Unfortunately, I need a bit more time to warm up to everyone before I start getting naked. Soon, Jimbo came over and cuddled with us on the rug as well. That was a really nice bonding moment for me. After a good while of relaxing on the rug, Jimbo went over to get some cold branding done. Husband decided he wanted one more, so we went over to the dry ice again. This time he got a large chain on his arm. It was much more intense than the other ones.

By this time, the man with the electro play toys had made his way over by us. He asked if we'd like to play with him. I wasn't that interested but I knew Husband would be. I tried it once and then I was done because I don't like that feeling. Husband did it for a bit longer. He very much enjoys the sensation of electricity. I'm sure it's something that he will be into trying more at a later time.

While Husband was playing with the electricity, I was watching a woman who was tied to the Saint Andrews Cross and getting flogged. The person beating her was going at it like crazy and she was moaning very loudly. I felt a twinge of jealousy. I imagined Husband tying me up and flogging me. It turned me on quite a bit. That's definitely going on the list of things to try. After the person was done flogging the woman, they put the flogger between her legs and rubbed her clit with it until she came. I had never thought of doing that, but it was pretty amusing. I definitely enjoyed watching that.

We heard that someone was doing fire play, so we tried to find where this was happening at, but we had no luck. It had either not happened, we couldn't find where it was going on, or it had already finished by the time we knew about it. I was quite sad because I really wanted to try it. We came back down to the dungeon and there was a different naked woman laying on the massage table. This woman was getting needles inserted into her breasts in a circle around her nipple. I really wanted to try the needle play, but every time I went to check it out, someone was already in line to do it next. So, I gave up on that until later. I did watch the woman for quite some time though. Earlier in the night, I saw a woman getting a corset piercing with the needles. THAT is what I really want to do. That would be just amazing. I know I'd love it. Husband isn't a fan of needles unless they involve getting tattoos. I am hoping to convince him to do an energy pull with me though.

At this point, there was free space on the bison rug, so I decided to try it out. I laid down on my stomach and Husband climbed on top of my legs. He massaged my ass for a while and I enjoyed the hell out of it, though it was turning me on a lot. Jimbo came over and laid down on the alpaca rug directly in front of me. We talked for a bit and then three people started beating him with random instruments. At one point, there were six Wartenberg wheels running along his back. So many things were used to stimulate his nerves and he enjoyed the hell out of it. He was moaning loudly right in my face and I was loving it. Being able to watch him scene was a really great experience. I wished that I could get even a portion of the attention he was getting. Alas, I am too shy to seek it out. Maybe I will be less shy next time.

After watching Jimbo scene, we decided it was time to go home. We were there for seven hours and I hated leaving. The time just flew by so fast. I've been trying to find the place where I fit in all my life. Most people don't understand me because I'm hyper sexual. But these people...I think they could definitely get me. I think I could get along with them really well if I just learned how to communicate like a normal human being. I have so many hopes for the future. I want to get closer to everyone. To be accepted in this kink family. To feel like I finally belong somewhere. This is my safe place. Who would have thought? I honestly cannot wait for the next kink party. There are so many things that I want to experience. I will definitely be counting down the days.

Restraint and Orgasm Denial

Saturday was date night for Husband and I. We got to hang out with Trystan for a while, which was great. I wish he was naked during our hangout time, but I'll take what I can get. Besides, my imagination works pretty well. ;)

When we got home that night, Husband showed me what he had brought home from work. It was a bunch of cable ties. I had mentioned earlier in the week that I was interested in trying them because I never had before. So, I was of course instantly turned on.

I took off all of my clothes except for my bra and panties, then I laid down on the bed. Husband laid next to me and placed his hand on my breast, massaging it slowly. He then ran his hand down my side softly and stopped at my crotch. I arched my back as he rubbed my sweet spot on top of my panties. It made me feel like a teenager, heavy petting on top of clothes. It turned me on so much and I was loving it. I moaned and felt myself get wetter. Soon my panties were so wet that Husband couldn't resist sticking his fingers inside me. He put his hand under my panties and fucked me with his finger. I moaned louder and dug my nails into his back. Suddenly, he stopped, sucked my pussy juice off his finger, ripped my panties off, tossed them across the room and then rubbed my clit with his fingers. My pussy was so wet that his fingers were gliding over my clit like it was made of silk. It didn't take long before I was cumming...so hard. I dug my nails into his back once again and moaned loudly as my back arched.

Husband licked his finger one last time, jumped on top of me and grabbed a cable tie. He ordered me to put my hands together, then he wrapped the tie around my wrists and tightened it. He put my hands over my head and held them down with one hand. He shoved his cock in my pussy and fucked me hard. I was so turned on that my G-spot was very swollen. I felt so close to orgasm already. He fucked me harder but stopped suddenly when I was about to cum. I let out a loud sigh and he said, "You want to cum, don't you?" I said, "Yes, please." He laughed and said, "No, you have to wait." He began fucking me again, softer this time. I lifted my legs higher, trying to get him to hit my G-spot harder. He said, "Oh, you're very tricky." He held me down harder and I tried resisting. There was no way I could get away. He started fucking me harder and I tensed up. I was so close to cumming, then he stopped yet again. Oh my! It wasn't fair! I wanted to cum so badly.

At this point, I knew it wasn't going to take much to make me cum. I was just hoping that I could get it done before Husband stopped again. I started to think of ways that I could outsmart him. He began fucking me slowly, and I focused on the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my very wet pussy. My body filled with goosebumps as I enjoyed the feeling. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him inside me harder. He asked me if I was ready to cum and I moaned, "Yes!" He let go of my arms and told me to pretend that someone else was holding me down. So, I did as I was told. He grabbed my legs, lifting them toward my head, and started fucking me harder than before. He was fucking me so very hard that it was forcing moans out of my mouth. I felt my orgasm building and then it released. I started squirting all over Husband, and then I felt it start squirting all over me as well. It landed in my eye, but I couldn't be bothered with that. I just closed my eyes and finished the orgasm. Husband grabbed my hands, cut the cable tie and ordered me to touch myself. I started rubbing my clit as he continued to fuck me. A few seconds later, I started cumming again. Oh, it was so glorious. We both collapsed and then Husband asked, "Who were you imagining that was holding you down?" I said, "Oh, I was imagining it was Trystan." He said, "I knew you would." Something tells me he did that on purpose. Regardless, I loved it. Very much. I had marks on my wrists afterward, but nothing that lasted until the next day. I think next time, we will definitely make it tighter and see how that goes. I love when I have marks the next day.

Surprise, no panties!

Saturday night was the monthly burlesque show that Husband and I attend. I was feeling extra randy that night, so I decided to wear something extra sexy. I went for a shirt that hangs off the shoulder, a short black skirt and crotchless fishnets. That's right, no panties. Needless to say, Husband was quite excited when he found out.

Throughout the night, Husband would occasionally put his hand up my skirt and touch my pussy. When I went to the bathroom, he texted me, "Loving the scent on my fingertips." I couldn't help but giggle when I read that. I was hoping that we could do more, but the location of our seats just wasn't good for that. So, we will definitely be revisiting that idea in the future.

When we got home, Husband promptly led me to the couch and bent me over. He gently ran his finger up and down the slit of my pussy lips a few times. He said, "Mmmm, you're so wet" as he slipped his finger into my pussy and fucked me with it. I started to moan, then I heard his pants unzip. He shoved his cock into my pussy and fucked me so very hard. I could hear how juicy my pussy was as he rammed his cock in and out of it. I tightened my muscles and he moaned, "God, you feel so good." I pushed back against him as he continued to fuck my hungry hole.

Suddenly, Husband pulled his cock out of my pussy and got down on his knees. He licked my clit and started to finger my pussy again. I rocked my hips in rhythm with his strokes. I felt his thumb touch my asshole and then he gently inserted it. Now, he was fucking two of my holes with the same hand. I wanted to cum so badly but he was having fun teasing me. He would bring me to the point right before orgasm and then stop. Over and over again. I was losing my mind. I began to whine and he said, "I love when your clit is this swollen." He continued to finger me, hitting my clit with his knuckles with every stroke. It didn't take long before I was cumming, so hard. My G-spot and clit released at the same time and I moaned loudly. It felt so good.

After I caught my breath, Husband led me to our bedroom. He grabbed my face and kissed me passionately. I could tell he wanted me badly. He pushed me down onto the edge of the bed, lifted my legs and started to fuck me again. I put my feet on his chest and lifted my ass so that his cock would hit my G-spot. I started to rub my clit and rock my hips. I heard him start to moan and it pushed me over the edge. My pussy tightened as my G-spot and clit both exploded in pleasure. Husband came with me, shooting his hot load deep into my pussy. He stopped for a moment and then started fucking me again. He wanted me to cum once more. So, I rubbed my clit again. He lifted my legs higher and I could feel his cock so deep inside me. He fucked me harder and I could feel myself coming closer to the edge. He said, "Cum for me" and I did as I was told.

Complete satisfaction. That is what Husband always gives me. He is pretty amazing. I wish everyone had a sex partner like him. He loves to please me and I love to please him. I swear we were made for each other. Ah, happiness.

It's nice to finally meet you...can we fuck now?

So, after seven years, I finally met Jacob in person on Friday. It was pretty surreal. The person that I have been sexting with and fantasizing about all these years, sitting next to me and talking face to face. The sexual tension was so thick that you could have cut it with a knife, but that was expected. We met at a coffee shop. He bought my drink, which was not expected, but very sweet. We picked a seat outside because the weather was so nice. Also, because it was more private since we knew that we would end up talking about sex. I mean, you all know me, right? I can't go five minutes without saying something sexual.

I couldn't stop looking at his hands. I know he noticed, because he purposely rested them on top of the table where I could see them. That excited me very much. He was teasing me and I loved every second of it. Eventually he said, "You can touch them if you want." How could I resist? I reached out and ran my hand over his a few times. I felt my face flush in excitement and I closed my eyes for a second. His hand felt soft, yet a little rough. Definitely man hands, but oh so sexy. I wanted to touch it so much more, but I didn't want to be weird, so I pulled away. I regretted it immediately, but I resisted reaching out again.

We talked for an hour and a half. Mostly about sex, but about other things as well. He was quite concerned about how Husband felt about the whole thing, which was very respectful and sweet of him. That's one of my favorite things about Jacob. He has no interest in disrespecting Husband or doing things behind his back. He is a genuinely good guy, and that is sexy. He said he didn't want to keep me out too late, so we got up to go. He walked me to my car, we said our goodbyes, then we kissed. It was a small kiss, but nice. He said, "Your lips are so soft." He took the words right out of my mouth, because that's exactly what I was thinking about him. I love his lips. The shape of them...it's just hot. I had been fantasizing about kissing him for so long. I couldn't believe I didn't kiss him harder or longer. We said goodbye again, I unlocked my car door, and then he moved in for another kiss. This time there was a bit more tongue, but nothing overwhelming. It was pretty amazing. I felt my clit start to tingle and I pulled away again. Why? I don't know what I was thinking. My body told me to linger there and enjoy it, but I didn't listen to it. I need to work on that next time.

I came home and told Husband all about the night. He was happy that it went so well and he wants to meet Jacob as well. We had awesome sex that night. I was so turned on that I came almost instantly when Husband began to fuck me. I am starting to really get excited about the possibility of this going where I want it to. Excitement!

Dream turned fantasy

I told Husband about the dream I had last night and he wanted me to blog about it. I can honestly say that this is now on my fantasy list. Anyway, here it is:

Trystan and I were laying in bed together talking about random things. We were waiting for Husband to get out of the shower. I told Trystan how much I love his hands and explained how I have a finger fetish. Not all fingers excite me, just a specific kind, which he has. He said, "Oh yeah? So, do you think about me touching you?" I said, "All the time." He placed his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes. He began to run his fingers across my cheek and then down my neck slowly, stopping at my collar bone and then tracing it with his fingers softly. My breath caught in my throat and my whole body filled with goosebumps. I opened my eyes to find that he was staring at me. I took a deep breath, put my hand on his cheek and pulled his face toward mine. I kissed his lips softly and waited for a response. When I felt him kiss me back, I put my hand behind his head, grabbed a handful of his hair and then kissed him harder. I felt him reach behind me and grab my ass, pulling me closer to him. Our tongues massaged each other as we continued to make out. I ran my fingers through his hair, down his neck, to his chest. He started to lick my neck softly, teasing me, and then he started sucking on it. I moaned and dug my nails into his chest. I climbed on top of him and removed his shirt. I licked his neck a little and then bit it hard. He moaned in my ear, which turned me on even more, so I started to grind on his crotch. I started imagining what it would feel like to have him inside me and a small moan escaped my lips. He removed my shirt, wrapped his arms around me and then licked from my collar bone down to my breasts.

Suddenly, we heard the door open and Husband entered the room. He said, “Well, what’s going on in here?” I blushed and said, “I was warming him up for you.” Trystan laughed and said, “She was doing a good job, too.” Husband walked over to the bed and told us both to get naked, so we did. Then he said, “Now, I want you to continue what you were doing before I walked in.” So, I climbed back on top of Trystan, straddling his crotch, and started making out with him again. Husband smacked my ass very hard, causing me to moan loudly and dig my nails into Trystan’s back. He said, “That’s your punishment. Now, stick your ass up in the air so I can fuck you.” I did as I was told. Husband climbed up on the bed and shoved his cock into my pussy. Trystan massaged my breasts as we continued to make out. He began to suck on my neck again, which made me cum. I gushed all over both Husband’s and Trystan’s cocks at the same time. Husband grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. He said, “I want to watch you lick all of your juices off of Trystan’s cock and then suck it like you want to drain every last ounce of cum out of it.” He stopped fucking me long enough for me to move down and start licking Trystan’s cock. Husband smacked my ass hard again and said, “Now suck it!” I opened my mouth and slid Trystan’s cock between my lips. Husband started pounding my pussy again, hitting my G-spot with every stroke. I heard them both moaning, Husband because of my pussy and Trystan because of my mouth. I thought I may explode from such intense pleasure. I reached underneath myself and started to rub my clit. I started moaning as I continued to suck Trystan’s cock. Soon, all three of us were orgasming together. I held Trystan’s cum in my mouth and then kissed Husband, transferring the cum to his mouth. I moaned as I watched him swallow it and then lick his lips. I looked at Trystan and said, “Next time, you should be the one fucking me.” He laughed and I gave him a wink.

Happy birthday to me!

My birthday was last week. I am now 29 years old. Whew! I feel so old, but at least my sex life still rocks. As a present, Husband gave me 29 very hard birthday spankings. His hand was very red after he finished. Not as red as my ass though! There were many raised red welts all over my cheeks, and if you looked closely, you could see the outlines of his fingers in them. It was so hot. It hurt so badly, yet felt so good. Every time he would move, I'd flinch, thinking his hand was coming down on my ass again. He kept teasing me and it was torture. I loved it, but honestly, I thought I was going to lose it for a while there. He said he was going to give me "one to grow on" but I begged him not to. My ass was so sore. I'm surprised he didn't do it anyway. After Husband was done spanking me, he fucked me really hard. Every time he rammed his cock into my pussy, I cried out in pain and pleasure. My ass was so sensitive that I almost wanted him to cum quickly....I said ALMOST. The next day my ass was still so sore that it was hard to sit down. I loved it though. It was a nice memory of the night before. Mmmm.


In other news, I now have a girlfriend, Kirsten, whom I absolutely adore. Also, Husband has a boyfriend, Trystan. Things are going very well and we are all happy. Husband got his first cock in the ass by Trystan recently and he loved it as much as he thought he would. I loved hearing about it probably just as much. It's no secret that gay sex turns me on like nothing else. That being said, last night was pretty amazing. Here is the story:


Trystan came over last night and all three of us watched movies together on the couch. After the movie, Husband went to the bathroom. When he came out, he was naked. He led us both into the bedroom with him. My mind was all over the place at this point and I couldn't really focus on anything except, "Okay, this is happening." I just went with the flow as best as I could. Every time Husband and I have tried to have a threesome in the past, it never worked out, so I was very nervous.

I laid down on the bed and watched Husband and Trystan make out. It was so very sexy. Eventually Trystan laid down next to me and Husband climbed on top of him. He removed Trystan's clothes and continued to make out with him. After a while, Husband sat up, grabbed my face and started making out with me. He quickly removed my pants and then went back to making out with Trystan. Soon, Husband was kissing down Trystan's body. When he reached his cock, which looked very nice by the way, he started to lick it. Up and down his long shaft. My heart rate quickened and it almost felt like he was teasing me. I wanted him to shove that cock deep into his throat. I wanted to see him suck that cock so badly. More licking and kissing up and down Trystan's shaft. - Oh my! Please just put that cock in your mouth already before I explode! - Husband opened his mouth and it was almost like slow motion as I watched him wrap his lips around Trystan's cock. My breath caught in my throat. I found myself wishing that it wasn't so dark in there so that I could see better. He bobbed up and down on that hard cock, using his hand to help, just like I showed him. I could hear Trystan begin to let out small moans and I thought I was going to lose my mind. I wanted to touch myself so badly. Instead, I just watched silently. I took it all in and stored it away in my "spank bank" for later.

Eventually, Husband climbed back on top of Trystan and they started making out again. I saw their cocks rubbing on each other and it turned me on so much. I thought about what it would be like to lick both of them at the same time and it excited me even more. I caressed Husband's body as they kissed. I wanted to touch Trystan so badly that it actually hurt, but I didn't want to cross any lines. He's so fucking hot, it's hard to resist. As he continued to make out with Trystan, Husband reached over and started to rub my clit through my panties as well. I felt myself getting ready to cum so many times, but I kept pushing his hand away, denying myself of the orgasm. I didn't want to take the focus off of them. I was so very turned on though.

Husband went back down to suck Trystan's cock some more. He said, "Can I make requests?" I knew what he was going to say. I had told him the night before about how much I fantasize about kissing Trystan and sure enough, he asked us to make out with each other. I blushed and giggled nervously. I wasn't sure how into it he would be. I put my hand on his chest, finally an excuse to touch him, and pressed my lips against his. It took all the strength I had to keep my excitement contained. I just wanted to put my hand behind his head and grab his hair as I massaged his tongue with mine. I held back though. I kissed him for about a minute and then I pulled away because I didn't think he was into it. My clit felt like it was going to explode and my pussy was very wet. I watched Husband suck his cock some more. Trystan pulled his hair and guided his head up and down on his cock. Husband was enjoying it so much that he was moaning as he sucked. I was breathing very hard at that point, but still stayed silent.

Trystan grabbed Husband, threw him down on the bed and climbed on top of him. They made out for a short while and then Trystan made his way down to Husband's cock, licking and kissing all the way. He licked it a few times and then started sucking it. I heard the moans coming from Husband's mouth and I started to get very fidgety. I squeezed my legs together, putting pressure on my clit. I wanted to cum so badly. Trystan turned Husband on his side next to me and then laid down behind him. Husband started making out with me and rubbing my clit. Then, Trystan started to finger Husband's ass. He moaned as he kissed me and I almost came right then. Husband suddenly got up, put a condom on Trystan's cock and then lubed it up. He climbed on top of me and then started to lick my pussy. Trystan stood behind him and tried to get his cock in Husband's ass. When they realized it wasn't working out in that position, Trystan laid down and Husband climbed on top of him. He lubed up Trystan's cock again and then sat on top of it. Husband moaned loudly as Trystan's cock penetrated his ass. I watched him ride that cock like he loved it and listened very closely to Trystan's breathing. Hearing him moaning and breathing heavy made me want to reach out and run my hands all over his body. Husband started riding him harder and faster. I held my breath in anticipation, until Trystan finally orgasmed. I squeezed my legs together again in hopes to make my clit stop screaming out at me. It was throbbing like crazy and begging to be touched. They started making out again and touching each other. I watched Trystan wrap his hand around Husband's cock and jerk it a bit. Mmmm. I let out a tiny moan, hoping to still go unnoticed. After a while, Trystan got hard again and Husband started riding his cock once more. This time it didn't take long before he was cumming again.

Husband climbed down off of Trystan, removed my panties and then went down on me again. He licked my pussy as Trystan fingered his ass. He moaned as he licked my clit, which heightened the sensation. Husband put a finger inside my pussy and massaged my G-spot. I had a bit of stage fright, which made it hard to cum, but when I finally did, it was amazing. I felt myself gush all over Husband's fingers and into his mouth. He didn't give me much time to catch my breath before he threw my legs up in the air and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard. I wrapped my legs around him and angled my hips so that his cock hit my G-spot with every stroke. Soon, we were both cumming together. I gushed all over him as he shot his load into my pussy. We all collapsed on the bed together, cuddled and fell asleep. It was pretty magical.

Birthday sex for him - Trying out this dominant thing

I had to delay Husband's birthday sex because of girl problems. Not that my husband isn't man enough to still fuck me during that time, because he's not bothered by it at all, but it just wouldn't have worked well with what I had planned. Saturday just happened to be the night that I chose to make it up to him.

We spent the night out with friends having a great time. I kept going over exactly what I was going to do to him in my head. Over and over. Getting more turned on with every hour that passed. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. I told him we needed to head home because we had an early morning, which we did. That just wasn't the only reason I wanted to leave.

Upon arriving home, we made our way to the bedroom and Husband removed his pants and boxers. I stopped to admire him a bit. I love when he walks around in nothing but a t-shirt. Mmmm. Wait, isn't that something guys are supposed to like watching their girlfriends do? I then pushed him down onto the bed in a sitting position. I removed his shirt and then kissed him. A long passionate kiss. Then, I grabbed hold of his hair, hard, and pushed his face into my tits. He breathed in my scent and let out a moan. I kissed him again and then ordered him to lay face down on the bed. He definitely wasn't expecting what came next. I picked up one of the sets of handcuffs that are attached to the bed and looked into his eyes. I gave him a mischievous look and saw his eyes widen. I locked his left hand in place and said, "Do you like that?" He could barely mutter the words, "Oh yes." I climbed on top of him, reached the set of handcuffs on the opposite side of the bed and restrained his right hand. He tugged at them, testing out his ability to get out of them. There was no chance of that though. This was Husband's first experience being the one cuffed to the bed and I could tell he was loving every second of it. I have to admit, so was I.

I got down off of the bed and walked over to where he could see me. I turned around, facing my ass towards him. I removed my t-shirt but kept the long-sleeve fishnet shirt that was underneath it on. I looked back to make sure he was watching and then shimmied my way out of my pants, making sure to bend over in an exaggerated way so that he could enjoy the view of my ass through the sheer mesh of my panties. I turned around to see his reaction. I could almost swear I saw him drooling a little bit. I wanted him so bad right then, but I had business to take care of first.

I climbed on top of him again, making sure to drag my tits over his body as I moved my mouth up to his neck. I gave a good hard pelvic thrust right onto his ass. He moaned out and I felt my clit tingle. I kissed and licked the back of his neck, while also breathing in his scent. He smelled so good that my eyes rolled back into my head for a moment. - Focus. Back to the task at hand. - I licked my way down his spine, making sure to breathe on the spots that I just licked. He loves when I do that. By this time, he was squirming like crazy. I started to regret not tying down his legs as well. I continued to lick his back, moving to his side right above his hip, one of his most sensitive areas. Then, I moved down to his left ass cheek. I continued to lick it until I reached the center of the cheek where it was very juicy, then I bit it hard. He moaned out again. I felt my pussy get very wet with that one. God, I wanted him so badly.

I touched and caressed all over his body. Arms, back, legs and ass. Then just as he really started to relax, I gave his ass a good smack. He flinched, not expecting that. Another first for him. Usually he is the one doing the spanking. I asked him if he liked it. I heard a very quiet and breathless "yes" come from his mouth. I spanked him again. First the right cheek and then the left. After a few more smacks, I decided I needed something other than my hand. So, I went and got the "spank stick". I knelt down next to the bed and gave my thigh a few swats, just to test it out. Hearing the smack on my skin excited me, so I smacked my ass a few times with it as well. It was time to try it out on Husband. I smacked his ass softly at first, just to warm him up a little. When I didn't hear any complaints, I smacked him harder. He moaned out as the wood stung his ass. I spanked him a few more times and then decided to try out one of the whips. I chose the small one first, but after giving it a few tries, I decided I didn't like it much. Instead, I used the feather on the other end of it. I softly ran the feather over his bare ass. Then, I ran it over the rest of his body. Up one side of his back, across the back of his neck, down the other side of his back, up his side, lingering at his armpit, down his arm, then over to the other arm, down the other side, down to his legs, lingering at the backs of his knees, then down to his feet. He was loving it, moaning out as I touched his sensitive spots. I tried using it on his balls and not surprisingly, found out he really liked that too. I stopped and smacked him two more times with the small whip and then grabbed the larger one. This one was made for me by Shawn about a year ago. He made it very well, by the way. It stings so good. Mmmm. I smacked my arm with it a few times as I walked back over to the bed. I loved it so much that I decided to smack my thigh a few times as well. I could tell Husband was waiting in anticipation. I drew my hand back and let the whip fly toward his bare ass and took in all the moans that were escaping his mouth as I repeated the swats. I think I found my new favorite toy. Hehe. I climbed onto the bed and caressed his body some more, then I cupped his balls and massaged them a little. He raised his ass in response, so I started stroking his cock as well. I felt all the cum that had been leaking out of his cock while I teased him and it made me want him more.

I laid on top of him again and gave him a few more pelvic thrusts to the ass. He was so turned on that I could feel the heat coming off of his body. I kissed his neck a bit and then moved down his body while licking his back. I straddled his thigh and spread my legs, resting my very wet crotch on his soft skin. I began to rub my crotch up and down his leg. It felt so good that I was tempted to put my hand down my panties and rub my clit at the same time. I resisted the urge and just kept rubbing my wetness all over him. He raised his lower leg up to caress my back with his foot. Yes, I definitely should have restrained his legs as well. I pushed his leg back down and then started scratching his back with my nails. I scratched from his shoulders down to the very bottom of his ass. He was writhing and moaning beneath me. Fuck. I started to lose control and almost uncuffed him. - No. I must continue with the torture. - Though, I wasn't sure who was being tortured more.

Husband kept sticking his ass in the air as if he was begging me to shove something in it. I took the hint and grabbed a pink anal toy from the night stand. I lubed it up and then slowly inserted the beaded end into his ass. He moaned loudly with the passing of each bead into his sphincter. I let the toy sit for a moment to give his ass time to loosen up. Then, I pulled the toy in and out slowly, letting the pleasure nubs do their work on his hungry hole. The moans coming from his mouth got me so excited that I lubed up the toy a little more and then shoved the large center bulb into his ass as well. He cried out in pleasure and I squeezed his ass cheek hard. I had to calm down because I all could think about was wanting to touch myself. I let the toy sit there again so that he could relax, then I started flicking it with my finger. I wasn't sure if he'd be able to feel much from that, until he started moaning every time I did it. Oh yeah, he felt it for sure. I continued to do that for a while. Then, I began to fuck him with the toy, sliding it in and out of his ass as I cupped his balls at the same time. The toy was getting too slippery to hold onto, so I reluctantly decided to take it out and try something else. After I removed it, Husband begged me to use my fingers. I lubed them up, inserted my pointer finger and fingered his ass with it. He wanted more, so I inserted my middle finger as well. His ass felt so slippery and smooth. I imagined what it would feel like if I had a cock to shove in there. That made my clit tingle like crazy. Finally, I inserted my ring finger and massaged the inside of his ass for a while.

After I finished fingering Husband, I spanked his ass with my hand a few more times, then I released him from the handcuffs. I told him to lay there and wait for me while I washed my hands (yes, I'm a germ-aphobe). When I came back into the room, I removed the rest of my clothing. Then, I told him to flip over on his back and I climbed on top of him. I straddled him and got my pussy so close to his cock, but not quite touching, and then made out with him. He dug his nails into my back. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. But I couldn't let him know how much I wanted him just yet. I resisted. More kissing. Tongues twirling around each other. Feeling each other's breath, heavy. Suddenly, he grabbed me and forced his cock into my pussy. I moaned out in pleasure. Oh my. His cock felt so amazing filling me up. He fucked my pussy hard from underneath me. He said, "I bet you didn't know I could fuck you this hard in this position, did you?" - Wait, when did the power shift happen? - I didn't really care. I just went with it. It felt too good not to.

 I finally snapped out of it and took back my control over him. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him down hard on the bed. I grinded on him, using his pubic bone to massage my clit. I wanted to cum so badly, but I didn't want him to know that. I rode him like a sexy cowgirl as he massaged my tits. I felt his cock hit my G-spot and I moaned. I repeated that movement over and over until my G-spot exploded in pleasure. I felt my pussy tighten around his cock and we moaned together. I stopped for a moment to catch my breath, then I started again. I rode his cock so hard that it didn't take long before I was cumming again, this time gushing all over him. He cried out, "Oh my god, I'm gonna cum!" I felt his body tense up and then he shot his load into my pussy. I found myself wishing that he had shot it in my mouth instead, but it felt too good to have regrets. It was so mind-blowing that I was actually still turned on.

I went to the bathroom to pee, and then I realized that I still had not had a clitoral orgasm. No wonder I was still all hot and bothered! I went back into the room and told Husband this. He knew this was something that needed to be fixed immediately. Somehow he was already hard again as well. He told me to get on my knees, then he fucked me from behind. So hard. I just got goosebumps while thinking about it. I reached underneath myself and started rubbing my clit while he rammed his cock deep inside my pussy. I was so wet that my fingers glided over my clit so smoothly. The feeling was so perfect that I didn't last long. The orgasm raced through my whole body. It was so powerful, I was afraid that I might pass out. Husband said it was too soon for him to cum again, so he pulled out and we collapsed onto the bed. Then, we passed out in each other's arms.

A few hours later, I was woken by something poking me in the ass. Husband was grinding on my ass and running his hands all over my body. Oh yes, he hadn't gotten enough of me. He climbed on top of me and started to rub my clit. I was still pretty wet from the sex earlier, so I pushed his hand away, wrapped my legs around his waist and then pushed his cock into my pussy. He fucked me as I tightened my legs around him. I began to rock my hips, trying to find my G-spot. He grabbed my legs and pulled them up over my head and continued to fuck me harder. Yes! He found my G-spot. I reached down and rubbed my clit. Soon I was cumming all over him once again. He turned me over, told me to get on my knees and shoved his cock back into my pussy. He licked his finger and then shoved it in my ass. I cried out in surprise but went with it. He fingered my ass as he fucked me and I rubbed my clit while pushing my ass back into his thrusts. I loved having my holes filled by him. I felt my clit swell with pleasure and then it shot through the rest of my body. I told Husband that I wanted him to cum on my ass. He continued to fuck me until he was just about to cum, then he pulled out and shot his load all over my ass. I felt the warm man juice squirting all over me and it caused me to moan. I love that feeling so much. I felt so completely satisfied after all of that fun. I hope he did as well.

Husband told me how much he enjoyed every bit of the night before and I felt so proud of myself. I am definitely a submissive at heart, but I have been learning how to be more dominant. At this point, I am actually enjoying it quite a bit. Maybe too much at times! I know most women give their husbands blow jobs for their birthday, but that's a regular occurrence in our sex life. I wanted to make his birthday extra special. I'm so glad it worked like I had planned.

Lesbian love story

This is just something that has been floating around in my head. It didn't actually happen, but it sure would be nice if it did. I decided to write it out so that other people may enjoy it as well.


Emma and Alexis have been good friends since they were kids. When they grew up and moved out, it only made sense that they would become roommates.  They spend most of their free time together, which is usually filled with a lot of girly giggles. Many nights have been spent staying up late watching movies and eating ice cream. Neither of them had a boyfriend, but it wasn't something they really cared much about. They were content just being free and having fun.

The girls had been looking forward to this night all week. Things had been pretty stressful for Alexis lately, so Emma decided that it was a good idea to cuddle up on the couch and watch their favorite chick flick. Alexis put the movie on and got comfortable on the couch. Emma went to get a blanket and then sat next to Alexis on the couch. They shared a blanket and watched the movie in silence. About an hour into the movie, Emma scooted closer to Alexis and laid her head on her shoulder. They had cuddled like this before, but somehow it just felt different this time. Alexis started to feel warm inside. That was better than all the anxiety she had been feeling all week. She tried to focus on the movie, but her mind was elsewhere. She wrapped her arm around Emma and held her. At that moment, Alexis felt Emma place her hand gently on her thigh. Alexis took a deep breath. It seemed very innocent, but it still made Alexis feel warm in other places. Paying attention to the movie was now a lost cause.

Alexis closed her eyes and focused on the warmth coming from Emma's hand. She was confused. So many questions started running through her mind. "Why does this feel different? I have never been attracted to a girl before, so why now? Have I just been suppressing my feelings all these years? Why do I have the urge to stick my tongue in my best friend's mouth? Should I act on this or pretend it's not happening?" The thoughts kept swirling around in her head until finally she took a deep breath and reached out to touch Emma's hand. She ran her hand up and down Emma's arm very softly. She heard a tiny moan come from Emma's mouth. Alexis thought, "Does this mean she likes it? Does she like it in THAT way? How can I know for sure?"

Alexis grew scared that she may be crossing a line, so she stopped touching Emma's arm. She didn't want to ruin their friendship by doing something that she didn't quite understand. As soon as Alexis stopped, she felt Emma slowly caress her thigh, moving her hand further up her leg. Alexis felt her whole body start to tingle, and then she blurted out, "Emma..." Startled, Emma jumped slightly and pulled her hand away. She looked up at Alexis and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Please forgive me." Alexis put her hand on Emma's soft cheek and said, "Please don't stop." Then, she kissed Emma on the lips. Softly at first, and then more passionately.

Alexis pulled Emma on top of her, neither of them aware that the movie was still playing in the background. Alexis wrapped her arms around Emma's waist and lifted her shirt just enough so that a single finger could touch the soft skin of her back. They were so turned on that the heat coming off of their bodies was too much to handle under the blanket. Emma tossed the blanket onto the floor and they continued to make out. Being teased by the tiny bit of skin she could reach on Emma's back, Alexis decided to remove Emma's shirt. To her surprise, she realized that Emma wasn't wearing a bra. Upon seeing her naked skin, Alexis got caught up and had to catch her breath. She was struck with an urge to run her hands over all of the sweet curves of her body.

With Emma sitting in her lap now, Alexis reached out and touched her collar bone softly. She slowly ran her hand down and around the outside of Emma's breast. Emma moaned softly and closed her eyes. Alexis continued to delicately run her hand down Emma's side and then stopped at her hip. She pulled Emma closer to her, kissed her neck right under her ear lobe and then continued to kiss a trail down to her collarbone. Emma found it hard to contain herself. She dug her nails into Alexis's shoulder and moaned again. Alexis started to massage Emma's breast softly and then licked her nipple very gently. When her nipple became stiff, Alexis put it in her mouth and sucked on it. Emma started to grind on Alexis's leg, which excited her more. Alexis pushed Emma down on the couch and removed her shorts. Alexis began to kiss Emma again, then ran her hand slowly down her stomach. When she reached her panties, Alexis moved her hand down a little bit further. She gently touched Emma's pussy through her panties and realized that they were very wet. Emma arched her back, looking as if she was begging Alexis to take her panties off. So, she did just that.

Alexis grabbed Emma's leg and rested it on her shoulder. She then licked a line from Emma's knee, down her thigh, and then down to her wet pussy. She looked up at Emma, who looked almost drunk from so much pleasure. Alexis licked one pussy lip from the bottom to the top, then repeated it on the other side. She teased Emma, making her writhe in pleasure. Emma put her hand on the back of Alexis's head and begged her, "Please...please make me cum" Alexis gently parted the lips of Emma's pussy and began to delicately lick her clit. When she heard Emma begin to moan out, she felt her own clit get very tingly. She wanted to touch herself, but she tried to focus on pleasing Emma instead. She had never thought about doing that to a woman before, but she found that she loved the taste. She loved everything about it. Alexis carefully stuck one of her fingers inside Emma's pussy and massaged her G-spot as she continued to lick her clit. Soon, Emma was cumming so hard that even Alexis's brain felt fuzzy.

After a quick recovery, Emma sat up and kissed Alexis passionately. She loved tasting her own pussy juices on Alexis's lips. Emma said, "You were amazing, now let me try." Then, she quickly removed Alexis's clothes. Emma was too fired up to even consider teasing Alexis, so she got right to it. She parted her pussy lips and started to lick her clit. Alexis reached up and grabbed hold of the couch cushion. She thought she was going to lose it. She couldn't believe how good it felt to have Emma's tongue licking her sweet spot. She moaned out Emma's name and rocked her hips in a circular motion. She felt her face flush and then suddenly her whole body started convulsing in orgasmic pleasure. Alexis moaned loudly and gently pulled Emma's hair. When it was over, Alexis said, "That was the best sex I've ever had in my life." Emma giggled and responded with, "I know, I've been wanting to do that with you for so long. You tasted even better than I had imagined you would." Emma laid next to Alexis on the couch, silently hoping that there would be many more nights like this to come. She kissed Alexis one last time and then they fell asleep while holding each other.

Amateur porn stars?

On Saturday night, Husband and I went out to a burlesque/drag show called Last Saturday Strip. It's a monthly event that I very much enjoy attending. Husband has recently become interested in it as well. I'm not sure what he enjoys more; the show on stage or seeing me getting so turned on from all the boobies flopping around. I can't seem to keep my hands off of him while we are watching the show. We were sitting next to each other on bar stools and he was wearing a very tight pair of pants without boxers. I couldn't stop staring at his crotch. Even though it was soft, the outline of his cock was unmistakable. I started rubbing his leg with my hand, slowly moving up to his crotch, massaging his cock with an innocent look on my face. I saw people around us watching and it excited me. A couple times, he slid his hand under my skirt and up my thigh so that he could feel how wet my pussy was. It was definitely wet down there. Between those hot burlesque girls, my sexy husband and the sexting that was going on between Jacob and I that night, I was definitely ready to be fucked.

After the show (which was great by the way), I stood up next to Husband and pressed my body against his. I leaned in and kissed his lips, then laid my head on his shoulder. I lightly kissed his neck and breathed in his scent while lightly circling my nose around his neck. I could feel him tense up and it excited me more. I softly licked up to his ear and then bit his neck hard. I could tell he was surprised and very turned on. He grabbed my ass and said "Alright, it's time to go home". So, off we went.

When we got to the car, I unlocked the door and then stood there thinking for a moment. Usually I am the one that drives everywhere, but I had a fantasy swirling around my head that I really wanted to make reality. So, I walked over to the other side of the car and handed the keys to Husband. He was slightly confused but just went with it. After we got on the highway, I looked at him with a mischievous smile and then glanced down at his crotch. I could see that his cock was hard and looking like it was about to bulge right out of those tight pants. He asked what I was looking at and I said, "I'm just checking out your package." He said, "Yeah, that package needs to be adjusted." I giggled a little and said, "Well, let me help you with that." I unzipped his pants and pulled his cock out. I played with it for a few seconds with my hand, then bent down in his lap and proceeded to give him some road head. I licked the head of his penis, teasing him. Then, I licked from the bottom of his shaft all the way up to the head and then stuck it deep into my mouth. I bobbed up and down on his cock for a while until we were almost home. His pants were so tight that it made it pretty difficult (not to mention the steering wheel being in the way) but I think I managed pretty well. It had been years since I had last done that. It was quite exciting.

After I finished, Husband said he wanted to play too. So, he put his hand up my skirt. He ran his hand up the inside of my thigh and then rubbed my crotch on top of my panties and fishnet pantyhose. He said, "Damn, you really are wet." He enjoyed himself for a while and then made it known that next time I was to go without panties when I wore a skirt. I'm sure that will make things much more interesting next time we go out. Especially if I wear my crotchless fishnets as well. Last time I did that, I came home from a burlesque show, jumped on top of Husband and rode his cock while he was sitting on the couch. Mmmm. That was so hot.

When we got home, we barely made it inside before Husband grabbed me, pushed me up against the door and started making out with me. It made me weak in the knees. If I wasn't wet before, I sure was then. He turned me around, bent me over, lifted my skirt up, pulled my fishnets and panties down, then shoved his cock deep inside my pussy. He fucked me very hard while I grabbed my ankles for support. My pussy was so wet that I could hear juices squirting out with every thrust. I loved the thought that someone may be right outside our door listening to us fucking. He started to slow down and I began to feel lightheaded, so I stood up and stuck my ass out. Husband pushed me up against the door again and wrapped his arm around me, massaging my breast as he continued to fuck me. I thought about the possibility of someone standing outside listening to us. If there was someone out there, I'm sure they enjoyed the sound of our moans and the sound of me being fucked up against the door. I know I would love to hear something like that.

At this point, I really had to pee. So, I asked Husband to give me a minute to take care of that, but he followed me to the bathroom. After I finished peeing, he grabbed me and kissed me passionately. My knees started to feel weak again, then suddenly I was being bent over the sink. He rammed his cock into my pussy and started fucking me again. I noticed a light shining in the mirror and then realized that he was taking a video with his phone. For a second, I felt somewhat self conscious about it, but then I started thinking about how awesome it will be to watch it later and see things from his view. That's something that I never get the chance to see. I think taking the video excited him, too. He started moaning like he may cum soon, so I said, "You better not cum yet because I want to suck your cock again."

He fucked me for a couple more minutes and then stopped so he could pee. I went to the bedroom and considered taking my boots, fishnets and panties off. But it just felt so hot keeping them on, so I just bent over the bed and waited for him to come ravage me again. When he walked into the bedroom and saw me waiting there for him, he spanked my ass hard. Every time his hand met my bare ass, a small moan escaped my mouth. I wanted him inside me so badly and he knew it. He started to slide his cock into my pussy...slowly...teasing me...then he rammed it in hard. He took some pictures with his phone as he fucked me.

When he got to the point where he was about to cum, he stopped and laid down on the bed. He told me to suck his cock, so I did. I tasted my juices all over his cock and imagined that it was the juices of another woman's pussy. The thought of watching Husband fuck another woman and then sucking those juices off of his cock has been something that I've fantasized about for a long time. As I gave him a blow job, Husband took more pictures of me with his cock in my mouth.

I asked him if he wanted to cum or wanted to fuck me again. He said he wanted to fuck me more, so I laid down on my back and he climbed on top of me. He picked my legs up and held them up on his shoulders, then he entered me again. I still had my boots on and it made me feel very powerful. I started to raise my ass a bit so that his cock would hit my G-spot, then he pushed my legs toward my chest and started fucking me very hard. I reached down and started to rub my clit. I tightened the muscles in my pussy and looked into his eyes. I saw the pleasure on his face and it made me cum.

As I was recovering from my orgasm, Husband climbed up on the bed next to my head. He told me to suck his cock again. I opened my mouth and he started to fuck it. It turned me on but at the same time, my mouth was aching so much from all of the cock sucking that took place that night. He started to finger me as he fucked my mouth. I was trying to concentrate on the pleasure instead of the pain in my mouth, but eventually I had to make him stop. He said he was happy to fuck me again. So, he did. He climbed on top of me once more and fucked me very hard until we orgasmed together. The look on his face when he came was incredible. After so many hours of being turned on, I'm sure that release felt amazing. Thinking about that look on his face now makes me want to have sex again. Oh yeah, I always want to have sex. Haha.

I'm still trying to decide if I should eventually add pictures to this blog or not. It is definitely a possibility but I need to think about it some more. If I decide to do it, then some of the pictures that were taken on Saturday night may be posted. The thought kind of excites me. I do love sharing the details of my sex life with all of my readers. I'm sure I would love sharing pictures as well.

I like to be punished

Husband found out that I had been sexting Jacob all day, so he asked if he could see what we were talking about. I don't hide anything from him, so I said, "Sure". I opened up the text messages and handed him the phone. He read them, then looked at me and said, "That was hot." I was a bit surprised by his reaction, but it excited me.

He started touching my body and then ducked down under the blanket. He kissed and licked my body all the way down to my thighs, then he lingered there. Kissed and caressed my thighs as he made his way down to my pussy. He parted my lips and made a comment about how wet I was already. I felt his tongue lick the inside of my left lip, then he switched to the right side. He massaged my pussy lips with his tongue as my clit begged for some attention. He ran his tongue over my clit and made circles around it softly. I focused on my breathing and just enjoyed the feeling of his tongue on my lady bits. When he found my sweet spot, my whole body twitched in pleasure. I angled my hips in just the right way so that he kept hitting that spot. My clit swelled more and more every time his tongue flicked over it. I started to massage my left breast with my hand and then I came so hard. Husband kissed his way back up to my lips, then told me how good I tasted. I love hearing about how much he enjoys tasting my pussy.

I rolled over and laid on my belly, sticking my ass up slightly. Husband straddled my legs and then slowly slid his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very softly, teasing me. I flexed the muscles in my pussy in rhythm with his stroking and he moaned. "Damn you are so tight I can barely fit my dick inside you". Hearing that turned me on and I became more wet than I already was. He noticed and fucked me harder. I was loving it. He stopped and fucked me with his finger for a little bit, massaging my G-spot as he did. I wanted his cock though, so I told him that. He shoved his cock inside me and fucked me even harder than before.

"I want to stick something in your ass so bad", he begged me. I told him to use his finger, so he did...until he couldn't take it anymore and then he asked if he could cum in my ass. So, he flipped me over and lubed up his cock. I put my feet up on his chest as he spread my legs and lifted my ass up higher so he could put his cock in my ass. I rubbed my clit as he fucked me. He started slow, and then, he got faster and harder. He fucked me so hard that it almost felt like a punishment for what I did with Jacob. If it was, then a punishment has never felt so good before. He wanted to massage my G-spot more after he finished but I was too worn out. That being said, I was also feeling completely satisfied. We cleaned up and then climbed in bed. He wrapped his body around mine and we passed out. I wish everyone had sex as great as we do.

All tied up and vulnerable

Last week, I meant to write about some amazing sex that Husband and I had recently. Unfortunately, I was too busy to actually sit down and write about it. I remember most of what happened, but I'm sure I'll end up leaving some stuff out since it's been over a week now. Oh well, here it is anyway...

Husband and I were getting ready for bed. I had just finished brushing my teeth and I started to walk out of the bathroom, however, Husband stood in my way. He had a smirk on his face, so I knew he was up to something. He grabbed me, removed my clothes and then placed a blindfold on me. I felt nervous because I didn't know what he had planned, but it was so exciting at the same time. He led me into the bedroom, pushed me down on the bed and ordered me to lay on my back. I felt him grab my left leg and then pull it over to the corner of the bed. He tied a rope around my ankle and pulled it tightly. Then, he grabbed my right leg and did the same thing. My legs were spread as wide apart as the would go. I felt very vulnerable...and I loved it! He then tied my left arm the same way as my ankles. He left my right arm out so that I could still touch/grab whatever I wanted (though, I think next time he should tie that one up too).

After Husband was finished tying me to the bed, he then put his head between my legs and licked my clit. He licked it just enough to tease me and leave me wanting more, then he stopped. I whined a little bit and then he climbed on top of me. He rammed his cock into my pussy, knowing there was nothing I could do to stop him. He fucked me so hard for a few minutes, then he stopped. I think he was enjoying that teasing thing a lot. I felt him get up and start messing with things next to the bed. I thought he was probably going to get a toy, but I wasn't sure which one. I quietly waited until I felt something hard and cold touch my pussy. I moaned as he forced it inside me. He thrust a glass dildo into my pussy until my G-spot became so swollen that I squirted cum all over the bed as I had an orgasm. Husband then licked the cum off of my pussy. That's his favorite part.

He started to rub my clit with his fingers. It was so swollen, just begging to be touched. It didn't take long before I was cumming again. Then, he stuck his fingers inside my pussy and finger banged me. I moaned, wishing that it was his hard cock in my pussy instead. I got my wish. Husband climbed on top of me, shoved his cock in my very wet pussy and fucked me hard. I used my free hand to pull his hair, scratch his back with my nails, grab his arms and rub his chest.

Suddenly, he stopped, took the blindfold off and untied me. Then, he flipped me over and fucked me from behind. He fucked me so very hard. I was loving it. Mmmm. I loved feeling like he was in control and I was so powerless. It turned me on so much. I was so wet that the fluids were squirting out of my pussy as he fucked me. I began to grind my hips in a circular motion and flex my pc muslces as he fucked me even harder. He moaned, "Oh god, you feel so tight...so amazing..." and then we both came together. It felt so good that I almost fell asleep immediately after it was over.

I love how adventurous Husband has gotten. I hope he decides to tie me up again soon. That was a nice surprise. Mmmm. Now I'm horny just from thinking about it. Time to go masturbate....

The kitchen is not just for cooking

On New Year's Eve, Husband and I went out with friends. We both started out pretty horny before we even left the house, but there just wasn't enough time to have sex. So, we couldn't keep our hands off of each other all night.

We started out at a really lame bar. It was pretty dead there and the music sucked, but I was enjoying the scenery as Husband bent over while he was playing pool. He has an amazing ass and I love staring at it. Eventually I got too excited to just watch from afar, so I walked over to where he was. When he came close to where I was standing, I walked up behind him and gave a pelvic thrust into his ass, ramming him into the pool table. I ran my hands all over his body and breathed on the back of his neck. He smelled so good and I fantasized about fucking on the pool table in front of everyone there. That would have been awesome. After I got my fill of teasing, I went back to my friends so Husband could finish his game.

We left that place and went to a gay bar, hoping that it would be more exciting. It was a tiny place and there were lots of people there, so we ended up having to stand outside by a fire. Usually, when Husband and I go to gay bars, we try to keep our hands off each other and give each other some space so that we can meet other people of the same sex. That night, it seemed to be impossible. I really tried to give him space, but it was too difficult. It was made worse by the fact that bonfires turn us both on. So, we stood outside while we waited for the countdown to midnight and teased each other more. We touched, kissed, gave sexy smoldering looks, and I fantasized about fucking on the wooden picnic tables that were next to the fire. Too bad that wasn't possible.

After we rang in the new year with a hot kiss, we left and went to another friend's house. He was having a house party and I wanted to check it out. On the drive there, I was drunk and very horny, so all the little bumps we hit were hell for my sensitive lady-bits. When we got there, we walked into the house and it was very dark. People had glowing necklaces and bracelets and there was a DJ playing good music. That just helped to intensify my mood. Because it was dark, our wandering hands wandered even further. Husband grabbed me, pulled me close and started to kiss my neck. I was so wet and I wanted Husband so badly. I fantasized about fucking on my friend's couch and got a little more excited. I didn't think about it until later, but I wish I would have thought about fucking in the bathroom. That would have been hot.

When we finally got back home, we rushed into the house. Husband took his clothes off very quickly. I sat down on the couch and began to take my boots off. Husband came over to help. After my boots were off, Husband massaged my feet a little bit. It felt extra good because my skin was very sensitive from being so turned on. Husband then put his face in my lap and said, "Mmmm...you smell so good. I need to taste you now." He quickly pulled off my pants and rubbed my crotch over my silky panties. He got so excited that he climbed on top of me, pulled my panties aside and shoved his cock in my pussy. Husband fucked me for a few minutes and then he stopped and took my panties off. He then grabbed my legs, threw them up over his shoulders and went down on me. I moaned while he licked my pussy. It felt so amazing. My clit had been begging for that all night. 

Husband made me cum, then he led me into the kitchen. He bent me over the kitchen table and fucked me again. As I moaned, he started to ram his cock into my pussy a little harder. That made me moan even louder. I tightened the muscles in my pussy and Husband began to moan. As he came inside me, my whole body began to tingle. We went to the bedroom, got in bed, and then he started to play with my very wet pussy with his fingers. I love the feeling of his fingers on my clit. He rubbed it in a circular motion until I had another orgasm. Then, we both passed out. That was a great way to start the new year!