Sinful Sunday: Purple

It's the first Sunday of the month and the prompt for February is the color purple. I'm pretty passionate about purple. It's my favorite color and I adore it. If purple is an option, I always want it. My hair is sometimes purple (when I can find the time to dye it). My favorite lingerie is purple. My favorite sex toys are purple. 

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Taking Both of My Holes

A couple weeks ago, I tweeted something that really got Husband's attention. It said, "I just got lost in a bunch of porn and now I’m super wet and just want a cock in my ass." Last night, he asked me to show him the videos that had gotten me so excited. I knew what would happen if I did that. He would want to fuck my ass. I decided to be brave and show him anyway.

While we were lounging in bed, I pulled the videos up on my phone and we started to watch them together. Husband's cock immediately responded by getting very hard. I looked at it and bit my lip. We spent about 20 minutes watching different videos that I thought were super hot, offering commentary here and there. Then, I giggled nervously and laid down on my side, facing him.

Husband cuddled up close to me and started to kiss my arm, chest, and breasts. I sighed contentedly as he sucked on my right nipple. I bit my lip again. He grabbed my ass and squeezed. It made my clit cry out. I squeezed my thighs together to hush it. He continued to suck on my nipple as he massaged my ass. I let out tiny moans as I enjoyed the sensation. Suddenly, he grabbed my ass cheek hard and violently flipped me over onto my tummy. He squeezed both of my ass cheeks, then he separated them to get a good look at my asshole. He touched it gently, swirling his finger around.

I felt his tongue glide across my hole and my breath caught in my throat. He continued licking, swirling his tongue around and flicking it playfully. I pushed my ass back into his face and he stuck his tongue inside. In and out, slowly. I moaned and squeezed the pillow in my fists. He reached underneath me and started to gently caress my mons and labia with his fingers. Unf. It felt so amazing. I buried my face in the pillow, wanting to scream out.

He repositioned me so that I was up on my knees just a bit with my ass up in the air. Then, he stuck his face in my crotch and gave me one long lick across my clit, cunt, and up to my asshole. Mmmm. He continued licking my asshole as he rubbed my clit with his fingers. I felt his fingers slide inside my hungry cunt. It made my whole body shiver in pleasure. He fucked me with his fingers, slowly at first. I felt a finger from his other hand slide inside my ass. I reached down and started to rub my clit. I was already so close to cumming. Feeling his fingers glide in and out of both of my holes was driving me crazy. He quickened the pace and I did too. My breath grew ragged and I knew I was getting close. I moaned as he fucked me even harder and then my clit exploded in orgasm. Oh, fuck!

My body collapsed on the bed. As I was catching my breath, Husband said, "I want to fuck both of your holes at the same time." I said, "How are you going to do that?" He grabbed something from off of the dresser and responded, "I'm going to use this toy and my cock." I took a deep breath, "Okay, you can try but I might tell you to stop if it's too much." I always feel overwhelmed when he talks about DP. I doubt my ability to enjoy it. I always think it's going to be too much for me to handle.

I was feeling so much anxiety but I really wanted to get my ass fucked. It needed something inside it. So, I  knelt in the doggy position, grabbed my vibrator, turned it on low, and put it on my clit. Husband grabbed the lube. He put it on the dildo and his cock, then he slowly inserted the toy into my pussy. I rocked my hips as he fucked me with it softly. I felt his cock pushing on my asshole and I relaxed as much as I could. It didn't take much for it to pop inside. My ass was hungry and swallowed it up. It felt so much better than I had been expecting. He gave me a few strokes and then he asked me to flip over onto my back instead so that he could control the toy better.

I got in position, he put the toy back inside my pussy, then in went his cock in my ass again. He fucked me slowly, softly. He was so gentle and careful. I wanted more. I rocked my hips to get his cock to fuck me harder, deeper. He resisted. I whined. He fucked my pussy harder with the toy, faster. It hit my g-spot over and over. Oh, fuck! I wanted to cum so badly. I moaned and tried to pull him deeper inside me. He started to fuck my ass faster, then harder. Then, he came deep inside me, filling my ass with his cum. 

He continued to fuck my pussy with the toy. I turned my vibrator up and put it on my clit. I could feel my pussy tighten around the dildo. I arched my back and squeezed my left breast with my hand. He fucked me harder and I started to gush all over him. "Yes, good girl." Unf. I could feel the warm cum dripping out of my ass. I needed to orgasm. I circled the vibrator over my clit. It felt so good but I just couldn't reach that peak. "I need you to cum for me." Yes, please. I want to cum. He fucked me even harder and I started to gush again. Oh, god! I came so hard that I know I was way too loud. It felt amazing. I just couldn't help it. 

I was completely exhausted and thoroughly satisfied. I had made a huge mess but at least this time, we remembered to put the throw down on the bed so it didn't get soaked. Lesson learned.

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The Doctor (part 1)

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Sinful Sunday: Filling My Holes

It's Sunday and we are definitely sinning.




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Sinful Sunday: Butt Plug Level-up

Husband likes to fuck me doggy style while I have a plug in my ass. Yes, of course I like it too. I have always gone for the smaller plugs for this because the larger ones scare me a bit. The thought of being so full is exciting but terrifying at the same time. Husband has been wanting me to graduate from the small ones to a medium one. Recently, we got this medium sized Njoy butt plug as a gift from Jacob. I have to say that I really love it and it wasn't scary at all once it was in place. Maybe I'll end up getting a larger one. We'll see...





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Steak and Blow Job Day

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Threesomes and pegging

I've been absent for quite some time here. I kept meaning to come back, but I wasn't inspired to really put my mind to it until recently. A lot has happened in the last two years.

I had a girlfriend for a while. Let's call her Sasha. Before Sasha, I had been with other women but I had never eaten a pussy. I was very enthusiastic about trying it on her though. It was just about as amazing as I thought it would be. I also got a bonus because she is a squirter. So, every time I ate her pussy, she also squirted in my mouth. I've always been on the other side of that equation, so it was nice switching places. Unfortunately, Sasha is no longer my girlfriend. Hopefully I'll find another pussy to eat soon because I'm missing it so much.

Husband and I had a threesome with Sasha last month. It was fucking hot. It was the first time I got to watch Husband fuck another woman. We sucked his cock together, which is a pretty big fantasy of mine. I also ate her pussy while he watched, which he loved. I played with her tits, sucking and pinching her nipples, as he fucked her and watched her cum again and again. She squirted all over his cock and I loved every minute of it. I wish I had written about it when it happened so I could remember more of the details. We've also been having a lot of threesomes with Jacob but I haven't been writing about that either. Ugh. Remind me to not get distracted again.


Something I do remember the details of is the sex we had on Sunday night. Husband and I had been sexting each other all day, so by the time the night arrived, we were quite excited. I had decided that I wanted to fuck him in the ass, so I grabbed my strap-on. I put it on, got on the bed, and waited for him to join me. After he climbed on the bed, he started to suck on my nipples. He was rubbing them on the roof of his mouth with his tongue and it was driving me wild! He slipped his hand in between my legs and started to rub my clit. I was so wet that his fingers were gliding over my clit so smoothly. It felt amazing. He then started to suck the cock that I had strapped on. Oh god! I almost lost it! That is a huge fantasy of mine. I often imagine that I have a cock when I masturbate and it turns me on a lot. Watching him suck my cock while rubbing my clit was so hot. He inserted a couple fingers into my pussy and I moaned out. He continued to finger me for a while and then he started to put more fingers inside me. Next thing I knew, he was fisting me and I was gushing all over. Fuck, I squirted so much that the mattress pad was SOAKED.

After I was done cumming, I told Husband to kneel next to me. I licked the shaft of his cock all the way up to the head. I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck on it. As I made it wetter, I took it deeper into my mouth. When it was deep in my throat, I bobbed up and down, fucking my throat. He moaned out in pleasure as my eyes started to water. I reached around and started to finger his ass and continued to suck his cock while massaging his penis with my tongue. I could taste his precum and it excited me.

I asked Husband to lie down and spread his legs. I grabbed an anal toy, lubed it up, and stuck it inside his ass. I fucked him with it slowly as he moaned out in pleasure. After a while, I asked if he was ready for my cock. He smiled and enthusiastically said, "Yes!" So, I flipped him over, lubed up my cock, and inserted it slowly. It had been a while since the last time I pegged him, so he needed some time to adjust. After a while, I started to fuck him. All of his moaning was making my pussy so wet that it was dripping.

After I finished fucking him, Husband went down on me. As he licked my clit, he fucked my pussy with a glass dildo. Fuck, it felt good. I love glass toys. They slide in and out so smoothly when I'm very wet. Mmmm. He made me cum so hard. I grabbed at the sheet as I moaned out. Then, he climbed on top of me, pushed my legs over my head, and started to fuck me. He tried to convince me to let him stick a toy in my ass for some dp action. I compromised by telling him he could stick another cock in my pussy. So, he got up and grabbed another dildo. He put the dildo inside me and then slid his cock in next to it. I felt so full and I could feel so much pressure on my g-spot. I thought of a new friend that I've been talking to, Jack. Imagining that his was the other cock inside my pussy. It turned me on so much. Husband started to fuck me slowly at first. Then, I started to thrust my hips, letting him know that I wanted more. He began to fuck me hard. So hard. I couldn't stop myself from gushing everywhere. I was having so many g-spot orgasms...one right after the other. Oh god, it was so good. I reached down and started to rub my clit. When he saw I was getting close, Husband said, "Yes! Cum for me!" That sent me over the edge and we both came so hard. Best orgasm I've had in a long time. I seriously need to repeat that one with two real cocks.

Finally, the threesome I've been waiting for!

Well, it's been almost a year since the last time I wrote in here. I've been having amazing sex but I guess I just lost the motivation to write about it. I miss writing though, so I'm going to attempt to get back into it. I do have some stories to share. So, without further ado...

Jacob finally made his way into our bed. We sat next to each other on the couch and talked for a while. The sexual tension was very thick. Eventually, he leaned over and kissed me. Then, he put my hand on his crotch so I could feel how much it turned him on. I had been glancing down at it in his pants for a while. I could tell his cock was hard just by looking, but I didn't know just how hard it was until I felt it. He was so rock hard that it made my clit start to tingle. He said, "See what you do to me?" I felt myself start to blush. I wanted to hide my face. Why was he making me feel so shy? I think it was because I had been waiting for this for so long that it felt like it wasn't real. I asked what he felt up for. His answer was, "Anything." I asked Husband if he wanted to have some fun with Jacob and he said yes.

So, we headed to the bedroom. Husband lit some candles and turned off the lights. I told them to take off their pants and lie down on the bed. I thought about taking off my clothes as well but since Jacob has a thing for big asses covered in jeans, I knew he would want to caress my ass in my jeans. So, I left them on. I climbed on the bed and crawled up to Husband. I kissed him seductively, swirling my tongue around his. Then, I moved over to Jacob and kissed him. I could tell he was very turned on. His breathing was already somewhat heavy. I went back to Husband and started licking his stomach. I moved down further and further until I reached his cock. I licked it and then began to suck it slowly. As I sucked Husband's cock, Jacob started to caress my ass. I knew he would love my ass in those jeans. I wore them just for him. After he was done playing with my ass, Jacob laid back down and I started to suck his cock. He moaned out as I deep throated his large meat. I went back and forth doing this for some time, sucking cock and making out with them. Then I decided that I wanted some attention for myself. So, I laid down on the bed and they started to caress my body all over. The feeling of both of their hands on my body at the same time was spectacular. I took off my pants and they both started to rub my pussy on top of my panties. Then, they removed my panties. I had fantasized about Jacob's fingers touching my clit for so long. I couldn't believe it was about to actually happen. I held my breath as I waited for his fingers to make their way to my sweet spot. Then, it happened. I moaned out and bit my lip. Husband was rubbing my thigh at the same time. It felt so good that I didn't want it to stop. They took turns rubbing my clit and then Jacob crawled down to the end of the bed and started to lick my pussy. Husband continued to run his hands all over my body. Then, I pulled him close to me so that I could kiss him. I made out with Husband as Jacob continued to dine on my wet pussy. It felt so good and I was very close to cumming, but then he stopped.

At that point, I told Husband that I wanted him inside me. So, I moved to the edge of the bed and got on my hands and knees. Jacob moved next to me and I started to suck his cock once again while Husband fucked me with his amazing cock. The angle was a little odd, so I stopped sucking for a bit. Then, Jacob hopped up on his knees and started to fuck my mouth as Husband continued to pound my pussy. That turned me on so much. I moaned around Jacob's cock as Husband hit my g-spot over and over. I could tell Jacob really liked that. A lot. I started to cum, which caused Husband and Jacob to cum as well. After we shared an orgasm together, we all collapsed. I think the excitement and nervousness really took it out of all of us. But it was so much fun. A few days later, Jacob texted me and said his head was still spinning from the experience. That made me very happy. I'm hoping he decides to come over again soon and we get to play even more. I really can't wait!

Although I am very excited about having fun with Jacob, I am a little nervous as well. One reason being that I'm a squirter and I'm not sure how he will feel about that if it actually happens. On Monday night, I almost drowned Husband when he was going down on me and I gushed all over his face. Husband said he liked it, but I feel like that may be a little embarrassing for me if that happened to Jacob. I am trying to just let that go though and trust that he will enjoy it and not be put off by it. I did tell him that it was a possibility so that he wasn't shocked though. Haha.


On Wednesday night, Husband must have been feeling very dominant. We got into bed in the spooning position, with me being the small spoon. We had a long conversation about everything that had happened with Jacob. We discussed how we felt about it and then talked about what we both wanted to happen in the future with him. After we finished talking, Husband grabbed my leg and draped it over his legs. Then, he started to rub my clit with his fingers. He said, "Wow, you are very wet. Did talking about that stuff turn you on?" I said, "Yes, very much." As he continued to rub my clit, I could hear how wet I was. It turned me on even more. He slid his cock into my pussy and started to fuck me slowly. He said, "I'm going to keep rubbing your clit but you can't cum unless you beg me first." I agreed. At this point, I was so turned on that my clit was rock hard. I was very close to cumming and he could tell. He said, "Do you think you can resist cumming if I keep going?" I wasn't sure, but I took that as a challenge. So, I tried my hardest to hold off the orgasm. He started to fuck me harder and rub my clit faster. He was pushing me so close to the edge. I kept it under control somehow though. He said, "If you cum without my permission, I'm going to punish you." I asked, "What will my punishment be?" He answered, "I'm going to turn you over and take your ass." That scared me and turned me on at the same time. He started to fuck me faster and harder, knowing that he was pushing me closer to orgasm. I thought for a moment, "Maybe I should ask to cum now. I'm really close." Then, as soon as I finished that thought, I started to cum. Fuck. When the orgasm finished, Husband said, "All you had to do was beg me to cum. But you didn't. Now, I have to punish you." I didn't respond. What could I say? He flipped me over onto my back, grabbed the lube, and then slowly slid his cock into my ass as I rubbed my clit. He fucked me slowly at first. Once I was relaxed, I pulled my legs up over my head and told him to fuck me faster and harder. I was close to cumming again, so I begged him to cum in my ass. As I began to cum, I told him to shoot his load deep into my ass, which is exactly what he did. At that moment, I was kind of glad that I had accidentally lost control and had an orgasm without asking for permission first. I'm pretty sure he was as well.


Here's to hoping that I can get back into this writing thing again. I'd really like to continue to do this regularly. I do have a lot of pretty amazing sex. I just need to make it a point to write about it. That is my goal. So, make sure you check back here again soon. Now, I'm off to join Husband in bed.

Kinky Date Night

Husband and I had a much needed date night on Friday. It had been quite a while since we had been out alone together, so I was super excited. Back in April, I wrote about a monthly kinky meet-up that I had attended. Well, Friday was the night that the July meeting was happening. So, I insisted that Husband attend with me. I think he was quite a bit nervous, like I was the first time. I was hopeful that it would go better since he was with me, but it really wasn't much better. The people there tend to hang out in little cliques, so if you don't know anyone in those cliques, you are kind of an outsider. I'm sure if we both weren't socially inept, we could learn to mingle a little better. Everyone there is super friendly. It just doesn't seem to work well for someone with social anxiety. I did get to see Candace for a while. She showed up about 20 minutes before I had to leave. I didn't get to talk to her much, but any amount of time spent with her is amazing. I also talked to more people this time than last time, so that's a good thing. At one point people were taking turns spanking each other. I was enjoying watching that. A man there also brought some toys in a big bag that he was showing off. The potential for it to be really fun is there. I just haven't found my niche yet. I will continue to attend these meet-ups in hopes that I'm accepted in one of these cliques and feel less anxious. I really do want to get into the kink scene. It excites me quite a bit.

We left the kink event early so that we could attend a burlesque show that was happening nearby. I do so love burlesque shows. Every time I leave them, I am very wet and turned on. During intermission, one of the girls laid on the stage in a bra and panties. They covered her in cookies and told everyone that they could eat a cookie off of her if they put a tip into a bucket. Well, I couldn't pass that up. I picked the cookie that was closest to her crotch and I ate it. It was even a bit warm. Mmmm. I imagined very dirty things while eating that cookie. That was so worth it.

After the show, I got a text message from Jacob. He asked how the night was going and I told him about the people who were giving out spankings at the kink meet-up. He said that he would like to have one of those, so I told him to come over so that I could spank him and he could fuck me. He seemed to be considering it and I was very excited...and then he stopped responding. Apparently he passed out. I got my hopes up that I was finally going to get fucked by that sexy man, and then I was let down. Damn. He did say that he'd like to go out for coffee again soon, so hopefully we can do that sometime this week. One day I will have that fickle man...one day.

When we got home, I went straight to the bathroom. As I was washing my hands, Husband came up behind me and told me to bend over the sink. Of course, I did as I was told. He lifted my skirt and spanked my left ass cheek. I moaned out in pleasure and then he spanked the other side. He took turns hitting one cheek and then the other, while simultaneously holding me down with his other hand. When he felt content that he had punished my ass enough, he ordered me to go lay down on the bed and wait for him. He added that I was not to remove any of my clothing. As I was leaving the bathroom, I saw that he was getting ready to warm up one of the glass dildos. My clit tingled in excitement.

I laid down on my stomach and waited for Husband to come into the room. He jumped on me, wearing nothing but a kilt. He pulled my skirt up, told me to stick my ass up, pulled my panties aside, and then he shoved his finger inside my pussy. He said, "God, you're so wet." He sucked the pussy juice off of his finger, took off his kilt, and then stuck his finger back inside me. He fucked me harder and harder with his finger. Since I have a hand fetish, I absolutely love when he fucks me with his fingers. It turns me on so much. I dug my nails into the bed and he said, "Mmmm, you're getting tighter. I can feel that you're getting ready to cum. I want you to cum all over your panties. Soak them for me." I felt his finger hitting my G-spot, going faster and faster. I pushed against his thrusts, making them more powerful. I was so close that I thought I may lose my mind. I reminded myself not to hold my breath and then let go. My whole body convulsed in pleasure as I gushed all over my panties. Husband moaned and then licked all the cum off of my crotch. He then sucked the cum out of my panties and I giggled.

I thought he was done at that point. Boy, was I wrong. He grabbed the glass dildo, shoved it in my pussy, and started to fuck me with it. He placed his cock on my asshole as he continued to fuck me with the toy. He reached around and started to rub my clit with his other hand. Having all three of those spots stimulated at the same time was driving me wild. I started to breathe heavier and he said, "My pre-cum is all over your asshole. I want to stick something in it." So, he did just that. He slowly inserted his finger into my ass and then continued to fuck my pussy with the toy. With every thrust of the toy, my ass was also being fucked by his finger. I felt my clit getting so close to cumming. I was so wet that his fingers were gliding across my clit in such a silky way. It felt so good. I tried to hold back the orgasm, but it was no use. I moaned out in pleasure and came so hard.

Husband spanked my ass a few more times and then shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard for a bit, then told me to turn over. As I turned over, he took my panties off and threw them across the room. He spread my legs, knelt over me, and once again shoved his cock into my pussy. I wrapped my legs around him, my boots still on. He said he needed to taste me again, so he scooted down to my crotch, put my feet on his shoulders, and started to lick my clit while fingering my pussy. I enjoyed that for a while and then told him that I wanted his cock back inside me. He granted my wish. He sat up and started to fuck me once again. I reached down, took my boots off, and then placed my feet on his chest. I angled my body in just the right way so that his cock would hit my G-spot. He fucked me harder as I reached down to my clit and started to rub it. I began to rock my hips in rhythm with his thrusts. It didn't take long before he started to cum. I felt him fill my pussy with his hot man-juice and it brought me over the edge. I started to cum as well.

Afterwards, we both collapsed and passed out. We had to be up in four hours, but it was totally worth it. My husband is so damn hot. Women should definitely be jealous.


On another note, I don't really have time to write about it right now, but I had the most amazing dream about Tom Odell last night. God, that man is perfection. Trystan bought a signed picture of him and framed it for me. He even made sure his hands were in the picture. I may or may not have masturbated while looking at that picture. He has the most amazing hands that I've ever seen. If only I could meet that man, I would rock his world for sure. So many fantasies.

Learning to love anal sex

I've been meaning to write about this for a while, but I haven't gotten around to it. Last night Husband and I had anal sex, so what I've been wanting to say got refreshed in my mind.

I do enjoy anal sex from time to time. Given the right circumstances, it can be a very pleasurable experience. I tried it for the first time with my boyfriend when I was 16. Needless to say, neither him nor I knew what we were doing. I couldn't figure out how to relax enough and it was horrible. I tend to feel a little scared about doing it because of those first experiences. Once I get over it and move on, things are usually alright. That is, if I am properly warmed up before someone tries to insert something into my ass.

That being said, every time I do have anal sex, I am left feeling not quite satisfied. It's like my vagina feels left out and jealous. It screams, "Hey, you're supposed to be fucking me!" I've tried having vaginal sex first and then anal afterward, and that helps a little, but not much. Double penetration is good, but not the same either. I'm not sure why, but DP rarely hits my G-spot the same way. Every once in a while (and by that, I mean it's only happened a few times) I will have a G-spot orgasm just from anal sex and I squirt everywhere. If THAT could happen every time I had a cock in my ass, I'd want it more often. Maybe the answer is just playing with toys after Husband cums in my ass. I am sure if he fucked me with a glass dildo and made me cum after he was done, I would definitely feel satisfied. Let's add that to the list of things to try.


In other news, I went to a kink meeting the other night. It was just a bunch of like-minded kinky people hanging out at a bar and enjoying some good conversation. I was somewhat uncomfortable because I went alone and only knew one person in the whole room. I didn't know him very well either. Okay, let's be honest, I was having a full blown panic attack. I try not to let social anxiety hold me back, but it's still a bitch to deal with. So, I introduced myself to people and then sat at a table by myself. Everyone seemed to be sitting in their own little groups having their own conversations and I didn't want to just butt my way in. Two men walked up to me and introduced themselves. One appeared to be about 22 years old and the other was about 40. I found out they were both dominant and apparently interested in me. They were flirting very heavily, but nothing that came out of their mouths interested me in the slightest bit. I was hoping that I'd meet some women there, but I've always been a guy magnet. The men are always interested but the women never are. Why is that? In the past, I've been told that I give off a straight vibe. I don't even know how that's possible when I'm constantly staring at boobs! If I weren't so damn shy with women, this would probably go a lot better.

Anyway, this meet and greet thing happens once a month, so I plan to go back. I'll give it a few more tries, just to be fair. I always say, I'll try anything twice. It wasn't horrible. The people were all very nice. I just tend to feel like the awkward anti-social loser in the corner. Yet, once I get to know people, I open up and talk a lot. You just have to pull that out of me. But trust me, if you stick around and wait for me to warm up, it's definitely worth it.

Surprise, no panties!

Saturday night was the monthly burlesque show that Husband and I attend. I was feeling extra randy that night, so I decided to wear something extra sexy. I went for a shirt that hangs off the shoulder, a short black skirt and crotchless fishnets. That's right, no panties. Needless to say, Husband was quite excited when he found out.

Throughout the night, Husband would occasionally put his hand up my skirt and touch my pussy. When I went to the bathroom, he texted me, "Loving the scent on my fingertips." I couldn't help but giggle when I read that. I was hoping that we could do more, but the location of our seats just wasn't good for that. So, we will definitely be revisiting that idea in the future.

When we got home, Husband promptly led me to the couch and bent me over. He gently ran his finger up and down the slit of my pussy lips a few times. He said, "Mmmm, you're so wet" as he slipped his finger into my pussy and fucked me with it. I started to moan, then I heard his pants unzip. He shoved his cock into my pussy and fucked me so very hard. I could hear how juicy my pussy was as he rammed his cock in and out of it. I tightened my muscles and he moaned, "God, you feel so good." I pushed back against him as he continued to fuck my hungry hole.

Suddenly, Husband pulled his cock out of my pussy and got down on his knees. He licked my clit and started to finger my pussy again. I rocked my hips in rhythm with his strokes. I felt his thumb touch my asshole and then he gently inserted it. Now, he was fucking two of my holes with the same hand. I wanted to cum so badly but he was having fun teasing me. He would bring me to the point right before orgasm and then stop. Over and over again. I was losing my mind. I began to whine and he said, "I love when your clit is this swollen." He continued to finger me, hitting my clit with his knuckles with every stroke. It didn't take long before I was cumming, so hard. My G-spot and clit released at the same time and I moaned loudly. It felt so good.

After I caught my breath, Husband led me to our bedroom. He grabbed my face and kissed me passionately. I could tell he wanted me badly. He pushed me down onto the edge of the bed, lifted my legs and started to fuck me again. I put my feet on his chest and lifted my ass so that his cock would hit my G-spot. I started to rub my clit and rock my hips. I heard him start to moan and it pushed me over the edge. My pussy tightened as my G-spot and clit both exploded in pleasure. Husband came with me, shooting his hot load deep into my pussy. He stopped for a moment and then started fucking me again. He wanted me to cum once more. So, I rubbed my clit again. He lifted my legs higher and I could feel his cock so deep inside me. He fucked me harder and I could feel myself coming closer to the edge. He said, "Cum for me" and I did as I was told.

Complete satisfaction. That is what Husband always gives me. He is pretty amazing. I wish everyone had a sex partner like him. He loves to please me and I love to please him. I swear we were made for each other. Ah, happiness.

The gift that keeps on giving

Wow, it's been a long time since I've written in here. Things changed and Husband and I went through a rough patch in our sex life. Husband and Trystan broke up and I didn't take it well. But I'm not going to go into all of that. The important part is that we are finally getting back to normal. So, hopefully this means that I will be posting here more often. I know you all have been going through withdrawals. ;)

My Valentine's Day was pretty wonderful. Husband tends to be the romantic one in our relationship. I kind of fail when it comes to romance. My idea for a present was this:



That right there, is my new strap-on cock. It's pretty amazing if I do say so myself. I've been searching for a long time to find the right one, and this one called out to me as soon as I saw it. It sounds dumb, but as soon as I held it in my hand, I felt a bond forming. I've always felt like I should have been born a man. I fantasize about having a penis quite often. This is the closest that I will ever get to having one and I couldn't wait to surprise Husband with it.

That night, while Husband was in the shower, I strapped on my cock and laid in bed waiting for him. When he walked into the bedroom, he saw my hard cock pointing toward the ceiling, waiting for him. He smiled bashfully and asked, "What am I supposed to do with that?" I said, "Well, what would you like to do with it?" He climbed on the bed, crawled toward me and then started to lick my cock. I had fantasized about that for so long, I couldn't believe it was finally happening. My eyes rolled back in my head as he started to suck it. I could almost feel what he was doing. My clit started to throb as I watched him bob up and down. I was so close to orgasm and I didn't even have any clitoral stimulation. Husband started to touch my clit gently with his fingers and I moaned in pleasure. He quickened his speed and I started to cum. I knew that I'd be into having someone do that, but I never thought that it would actually bring me to orgasm. It was so surreal and I loved it.

Husband climbed on top of me, lubed up my cock and sat on it. He moaned loudly as my cock entered his ass. He bounced up and down on my cock as I held on tight to his hips. I was loving it just as much as he was. After a while, he leaned in to kiss me and I continued to fuck him while we made out. Soon, I was cumming again.

I wanted Husband inside me so badly at this point. I took the strap-on off and told him to fuck me, so he did. He fucked me so hard that I started to gush all over him and myself. By the time we were done, we were both covered in cum. It was pretty fantastic. The next day, Husband said, "I had an amazing night. Thank you for all my Valentine's gifts. Especially the one that can keep on giving." So, I guess romance isn't always the best way to win someone's heart.

Please fuck me...in the ass

So, Trystan finally put his cock in my pussy on Sunday night. That was something that I didn't think would ever actually happen, so I was pleasantly surprised. It was great and I loved cumming with him inside me. He says he enjoyed it too, so hopefully more of that is to come. All of the threesomes that Husband and I have been having with Trystan lately have been wonderful. That being said, I do really enjoy the one-on-one time with Husband as well. Sometimes it's nice to relax and focus on just one person. Last night was the first time in a while that Husband took the time to really focus on my body and it was lovely.

I laid down on my back in bed and Husband started to kiss the top of my right foot. He continued to slowly kiss and lick up my leg to my knee, then he lingered there. Mmmm. One of my most sensitive spots. He ran his fingers lightly over my lower leg as he licked and kissed up my thigh. I moaned in pleasure. When he reached my hip, he repeated everything on my left leg. By the time he made it up to my other hip, I was completely relaxed, yet so very turned on. He continued to kiss and lick all over my stomach, my breasts, and down both of my arms. Then, he turned me over and repeated everything on the other side of my body. I am pretty sure I was in a deep trance at that point. It felt so amazing to have his fingers running over my skin softly at the same time as his mouth.

When he was done, Husband grabbed my hands and cuffed them behind my back. Then, he put his face in my crotch and started to lick my pussy. I stuck my ass up in the air, spread my legs and moaned in pleasure. He began to stimulate my ass as well. I was still very relaxed and it felt really good. He uncuffed me and rolled me over. I pulled him on top of me and he kissed my breasts a little more. I was so wet and I wanted him inside me. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him closer. He slid easily into my pussy. After a couple minutes of thrusting, I realized that my pussy wasn't the hole that I wanted him in. I pushed him out of me and told him that I wanted his cock in my ass. I watched his face as I said it and I saw pure pleasure. He grabbed his cock and started to slide it into my ass, using my pussy juices as lube. I rubbed my clit with my fingers as he slowly entered my ass and the pleasure was so great that I just couldn't hold back my orgasm. I came before he was even all the way in. He fucked me softly at first. I focused on the feeling of his cock going in and out of my ass. I began to rub my clit with my fingers once more. I wrapped my legs around his hips, using my feet to push him inside me. I pushed him harder and harder until I felt I was getting close to cumming again. I said, "I'm gonna cum. Do you want to cum with me?" He let out a moan and said "Yes!" He fucked me harder and faster until we both came together. It was amazing.

That was the first time that I actually requested to be fucked in the ass. Usually it has just been his thing. Something that he really loves doing. But this time, I was shocked that I wanted it so badly. I think the fact that he relaxed me so much and then stimulated my ass just made it all feel so much better than usual. I enjoyed it thoroughly.

Happy birthday to me!

My birthday was last week. I am now 29 years old. Whew! I feel so old, but at least my sex life still rocks. As a present, Husband gave me 29 very hard birthday spankings. His hand was very red after he finished. Not as red as my ass though! There were many raised red welts all over my cheeks, and if you looked closely, you could see the outlines of his fingers in them. It was so hot. It hurt so badly, yet felt so good. Every time he would move, I'd flinch, thinking his hand was coming down on my ass again. He kept teasing me and it was torture. I loved it, but honestly, I thought I was going to lose it for a while there. He said he was going to give me "one to grow on" but I begged him not to. My ass was so sore. I'm surprised he didn't do it anyway. After Husband was done spanking me, he fucked me really hard. Every time he rammed his cock into my pussy, I cried out in pain and pleasure. My ass was so sensitive that I almost wanted him to cum quickly....I said ALMOST. The next day my ass was still so sore that it was hard to sit down. I loved it though. It was a nice memory of the night before. Mmmm.


In other news, I now have a girlfriend, Kirsten, whom I absolutely adore. Also, Husband has a boyfriend, Trystan. Things are going very well and we are all happy. Husband got his first cock in the ass by Trystan recently and he loved it as much as he thought he would. I loved hearing about it probably just as much. It's no secret that gay sex turns me on like nothing else. That being said, last night was pretty amazing. Here is the story:


Trystan came over last night and all three of us watched movies together on the couch. After the movie, Husband went to the bathroom. When he came out, he was naked. He led us both into the bedroom with him. My mind was all over the place at this point and I couldn't really focus on anything except, "Okay, this is happening." I just went with the flow as best as I could. Every time Husband and I have tried to have a threesome in the past, it never worked out, so I was very nervous.

I laid down on the bed and watched Husband and Trystan make out. It was so very sexy. Eventually Trystan laid down next to me and Husband climbed on top of him. He removed Trystan's clothes and continued to make out with him. After a while, Husband sat up, grabbed my face and started making out with me. He quickly removed my pants and then went back to making out with Trystan. Soon, Husband was kissing down Trystan's body. When he reached his cock, which looked very nice by the way, he started to lick it. Up and down his long shaft. My heart rate quickened and it almost felt like he was teasing me. I wanted him to shove that cock deep into his throat. I wanted to see him suck that cock so badly. More licking and kissing up and down Trystan's shaft. - Oh my! Please just put that cock in your mouth already before I explode! - Husband opened his mouth and it was almost like slow motion as I watched him wrap his lips around Trystan's cock. My breath caught in my throat. I found myself wishing that it wasn't so dark in there so that I could see better. He bobbed up and down on that hard cock, using his hand to help, just like I showed him. I could hear Trystan begin to let out small moans and I thought I was going to lose my mind. I wanted to touch myself so badly. Instead, I just watched silently. I took it all in and stored it away in my "spank bank" for later.

Eventually, Husband climbed back on top of Trystan and they started making out again. I saw their cocks rubbing on each other and it turned me on so much. I thought about what it would be like to lick both of them at the same time and it excited me even more. I caressed Husband's body as they kissed. I wanted to touch Trystan so badly that it actually hurt, but I didn't want to cross any lines. He's so fucking hot, it's hard to resist. As he continued to make out with Trystan, Husband reached over and started to rub my clit through my panties as well. I felt myself getting ready to cum so many times, but I kept pushing his hand away, denying myself of the orgasm. I didn't want to take the focus off of them. I was so very turned on though.

Husband went back down to suck Trystan's cock some more. He said, "Can I make requests?" I knew what he was going to say. I had told him the night before about how much I fantasize about kissing Trystan and sure enough, he asked us to make out with each other. I blushed and giggled nervously. I wasn't sure how into it he would be. I put my hand on his chest, finally an excuse to touch him, and pressed my lips against his. It took all the strength I had to keep my excitement contained. I just wanted to put my hand behind his head and grab his hair as I massaged his tongue with mine. I held back though. I kissed him for about a minute and then I pulled away because I didn't think he was into it. My clit felt like it was going to explode and my pussy was very wet. I watched Husband suck his cock some more. Trystan pulled his hair and guided his head up and down on his cock. Husband was enjoying it so much that he was moaning as he sucked. I was breathing very hard at that point, but still stayed silent.

Trystan grabbed Husband, threw him down on the bed and climbed on top of him. They made out for a short while and then Trystan made his way down to Husband's cock, licking and kissing all the way. He licked it a few times and then started sucking it. I heard the moans coming from Husband's mouth and I started to get very fidgety. I squeezed my legs together, putting pressure on my clit. I wanted to cum so badly. Trystan turned Husband on his side next to me and then laid down behind him. Husband started making out with me and rubbing my clit. Then, Trystan started to finger Husband's ass. He moaned as he kissed me and I almost came right then. Husband suddenly got up, put a condom on Trystan's cock and then lubed it up. He climbed on top of me and then started to lick my pussy. Trystan stood behind him and tried to get his cock in Husband's ass. When they realized it wasn't working out in that position, Trystan laid down and Husband climbed on top of him. He lubed up Trystan's cock again and then sat on top of it. Husband moaned loudly as Trystan's cock penetrated his ass. I watched him ride that cock like he loved it and listened very closely to Trystan's breathing. Hearing him moaning and breathing heavy made me want to reach out and run my hands all over his body. Husband started riding him harder and faster. I held my breath in anticipation, until Trystan finally orgasmed. I squeezed my legs together again in hopes to make my clit stop screaming out at me. It was throbbing like crazy and begging to be touched. They started making out again and touching each other. I watched Trystan wrap his hand around Husband's cock and jerk it a bit. Mmmm. I let out a tiny moan, hoping to still go unnoticed. After a while, Trystan got hard again and Husband started riding his cock once more. This time it didn't take long before he was cumming again.

Husband climbed down off of Trystan, removed my panties and then went down on me again. He licked my pussy as Trystan fingered his ass. He moaned as he licked my clit, which heightened the sensation. Husband put a finger inside my pussy and massaged my G-spot. I had a bit of stage fright, which made it hard to cum, but when I finally did, it was amazing. I felt myself gush all over Husband's fingers and into his mouth. He didn't give me much time to catch my breath before he threw my legs up in the air and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard. I wrapped my legs around him and angled my hips so that his cock hit my G-spot with every stroke. Soon, we were both cumming together. I gushed all over him as he shot his load into my pussy. We all collapsed on the bed together, cuddled and fell asleep. It was pretty magical.

Birthday sex for him - Trying out this dominant thing

I had to delay Husband's birthday sex because of girl problems. Not that my husband isn't man enough to still fuck me during that time, because he's not bothered by it at all, but it just wouldn't have worked well with what I had planned. Saturday just happened to be the night that I chose to make it up to him.

We spent the night out with friends having a great time. I kept going over exactly what I was going to do to him in my head. Over and over. Getting more turned on with every hour that passed. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. I told him we needed to head home because we had an early morning, which we did. That just wasn't the only reason I wanted to leave.

Upon arriving home, we made our way to the bedroom and Husband removed his pants and boxers. I stopped to admire him a bit. I love when he walks around in nothing but a t-shirt. Mmmm. Wait, isn't that something guys are supposed to like watching their girlfriends do? I then pushed him down onto the bed in a sitting position. I removed his shirt and then kissed him. A long passionate kiss. Then, I grabbed hold of his hair, hard, and pushed his face into my tits. He breathed in my scent and let out a moan. I kissed him again and then ordered him to lay face down on the bed. He definitely wasn't expecting what came next. I picked up one of the sets of handcuffs that are attached to the bed and looked into his eyes. I gave him a mischievous look and saw his eyes widen. I locked his left hand in place and said, "Do you like that?" He could barely mutter the words, "Oh yes." I climbed on top of him, reached the set of handcuffs on the opposite side of the bed and restrained his right hand. He tugged at them, testing out his ability to get out of them. There was no chance of that though. This was Husband's first experience being the one cuffed to the bed and I could tell he was loving every second of it. I have to admit, so was I.

I got down off of the bed and walked over to where he could see me. I turned around, facing my ass towards him. I removed my t-shirt but kept the long-sleeve fishnet shirt that was underneath it on. I looked back to make sure he was watching and then shimmied my way out of my pants, making sure to bend over in an exaggerated way so that he could enjoy the view of my ass through the sheer mesh of my panties. I turned around to see his reaction. I could almost swear I saw him drooling a little bit. I wanted him so bad right then, but I had business to take care of first.

I climbed on top of him again, making sure to drag my tits over his body as I moved my mouth up to his neck. I gave a good hard pelvic thrust right onto his ass. He moaned out and I felt my clit tingle. I kissed and licked the back of his neck, while also breathing in his scent. He smelled so good that my eyes rolled back into my head for a moment. - Focus. Back to the task at hand. - I licked my way down his spine, making sure to breathe on the spots that I just licked. He loves when I do that. By this time, he was squirming like crazy. I started to regret not tying down his legs as well. I continued to lick his back, moving to his side right above his hip, one of his most sensitive areas. Then, I moved down to his left ass cheek. I continued to lick it until I reached the center of the cheek where it was very juicy, then I bit it hard. He moaned out again. I felt my pussy get very wet with that one. God, I wanted him so badly.

I touched and caressed all over his body. Arms, back, legs and ass. Then just as he really started to relax, I gave his ass a good smack. He flinched, not expecting that. Another first for him. Usually he is the one doing the spanking. I asked him if he liked it. I heard a very quiet and breathless "yes" come from his mouth. I spanked him again. First the right cheek and then the left. After a few more smacks, I decided I needed something other than my hand. So, I went and got the "spank stick". I knelt down next to the bed and gave my thigh a few swats, just to test it out. Hearing the smack on my skin excited me, so I smacked my ass a few times with it as well. It was time to try it out on Husband. I smacked his ass softly at first, just to warm him up a little. When I didn't hear any complaints, I smacked him harder. He moaned out as the wood stung his ass. I spanked him a few more times and then decided to try out one of the whips. I chose the small one first, but after giving it a few tries, I decided I didn't like it much. Instead, I used the feather on the other end of it. I softly ran the feather over his bare ass. Then, I ran it over the rest of his body. Up one side of his back, across the back of his neck, down the other side of his back, up his side, lingering at his armpit, down his arm, then over to the other arm, down the other side, down to his legs, lingering at the backs of his knees, then down to his feet. He was loving it, moaning out as I touched his sensitive spots. I tried using it on his balls and not surprisingly, found out he really liked that too. I stopped and smacked him two more times with the small whip and then grabbed the larger one. This one was made for me by Shawn about a year ago. He made it very well, by the way. It stings so good. Mmmm. I smacked my arm with it a few times as I walked back over to the bed. I loved it so much that I decided to smack my thigh a few times as well. I could tell Husband was waiting in anticipation. I drew my hand back and let the whip fly toward his bare ass and took in all the moans that were escaping his mouth as I repeated the swats. I think I found my new favorite toy. Hehe. I climbed onto the bed and caressed his body some more, then I cupped his balls and massaged them a little. He raised his ass in response, so I started stroking his cock as well. I felt all the cum that had been leaking out of his cock while I teased him and it made me want him more.

I laid on top of him again and gave him a few more pelvic thrusts to the ass. He was so turned on that I could feel the heat coming off of his body. I kissed his neck a bit and then moved down his body while licking his back. I straddled his thigh and spread my legs, resting my very wet crotch on his soft skin. I began to rub my crotch up and down his leg. It felt so good that I was tempted to put my hand down my panties and rub my clit at the same time. I resisted the urge and just kept rubbing my wetness all over him. He raised his lower leg up to caress my back with his foot. Yes, I definitely should have restrained his legs as well. I pushed his leg back down and then started scratching his back with my nails. I scratched from his shoulders down to the very bottom of his ass. He was writhing and moaning beneath me. Fuck. I started to lose control and almost uncuffed him. - No. I must continue with the torture. - Though, I wasn't sure who was being tortured more.

Husband kept sticking his ass in the air as if he was begging me to shove something in it. I took the hint and grabbed a pink anal toy from the night stand. I lubed it up and then slowly inserted the beaded end into his ass. He moaned loudly with the passing of each bead into his sphincter. I let the toy sit for a moment to give his ass time to loosen up. Then, I pulled the toy in and out slowly, letting the pleasure nubs do their work on his hungry hole. The moans coming from his mouth got me so excited that I lubed up the toy a little more and then shoved the large center bulb into his ass as well. He cried out in pleasure and I squeezed his ass cheek hard. I had to calm down because I all could think about was wanting to touch myself. I let the toy sit there again so that he could relax, then I started flicking it with my finger. I wasn't sure if he'd be able to feel much from that, until he started moaning every time I did it. Oh yeah, he felt it for sure. I continued to do that for a while. Then, I began to fuck him with the toy, sliding it in and out of his ass as I cupped his balls at the same time. The toy was getting too slippery to hold onto, so I reluctantly decided to take it out and try something else. After I removed it, Husband begged me to use my fingers. I lubed them up, inserted my pointer finger and fingered his ass with it. He wanted more, so I inserted my middle finger as well. His ass felt so slippery and smooth. I imagined what it would feel like if I had a cock to shove in there. That made my clit tingle like crazy. Finally, I inserted my ring finger and massaged the inside of his ass for a while.

After I finished fingering Husband, I spanked his ass with my hand a few more times, then I released him from the handcuffs. I told him to lay there and wait for me while I washed my hands (yes, I'm a germ-aphobe). When I came back into the room, I removed the rest of my clothing. Then, I told him to flip over on his back and I climbed on top of him. I straddled him and got my pussy so close to his cock, but not quite touching, and then made out with him. He dug his nails into my back. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. But I couldn't let him know how much I wanted him just yet. I resisted. More kissing. Tongues twirling around each other. Feeling each other's breath, heavy. Suddenly, he grabbed me and forced his cock into my pussy. I moaned out in pleasure. Oh my. His cock felt so amazing filling me up. He fucked my pussy hard from underneath me. He said, "I bet you didn't know I could fuck you this hard in this position, did you?" - Wait, when did the power shift happen? - I didn't really care. I just went with it. It felt too good not to.

 I finally snapped out of it and took back my control over him. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him down hard on the bed. I grinded on him, using his pubic bone to massage my clit. I wanted to cum so badly, but I didn't want him to know that. I rode him like a sexy cowgirl as he massaged my tits. I felt his cock hit my G-spot and I moaned. I repeated that movement over and over until my G-spot exploded in pleasure. I felt my pussy tighten around his cock and we moaned together. I stopped for a moment to catch my breath, then I started again. I rode his cock so hard that it didn't take long before I was cumming again, this time gushing all over him. He cried out, "Oh my god, I'm gonna cum!" I felt his body tense up and then he shot his load into my pussy. I found myself wishing that he had shot it in my mouth instead, but it felt too good to have regrets. It was so mind-blowing that I was actually still turned on.

I went to the bathroom to pee, and then I realized that I still had not had a clitoral orgasm. No wonder I was still all hot and bothered! I went back into the room and told Husband this. He knew this was something that needed to be fixed immediately. Somehow he was already hard again as well. He told me to get on my knees, then he fucked me from behind. So hard. I just got goosebumps while thinking about it. I reached underneath myself and started rubbing my clit while he rammed his cock deep inside my pussy. I was so wet that my fingers glided over my clit so smoothly. The feeling was so perfect that I didn't last long. The orgasm raced through my whole body. It was so powerful, I was afraid that I might pass out. Husband said it was too soon for him to cum again, so he pulled out and we collapsed onto the bed. Then, we passed out in each other's arms.

A few hours later, I was woken by something poking me in the ass. Husband was grinding on my ass and running his hands all over my body. Oh yes, he hadn't gotten enough of me. He climbed on top of me and started to rub my clit. I was still pretty wet from the sex earlier, so I pushed his hand away, wrapped my legs around his waist and then pushed his cock into my pussy. He fucked me as I tightened my legs around him. I began to rock my hips, trying to find my G-spot. He grabbed my legs and pulled them up over my head and continued to fuck me harder. Yes! He found my G-spot. I reached down and rubbed my clit. Soon I was cumming all over him once again. He turned me over, told me to get on my knees and shoved his cock back into my pussy. He licked his finger and then shoved it in my ass. I cried out in surprise but went with it. He fingered my ass as he fucked me and I rubbed my clit while pushing my ass back into his thrusts. I loved having my holes filled by him. I felt my clit swell with pleasure and then it shot through the rest of my body. I told Husband that I wanted him to cum on my ass. He continued to fuck me until he was just about to cum, then he pulled out and shot his load all over my ass. I felt the warm man juice squirting all over me and it caused me to moan. I love that feeling so much. I felt so completely satisfied after all of that fun. I hope he did as well.

Husband told me how much he enjoyed every bit of the night before and I felt so proud of myself. I am definitely a submissive at heart, but I have been learning how to be more dominant. At this point, I am actually enjoying it quite a bit. Maybe too much at times! I know most women give their husbands blow jobs for their birthday, but that's a regular occurrence in our sex life. I wanted to make his birthday extra special. I'm so glad it worked like I had planned.