Sinful Sunday: Kinky Game Night

Last night, I attended a kinky game night at a friend's house. There were about ten of us there. We played Kinky Jenga. It's just like regular Jenga except each block has something sexual written on it. Spank me, kiss me, suck on..., share a dirty secret, biggest turn-on, and other stuff of that nature. The person that knocks over the tower gets spankings from every person playing. Well, I happened to be the one that knocked over the tower during our last round of the game. Husband took a photo of my ass right after the spankings I received.

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TMI Tuesday: August 23, 2022

This week’s TMI Tuesday questions come from a past post from before I started participating.

Pain and Pleasure

1. Which do you enjoy more in bed, pain or pleasure?

Definitely pleasure. Sometimes I enjoy pain during sex, but I really have to be in the right mind space for it. I mostly enjoy pain during kink scenes when sex is not taking place.

2. Do you like being tickled during sex? Where?

I don't like being tickled...ever. Alright, that could be considered a lie. I am in love with the feeling of fingertips grazing my skin so softly that it feels like tiny tickles. I don't think that's actual tickling though. I get pretty violent when I get tickled. I thrash around and throw punches/kicks. It's not a good time for anyone.

3. Have you ever used feathers during sex?

I have not used feathers during sex but I have used them during a sensation play scene. Mmmm. That feels so good.

4. Do you like to be blindfolded during sex? Why?

I'm indifferent about it. I know some people really get off on that. Either being blindfolded or blindfolding their partner. But it doesn't do anything for me. If my partner thinks it's hot, I'll go with it for their benefit.

5. Have you ever used cold or heat as part of your sex play? What provided the cold or heat?

I am cold intollerant. I can't stand anything cold touching my skin. It's so painful. Heat though? I love it! I like when Husband warms up the glass toys in a cup of hot water before he uses them on me. I like when they touch my skin and when they are put inside me. Give me all the heat play. Yum!

6. Do you enjoy being spanked, giving spankings, or both?

I love being spanked! Just not during sex. If I'm getting fucked and my partner smacks my ass, I find it very jarring and distracting. I'm fine with it before sex though. I very much love spankings during a kink scene and that really goes back to question 1. I don't enjoy giving spankings because I'm a hardcore sub, but I'll do it if my partner really wants it. I do playfully smack Husband's ass randomly though.

7. Do you have a safeword? Have you ever used it?

I have never come up with a good safeword that I really liked. I will use the stoplight method though. Green for good, yellow for caution (it's getting close to being too intense), and red for stop.

KOTW: Punishment

The Kink of the Week topic is punishment. Molly went on to say that for this topic, we are talking about real punishment and not faux-punishment (funishment).  Also, the Wicked Wednesday prompt is Breaking Rules, so that kind of fits in with this topic here.

At one time, I thought that real punishment was something I would be very into. I get a lot of enjoyment out of breaking the rules and thinking about getting punished for that excites me. Husband and I used to play with this in the past. He would ask if I ate that day or drank enough water or did something else he asked me to do, and if I hadn't done those things, I'd get spankings. It really bordered on that edge of punishment and "funishment" but I don't think it quite crossed that line into seriousness. It can be hard to find where that line is though.

I fantasize about having a Daddy that spanks me when I've been naughty and broke the rules he made for me but it would definitely have to be in a fun way. Thinking about it gets me really turned on but I know if it got too real, I'd have to use a safe word. Sometimes I feel kind of bratty during sex, so when Husband tells me to do something, I tell him no. Then, he might spank me or do something forceful but it's definitely in fun. It's not a real punishment.

It's been a very long time since this last happened but sometimes, when I get extremely depressed, I crave a very intense impact play session where I just get the crap beat out of me. Honestly, though, that's just a form of self-harm that I can feel less guilty about. It's not really about punishment at all. It's more of a coping mechanism. Probably an unhealthy one.

So, after trying it out a bit, I have found that even though I do enjoy breaking the rules a lot of the time, I really can't handle serious punishment at all. Not only do I not enjoy the lack of control I feel, but it basically just causes me to get angry and sad. This is because it transports me back to my childhood which was extremely abusive. It quickly turns into something much more serious and puts me in a place mentally that I really don't want to be.

So, in conclusion, while I like the initial thought of it, real punishment is not my kink. It is not for me. I'm much more into "funishment" instead. Let's just roleplay that I've been a bad girl who broke the rules and give me all the spankings that I secretly enjoy. Yum.

      

Sinful Sunday: Too Much to Handle

It had been a really long time since Husband spanked my ass. So long, that my ass is not used to it at all. When he finally decided to do it, I could only take about ten minutes before I wanted a break. I did enjoy it a lot but I’ll definitely need to ease back into it. I definitely can’t take the beatings that I used to get. I really hope that we can get to that point again. For now, I am really enjoying admiring the pink blush on my cheeks. I missed that.

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Throwback Birthday Spankings

 

This is a throwback to my birthday last year. I posted this photo already but this is another shot that Husband got. This makes me really want to get my ass beaten. Any volunteers?

Sinful Sunday: Ready For Birthday Spankings

Happy Sinful Sunday! I'm feeling extra naughty today because it's my birthday. 

The best thing about birthdays is the birthday spankings. 

I'm bent over just waiting for you to give them to me.

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Spit Roast Party

It's been quite a while since the last time I hung out with G. He must have been on my mind the other day though because I had a pretty hot dream about him.

The dream began with a small party at G's house. People were spread out around the house, drinking alcohol and having conversations. In these situations, I'm always the odd one out. I tend to get really awkward and slink off to a corner, wishing that I could figure out how to start a conversation with someone. I stood around watching people for a while, then decided to go to the kitchen to get a drink refill.

When I walked into the kitchen, G was in there getting a drink as well.

"Hey, Ash! Are you having fun?"

"Yeah, it's a nice party." I looked down at my feet. "I'm sure I'd have more fun if I could stop being so awkward and actually conversate."

G walked across the kitchen, closer to me. "Aww, you're not as awkward as you think you are. Just go up and talk to someone. I know they would love to hear what you have to say."

"You're probably right," I giggled nervously. I started to pour a drink and spilled it all over the floor. "Oh jeez, that's pretty epic timing."

I grabbed a towel from the counter and bent down to clean up my mess. G came up behind me, lifted my dress, and grabbed my ass. I continued to wipe the floor as he rubbed his hard cock up against me. I stood up and turned around to look at him.

"Well, hello there," I said, a bit surprised.

"I bet I could make this party a bit more fun for you," G said with a smirk.

"Oh, you think so? Prove it."

I could see the mischief in G's eyes as he quickly flipped me around and bent me over the counter. I felt his rigid cock pressing against my hip as he smacked my ass. He pulled my panties down to the floor and smacked my ass once more. His hand slid down between my legs. I moaned as he began rubbing my clit.

"You're so wet already. I've barely touched you."

I didn't respond. I couldn't think straight. I could feel that I was getting so close to cumming. I focused on his fingers gliding across my clit. They circled around it over and over. My breathing increased and I started to pull away. He held me down harder on the countertop.

"I want you to cum for me, Ash. Then, I'm going to fuck you. Hard."

He grabbed hold of my hair and gave it a tug. At that moment, my whole body flushed and I started to cum. As I was trying to catch my breath, he pulled his cock out and shoved it inside my wet cunt. I moaned out and braced myself on the wall. He was pounding my pussy so hard that I could barely keep my moans contained.

I was startled by the sound of a man clearing his throat. I looked over at the doorway to see Husband, looking shocked, yet turned on.

"So, this is where you went off to," Husband said with a little laugh.

"I...I wasn't planning on it. It just...happened."

"Yeah? Well, now you're going to take my cock, too."

Husband walked over to us and dropped his pants. He grabbed my head, pushed me down onto my knees, and shoved his cock in my mouth. He fucked my throat deeply until tears ran down my face.

"I need to fuck that delicious pussy some more," G said as he pushed me down onto my hands and knees. He slid his cock into my hungry cunt once again and started to pound it as I continued to suck Husband's cock.

I was so aroused. I needed to cum so badly. I reached down to rub my clit. I was already so close. G increased his speed as Husband pulled my hair and shoved his cock even further down my throat. I lost it. I came so hard, squirting all over G and moaning around Husband's cock. A moment later, they both orgasmed as well, filling my holes with cum.

The guys helped me up and G tossed my panties to me.

"Wow, that definitely made this party a lot more fun. You weren't lying about that," I said, as I put my panties back on.

We grabbed our drinks and started to walk into the living room like nothing had happened. I blushed when people looked back at us, wondering where we've been. I couldn't believe I had just been spit roasted in the kitchen right in the middle of a party. I was feeling like such a slut and I loved it.

Sinful Sunday: Birthday Spankings

Today is Husband's birthday! Happy birthday to him!

Last night, we went to a party full of kinky people. I told Husband to take off his pants and kneel on the spanking bench. Then, at midnight, I gave permission to 8 people to take turns giving him birthday spankings. Many impact toys were used on him and I really enjoyed watching. This was the result.




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Another Failed DP Attempt

Saturday night, I was looking at some threesome porn on Tumblr. I was getting pretty turned on by it, so I decided to text Jacob to see if he'd like to come over. We made a plan for him to come over Sunday afternoon. When Husband got home, I told him the plan and he was excited about it.

I asked, "Is there anything you would like to do?" Husband responded, "I want to DP you. Me in your ass and him in your pussy." My whole body flushed like it was on fire and I stuttered a bit. "I...well...I'll try." I don't know what it is about DP that scares me so much. Maybe it's the thought of being so full. I have never been a size queen. "The bigger, the better" has never been my motto. Even fisting was a hard limit for me until four years ago when Husband basically tricked me into trying it. The idea of being so full is just very terrifying...and exciting. When I watch DP porn, it turns me on and I do want to try it. It just causes a lot of anxiety that I have to overcome. We've done it with toys and it was great. Honestly, it's all just in my head and I have to learn to relax about it.

Fast forward to Sunday afternoon. I was still getting ready when Jacob arrived, so Husband entertained him for a few minutes while I finished up. When I walked out of the bedroom, both of their jaws dropped as they looked at me. I was wearing an outfit that Jacob recently bought for me, a faux-leather crop top and mini skirt. The top wrapped around my breasts and was held together in the front by 4 metal clasps. The skirt was super short and my ass was bare in the back except for 4 elastic straps. As I approached them, I said, "Do you like it?" They couldn't even form a complete sentence, which I took as a compliment. I turned around, bent over, and pulled apart my ass cheeks, showing off the butt plug I had put in my ass while I was getting ready. Surprise! Husband was very excited to see that. I could tell it really turned him on.

Jacob walked over, grabbed a handful of my ass, and kissed me. I thanked him for buying the sexy outfit and he said, "Oh no, thank you for wearing it!" I told him to follow me into the bedroom. Jacob and Husband took off their clothes and I took off my skirt. I bent over onto the bed and waggled my ass at them. They started to caress and spank my ass together. I moaned as their hands made contact with my ass, biting my lip and feeling myself get very wet. Feeling their hands all over my ass and back felt amazing. I closed my eyes and took it all in. After a while, I grabbed a pillow and threw it on the ground. I knelt down on it and started sucking Jacob's cock. I licked the head a bit, swirling my tongue around like it was an ice cream cone. I slowly stuck it in my mouth, teasing him. He moaned, wanting more. I took it in deeper, slowly, until his cock was deep in my throat. Suddenly, he lost control and began fucking my throat. I dug my fingers into his thighs and relaxed my throat. Eventually, I had to pull away so I could take a breath. Tears were streaming down my face. Jacob reached down and wiped the tears away with his fingers. Oh god. *Swoooooooon* I turned to Husband and did the same to his cock. Teasing and then deep-throating him. As I was pulling away from his cock, Jacob moved in closer so that I could suck them both together. I licked their cocks, getting them nice and wet. Then, I rubbed their heads together. I swirled their heads around each other and listened to them moan out in pleasure. It turned me on so much. I stuck their cocks on top of each other and licked them all over. Then, I started sucking them again. They took turns fucking my throat and I loved it so much. Jacob suddenly pulled away and then knelt down next to me. He started to suck Husband's cock and I was completely taken by surprise. It was his first time doing that and I was so happy to experience it with him. We shared Husband's cock. Licking, sucking, and making out together. It was so fucking hot.

When my knees had had enough of kneeling on the floor, I got up, removed my top, laid down on the bed, and waited for the guys to join me. Jacob laid to my left and Husband knelt on the bed to my right. Jacob started making out with me while Husband rubbed my clit with his fingers and pinched my nipple with his other hand. Suddenly, Jacob pulled away and put his face between my thighs. He slid his fingers inside me and started to lick my clit. I sucked Husband's cock again while he continued to play with my nipples. I was close to cumming so many times, but my body was just not cooperating. I'm pretty sure that it was because I hadn't been awake for very long. I was very turned on and I would get almost to the peak of orgasm and it just would not let go. My body hates morning sex and it makes me so sad.

Jacob eventually gave up on trying to make me cum and crawled up to shove his cock in my throat again. I sucked his cock while Husband rubbed my clit with his fingers. I grabbed Jacob's hand and shoved his fingers in my pussy. Both of their hands were in/on me and it was fucking amazing. My hand fetish was so satisfied at that moment. I still could not cum though. It was incredibly frustrating. Husband took a turn going down on me. He fucked my pussy hard with his fingers. I continued to suck Jacob's cock and tried to relax enough to cum. Feeling desperate, I reached down and moved Husband's head away from my pussy and started to rub my clit with my fingers while he continued to finger fuck me. Finally, I started to cum and squirted all over the bed. It was the first time that Jacob got to witness that and it seemed like he enjoyed it. He went back down and licked my cum off of me. Mmmm.

I asked Jacob to grab a condom and I flipped over on my hands and knees. He slid his cock in my pussy slowly. I still had the butt plug in my ass, so it was a bit of a tight fit. He fucked me faster and let out a few exclamations of "Wow!" and "Oh my god!" Hearing that turned me on even more. He fucked me for a few minutes and then I said that I was ready to try DP. Jacob laid down on the bed and Husband slowly removed my butt plug. I straddled Jacob and tried to get his cock inside my pussy but by then, he was too nervous and lost his erection. This exact same thing happened the last two times I've tried to do DP. I am not upset at Jacob and I know it isn't his fault but I am feeling quite discouraged about the whole thing.

We tried for a while to get his erection back, but it just wasn't happening. I stood up and bent over the bed and started to suck Jacob's cock while Husband fucked me from behind. I had given up on the DP thing but I was determined to get Jacob's cock hard again so he could at least cum. Husband fucked me harder, shoving Jacob's cock into my throat. Then, Husband emptied his load into my pussy. I laid back down on the bed and Jacob went down on me, cleaning up the mess that Husband had made. That's been a fantasy of mine for quite some time and it was so fucking hot. I could tell it really turned Jacob on as well because he had his full erection back. He grabbed another condom and started fucking me. It didn't take long before he was cumming.

Jacob apologized multiple times for being the "weak link" in the DP situation. I know he felt really bad about it but things like this happen all the time and men can't really control how their penis acts. Losing an erection, not being able to get hard, and cumming too early are just things that happen sometimes. I don't ever hold that against the man. Regardless of the fact that I'm disappointed that it didn't happen, I'm not upset with Jacob at all.

I'm trying hard to not go down the road of blaming myself since this is the third time something like this has happened. I know it isn't my fault. I'm just feeling so discouraged. Hopefully one day I will be able to experience vaginal/anal DP. Sunday just wasn't that day.

Sinful Sunday: Red

Husband and I went to a kinky play party on Friday night. Even though I was really hoping for some needle play and didn't get it, we still had a really great time. We were able to hang out in the hot tub with friends while naked, which was fantastic. It always feels amazing to be naked in water. I love to watch my boobs float. Husband also put me on a spanking bench and beat my ass. This is what it looked like when he was done. The bruises never show up very well until the next day. It was very numb and sore at the same time.





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Sinful Sunday: Bruised

I went out with G on Friday night. I decided to go to his house afterwards and we had a scene. He beat my ass and left some pretty marks.




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Blushing Bottom

About 20 minutes ago, there was a knock at my door. Husband answered it and said, "It's Amazon!" Jacob bought the wooden paddle that was on my wish list. Husband couldn't wait to open the package and try it out. Unfortunately, he only had a few minutes before he had to leave for work. Being that I'm a much bigger fan of thuddy impact play, I hadn't been paddled since I was a child. I told him that I was nervous and to be gentle with me. He paddled my ass for five minutes, thankfully taking it easy on me.



I have to admit, even though I was skeptical, I really did love it. I'm looking forward to playing more with this paddle. I'm a lot less nervous now that I know what to expect. I can't wait to see how this paddle marks my ass when Husband isn't taking it easy on me. Mmmm. I'm getting wet just thinking about it.



Big thanks to Jacob for getting me this wonderful gift. 💜


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Pain Is a Nice Reminder

Husband and I had a date night Friday. We went to dinner and then to a movie theatre for Rocky Horror Picture Show. We had a great time. When we got home that night, Husband spanked my ass. I'm still sore today but there aren't very many marks. I don't know why my ass doesn't mark well but it's very frustrating. I assure you, this hurt way more than it looks.



After Husband spanked my ass for over an hour, he then bent me over and fucked me very hard from behind. Mmmm. That's the best.


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Playing With My Food and Getting Punished

Ever since Friday, I've been super spunky almost to the point of being bratty. Husband has been tolerating it but taking note of it (honestly, he's been loving it). Today, he decided that he'd had enough and said, "You've been teasing me all day and you're spunky as hell. You're getting a spanking when I get back home. Be ready for it. Also, you better have something inside you by the time I get back. Bonus points for creativity." Oh my, I was so excited. My mind felt all jumbled. I looked around the room thinking about what I should put inside me. Which hole should I fill? It would be too easy to put something in my mouth. Besides, if I did that, he'd probably punish me more for being so cheeky. I thought about putting something in my ass. After all, that would excite him the most. We don't really have any really good butt plugs though. I quickly decided that I should just fill my pussy. I ran around my bedroom trying to find something good. I only had about 10 minutes and I already wasted 3 of those minutes trying to decide what hole to choose. I rummaged through drawers and shelves but I couldn't find anything good in there. Sure, there are a lot of sex toys to choose from but that wouldn't be very creative. I gave up on the bedroom and went to the kitchen. Surely I could find something in there. I looked in the drawers but nothing caught my attention. I looked in the pantry and thought, "What would I find in here?!" I was stumped. Then, it hit me. I had a very creative idea that made me giggle. I opened the refrigerator, checked in the vegetable drawer, and hoped to see a cucumber. Damn, no such luck. Apparently they had all been eaten. Then, I saw a bag of carrots. Brilliant!

I grabbed the biggest carrot in the bag and ran to the sink to wash it off. The carrot was so very cold and I was hoping that the hot water would warm it up. I ran back to the bedroom with the carrot, jumped on the bed, took a deep breath, and slowly slid it inside my pussy, which was already very wet. While the hot water had taken the chill off the outside of the carrot, it was still very cold inside and I could feel all of that coldness transferring. It was so cold but I just took a deep breath and decided to tough it out. I closed my legs to hide the carrot and waited for Husband to come home. When he walked into the bedroom, I couldn't stop giggling. I had amused myself so much and I just couldn't hide it. He asked me which hole I filled and I told him. Then, he told me to open my legs and show him. When he saw it, his eyes lit up. I think it was a combination of being shocked, amused, and turned on all at the same time. He said, "Well, now I have to fuck you with this carrot." Then, he proceeded to slip the carrot in and out of my pussy, slowly. It sounded very wet and he moaned, "Mmmm, I love that sound." After he had fucked me with the carrot for a while, he took it out and said, "This looks like a very tasty carrot." He took a big bite of it and I asked, "How does it taste?" He responded with, "Delicious." Then, he put the carrot back inside my pussy and fucked it some more. When he took it out again, he put it in my face and said, "Taste it." So, I took a big bite as well. Pussy and carrot. It's an interesting combination.

Husband told me that it was time for my spanking and that I needed to get into position. So, I got up and bent over the bed. He started smacking my ass lightly with his strong hands. Slowly, he progressed to harder smacks. I started to moan out. He said, "You need something inside your ass while I do this." I groaned, "But I don't want to." He said, "Well, since you were so creative with the carrot, I'll let you decide." So, I asked if he could put something in my pussy instead. He asked, "Can I put the glass cock in there?" So, I put my ass up in the air and spread my legs. He moaned, "Good girl" and ran his fingers through my hair. I melted into a pile of goo at that moment. He slipped the toy inside my pussy and grabbed a paddle. He smacked my ass with it and then he started hitting my back with it as well. It was stingy and thuddy all at the same time. Next, he grabbed the cane bundle and started hitting me with that on my calves, moving up to my thighs, then to my ass. He hit me on my back really hard over and over. I moaned and squirmed around. Then, he spanked my ass with that for a long time. He started to use his hands again, which very much pleased me. As my ass started to hurt more and more as he continued to beat it, I squirmed around a lot. That caused him to grab a handful of my hair and pull. I tried to stop squirming but it hurt so bad...er, good. As he hit me really hard, I could feel the toy pushing on my g-spot. I moaned every time he hit me, which caused him to hit me even more. My ass was hurting so much that it started to go numb.

After an hour of spanking me, I told him that I wanted his cock in my pussy instead of that toy. So, he took the toy out and shoved his cock in hard. As he fucked me, I felt his body pressing against my sore ass and it felt so amazing. I told him to fuck me even harder, so he did. I could feel his cock ramming inside me over and over again. Fuck, it felt so good my knees were going weak. I asked him to cum on my ass. He said, "If I cum on your ass, I'm going to fuck you more after I cum." I moaned, "Yes, do it!" He fucked me so hard that he was forcing moans out of my body. Then, he pulled out and came all over my asshole. It felt so warm and gooey. Mmmm. He started to fuck me again and told me to play with my clit and make myself cum. I started to rub my clit and felt that I was already so close to cumming. My hand kept cramping up as soon as I was about to climax. I told him I needed a toy, so he grabbed a vibrator. I put the vibrator on my clit and he proceeded to finger fuck me. Oh god, I needed that so bad. Husband rammed his fingers into my g-spot over and over again while I held the vibrator to my clit. It took about 30 seconds and I was cumming all over his hand. It was such an intense orgasm.

An hour later, Husband was sitting on the couch playing a video game. When I walked into the room, he looked at me and took a big bite of that carrot and smiled. Since our daughter was sitting close by, I couldn't say anything about it. I just smiled and blushed. He finished eating that whole carrot and I had no regrets about choosing it.

Fisting is a hard limit for me...or not

Last night, I had quite an experience. It started with Husband spanking me with the new paddle that he bought recently. I laid on the bed with my ass up in the air. He spanked me for a few minutes, just to try it out. It was late, so we decided to leave the heavy foreplay for another night. Or at least I thought so.

Husband began to rub my clit with his fingers. I relaxed down into the bed, but still kept my ass up in the air. I felt him sticking his fingers inside me. Usually I just like one finger, but he has been experimenting with more lately. I just went with it. He kept taking his fingers out, sucking the pussy juices off of them and then putting them back in. It was hard to tell exactly what he was doing. My face was down on the mattress and he was behind me, so I couldn't see. My pussy kept feeling fuller and fuller as time went on. It no longer felt like fingers were inside me. I wondered, "Is this a new toy he hasn't told me about?" I pushed the thought away and again, just went with it. As the feeling of fullness increased, so did the pain. It hurt a lot, but it felt good at the same time. I was confused because I wasn't sure what was happening. I felt the object plunge deeper and deeper into my pussy. It made me moan out in pleasure. I could hear Husband breathing hard. Whatever he was doing, it sure was exciting him. That excited me more. Finally, he asked, "Do you like feeling my fist inside you?" What?? I couldn't even be bothered with that thought. He was still rubbing my clit and I was so close to orgasm. He called me a slut and a whore. That was the first time he's ever used those words and I loved it. I let myself go and began to cum all over his hand.

Afterwards, he slowly removed his hand from my pussy and then shoved his cock inside. He fucked me for a few minutes and then demanded that I climb on top of him. I did as I was told, even though I was quite sore. I slid his cock into my pussy as he moaned in pleasure. He held me close to him and started to fuck me. He fucked me hard and it was only a matter of seconds before I gushed all over him. My G-spot was very sensitive and it didn't take much to push me over the edge. He told me to kiss him as he let me catch my breath for a minute. Then, he started to fuck me again. Much to my surprise, I soon started to cum, gushing even more. I thought for sure that was all I had in me. Husband demanded that I cum one more time. So, he started to fuck me again. This time, as I was cumming and gushing all over him, he shot his load deep inside my pussy.

We caught our breath and then headed to the bathroom to clean up. In shock, I asked, "How far did you have your hand in there?" He said, "Up to my wrist." Holy shit. I was blown away. I had always said that was a hard limit. He knew this. Yet, I enjoyed it. I had an orgasm. What does that even mean? Do I wish he had asked me before trying it? Yes, a part of me does. At the same time, I realize that if he had asked for permission, I would have shot him down immediately out of fear. It would have never been something that I'd experience if it were left up to me. So, maybe it's a good thing? I don't know. I'm still processing it all. I was just hoping that writing about it in here would help with that.

My First Kink Party

Husband and I went to our first kink party on Friday. It was pretty damn amazing. When we first arrived, I was feeling quite anxious. There were a lot of people there that I didn't know and I'm not good at socializing. I hid in the corner for a while until I felt comfortable enough to roam around the house. I did a lot of smiling and hoping that people would approach me. I wanted to talk to people, but I just couldn't find the right words. Why do I always fail at basic human interaction?

Eventually, the time came to move down to the "dungeon" and I got a little nervous. I didn't know what to expect, but I was very excited. I just followed my friend Jimbo, who is much more experienced than I. While I have been doing somewhat-kinky things in the bedroom for about 15 years now, I am very new to the scene itself. I don't know as much as I'd like to. For example, at the age of 16, I would put a collar and leash on my boyfriend and walk him around in public. Yet, I didn't truly know what it meant to be collared until recently. I was always meant to be in this scene. I just never had any connections with it until I met Jimbo. He has been great at helping introduce me to things. That being said, since I am still learning, if I misuse any BDSM terms in this post, I apologize.

As we entered the dungeon, I saw a woman tying a man to a Saint Andrew's Cross. I smiled and walked past them. As I came around the corner, I saw a bunch of people cuddling on two rugs. One rug was made of alpaca fur and the other of buffalo fur. They looked so amazingly comfortable that I wanted to lay on them as well, but then I saw something going on over in the corner. There were two people who were doing cold branding with dry ice. This wasn't something that I had considered doing because I hate cold things, but I was drawn to it for some reason. I watched person after person line up and get branded with a very cold metal cookie cutter. I winced every time, just imagining how much that must hurt. People kept telling me that it wasn't that bad. That it looked worse than it actually was. I still wasn't convinced. Husband decided he was going to get one. So, I watched him do it and then asked him how it felt. He said it was just a little sting, which made me feel better about it. I never thought I'd do it, but I was suddenly overcome with the urge to go for it. I picked out a small star and waited for it to get cold in the alcohol/dry ice slush. When it was time, I showed the girl where I wanted it on my arm, held Husband's hand and took a deep breath. If I'm being totally honest, it did hurt a little bit, but nothing compared to getting a good spanking. It stung for about 5 minutes afterward and then it just went numb. The verdict: I loved it! Three days later, it doesn't hurt at all and it's still visible. I'm not sure if the pressure of putting it on made the bruises pop up or if it was Husband slapping my arm that did it, but it looks kind of cool with the purple on it.

After I got my first branding, someone picked up some dry ice and rubbed it up and down my arm. That was my limit. I do not like coldness. AT ALL. I winced and pulled away. I think I'll just stick to the cookie cutters. I looked over at the Saint Andrews Cross again. This time, a naked woman was tied to it and a man was spanking her and running a knife across her back. I watched them play for a while and then Husband decided he wanted another cold brand. He picked out a larger one this time and I held his hand as he got it done. Obviously, he liked it as well.

We heard Jimbo say that he was going to do an energy pull. I had never heard of that before, so I was very curious. We followed him to another room and watched as he had two needles placed on the left side of his chest in the shape of an X. Then, the same thing was repeated on the right side. Another friend of his had the same done to her, and then they were tethered together with rubber bands placed on the needles. They slowly pulled against each other, getting further and further apart as time went on. It looked very intense. I definitely wasn't ready for that yet, but it's something I'm considering doing in the future.

After watching Jimbo do his energy pull for a while, I decided I wanted another cold brand. We walked back over to the dry ice and this time I picked a larger one in the shape of a bat. I took off my shirt, held Husband's hand, took a deep breath, and braced myself. It actually didn't hurt as bad as the one on my arm, but it's definitely darker and still a tiny bit sensitive when I touch it. I ran to the bathroom so I could look at it in the mirror. It was so exciting! It filled me with so much positive energy. I loved it. I wanted more, but I decided I should pace myself.

When I left the bathroom, I saw a girl writhing and moaning while sitting on some kind of contraption that was being controlled by another woman whom she was making out with. After asking someone, I found out that she was riding a Sybian, which is a masturbation device that vibrates and has optional attachments. How had I never heard of one of these before?? I watched her have orgasm after orgasm on that thing. I was in awe. I couldn't stop watching. Husband convinced me that I needed to try it, so I did. I climbed on and he started it up. I felt the vibration throughout my whole body. Husband slowly turned up the intensity while I lost myself in the sensation. I kept seeing people walking by and watching me. I couldn't even be bothered. As the vibrations reached the highest level of intensity, I tried to hold back my orgasm. I began to feel the pleasure wash over my body and I couldn't hold back any longer. I started to cum, moaning out loud so that the whole room could hear. I didn't even care. It was just amazing.

I stood up and stumbled over to the alpaca rug. On my way over there, I saw a naked woman on the massage table enjoying some electro play with a man that had a Violet Wand. I watched her spread her pussy lips and he teased her clit with the wand. I watched for a little bit and then I laid down on the rug. It was so incredibly soft that I just wanted to snuggle it forever. Husband sat next to me, rubbed my back, and played with my hair as I relaxed. I kept running my hands through the alpaca fur. I wished I had the nerve to get naked and rub my body all over it. Unfortunately, I need a bit more time to warm up to everyone before I start getting naked. Soon, Jimbo came over and cuddled with us on the rug as well. That was a really nice bonding moment for me. After a good while of relaxing on the rug, Jimbo went over to get some cold branding done. Husband decided he wanted one more, so we went over to the dry ice again. This time he got a large chain on his arm. It was much more intense than the other ones.

By this time, the man with the electro play toys had made his way over by us. He asked if we'd like to play with him. I wasn't that interested but I knew Husband would be. I tried it once and then I was done because I don't like that feeling. Husband did it for a bit longer. He very much enjoys the sensation of electricity. I'm sure it's something that he will be into trying more at a later time.

While Husband was playing with the electricity, I was watching a woman who was tied to the Saint Andrews Cross and getting flogged. The person beating her was going at it like crazy and she was moaning very loudly. I felt a twinge of jealousy. I imagined Husband tying me up and flogging me. It turned me on quite a bit. That's definitely going on the list of things to try. After the person was done flogging the woman, they put the flogger between her legs and rubbed her clit with it until she came. I had never thought of doing that, but it was pretty amusing. I definitely enjoyed watching that.

We heard that someone was doing fire play, so we tried to find where this was happening at, but we had no luck. It had either not happened, we couldn't find where it was going on, or it had already finished by the time we knew about it. I was quite sad because I really wanted to try it. We came back down to the dungeon and there was a different naked woman laying on the massage table. This woman was getting needles inserted into her breasts in a circle around her nipple. I really wanted to try the needle play, but every time I went to check it out, someone was already in line to do it next. So, I gave up on that until later. I did watch the woman for quite some time though. Earlier in the night, I saw a woman getting a corset piercing with the needles. THAT is what I really want to do. That would be just amazing. I know I'd love it. Husband isn't a fan of needles unless they involve getting tattoos. I am hoping to convince him to do an energy pull with me though.

At this point, there was free space on the bison rug, so I decided to try it out. I laid down on my stomach and Husband climbed on top of my legs. He massaged my ass for a while and I enjoyed the hell out of it, though it was turning me on a lot. Jimbo came over and laid down on the alpaca rug directly in front of me. We talked for a bit and then three people started beating him with random instruments. At one point, there were six Wartenberg wheels running along his back. So many things were used to stimulate his nerves and he enjoyed the hell out of it. He was moaning loudly right in my face and I was loving it. Being able to watch him scene was a really great experience. I wished that I could get even a portion of the attention he was getting. Alas, I am too shy to seek it out. Maybe I will be less shy next time.

After watching Jimbo scene, we decided it was time to go home. We were there for seven hours and I hated leaving. The time just flew by so fast. I've been trying to find the place where I fit in all my life. Most people don't understand me because I'm hyper sexual. But these people...I think they could definitely get me. I think I could get along with them really well if I just learned how to communicate like a normal human being. I have so many hopes for the future. I want to get closer to everyone. To be accepted in this kink family. To feel like I finally belong somewhere. This is my safe place. Who would have thought? I honestly cannot wait for the next kink party. There are so many things that I want to experience. I will definitely be counting down the days.

Kinky Date Night

Husband and I had a much needed date night on Friday. It had been quite a while since we had been out alone together, so I was super excited. Back in April, I wrote about a monthly kinky meet-up that I had attended. Well, Friday was the night that the July meeting was happening. So, I insisted that Husband attend with me. I think he was quite a bit nervous, like I was the first time. I was hopeful that it would go better since he was with me, but it really wasn't much better. The people there tend to hang out in little cliques, so if you don't know anyone in those cliques, you are kind of an outsider. I'm sure if we both weren't socially inept, we could learn to mingle a little better. Everyone there is super friendly. It just doesn't seem to work well for someone with social anxiety. I did get to see Candace for a while. She showed up about 20 minutes before I had to leave. I didn't get to talk to her much, but any amount of time spent with her is amazing. I also talked to more people this time than last time, so that's a good thing. At one point people were taking turns spanking each other. I was enjoying watching that. A man there also brought some toys in a big bag that he was showing off. The potential for it to be really fun is there. I just haven't found my niche yet. I will continue to attend these meet-ups in hopes that I'm accepted in one of these cliques and feel less anxious. I really do want to get into the kink scene. It excites me quite a bit.

We left the kink event early so that we could attend a burlesque show that was happening nearby. I do so love burlesque shows. Every time I leave them, I am very wet and turned on. During intermission, one of the girls laid on the stage in a bra and panties. They covered her in cookies and told everyone that they could eat a cookie off of her if they put a tip into a bucket. Well, I couldn't pass that up. I picked the cookie that was closest to her crotch and I ate it. It was even a bit warm. Mmmm. I imagined very dirty things while eating that cookie. That was so worth it.

After the show, I got a text message from Jacob. He asked how the night was going and I told him about the people who were giving out spankings at the kink meet-up. He said that he would like to have one of those, so I told him to come over so that I could spank him and he could fuck me. He seemed to be considering it and I was very excited...and then he stopped responding. Apparently he passed out. I got my hopes up that I was finally going to get fucked by that sexy man, and then I was let down. Damn. He did say that he'd like to go out for coffee again soon, so hopefully we can do that sometime this week. One day I will have that fickle man...one day.

When we got home, I went straight to the bathroom. As I was washing my hands, Husband came up behind me and told me to bend over the sink. Of course, I did as I was told. He lifted my skirt and spanked my left ass cheek. I moaned out in pleasure and then he spanked the other side. He took turns hitting one cheek and then the other, while simultaneously holding me down with his other hand. When he felt content that he had punished my ass enough, he ordered me to go lay down on the bed and wait for him. He added that I was not to remove any of my clothing. As I was leaving the bathroom, I saw that he was getting ready to warm up one of the glass dildos. My clit tingled in excitement.

I laid down on my stomach and waited for Husband to come into the room. He jumped on me, wearing nothing but a kilt. He pulled my skirt up, told me to stick my ass up, pulled my panties aside, and then he shoved his finger inside my pussy. He said, "God, you're so wet." He sucked the pussy juice off of his finger, took off his kilt, and then stuck his finger back inside me. He fucked me harder and harder with his finger. Since I have a hand fetish, I absolutely love when he fucks me with his fingers. It turns me on so much. I dug my nails into the bed and he said, "Mmmm, you're getting tighter. I can feel that you're getting ready to cum. I want you to cum all over your panties. Soak them for me." I felt his finger hitting my G-spot, going faster and faster. I pushed against his thrusts, making them more powerful. I was so close that I thought I may lose my mind. I reminded myself not to hold my breath and then let go. My whole body convulsed in pleasure as I gushed all over my panties. Husband moaned and then licked all the cum off of my crotch. He then sucked the cum out of my panties and I giggled.

I thought he was done at that point. Boy, was I wrong. He grabbed the glass dildo, shoved it in my pussy, and started to fuck me with it. He placed his cock on my asshole as he continued to fuck me with the toy. He reached around and started to rub my clit with his other hand. Having all three of those spots stimulated at the same time was driving me wild. I started to breathe heavier and he said, "My pre-cum is all over your asshole. I want to stick something in it." So, he did just that. He slowly inserted his finger into my ass and then continued to fuck my pussy with the toy. With every thrust of the toy, my ass was also being fucked by his finger. I felt my clit getting so close to cumming. I was so wet that his fingers were gliding across my clit in such a silky way. It felt so good. I tried to hold back the orgasm, but it was no use. I moaned out in pleasure and came so hard.

Husband spanked my ass a few more times and then shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard for a bit, then told me to turn over. As I turned over, he took my panties off and threw them across the room. He spread my legs, knelt over me, and once again shoved his cock into my pussy. I wrapped my legs around him, my boots still on. He said he needed to taste me again, so he scooted down to my crotch, put my feet on his shoulders, and started to lick my clit while fingering my pussy. I enjoyed that for a while and then told him that I wanted his cock back inside me. He granted my wish. He sat up and started to fuck me once again. I reached down, took my boots off, and then placed my feet on his chest. I angled my body in just the right way so that his cock would hit my G-spot. He fucked me harder as I reached down to my clit and started to rub it. I began to rock my hips in rhythm with his thrusts. It didn't take long before he started to cum. I felt him fill my pussy with his hot man-juice and it brought me over the edge. I started to cum as well.

Afterwards, we both collapsed and passed out. We had to be up in four hours, but it was totally worth it. My husband is so damn hot. Women should definitely be jealous.


On another note, I don't really have time to write about it right now, but I had the most amazing dream about Tom Odell last night. God, that man is perfection. Trystan bought a signed picture of him and framed it for me. He even made sure his hands were in the picture. I may or may not have masturbated while looking at that picture. He has the most amazing hands that I've ever seen. If only I could meet that man, I would rock his world for sure. So many fantasies.

Hold Me Down and Fuck Me

Last night, Husband and I were cuddling in bed and talking. Things got quiet and I thought we were going to be going to sleep. When he ordered me to spread my legs, I realized I was wrong. I spread my legs and laid one of them on top of his. He put his hand on my lady-bits and started to caress my outer labia. My clit woke up and started to tingle, which caused me to squirm. He then parted my pussy lips and started to rub my clit with his fingers. I rocked my hips gently as he began to cover my stomach in soft kisses. He moved down to my thighs and took a deep breath. "Damn, you smell so good," he said. I felt a knot of desire in my stomach when I heard that and I wanted him so bad. He moved up to my lips and started to kiss me. I caressed his back and then placed my hand on his hip. I felt so close to cumming. He placed his hand on my cheek and it pushed me over the edge. I dug my nails into his hip as I moaned in pleasure.

He told me he wanted me from behind, so I turned over and laid flat on the bed. He placed his hands on my arms and held them down, then he shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me so hard that it hurt, yet felt so very good. He complained that I wasn't fighting him enough and ordered me to fight harder. I tried to pull my arms away from his grip, but I could only move them a little bit. He fucked me harder and said "You're not even trying. Fight me!" I used all of my strength to try to get away, but he just pushed me down harder. My arms screamed out in pain and my gut reaction was to stop fighting so it wouldn't hurt so bad. But the more it hurt, the wetter my pussy got. I was loving the pain deep down inside. He moved his hands to my wrists and held me down even harder. He squeezed my hands tightly and I moaned out in pain. He fucked me harder and said, "How does it feel to know that I can do anything I want to you and you can't get away? Does that excite you?" I managed to moan out a very weak, "Yes." He continued to fuck me for a few more minutes and then stopped. He told me to put his cock in my mouth and suck all of my pussy juice off. I told him no, so he grabbed a handful of my hair and forced me to. He held my head in place as he fucked my mouth. He shoved his cock all the way down my throat then he stopped and told me to lick it. My pussy was so wet that his cock was covered in my juices. When I tasted it, it felt so wrong, but it was so hot at the same time.

Husband asked if I wanted him to fuck me again and I said yes. So, I assumed the doggy style position and he started fucking me from behind once again. I placed my arm underneath my body so that I could rub my clit with my fingers. I began to rock my hips in rhythm with his thrusting and he smacked my ass a few times. My breathing quickened and he started to fuck me harder. His cock was hitting my g-spot and I knew I couldn't hold on any longer. I let go and came so hard. I dug my nails into the bed as my body convulsed. He continued to fuck me even harder. My g-spot was still swollen and his cock was hitting it with every thrust. I started to cum again, this time squirting all over Husband, the bed and myself. I felt my cum spraying everywhere but it felt so good that all I could do is bury my face in the bed and moan loudly. I felt dead, but he still hadn't cum yet.

I sighed and tried to gather some strength from somewhere deep inside me. Husband turned me over, spread my legs and shoved his fingers into my pussy. He massaged my g-spot and I started to protest, not thinking I had the energy for anymore orgasms. He insisted and continued to fuck me with his fingers. I started to rub my clit with my fingers and Husband started to stroke his cock with his free hand. I started to cum, once again gushing everywhere. He told me that he was going to cum in my mouth, so I was to be ready for that. He continued to fuck me with his fingers and I rubbed my clit again. When I came this time, I squirted all over his hand as he shot his hot load into my mouth. I moaned as he came in my mouth. At that point, I thought I was done, but he insisted on making me cum one last time. So, he fucked me even harder with his fingers and I squirted one last time. The bed was soaked and I immediately regretted not putting a mat down on the bed. Husband was more than happy to sleep on the wet spot though. He loves waking up smelling like my cum.

Today, my arms and wrists are very sore, but I can't see any bruising, which makes me quite sad. I love when I have marks the next day. And this was very painful, so I was hoping I'd have something to show for that. At least I had all of those orgasms. That definitely made it all worth it. Mmmm.

Dream turned fantasy

I told Husband about the dream I had last night and he wanted me to blog about it. I can honestly say that this is now on my fantasy list. Anyway, here it is:

Trystan and I were laying in bed together talking about random things. We were waiting for Husband to get out of the shower. I told Trystan how much I love his hands and explained how I have a finger fetish. Not all fingers excite me, just a specific kind, which he has. He said, "Oh yeah? So, do you think about me touching you?" I said, "All the time." He placed his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes. He began to run his fingers across my cheek and then down my neck slowly, stopping at my collar bone and then tracing it with his fingers softly. My breath caught in my throat and my whole body filled with goosebumps. I opened my eyes to find that he was staring at me. I took a deep breath, put my hand on his cheek and pulled his face toward mine. I kissed his lips softly and waited for a response. When I felt him kiss me back, I put my hand behind his head, grabbed a handful of his hair and then kissed him harder. I felt him reach behind me and grab my ass, pulling me closer to him. Our tongues massaged each other as we continued to make out. I ran my fingers through his hair, down his neck, to his chest. He started to lick my neck softly, teasing me, and then he started sucking on it. I moaned and dug my nails into his chest. I climbed on top of him and removed his shirt. I licked his neck a little and then bit it hard. He moaned in my ear, which turned me on even more, so I started to grind on his crotch. I started imagining what it would feel like to have him inside me and a small moan escaped my lips. He removed my shirt, wrapped his arms around me and then licked from my collar bone down to my breasts.

Suddenly, we heard the door open and Husband entered the room. He said, “Well, what’s going on in here?” I blushed and said, “I was warming him up for you.” Trystan laughed and said, “She was doing a good job, too.” Husband walked over to the bed and told us both to get naked, so we did. Then he said, “Now, I want you to continue what you were doing before I walked in.” So, I climbed back on top of Trystan, straddling his crotch, and started making out with him again. Husband smacked my ass very hard, causing me to moan loudly and dig my nails into Trystan’s back. He said, “That’s your punishment. Now, stick your ass up in the air so I can fuck you.” I did as I was told. Husband climbed up on the bed and shoved his cock into my pussy. Trystan massaged my breasts as we continued to make out. He began to suck on my neck again, which made me cum. I gushed all over both Husband’s and Trystan’s cocks at the same time. Husband grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. He said, “I want to watch you lick all of your juices off of Trystan’s cock and then suck it like you want to drain every last ounce of cum out of it.” He stopped fucking me long enough for me to move down and start licking Trystan’s cock. Husband smacked my ass hard again and said, “Now suck it!” I opened my mouth and slid Trystan’s cock between my lips. Husband started pounding my pussy again, hitting my G-spot with every stroke. I heard them both moaning, Husband because of my pussy and Trystan because of my mouth. I thought I may explode from such intense pleasure. I reached underneath myself and started to rub my clit. I started moaning as I continued to suck Trystan’s cock. Soon, all three of us were orgasming together. I held Trystan’s cum in my mouth and then kissed Husband, transferring the cum to his mouth. I moaned as I watched him swallow it and then lick his lips. I looked at Trystan and said, “Next time, you should be the one fucking me.” He laughed and I gave him a wink.

Happy birthday to me!

My birthday was last week. I am now 29 years old. Whew! I feel so old, but at least my sex life still rocks. As a present, Husband gave me 29 very hard birthday spankings. His hand was very red after he finished. Not as red as my ass though! There were many raised red welts all over my cheeks, and if you looked closely, you could see the outlines of his fingers in them. It was so hot. It hurt so badly, yet felt so good. Every time he would move, I'd flinch, thinking his hand was coming down on my ass again. He kept teasing me and it was torture. I loved it, but honestly, I thought I was going to lose it for a while there. He said he was going to give me "one to grow on" but I begged him not to. My ass was so sore. I'm surprised he didn't do it anyway. After Husband was done spanking me, he fucked me really hard. Every time he rammed his cock into my pussy, I cried out in pain and pleasure. My ass was so sensitive that I almost wanted him to cum quickly....I said ALMOST. The next day my ass was still so sore that it was hard to sit down. I loved it though. It was a nice memory of the night before. Mmmm.


In other news, I now have a girlfriend, Kirsten, whom I absolutely adore. Also, Husband has a boyfriend, Trystan. Things are going very well and we are all happy. Husband got his first cock in the ass by Trystan recently and he loved it as much as he thought he would. I loved hearing about it probably just as much. It's no secret that gay sex turns me on like nothing else. That being said, last night was pretty amazing. Here is the story:


Trystan came over last night and all three of us watched movies together on the couch. After the movie, Husband went to the bathroom. When he came out, he was naked. He led us both into the bedroom with him. My mind was all over the place at this point and I couldn't really focus on anything except, "Okay, this is happening." I just went with the flow as best as I could. Every time Husband and I have tried to have a threesome in the past, it never worked out, so I was very nervous.

I laid down on the bed and watched Husband and Trystan make out. It was so very sexy. Eventually Trystan laid down next to me and Husband climbed on top of him. He removed Trystan's clothes and continued to make out with him. After a while, Husband sat up, grabbed my face and started making out with me. He quickly removed my pants and then went back to making out with Trystan. Soon, Husband was kissing down Trystan's body. When he reached his cock, which looked very nice by the way, he started to lick it. Up and down his long shaft. My heart rate quickened and it almost felt like he was teasing me. I wanted him to shove that cock deep into his throat. I wanted to see him suck that cock so badly. More licking and kissing up and down Trystan's shaft. - Oh my! Please just put that cock in your mouth already before I explode! - Husband opened his mouth and it was almost like slow motion as I watched him wrap his lips around Trystan's cock. My breath caught in my throat. I found myself wishing that it wasn't so dark in there so that I could see better. He bobbed up and down on that hard cock, using his hand to help, just like I showed him. I could hear Trystan begin to let out small moans and I thought I was going to lose my mind. I wanted to touch myself so badly. Instead, I just watched silently. I took it all in and stored it away in my "spank bank" for later.

Eventually, Husband climbed back on top of Trystan and they started making out again. I saw their cocks rubbing on each other and it turned me on so much. I thought about what it would be like to lick both of them at the same time and it excited me even more. I caressed Husband's body as they kissed. I wanted to touch Trystan so badly that it actually hurt, but I didn't want to cross any lines. He's so fucking hot, it's hard to resist. As he continued to make out with Trystan, Husband reached over and started to rub my clit through my panties as well. I felt myself getting ready to cum so many times, but I kept pushing his hand away, denying myself of the orgasm. I didn't want to take the focus off of them. I was so very turned on though.

Husband went back down to suck Trystan's cock some more. He said, "Can I make requests?" I knew what he was going to say. I had told him the night before about how much I fantasize about kissing Trystan and sure enough, he asked us to make out with each other. I blushed and giggled nervously. I wasn't sure how into it he would be. I put my hand on his chest, finally an excuse to touch him, and pressed my lips against his. It took all the strength I had to keep my excitement contained. I just wanted to put my hand behind his head and grab his hair as I massaged his tongue with mine. I held back though. I kissed him for about a minute and then I pulled away because I didn't think he was into it. My clit felt like it was going to explode and my pussy was very wet. I watched Husband suck his cock some more. Trystan pulled his hair and guided his head up and down on his cock. Husband was enjoying it so much that he was moaning as he sucked. I was breathing very hard at that point, but still stayed silent.

Trystan grabbed Husband, threw him down on the bed and climbed on top of him. They made out for a short while and then Trystan made his way down to Husband's cock, licking and kissing all the way. He licked it a few times and then started sucking it. I heard the moans coming from Husband's mouth and I started to get very fidgety. I squeezed my legs together, putting pressure on my clit. I wanted to cum so badly. Trystan turned Husband on his side next to me and then laid down behind him. Husband started making out with me and rubbing my clit. Then, Trystan started to finger Husband's ass. He moaned as he kissed me and I almost came right then. Husband suddenly got up, put a condom on Trystan's cock and then lubed it up. He climbed on top of me and then started to lick my pussy. Trystan stood behind him and tried to get his cock in Husband's ass. When they realized it wasn't working out in that position, Trystan laid down and Husband climbed on top of him. He lubed up Trystan's cock again and then sat on top of it. Husband moaned loudly as Trystan's cock penetrated his ass. I watched him ride that cock like he loved it and listened very closely to Trystan's breathing. Hearing him moaning and breathing heavy made me want to reach out and run my hands all over his body. Husband started riding him harder and faster. I held my breath in anticipation, until Trystan finally orgasmed. I squeezed my legs together again in hopes to make my clit stop screaming out at me. It was throbbing like crazy and begging to be touched. They started making out again and touching each other. I watched Trystan wrap his hand around Husband's cock and jerk it a bit. Mmmm. I let out a tiny moan, hoping to still go unnoticed. After a while, Trystan got hard again and Husband started riding his cock once more. This time it didn't take long before he was cumming again.

Husband climbed down off of Trystan, removed my panties and then went down on me again. He licked my pussy as Trystan fingered his ass. He moaned as he licked my clit, which heightened the sensation. Husband put a finger inside my pussy and massaged my G-spot. I had a bit of stage fright, which made it hard to cum, but when I finally did, it was amazing. I felt myself gush all over Husband's fingers and into his mouth. He didn't give me much time to catch my breath before he threw my legs up in the air and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard. I wrapped my legs around him and angled my hips so that his cock hit my G-spot with every stroke. Soon, we were both cumming together. I gushed all over him as he shot his load into my pussy. We all collapsed on the bed together, cuddled and fell asleep. It was pretty magical.