TMI Tuesday: February 20, 2024

Happy Titty Tuesday

It's time for TMI Tuesday! Just Friends edition.

Ash:

1. Have you ever had a friendship with someone where you secretly (or not so secretly) desired them?

Yes, however, it almost always doesn't stay a secret for long. I don't have a very good filter and I end up telling people how I feel. Sometimes that can make things awkward. Oops. But I am known to crush on my friends very often.

2. Are you prone to jealousy, suspicion, or insecurity when your partner spends time with an attractive close friend without you? Why?

I don't get jealous very easily. As long as my partners are being honest and open with me, I won't feel those feelings. But as soon as someone is not being completely transparent or gets caught in a lie, I will get suspicious. The things that are likely to make me feel jealous are when you aren't giving me the same effort you are giving your other partners or not treating me fairly. Then, I get very jealous.

3. Has a previously platonic friendship ever bloomed into a sexual relationship?

This has happened quite a few times, actually. I do enjoy having sex with my friends.

4. Have you ever remained close friends with an ex-lover?

Husband and I stayed close friends for a while after we broke up. Until his ex decided to be a jealous bitch. But then we became friends again until we once again became lovers.

Gabriel and I weren't friends for a while after we broke up but we became friends again after a while. Though, his wife was a bitch and ruined that. 

Trystan is still my friend and even though he's technically Husband's ex, I'm still very much in love with him. I just don't really get to spend time with him.

5. Have you ever developed feelings for a “friend with benefits”? How did it develop, unfold, resolve?

I don't think so. Unless you count Trystan since we technically weren't dating. We were metamours but we enjoyed sexy time together. I did accidentally fall in love with him and it broke my heart when Husband broke up with him.

Bonus:  Tell us about your sluttiest act ever.

The night that this Sinful Sunday photo turned into an orgy. And now that I've been reminded of it, I realized that I never finished writing that blog post. So, I'm going to try to do that soon.

Husband

1. Have you ever had a friendship with someone where you secretly (or not so secretly) desired them?

One of my first online friends falls into this category. We were friends for a few years before we ever met in person, but after that even though we were just friends I definitely developed more feelings and interest than that. I don't think anything will ever come of it, and I am okay with that. We still flirt with each other randomly whenever we have long conversations and it never feels weird, and again I am okay with that.

2. Are you prone to jealousy, suspicion, or insecurity when your partner spends time with an attractive close friend without you? Why?

I know that I used to have issues when Wife and I were together the first time. I was a very insecure person back then, and I didn't have any firm ground to stand on when it came to feeling good about myself. Now if Wife is around attractive friends when we are apart or together, I am secure enough to not have any issues.

3. Has a previously platonic friendship ever bloomed into a sexual relationship?

I would say so, yes. Wife and I started out as friends, which blossomed into good friends. We were close and I believe that we both loved each other as friends in some capacity. However, when we met in person Wife obliterated those walls pretty thoroughly. 

4. Have you ever remained close friends with an ex-lover?

When Wife and I broke up after our first time together we stayed close friends, even though things got rocky every now and then. We remained friends though over the years we were apart and it was a wonderful thing for me. I would also say that even though Trystan and I are not really close, we are still friends. 

5. Have you ever developed feelings for a “friend with benefits”? How did it develop, unfold, resolve?

I have never had a friend with benefits.

Bonus:  Tell us about your sluttiest act ever.

After Wife and I broke up the first time my mental health was pretty crap. I ended hooking up with someone a few times just to get laid in the hopes that it would make me feel better. It didn't, but I tried.

TMI Tuesday: August 30, 2022

It's time for a TMI Tuesday blog confessional!

List 10 things you screwed up.

1) I spent too much time in my life worrying about keeping the number of sex partners I had in a low range instead of just enjoying myself and having sex with whomever I wanted to at the time.

2) I've given out way too many blow jobs to men who had no intention of ever pleasing me in return.

3) Allowing people to take advantage of me and/or fuck with my head. I am too nice to people who treat me horribly in return. I need to stop doing that.

4) I should have reported the teacher who tried to have sex with me in high school. I fear that he preyed on someone else after he was unsuccessful with me.

5) I wish I didn't convince Trystan to fuck me. He is very gay and I fear that I may have made him feel obligated at the time. I still feel guilty about that.

6) I should have partied more in college instead of wasting all that time studying for a degree that I don't even use.

7) Sex with the Doctor was a mistake. When I think about it now, there were so many red flags that I ignored.

8) Sex with G was also a mistake but the BDSM scene we had was so good that I think about it often. I wish we could have kept the kink without the sex.

9) I spent a ton of money on calling cards in high school so that I could have phone sex with random men from the internet. That was probably a poor choice.

10) When a band offered me money to record my moan to put on their album, I should have said yes. I'll forever regret that I didn't go for it.

Bonus: What do you need advice on?

How do I find someone who actually wants to have a relationship instead of people who ghost me after talking for 2 weeks?

TMI Tuesday: May 24, 2022

 

Ash:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

They cared about giving me pleasure and not just about pleasing themselves. They paid attention to my body language, breathing, and moans in order to judge how much I was enjoying the things they did to my body.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

They didn't care if I enjoyed the sex and only cared about their pleasure. In fact, after they orgasmed, they said, "I have a vibrator in my drawer if you'd like to finish yourself off."

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-girlfriend Sasha. She is gorgeous and has an amazing body. Sucks that she turned out to be a horrible person. 

4. How was it?

Sex with Sasha? It was great. She is a squirter and I very much enjoyed eating her pussy until she came on my face. She was very good at pleasuring me as well.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-boyfriend, Nolan. He's an abusive piece of shit, so I'm not even going to give him a pseudonym. That was a two-year relationship that never should have happened. Ugh.

6. Why did you do it?

He was older than me and took advantage of me. I trusted him as a close friend and he guilted me into having sex with him and then getting into a relationship with him. He was emotionally abusive and I didn't know how to get away. He made me feel like I owed it to him. After I finally broke up with him, he had his friends send me hundreds of messages telling me to kill myself. I told you, he's an abusive piece of shit.

7. How was it?

It was...okay. He was really good at oral sex. His penis was very small (no more than 3 inches fully erect) and he didn't really know how to use it. He was HORRIBLE at kissing. It always felt like he was trying to eat my face when we made out. Maybe that's also why he was good at eating my pussy.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I talked a gay guy into having sex with me. He is very very gay. But I was very very turned on by him. He was game to try it but couldn't stay hard. Totally my fault. No regrets though.

Husband:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

The thing that makes the best sex partner I've ever had so good is their ability to make me feel like magic is happening between us. I know that there is so much more to build into that description, but from the very first time until now it is a primal, energetic, magical connection that I don't know how to properly describe.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

The thing that made the worst sex partner I've ever had was their ability to constantly shame me and my sexual interests. They made me feel dirty and that I had to hide pieces of myself, large chunks at a time. They made me feel small and it hurt my mental state so much that I didn't even want to have sex.

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Wife is the most physically attractive person I've ever had sex with. I get that it may seem like a cheap shot answer, but it's the truth.

4. How was it?

You can refer back to question #1 in this set as it is that very same person. Mind-altering sex.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Sexual partner #4 for me; Jasmine.

6. Why did you do it?

I was in a very sad, depressed mental state and I wanted to be used and I didn't quite care who did it.

7. How was it?

I don't really remember how it was one way or another, so I would say it wasn't bad or good. It wasn't forgettable due to the quality, but because of my poor frame of mind.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I could say that my entire sexual experience with my ex-wife was not only bad, but also my fault because I continued to pursue her and stay with her after things started to go really bad instead of breaking things off and being smart about the entire situation. I'll totally admit the fault for that.

TMI Tuesday: December 3, 2019

A new month, a new TMI Tuesday!



Ash:
1. What’s new with you?
I've been trying really hard to stop filling so much of my life with volunteer work. I had a mental breakdown a couple months ago because I wasn't taking care of myself. Trying to find that perfect balance is hard.

2. What do most people get wrong about you?
They think that just because I'm a very sexual person, I'm down to fuck. I may be a nympho but I am very picky about who I will have sex with.

3. Who in your past would you like to have sex with again?
My first instinct is to say J1. He is the guy I lost my virginity to. He was a narcissistic asshole but he was amazing at sex. I mean, it was because i taught him everything he knew and he was a very good learner. After we broke up, his new girlfriend raved about how amazing he was in bed. I was like, "Bitch, you're welcome." Haha!

My second thought is to say my ex-girlfriend, Kirsten. She was really yummy and I regret not eating her pussy when I had the chance.

4. What do you always have time for?
An orgasm. Friends who need a shoulder to lean on when times are tough.

5. What is it about you that a lot of people comment on?
My skin. Apparently it is insanely soft.

Bonus: Who has completely lost your respect?
My sister.


Husband:
1. What’s new with you?
Last week we brought two new things into our home, one of them being a new vacuum cleaner and the other a cute new guinea pig. I'm excited to try out the new vacuum as well as the bonding experience with the new guinea pig.

2. What do most people get wrong about you?
My age? I don't really know what people get wrong about me.

3. Who in your past would you like to have sex with again?
My third girlfriend. She's so hot. ( She's also Wife!) I would also have sex with Trystan again, because other than Wife that was probably the only other sex I remember enjoying . In a different dimension where my first girlfriend wasn't a complete asshole and a sadistic bitch I might consider sex with her because it's been such a long time ago that I don't remember much about the sex other than the emotional abuse from the relationship.

4. What do you always have time for?
Family, reading, breathing.

5. What is it about you that a lot of people comment on?
My weirdness. That I am funny and silly.

Bonus: Who has completely lost your respect?
I don't think I've completely lost respect for anyone recently. My boss tends to be someone who goes back and forth the most between gaining some respect and then blowing it terribly.

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TMI Tuesday: September 17, 2019

TMI Tuesday - Do your thang!

I'm going to do my thang by going back to last week when I missed the TMI Tuesday questions.




Ash:
1. Which of these do you do the most with your significant other? List in order of frequency from done the most to performed less frequently. If you don’t engage in any of this with your significant other write N/A (not applicable)
a. Eat meals with your significant other without smartphones, tablets, TV or any device.
b. Exercise together
c. Share a morning kiss that lasts longer than six seconds.
a. We don't do this as often as we should. I do try more often than Husband does but we could both do better. We tend to not be on our phones when we eat out at a restaurant though.
b. We go on family bike rides, hikes, and other outdoor activities. We have also worked out at home together occasionally. I'd love to do this more often but he doesn't have a lot of time for it.
c. We don't often kiss for an extended amount of time, especially in the morning.

2. Briefly tell us about a time when things felt helpless but you knew you would pull through.
When Husband broke up with his boyfriend, Trystan, I was heartbroken. I had fallen in love with Trystan and Husband just didn't feel the same way. There was a lot of emotional pain to sort through during that time. Things got very dark and cold between Husband and myself. I knew we would eventually pull through but Husband didn't think we would. I still hurt but I've moved on.

3. Would you rather have sex in a posh romantic hotel suite, on a secluded tropical beach or in your own bedroom? Why?
It's definitely between the first two. I love hotel sex. It's pretty amazing. I've never stayed in a posh romantic hotel suite but I love the thought of it. Then again, the beach is my favorite place. I love the ocean so very much. One of my unfulfilled fantasies is having sex on the beach, however, I don't like the idea of getting sand in my vagina. So, it would depend on the surroundings. Are we actually in the sand or is there a nice little hut or something? That would be the deciding factor.

4. Have you practiced orgasm denial? Did you like it? Would you do it again?
I hate orgasm denial. Husband enjoys doing it every once in a while and it annoys me every time. If I'm going to cum, then why not let me cum? I see it this way, if you keep edging me for an hour, then I only get to have one orgasm once we are finished. If you allow me to cum when I want, then I could have multiple orgasms during that time. I don't understand why you would choose the former over the latter.

5. Finish this line: I doubt I will ever tell you _____.
Where I live.

Bonus: Would you pay good money to have the kind of sex you want, when you want?
Nah, Husband usually gives me exactly what I want. The stuff that he can't give me (sex with a woman) isn't something that I'd ever want to pay for.



Husband:
1. Which of these do you do the most with your significant other? List in order of frequency from done the most to performed less frequently. If you don’t engage in any of this with your significant other write N/A (not applicable)
a. Eat meals with your significant other without smartphones, tablets, TV or any device.
b. Exercise together
c. Share a morning kiss that lasts longer than six seconds.
A, C, B -n/a I would like to do more and longer kissing for sure, however I do a lot of hugging. Hopefully we can start exercising together at some point.

2. Briefly tell us about a time when things felt helpless but you knew you would pull through.
There are many times when I feel helpless, and the majority of those times I have a difficult time feeling like I am going to pull through. I wish it was as easy as just knowing things were going to be okay, but most of the times it just doesn't. The cloud is too dark, and things feel too hard. Thankfully those times I don't rely on hope or the light at the end of the tunnel, I don't look up, keep my eyes on my feet and plod along, one foot in front of the other for as long as it takes to make it out alive.

3. Would you rather have sex in a posh romantic hotel suite, on a secluded tropical beach or in your own bedroom? Why?
I would much rather be in a fancy hotel, and the biggest reason for that is that I can stay in comfort and not have to worry about cleaning up after ourselves. I know that it may seem rude, but this way I won't have to worry about ruining our own bedding!

4. Have you practiced orgasm denial? Did you like it? Would you do it again?
I have practiced orgasm denial on Wife. It is fun to keep bringing her close to orgasm and then stopping and then going at it again, just to hear her beg. However after talking about it later, it ended up not being as appealing to me as in the moment, because it was unpleasant for her. If I would do it again, it would be short term denial.

5. Finish this line: I doubt I will ever tell you _____.
I doubt I would ever tell you how much I hurt.

Bonus: Would you pay good money to have the kind of sex you want, when you want?
I don't have to pay any money to have the kind of sex I want when I want it, because Wife is amazing and her body is magical.

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TMI Tuesday: June 26, 2018

Heyyyy! TMI Tuesday time again.





Ash:
1. Is your sex life more fantasy or reality?
It's a little of both, I guess. I have a great sex life with my husband, however, I do fantasize often about things that I can't have. For example, sex with women and people who I am crushing on.

2. If you could hook-up with a past lover (with no repercussions or regret), who would it be and why? (No need to use real names just briefly describe the person and their relationship to you.)
My husband's ex-boyfriend, Trystan. I'm still very attracted to him. The three of us had some amazing sex together. I miss it so much. I would definitely hook up with him again.

Also, I'd love to fuck my ex-girlfriend, Kirsten again. We had a foursome with Trystan and Husband once and it was very hot.

3. You can only indulge in one of the following sex acts for the rest of your life, which would you choose to enjoy?
a. oral sex, only giving
b. 69
c. oral sex, only receiving
d. mutual masturbation
Well, fuck. This list is rubbish. Shit. How am I supposed to choose? Alright, fine, I choose A. I don't think I could give up sucking cock. I love that too much.

4. With each lover do you pay attention to what they want or do you have a repertoire that you stick to when having sex?
Of course I have key moves that I always use but if I know a partner likes certain things, I will definitely do those things. I also pay attention to their reactions to find out what they like.

5. Do you initiate sex for healthful benefits, e.g., to sleep better or relieve pain?
I definitely use sex to help me get to sleep. If I can't sleep and I'm alone, I will masturbate. If I'm with my partner, I will try to initiate sex.

Bonus: Do you understand the clitoris?
That's a difficult question. I understand my clitoris. Every clitoris is different though. Each one likes to be touched differently. I absolutely love to get to know the ones I don't understand yet.



Husband:
1. Is your sex life more fantasy or reality?
I definitely feel like my sex life is grounded in reality. There are things that I imagine/fantasize about and things that come to me, but the majority of them we are able to do.

2. If you could hook-up with a past lover (with no repercussions or regret), who would it be and why? (No need to use real names just briefly describe the person and their relationship to you.)
If I could hook up with a past lover it would be Wife, because I get to cheat this answer because it has come to pass that way. We dated back in 2001-2002 and then split apart because we were both very young. Now I get to have that amazing sex with more experience and understanding under my belt. I feel like a much better lover that is able to satisfy my lover's needs and desires.

3. You can only indulge in one of the following sex acts for the rest of your life, which would you choose to enjoy?
a. oral sex, only giving
b. 69
c. oral sex, only receiving
d. mutual masturbation
Mutual masturbation would be the best for me in both giving and receiving. This is some pretty slim pickings for the rest of my life though.

4. With each lover do you pay attention to what they want or do you have a repertoire that you stick to when having sex?
I have a repertoire but it is not set in stone. I am adaptable and able to change depending on the needs and the feedback I receive from my lover.

5. Do you initiate sex for healthful benefits, e.g., to sleep better or relieve pain?
I do! Sometimes I do it for myself, but mostly I will initiate sexual contact in the hopes that it will help Wife recover from what ails her.

Bonus: Do you understand the clitoris?
I do my best to listen and respond.

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TMI Tuesday: June 19, 2018

Hi there! Let’s play TMI Tuesday.

Take a Look at Me Now.



Ash:
1. What was your biggest worry five years ago, do you still have that same worry or feel the same about it at this minute?
This was a very difficult time for me. Husband broke up with his boyfriend, Trystan, and decided that he was going to be monogamous. I had fallen in love with Trystan, which made the whole thing extra messy. I was very depressed and suicidal at the time. My biggest worry was that I was going to carry out my suicide plan. Thankfully, I made it through. Recently, we started talking to Trystan again. I had missed him so much. I still have an ache in my heart but I'm so glad that he's in a good place with an amazing fiance.

2. Do you have a positive or negative body image? What factors contribute to your self body image?
a. advertisements
b. media and social media
c. comments from others
d. introspection and analysis of self
It really depends on the day, but it's mostly negative. I can usually fake confidence really well. Every once in a while I feel really sexy and I love those days. I would say that all of those things effect my body image. Advertisements usually focus on thin women being beautiful, the media often talks bad about full figured women and praises thin women, and sometimes strangers say mean things to me about my weight. All of those things negatively effect my self image. However, nice comments from others help me to feel beautiful. So, that positively effects my self image.

3. How confident are you as a person?
a. no confidence at all
b. confident around friends and family
c. confident at work, and in my job
d. very confident in my surroundings–work, social settings, with strangers
I'll say B. I am confident around family and sometimes friends. I tend to be awkward and doubt myself a lot.

4. How creative a person are you? Why?
a. not creative
b. average creativity
c. creative in some situations
d. very creative
I'll go with C. I'm an excellent party planner and cake decorator. I get very creative with that.

5. Do you resent things being uncertain and unpredictable? Why?
a. agree
b. undecided or Don’t Know
c. disagree
Yeah, I do prefer when things are certain. I don't like when things are "up in the air" and uncertain. I don't have any problem with being occasionally spontaneous, but I do like having a plan. Unpredictability makes me feel anxious.

Bonus: What do you wish you had invented?
A super strength goth sunscreen that prevents me from getting tan in the summer when I want to spend every day in the pool.



Husband:
1. What was your biggest worry five years ago, do you still have that same worry or feel the same about it at this minute?
My biggest worry five years ago was trying to find my way after breaking up with my boyfriend. Things were dark and scary because of all the hurt that rippled through every one involved.

2. Do you have a positive or negative body image? What factors contribute to your self body image?
a. advertisements
b. media and social media
c. comments from others
d. introspection and analysis of self
I would say that for the most part I have a neutral body image, which dips into the negative from time to time. Factors that affect it would be both B and D. I think about my health and how I should be doing so much more to better myself. Social media usually makes me see others that Wife is attracted to and then I look at myself and question my body. I see how it stirs her, and then worry that I don't.

3. How confident are you as a person?
a. no confidence at all
b. confident around friends and family
c. confident at work, and in my job
d. very confident in my surroundings–work, social settings, with strangers
B and C for sure. I feel really good around both family and friends, and it bolsters confidence that might not really be that strong. I feel most confident about my work though. I know the areas where I really shine and I keep them polished while always trying to learn more and practice so I can become confident in those skills as well.

4. How creative a person are you? Why?
a. not creative
b. average creativity
c. creative in some situations
d. very creative
I have varying degree of creativity in varying situations or subjects. Sometimes inspiration is really difficult for me to find and connect with. I am not nearly as creative as I used to be years ago though. I enjoy when my muse rides me though, the outcomes are usually pretty intense and amazing. 

5. Do you resent things being uncertain and unpredictable? Why?
a. agree
b. undecided or Don’t Know
c. disagree
For the most part yes I agree. It is the biggest reason I don't do bets or gambling because I want to know with certainty that the outcome is in my favor. However when it comes to life in general I know that certainty goes out the window when looking at the big picture, and I try my best to accept how things go and adapt myself accordingly. I feel like in this I excel beyond the majority of people.

Bonus: What do you wish you had invented?
Oh boy. I wish I had invented a cryowave. This would work similar to a microwave, but would chill things rather than heat them up. Want to make ice cubes really quick, fill the tray and throw it in the cryowave. Need to cool something down, cryowave. I just think it is something that would be pretty damn awesome. Granted it hasn't been invented, but if one day it does, I definitely will have wanted to have invented it.

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TMI Tuesday - August 29, 2017

It’s sexy time! Today is the day, the day you decide to play TMI Tuesday.



Wife:
1. Have you ever had sex in the changing room of a store?
I have never had sex in a changing room at a store but I have masturbated in one. It is definitely a fantasy that's on my bucket list to do though.

2. Ever blindfolded your partner for sex or have you been blindfolded during sex?
Yes to both. I'm not the biggest fan of the blindfold thing. Mostly because it distracts me. It feels so uncomfortable on my eyes and I just keep thinking about how I'd rather take it off. That ends up ruining any sexiness that's going on. I'm still open to trying it when my partner wants to. I haven't blindfolded my partners much. I guess it's just not really my thing.

3. Who out there likes to be tied up for sex?
I love being tied up. Having sex while tied up is very hot. I also like to be tied up while we cuddle and watch a movie. I just love rope and being restrained. I also love handcuffs during sex because I think they hurt more on my wrists, which really turns me on. I like to fight against my restraints.

4. Shower sex…yea or nay? Why?
I love foreplay in the shower. Making out, kissing/touching each other's wet bodies, oral sex, etc. I don't really like actual intercourse in the shower because, interestingly, water has a way of making the vagina dry.

5. Ever done a striptease for a lover?
Yes. The first time I did this, my lover laughed at me. A lot. He was just an asshole but it really scarred me. It took me years before I felt comfortable enough to try it again. I have done it for Husband quite a few times. I've also done it for my ex-girlfriend, Kirsten and Husband's ex-boyfriend, Trystan.

Bonus: What are you thinking?
That I really wish I had a FWB that could come over and keep me company on Friday night. I have a few free hours and I'd love to spend them getting fucked.



Husband:
1. Have you ever had sex in the changing room of a store?

I have not had sex in the changing room of a store, even though it sounds really hot to fuck in such a public place as this. The possibility of getting caught and being tagged forever as a sex offender generally keeps me from exploring sex in public.

2. Ever blindfolded your partner for sex or have you been blindfolded during sex?

I have blindfolded Wife a few times during foreplay, because I enjoy the tension I hear in her voice when she is talking to me when I get toys that I want to play with on her. I enjoy that little hint of fear that she has, because she has to trust me. I think the only time we have actually kept the blindfold on during sex was because the lights were on and I wanted to see the things I was doing to her body.

I think Wife has blindfolded me during foreplay once or twice, but not while we were actually fucking.

3. Who out there likes to be tied up for sex?

I have been tied up for sex a few times. I have had some really unpleasant experiences in the past with a previous partner which has made it difficult to enjoy being tied up during sex often. The few times Wife has tied me up it has been during foreplay, I do not believe we have actually had sex while I was tied up.

I do very much enjoy tying my wife up before and during sex. I enjoy watching her helpless, again knowing that she has to and does trust me. This is something that I think will have to happen again soon.

4. Shower sex…yea or nay? Why?

Yea; with the right shower. With the shower we have; nay. Our shower is too small, too cramped, too just not quite right for most sexy things. That hasn't stopped us from having fun and playing anyways. Plus also, I always get turned on when we shower together, especially if I get to wash her and get her all soapy and wet.

5. Ever done a striptease for a lover?

I believe I have, a few times. I'm strange in that I feel completely comfortable once I am nude, but I don't always feel fantastic about my body getting to that point. Though, now that I have some sexy underthings for my nether regions I will probably feel more inclined to do this in the future.

Bonus: What are you thinking?

I am thinking about how Wife was a very good girl last night, but we talked about doing naughty things while she was being good. I am thinking about all those dirty things that I want to do to her. I am also thinking about my birthday spankings that I am to receive later this week.

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I'd love to go back to your bus and suck your cock

Well, hello there. Apparently I have been gone for quite some time. I had no idea that three months had passed since the last time I wrote in here. Oh well, I'm here now! Yay?

Anyway, I've been stuck in fantasy land for the last couple weeks. Back in May, I wrote about an artist named Tom Odell. My obsession with him has only gotten stronger over the last five months. I've since bought his first album, which is amazing by the way. I've listened to it so much that I have memorized every song. I don't think a day passes in which I don't listen to at least one of his songs. Hearing his voice brings such happiness to my soul. Everything about him is perfect. Okay, well I'm not a big fan of the fact that he smokes, but I can let that slide.

Alright, I'll get to the point. Last month, Tom announced that he would be touring in the US. I squeed loudly and went to look at the tour dates. The closest place he would be playing was Chicago, which is five hours away from where I live. I tried to find a way that Husband could come with me, but since it was on a Friday, it just wasn't going to happen. So, I talked Trystan into going with me. Since my birthday was the Friday before the concert, Trystan bought my concert ticket and drove me there. During the whole week before the concert, I couldn't focus on anything. All I could think about was the fact that I was going to be in the same room with Tom. I fantasized like crazy. I wanted to meet him. I wanted to touch his perfect hands. I knew it wasn't likely though. So, I prepared myself for that. I decided that I would be content just to see him on stage and hear him play live. Anything more would be a bonus.

We drove to Chicago, which ended up taking six hours because of the horrible Chicago traffic. Once we got there, we made our way to the club so we could stand outside for three hours waiting for the doors to open. I wanted to be first in line so that I could be in the front row, since it was standing room only. As I was waiting to cross the street in front of the club, I see the drummer walk across the street toward me. Only then did I become aware of the huge tour bus to my right. That's when I realized that Tom was probably in there...so close to me. I gasped but kept my cool. I stood in front of the club, staring at that bus, just hoping that Tom would come out. Then my wish came true. There he was, standing across the street. I turned around to calm myself. I took a few deep breaths and then turned around just in time to see him stepping up on the curb right in front of me. So, I said, "Hello." What?? Hello?? That's it? He returned the greeting in his sexy British accent and then stood next to me. He was smoking, so he had to finish his cigarette before entering the building. All of a sudden, I felt thankful that he smokes. He asked if we were coming to the show and how I found out about his music. When he found out I was thirty, he said, "You don't look a day over 24." Oh my! I melted right there in that moment. I wanted to say, "Oh, well in that case, do you like older women?" But I couldn't decide if that would be too creepy. I didn't think I would be that tongue-tied and star-struck. I had convinced myself that I wouldn't get lucky enough to meet him, so I hadn't fully prepared myself for this possibility. We had a five minute conversation, in which I probably made an ass out of myself. Then, he shook my hand...yes, I touched his hand... *sigh* I wanted to caress his hand when it touched mine. Fuck, his hands are so damn perfect. As I was shaking his hand, I realized that my hands were all sweaty from being so nervous and turned on. Dammit! I shook Tom's hand with sweaty palms. Gah! I was super embarrassed. My face turned red and I wanted to disappear. I felt thankful when he turned away to go inside the club. I didn't even ask for a picture. Ugh. I failed so hard. Where did my confidence go? I thought I was ready for this. Turns out, Tom turns me to jelly and I become a stupid girl. Who would have thought?

When the doors opened, I was the first person inside. I took my place right in front of the piano, lined up just right so that I could see his hands on the piano and see his face while he sings. Best spot in the whole place. The stage was so small that I was only a few feet from his piano. Holy shit. It was fucking amazing. I suffered through the first band, praying that they would be done soon. I couldn't wait any longer. When Tom came out, my breath caught and I couldn't breathe for a few seconds. He sat down at the piano and started playing. I was in heaven. I wanted that moment to last forever. Unfortunately, they only played for an hour, but it was an amazing show. They had a couple jam sessions that were not planned at all. It was great. I couldn't stop smiling.

After the show, I waited, hoping that they would come hang out. I knew it was a long shot, but the slim chance convinced me to stay. I saw the drummer, so I went up to him and asked him to sign a CD for me. We talked for a few minutes and he was incredibly nice. Then, I moved on to the guitarist, who talked a little less, but was still nice. Next, we saw the bassist, so we went up to him. He didn't seem interested in talking, but he did sign the CD for me. After a few minutes, Tom showed up. Oh god, he was perfect. His hair was all sweaty and I just wanted to run my fingers through it...pull his face toward mine...kiss his yummy lips. I wanted him so badly. I wished it were appropriate for me to grab his hand, pull him to a private area and suck his cock. I just wanted to make him cum. I wanted to hear him moan. I have never wanted anything more. I'm sure the heat coming off of my body was insane. I walked up to him and waited patiently for him to finish his conversation with other people. I kept looking him up and down. Those skinny jeans he wears...oh my. I kept staring at his neck. It was so pale and inviting. I wanted to kiss...lick...bite. I would do anything he wanted me to do. He turned to me, so I asked him to sign the CD. Then everyone else wanted him to sign theirs as well. He kept putting the marker in his mouth. I was jealous of that marker. He apologized for putting it in his mouth. I told him I didn't mind. Oh man, he had no idea how much I didn't mind. When he finally finished signing all of the CDs, he gave the marker back to me. Even though that marker belonged to Trystan, I kept it. I couldn't give it back after all that. I finally got up the courage to ask him for a picture. He put his hand on my back. I melted again. I failed at having a decent conversation with him. My mind was so mushy that I didn't know what would be appropriate. I didn't want him to think I was some freak who he needs to avoid. While I may be somewhat obsessed with him, I wouldn't do anything crazy or inappropriate. Well, unless I knew he was up for it. Haha. Besides, how do you say, "I have a huge crush on you and I'd love to go back to your bus and suck your cock" without sounding creepy?

At that moment, I knew it was time to go. I had to drive the five hours back home and there really was no point of sticking around since I couldn't bring myself to say anything worthwhile anyway. It was so hard to leave. The energy in that place was amazing and I didn't want to leave Tom. I loved being in the same place he was. I was sad to leave, but it couldn't last forever. We walked back to the car and I drove for five hours, fantasizing about Tom, not being able to stop smiling. When I got home, I passed out and dreamed about Tom. And now five days later, I'm still fantasizing about him. I've got it bad. That's for damn sure.

So, that's my story. It was much more exciting than I can convey with words. Here are a couple pictures that Trystan took that night. Enjoy.

Restraint and Orgasm Denial

Saturday was date night for Husband and I. We got to hang out with Trystan for a while, which was great. I wish he was naked during our hangout time, but I'll take what I can get. Besides, my imagination works pretty well. ;)

When we got home that night, Husband showed me what he had brought home from work. It was a bunch of cable ties. I had mentioned earlier in the week that I was interested in trying them because I never had before. So, I was of course instantly turned on.

I took off all of my clothes except for my bra and panties, then I laid down on the bed. Husband laid next to me and placed his hand on my breast, massaging it slowly. He then ran his hand down my side softly and stopped at my crotch. I arched my back as he rubbed my sweet spot on top of my panties. It made me feel like a teenager, heavy petting on top of clothes. It turned me on so much and I was loving it. I moaned and felt myself get wetter. Soon my panties were so wet that Husband couldn't resist sticking his fingers inside me. He put his hand under my panties and fucked me with his finger. I moaned louder and dug my nails into his back. Suddenly, he stopped, sucked my pussy juice off his finger, ripped my panties off, tossed them across the room and then rubbed my clit with his fingers. My pussy was so wet that his fingers were gliding over my clit like it was made of silk. It didn't take long before I was cumming...so hard. I dug my nails into his back once again and moaned loudly as my back arched.

Husband licked his finger one last time, jumped on top of me and grabbed a cable tie. He ordered me to put my hands together, then he wrapped the tie around my wrists and tightened it. He put my hands over my head and held them down with one hand. He shoved his cock in my pussy and fucked me hard. I was so turned on that my G-spot was very swollen. I felt so close to orgasm already. He fucked me harder but stopped suddenly when I was about to cum. I let out a loud sigh and he said, "You want to cum, don't you?" I said, "Yes, please." He laughed and said, "No, you have to wait." He began fucking me again, softer this time. I lifted my legs higher, trying to get him to hit my G-spot harder. He said, "Oh, you're very tricky." He held me down harder and I tried resisting. There was no way I could get away. He started fucking me harder and I tensed up. I was so close to cumming, then he stopped yet again. Oh my! It wasn't fair! I wanted to cum so badly.

At this point, I knew it wasn't going to take much to make me cum. I was just hoping that I could get it done before Husband stopped again. I started to think of ways that I could outsmart him. He began fucking me slowly, and I focused on the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my very wet pussy. My body filled with goosebumps as I enjoyed the feeling. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him inside me harder. He asked me if I was ready to cum and I moaned, "Yes!" He let go of my arms and told me to pretend that someone else was holding me down. So, I did as I was told. He grabbed my legs, lifting them toward my head, and started fucking me harder than before. He was fucking me so very hard that it was forcing moans out of my mouth. I felt my orgasm building and then it released. I started squirting all over Husband, and then I felt it start squirting all over me as well. It landed in my eye, but I couldn't be bothered with that. I just closed my eyes and finished the orgasm. Husband grabbed my hands, cut the cable tie and ordered me to touch myself. I started rubbing my clit as he continued to fuck me. A few seconds later, I started cumming again. Oh, it was so glorious. We both collapsed and then Husband asked, "Who were you imagining that was holding you down?" I said, "Oh, I was imagining it was Trystan." He said, "I knew you would." Something tells me he did that on purpose. Regardless, I loved it. Very much. I had marks on my wrists afterward, but nothing that lasted until the next day. I think next time, we will definitely make it tighter and see how that goes. I love when I have marks the next day.

The gift that keeps on giving

Wow, it's been a long time since I've written in here. Things changed and Husband and I went through a rough patch in our sex life. Husband and Trystan broke up and I didn't take it well. But I'm not going to go into all of that. The important part is that we are finally getting back to normal. So, hopefully this means that I will be posting here more often. I know you all have been going through withdrawals. ;)

My Valentine's Day was pretty wonderful. Husband tends to be the romantic one in our relationship. I kind of fail when it comes to romance. My idea for a present was this:



That right there, is my new strap-on cock. It's pretty amazing if I do say so myself. I've been searching for a long time to find the right one, and this one called out to me as soon as I saw it. It sounds dumb, but as soon as I held it in my hand, I felt a bond forming. I've always felt like I should have been born a man. I fantasize about having a penis quite often. This is the closest that I will ever get to having one and I couldn't wait to surprise Husband with it.

That night, while Husband was in the shower, I strapped on my cock and laid in bed waiting for him. When he walked into the bedroom, he saw my hard cock pointing toward the ceiling, waiting for him. He smiled bashfully and asked, "What am I supposed to do with that?" I said, "Well, what would you like to do with it?" He climbed on the bed, crawled toward me and then started to lick my cock. I had fantasized about that for so long, I couldn't believe it was finally happening. My eyes rolled back in my head as he started to suck it. I could almost feel what he was doing. My clit started to throb as I watched him bob up and down. I was so close to orgasm and I didn't even have any clitoral stimulation. Husband started to touch my clit gently with his fingers and I moaned in pleasure. He quickened his speed and I started to cum. I knew that I'd be into having someone do that, but I never thought that it would actually bring me to orgasm. It was so surreal and I loved it.

Husband climbed on top of me, lubed up my cock and sat on it. He moaned loudly as my cock entered his ass. He bounced up and down on my cock as I held on tight to his hips. I was loving it just as much as he was. After a while, he leaned in to kiss me and I continued to fuck him while we made out. Soon, I was cumming again.

I wanted Husband inside me so badly at this point. I took the strap-on off and told him to fuck me, so he did. He fucked me so hard that I started to gush all over him and myself. By the time we were done, we were both covered in cum. It was pretty fantastic. The next day, Husband said, "I had an amazing night. Thank you for all my Valentine's gifts. Especially the one that can keep on giving." So, I guess romance isn't always the best way to win someone's heart.

Sucking and Fucking

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Shots of cum for the both of us

I've been fantasizing about Trystan a lot lately. He joins Husband and I in the bedroom pretty often now. I think all three of us are happy about that. Things have gone from me thinking that nothing would ever happen between Trystan and I because he's gay to him actually wanting to have sex with me. What? How? I don't know, but I'm not going to question it. I just say "Hell fucking yeah!" and enjoy it. It's just because I'm so damn irresistible. ;)

This past weekend, I told Trystan that I had been fantasizing about him cumming in my mouth again. He came over on Monday night, so I thought that would be the perfect time for him to do that. However, I didn't want to steal him away from Husband too much either. So, I decided to go with the flow and see where it took us. Things started with me going down on Husband in the middle of a candle-lit conversation in bed. I started to suck his cock and then Trystan quickly followed. We both licked and sucked Husband's cock together. I ran my fingernails up and down his legs, making him writhe and moan out in pleasure. It was turning me on so much that I could feel my pussy getting very wet. I let Trystan take over sucking his cock and I started to lick Husband's side, down to his hip and then down his inguinal crease. I love the taste of his skin and it's so soft and smooth in those places. Mmmm. Trystan let me take over again and stood next to Husband who then started to suck his cock. I continued to suck Husband's cock as I also watched him suck Trystan's. It was so hot that my clit started to tingle and I moaned. I wanted to be touched too, so I laid down next to Husband and Trystan went back down to suck his cock. Husband started to make out with me and then Trystan came up to join us. All three of us were licking and kissing each other's mouths at the same time. Then, Trystan started to make out with just me. I actually got some good tongue action this time, which was extremely exciting. Trystan hasn't been making out with much tongue, which is the way that I used to be as well. People who have tried to swallow my tongue, eat my whole head or drooled all over me while making out made me not enjoy kissing. I spent about five years not kissing much because of that. I started to enjoy it a lot more over the last couple years and now I look forward to it again. It's nice being able to get turned on from just a kiss. Husband and Trystan both turn me on with their kisses.

After making out a bit, Trystan laid down on the bed and Husband started to suck his cock. I watched him and got turned on even though I was slightly jealous. I think Husband realized that I wanted to taste it too, so he asked, "Would you like to share?" Of course! You don't have to ask me twice! I went down and started to lick and suck Trystan's cock. Tongues running down his shaft, touching one another, then back up to meet at the top. We made out a bit over Trystan's cock. Husband grabbed my hair, pulled it, then shoved my head down onto Trystan's big cock. It went deep into my throat and I sucked it for a while. Husband watched very closely as I bobbed up and down. After a while, Husband took over again. While I sat back and watched, Trystan grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. I moaned out and he did it again. Oh my, that was so fucking hot. Husband sucked Trystan's cock until it exploded in his mouth. Then, he kissed me and transferred some of the cum to my mouth. I licked my lips and said, "Mmmm. Thank you for sharing." It was so good and I was happy to at least get a taste even if he didn't cum in my mouth.

I laid down once again as Trystan and Husband made out some more. Then, Husband climbed on top of me and kissed his way down my body. He started to lick my clit and I closed my eyes to focus on the feeling of his tongue on my lady bits. He inserted a finger into my pussy and started to fuck me with it. Trystan got closer to me and I could hear him breathing in my ear. It turned me on so much. I started getting close to cumming, so Husband started to fuck me harder with his finger. I moaned and pinched one of my nipples between my fingers, then I started to cum. An amazing release of sexual tension. Oh my god. It was great. Trystan pulled Husband close to him and made out with him again, tasting his pussy flavored lip gloss. I smiled and got turned on even more.

Husband started to make out with me again, then shoved his cock into my very wet pussy. Trystan grabbed my hand and held it as Husband fucked me. I ran my fingers over his hand and fingers. Mmmm. God, I love his hands so much. I tightened my pussy as Husband continued to fuck me harder. Trystan touched both of our bodies, heightening the pleasure that we were feeling. I felt Husband's cock ramming my G-spot over and over and I began to breathe heavy. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed tight. Husband fucked me even harder as we both came together. My pussy gushed all over him as his cock simultaneously filled it with cum. After we were finished, my body continued to convulse slightly and my pussy kept tightening around his cock. We both moaned every time it happened. Husband finally pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean up.

I noticed Trystan's cock was hard again. He said that he was going to just let it go because everyone was tired, but I didn't want that to happen. I offered to help and he turned me down. When Husband got back into the room, he said he was going to make me cum one more time. He laid next to me and started to rub my clit with his fingers. My clit was so sensitive and I was so wet that it didn't take long before I was cumming. The more comfortable I get with Trystan, the faster I can acheive orgasm, which is awesome. After my last orgasm, I mentioned Trystan's cock needing some more attention. Husband told me that I should suck him off, so I jumped on that! In my head I was thinking, "Yay! I got my wish!" So, Husband made out with Trystan as I sucked his cock. I was at an odd angle, so I was concerned that I wasn't doing very well, but soon Trystan was cumming in my mouth. I sucked his cock until I knew I had gotten every bit of his sweet juices in my mouth and then I swallowed it. Mmmm. What a way to end the night! That's definitely something I'd like to replay again in the future.

Cumming In Unison

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My first foursome experience

On Saturday night, my whole poly family (Husband, Trystan, Kirsten and myself) went to see a Halloween burlesque/drag strip show together. It was really wonderful to have all of us together. The show was great and lots of boobies were seen. Earlier in the night, Husband, Trystan and I went to dinner together as well. Trystan was dressed as Captain Jack Sparrow for the show and when we were leaving, he told me that he was planning to give us a strip show when we got back to his place (something that I had requested of him a while back). I spent the rest of the night looking forward to it. He looks so hot as a pirate. Though, I have to admit that I still prefer him nude.

Now, back to the show. I got to see my favorite burlesque dancer perform. That made me very happy because she took a couple months off from performing and I had really missed seeing her boobs dance. Anyway, I spent the whole intermission making out with Kirsten, which was awesome. Her lips are so amazing and yummy. Husband took a picture of us while we were making out and it's actually really hot. I keep looking at it and then closing my eyes and fantasizing about her. At one point, she was also running her hand up and down my leg, which was really turning me on.

When the show started back up, someone danced to the song Sweet Dreams by Marilyn Manson. This is significant because ever since I first heard that song when I was 13 years old, it has turned me on. And not turned on to the point of just thinking about sex. I'm talking about turned on so much that I may start to hump random people/objects. I actually lost my virginity while listening to that song. So, you can imagine how I was feeling at that point. If I wasn't already turned on before that, then I sure as hell was then. I was so ready to leave at that point. But there were so many more boobies to see and I do so love boobies.

So, we finished the show and then all four of us walked back to our cars hand-in-hand. Husband and I had already planned on going back to Trystan's house and sleeping over there for the night. Kirsten decided that she wanted to join us, which was a pleasant surprise. When we got to Trystan's house, I reminded him that he owed us a strip show. No, I definitely didn't forget about that! Husband and I sat on the bed and watched him strip. After he was done, Trystan climbed on top of Husband and started making out with him. I talked Husband into stripping as well, but there wasn't much dancing involved, since he doesn't dance. Then, I even got a strip show from Kirsten as well! That was my favorite part for sure.

Kirsten joined us in the bed and removed my clothes. Husband and Trystan were in bed next to us making out and sexing it up, but I wasn't paying much attention to what they were doing. Kirsten and I made out for a while and then she went down on me. I felt her licking and sucking on my clit and it felt so good. I closed my eyes and focused on breathing. She climbed on top of me and started to rub my clit with her fingers. I put my hand on her face, guided her lips toward mine and started making out with her again. I could taste my pussy juices on her lips and it turned me on even more. Every time my tongue touched hers, I thought about how that tongue was just on my clit. Mmmm. I heard Trystan breathing heavy and start to moan. I snapped back to reality and realized that the boys were still going at it next to us. My clit started to tingle and I listened to them closely as Kirsten kept rubbing my clit. I heard Trystan moaning and I knew he was cumming. That sent me over the edge. I orgasmed as well and it was amazing.

I took a moment to recover because my brain was all mush at that point, then I kissed Kirsten again. I ran my hands all over her soft skin and slowly made my way down to her lady bits. I cupped it in my hand and felt the warmness coming off of her. I couldn't wait to stick my fingers between her lips and feel the wetness contained inside. I rubbed it a bit and then opened her lips so that my finger could find her clit. I rubbed her clit, slowly at first. I watched her face and enjoyed the look of pleasure that was showing all over it. I rubbed it faster and she started breathing heavy. My clit responded by starting to throb. I put my face against her chest and listened to her breathing. I held my breath and waited for her to cum. She started to moan and my clit screamed out at me. I squeezed my legs together and focused on the sound of the sweet moans coming out of her mouth. I love the noises she makes when she cums.

I laid there next to Kirsten, holding her. Husband was laying right behind me and I could feel his cock against my ass. I knew he hadn't cum yet. I asked him if he wanted to and he said yes. So, he climbed on top of me and started fucking me. He put my feet up on his chest and raised my ass up so that he would hit my G-spot. As he fucked me, Kirsten started to suck on my right nipple. I moaned and then Husband started sucking on my left nipple at the same time. Trystan scooted over and started touching me as well and my mind was blown. It felt so amazing to have all three of them trying to please me. Husband sat up on his knees and I started to rub my clit as he continued to fuck me. I wrapped my legs around him tightly and flexed my pelvic muscles, making my pussy tighter. He started to fuck me harder, knowing that I was close to cumming. My G-spot and clit exploded in orgasmic pleasure at the same time. I pulled him down on me, put my hands in his hair, pulled it and said "I want you to cum so bad." He said he wanted me from behind, so I flipped over and got in the doggy-style position. Husband shoved his cock into my pussy again and Trystan knelt beside him, put his hands on Husband's ass and helped push him into me. Then, Trystan went behind him and started to push him into me with a pelvic thrust into Husband's ass. I was being fucked hard from behind as Kirsten watched, which I thought was very hot. I felt Husband hit my G-spot and I started to moan. Soon, he was cumming, shooting his hot load into my pussy. After that, we all collapsed on the bed and fell asleep together.

I have to say, when Husband and I first talked about him having a boyfriend and myself having a girlfriend, I never thought that there would ever be any foursome sexual activity at all. I feel extremely lucky that we happened to find two really great people that are so honest and open about things. My sex life is so great right now. Greater than I ever thought possible. We are all happy and things are wonderful. A lot of people frown upon our lifestyle choice, but this is proof that it actually works. Ah, happiness.

Please fuck me...in the ass

So, Trystan finally put his cock in my pussy on Sunday night. That was something that I didn't think would ever actually happen, so I was pleasantly surprised. It was great and I loved cumming with him inside me. He says he enjoyed it too, so hopefully more of that is to come. All of the threesomes that Husband and I have been having with Trystan lately have been wonderful. That being said, I do really enjoy the one-on-one time with Husband as well. Sometimes it's nice to relax and focus on just one person. Last night was the first time in a while that Husband took the time to really focus on my body and it was lovely.

I laid down on my back in bed and Husband started to kiss the top of my right foot. He continued to slowly kiss and lick up my leg to my knee, then he lingered there. Mmmm. One of my most sensitive spots. He ran his fingers lightly over my lower leg as he licked and kissed up my thigh. I moaned in pleasure. When he reached my hip, he repeated everything on my left leg. By the time he made it up to my other hip, I was completely relaxed, yet so very turned on. He continued to kiss and lick all over my stomach, my breasts, and down both of my arms. Then, he turned me over and repeated everything on the other side of my body. I am pretty sure I was in a deep trance at that point. It felt so amazing to have his fingers running over my skin softly at the same time as his mouth.

When he was done, Husband grabbed my hands and cuffed them behind my back. Then, he put his face in my crotch and started to lick my pussy. I stuck my ass up in the air, spread my legs and moaned in pleasure. He began to stimulate my ass as well. I was still very relaxed and it felt really good. He uncuffed me and rolled me over. I pulled him on top of me and he kissed my breasts a little more. I was so wet and I wanted him inside me. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him closer. He slid easily into my pussy. After a couple minutes of thrusting, I realized that my pussy wasn't the hole that I wanted him in. I pushed him out of me and told him that I wanted his cock in my ass. I watched his face as I said it and I saw pure pleasure. He grabbed his cock and started to slide it into my ass, using my pussy juices as lube. I rubbed my clit with my fingers as he slowly entered my ass and the pleasure was so great that I just couldn't hold back my orgasm. I came before he was even all the way in. He fucked me softly at first. I focused on the feeling of his cock going in and out of my ass. I began to rub my clit with my fingers once more. I wrapped my legs around his hips, using my feet to push him inside me. I pushed him harder and harder until I felt I was getting close to cumming again. I said, "I'm gonna cum. Do you want to cum with me?" He let out a moan and said "Yes!" He fucked me harder and faster until we both came together. It was amazing.

That was the first time that I actually requested to be fucked in the ass. Usually it has just been his thing. Something that he really loves doing. But this time, I was shocked that I wanted it so badly. I think the fact that he relaxed me so much and then stimulated my ass just made it all feel so much better than usual. I enjoyed it thoroughly.

Deep Throat That Cock

Trystan stayed over last night. It's always a great time when he does. I know he is Husband's boyfriend, but I can't help but find myself more and more attracted to him every time we hang out. Not only does his personality rock, but he encompasses so many of my fetishes that it is quite mind-boggling. In my last blog post, I wrote about how I wished I had gotten naked before going down on him. So, last night, I did just that. Husband and Trystan were already naked in bed for a while, then they convinced me to get naked as well. I may pretend that I don't want to sometimes, but honestly, they don't have to try hard to convince me. But when they do, it makes me feel wanted and I love it. It was so dark in the room that I couldn't always tell whose body I was touching or who was touching me. It was very exciting.

Trystan and I were focusing on Husband, who was laying between us. Touching his body all over, kissing him and making him squirm. I licked and sucked on his nipple, then continued to lick my way down to his cock. I flicked my tongue over the head and then slowly licked down his shaft, sucking on the sides occasionally as well. He grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled it hard. My head flew back and I moaned. He then forced my head down on his cock. I took it in my mouth and he continued to push my head down hard, making me deep-throat his meat. I couldn't help but moan through it. I know most girls don't enjoy when guys put a hand on the back of their head and push it down, but I love it. It was so fucking hot. Husband eventually let go, but I continued to suck his cock for a while.

When I stopped, Husband climbed on top of Trystan and began making out with him again. I touched both of their bodies and listened to the sounds that their mouths were making. The lip smacking and the moans were enough to drive me crazy. Husband grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to them. I have zero night vision, so I very carefully scooted closer until my body was against theirs. Husband placed my hand on Trystan's cock and I began to stroke it softly. Trystan started to caress my back with his hand and it felt so good. His hands are very soft and smooth. Suddenly, I felt Husband's hand on the back of my head once again. He pushed my head down onto Trystan's cock. We both licked and sucked Trystan's cock together, while also kissing occasionally. Husband moved away and pushed my head down hard onto Trystan's cock. I felt it go deep into my throat and he moaned. It excited me so much. I used my hand to stroke his cock in motion with my mouth. Husband laid on top of Trystan and made out with him while I continued to suck his cock. I shoved it deep into my throat over and over again until he finally came in my mouth. I swallowed all of it and then licked off the little bit that was left on his cock. Mmmm. There are no words to describe my excitement. I had been thinking about him cumming in my mouth for a while and I was so happy that it finally happened.

I laid down next to them again and relaxed. Then, they took me by surprise by coming over to me and touching my body. Trystan touched my chest and my breath caught in my throat. He grabbed my breast and massaged it while Husband started to rub my clit. Their hands were all over my body and it got to the point where there was so much pleasure that I couldn't tell whose hands were touching where. I just got lost in the feeling and enjoyed it. Trystan was so close to my ear, breathing hard and moaning. I felt myself getting close to cumming. I started to touch Husband's body and I felt Trystan's hand. I touched his fingers and it excited me. Yes, I have a hand/finger fetish and his are fantastic. I ran my fingers across his fingers and then I started to cum. I am sure I grabbed his hand while I was cumming. My mind was so foggy after that. I couldn't even form words very well.

I am so happy that this threesome thing is finally working out for us. We've been trying for so long and it has always been a disaster. I can't think of a better guy to be having these threesomes with either. Trystan is amazing in so many ways and I am so glad to have him in our life. Husband has great taste in men and women. Haha. Every time we get together, we push things a little further and try something new. It's so exciting. It makes me glad that we've been taking things slow so that we can experience things and appreciate them like they should be. Most of all, I am so happy that Trystan is so open to trying new things. I am a very lucky woman.

Dream turned fantasy

I told Husband about the dream I had last night and he wanted me to blog about it. I can honestly say that this is now on my fantasy list. Anyway, here it is:

Trystan and I were laying in bed together talking about random things. We were waiting for Husband to get out of the shower. I told Trystan how much I love his hands and explained how I have a finger fetish. Not all fingers excite me, just a specific kind, which he has. He said, "Oh yeah? So, do you think about me touching you?" I said, "All the time." He placed his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes. He began to run his fingers across my cheek and then down my neck slowly, stopping at my collar bone and then tracing it with his fingers softly. My breath caught in my throat and my whole body filled with goosebumps. I opened my eyes to find that he was staring at me. I took a deep breath, put my hand on his cheek and pulled his face toward mine. I kissed his lips softly and waited for a response. When I felt him kiss me back, I put my hand behind his head, grabbed a handful of his hair and then kissed him harder. I felt him reach behind me and grab my ass, pulling me closer to him. Our tongues massaged each other as we continued to make out. I ran my fingers through his hair, down his neck, to his chest. He started to lick my neck softly, teasing me, and then he started sucking on it. I moaned and dug my nails into his chest. I climbed on top of him and removed his shirt. I licked his neck a little and then bit it hard. He moaned in my ear, which turned me on even more, so I started to grind on his crotch. I started imagining what it would feel like to have him inside me and a small moan escaped my lips. He removed my shirt, wrapped his arms around me and then licked from my collar bone down to my breasts.

Suddenly, we heard the door open and Husband entered the room. He said, “Well, what’s going on in here?” I blushed and said, “I was warming him up for you.” Trystan laughed and said, “She was doing a good job, too.” Husband walked over to the bed and told us both to get naked, so we did. Then he said, “Now, I want you to continue what you were doing before I walked in.” So, I climbed back on top of Trystan, straddling his crotch, and started making out with him again. Husband smacked my ass very hard, causing me to moan loudly and dig my nails into Trystan’s back. He said, “That’s your punishment. Now, stick your ass up in the air so I can fuck you.” I did as I was told. Husband climbed up on the bed and shoved his cock into my pussy. Trystan massaged my breasts as we continued to make out. He began to suck on my neck again, which made me cum. I gushed all over both Husband’s and Trystan’s cocks at the same time. Husband grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. He said, “I want to watch you lick all of your juices off of Trystan’s cock and then suck it like you want to drain every last ounce of cum out of it.” He stopped fucking me long enough for me to move down and start licking Trystan’s cock. Husband smacked my ass hard again and said, “Now suck it!” I opened my mouth and slid Trystan’s cock between my lips. Husband started pounding my pussy again, hitting my G-spot with every stroke. I heard them both moaning, Husband because of my pussy and Trystan because of my mouth. I thought I may explode from such intense pleasure. I reached underneath myself and started to rub my clit. I started moaning as I continued to suck Trystan’s cock. Soon, all three of us were orgasming together. I held Trystan’s cum in my mouth and then kissed Husband, transferring the cum to his mouth. I moaned as I watched him swallow it and then lick his lips. I looked at Trystan and said, “Next time, you should be the one fucking me.” He laughed and I gave him a wink.

Happy birthday to me!

My birthday was last week. I am now 29 years old. Whew! I feel so old, but at least my sex life still rocks. As a present, Husband gave me 29 very hard birthday spankings. His hand was very red after he finished. Not as red as my ass though! There were many raised red welts all over my cheeks, and if you looked closely, you could see the outlines of his fingers in them. It was so hot. It hurt so badly, yet felt so good. Every time he would move, I'd flinch, thinking his hand was coming down on my ass again. He kept teasing me and it was torture. I loved it, but honestly, I thought I was going to lose it for a while there. He said he was going to give me "one to grow on" but I begged him not to. My ass was so sore. I'm surprised he didn't do it anyway. After Husband was done spanking me, he fucked me really hard. Every time he rammed his cock into my pussy, I cried out in pain and pleasure. My ass was so sensitive that I almost wanted him to cum quickly....I said ALMOST. The next day my ass was still so sore that it was hard to sit down. I loved it though. It was a nice memory of the night before. Mmmm.


In other news, I now have a girlfriend, Kirsten, whom I absolutely adore. Also, Husband has a boyfriend, Trystan. Things are going very well and we are all happy. Husband got his first cock in the ass by Trystan recently and he loved it as much as he thought he would. I loved hearing about it probably just as much. It's no secret that gay sex turns me on like nothing else. That being said, last night was pretty amazing. Here is the story:


Trystan came over last night and all three of us watched movies together on the couch. After the movie, Husband went to the bathroom. When he came out, he was naked. He led us both into the bedroom with him. My mind was all over the place at this point and I couldn't really focus on anything except, "Okay, this is happening." I just went with the flow as best as I could. Every time Husband and I have tried to have a threesome in the past, it never worked out, so I was very nervous.

I laid down on the bed and watched Husband and Trystan make out. It was so very sexy. Eventually Trystan laid down next to me and Husband climbed on top of him. He removed Trystan's clothes and continued to make out with him. After a while, Husband sat up, grabbed my face and started making out with me. He quickly removed my pants and then went back to making out with Trystan. Soon, Husband was kissing down Trystan's body. When he reached his cock, which looked very nice by the way, he started to lick it. Up and down his long shaft. My heart rate quickened and it almost felt like he was teasing me. I wanted him to shove that cock deep into his throat. I wanted to see him suck that cock so badly. More licking and kissing up and down Trystan's shaft. - Oh my! Please just put that cock in your mouth already before I explode! - Husband opened his mouth and it was almost like slow motion as I watched him wrap his lips around Trystan's cock. My breath caught in my throat. I found myself wishing that it wasn't so dark in there so that I could see better. He bobbed up and down on that hard cock, using his hand to help, just like I showed him. I could hear Trystan begin to let out small moans and I thought I was going to lose my mind. I wanted to touch myself so badly. Instead, I just watched silently. I took it all in and stored it away in my "spank bank" for later.

Eventually, Husband climbed back on top of Trystan and they started making out again. I saw their cocks rubbing on each other and it turned me on so much. I thought about what it would be like to lick both of them at the same time and it excited me even more. I caressed Husband's body as they kissed. I wanted to touch Trystan so badly that it actually hurt, but I didn't want to cross any lines. He's so fucking hot, it's hard to resist. As he continued to make out with Trystan, Husband reached over and started to rub my clit through my panties as well. I felt myself getting ready to cum so many times, but I kept pushing his hand away, denying myself of the orgasm. I didn't want to take the focus off of them. I was so very turned on though.

Husband went back down to suck Trystan's cock some more. He said, "Can I make requests?" I knew what he was going to say. I had told him the night before about how much I fantasize about kissing Trystan and sure enough, he asked us to make out with each other. I blushed and giggled nervously. I wasn't sure how into it he would be. I put my hand on his chest, finally an excuse to touch him, and pressed my lips against his. It took all the strength I had to keep my excitement contained. I just wanted to put my hand behind his head and grab his hair as I massaged his tongue with mine. I held back though. I kissed him for about a minute and then I pulled away because I didn't think he was into it. My clit felt like it was going to explode and my pussy was very wet. I watched Husband suck his cock some more. Trystan pulled his hair and guided his head up and down on his cock. Husband was enjoying it so much that he was moaning as he sucked. I was breathing very hard at that point, but still stayed silent.

Trystan grabbed Husband, threw him down on the bed and climbed on top of him. They made out for a short while and then Trystan made his way down to Husband's cock, licking and kissing all the way. He licked it a few times and then started sucking it. I heard the moans coming from Husband's mouth and I started to get very fidgety. I squeezed my legs together, putting pressure on my clit. I wanted to cum so badly. Trystan turned Husband on his side next to me and then laid down behind him. Husband started making out with me and rubbing my clit. Then, Trystan started to finger Husband's ass. He moaned as he kissed me and I almost came right then. Husband suddenly got up, put a condom on Trystan's cock and then lubed it up. He climbed on top of me and then started to lick my pussy. Trystan stood behind him and tried to get his cock in Husband's ass. When they realized it wasn't working out in that position, Trystan laid down and Husband climbed on top of him. He lubed up Trystan's cock again and then sat on top of it. Husband moaned loudly as Trystan's cock penetrated his ass. I watched him ride that cock like he loved it and listened very closely to Trystan's breathing. Hearing him moaning and breathing heavy made me want to reach out and run my hands all over his body. Husband started riding him harder and faster. I held my breath in anticipation, until Trystan finally orgasmed. I squeezed my legs together again in hopes to make my clit stop screaming out at me. It was throbbing like crazy and begging to be touched. They started making out again and touching each other. I watched Trystan wrap his hand around Husband's cock and jerk it a bit. Mmmm. I let out a tiny moan, hoping to still go unnoticed. After a while, Trystan got hard again and Husband started riding his cock once more. This time it didn't take long before he was cumming again.

Husband climbed down off of Trystan, removed my panties and then went down on me again. He licked my pussy as Trystan fingered his ass. He moaned as he licked my clit, which heightened the sensation. Husband put a finger inside my pussy and massaged my G-spot. I had a bit of stage fright, which made it hard to cum, but when I finally did, it was amazing. I felt myself gush all over Husband's fingers and into his mouth. He didn't give me much time to catch my breath before he threw my legs up in the air and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard. I wrapped my legs around him and angled my hips so that his cock hit my G-spot with every stroke. Soon, we were both cumming together. I gushed all over him as he shot his load into my pussy. We all collapsed on the bed together, cuddled and fell asleep. It was pretty magical.