Tuesday, October 25, 2022

TMI Tuesday: October 25, 2022

It's time for TMI Tuesday! I apologize for how depressing this ended up being.





1. What are you focusing on in your life right now?

a. finding greater purpose

b. feeling less alone

c. feeling more motivated

d. improving anxiety

e. working on relationships


Oh, jeez. All of the above. Seriously. Especially B and D.


2. Select one thing that you value most right now:

a. being a good partner or friend

b. becoming your best self

c. feeling happier, more fulfilled

d. performing well at work


C: I have been feeling so worthless lately and I really would love to feel happier and more fulfilled.


3. Which type of well-being tool is of most interest to you? (pick one) Why?

a. guided meditation

b. life coaching workshops

c. personal therapy

d. social content


C. Therapy has helped me a lot. It has made me see that things aren't just in my head and my feelings are valid. Especially when it comes to my fucked up family. I have a lot of things to heal from in my past and therapy helps with that.


4. On a scale from 1 to 5, How much are you enjoying your life?

1 = not at all

5 = fully

Hmm. I used to enjoy it more. I don't really enjoy it anymore. I would say 2 right now. In the past, it's probably been up to a 4.


5. What have you been struggling with lately?

a. feeling needed

b. making friends

c. improving mental health

d. building career

e. feeling supported


I think A, B, and C. I really need some friends in my life and my mental health isn't great right now.


Bonus: On a scale from 1 to 5, how hopeful do you feel about the future?

1 = not at all

5 = extremely

I guess a 3. Somewhere right in the middle. It might get better but maybe not. Who's to say?

Sunday, October 9, 2022

Sinful Sunday: Happy 600 Weeks!

Happy 600 weeks to Sinful Sunday! That is a major accomplishment and I'm so happy for Molly to have achieved it. While Sinful Sunday first started in 2011, I have only been participating for the last five years. 

My very first Sinful Sunday post was on October 1st, 2017. The prompt was fluids and I posted a photo of my mouth full of cum. In fact, I believe this was the first face photo I ever posted on my blog. I remember being so nervous about it. 

To celebrate this milestone, I decided to post another photo from that same shoot five years ago. 



Check out who else is sinning by kissing the lips below.

Sinful Sunday

Sunday, October 2, 2022

Sinful Sunday: Color Filter

It's prompt weekend for Sinful Sunday. October's prompt is Color Filter. Adding a color filter to an image can change the mood of the photo. 

I've added a little bit of a purple filter to this photo. Everyone who really knows me knows that I love the color purple. It's actually a bit of an obsession. So, I decided to try out a purple filter. 

I think the purple filter makes this photo even hotter than it was previously. It's almost as if you can see the energy pouring out of my body as I cum.




Check out the other sinners this week by kissing the lips below.

Sinful Sunday

Sunday, September 25, 2022

Sinful Sunday: Floaty Titties

My bestie invited me over to swim in her pool on my birthday last week. It really made my day since swimming is my second favorite activity. I took a few photos while I was there. 

One of my favorite things about swimming is that my titties float and look super perky in the water. 


Sinful Sunday               Boob Day

Tuesday, September 20, 2022

TMI Tuesday: September 20, 2022

TMI Tuesday wants to know–How do you boost sexual arousal?




Ash:

1. If your chest is hairless would you have a chest hair transplant?

I don't think I need hair on my chest, so no. 


2. Are you the center of attention at parties?

I like to be the center of attention at parties. I rarely am though.


3. What libido-boosting foods do you believe in and use?

I don't believe in libido-boosting foods. What I should say is that I don't believe the food itself causes an increase in libido. Though, if eating a certain food makes you feel sexy or watching someone eat a certain food excites you, that works.  I don't think there is really any food that does it for me but honestly, my libido is out of control as is. I don't need any help making it worse. Haha!


4. Do you ever get tired of talking about sex?

NEVER. I love talking about sex and I rarely get to do it anymore. I don't think Husband enjoys talking about sex and I don't really have any friends that enjoy talking about it. I don't even have a lot of people who interact with me on Twitter anymore. So, mostly, it just all lives in my head slowly driving me crazy.


5. How do you think your attitude toward sex differs from your partner’s attitude?

I'm very open about sex and Husband is more shy about it. I was raised in an environment where I could talk openly and excitedly about sex and he was raised to be ashamed of it, so I think that often influences our attitudes about it. I want to have sex with lots of different partners and he is content to only have sex with me. I've opened him up a lot over the years but he's still way more reserved than I am.


Bonus: Do you take your partner for granted?

Probably more than I realize. I am not great at making it known that I appreciate the things that he does because I'm so overwhelmed by all the things that I have to do and keep up with.




Husband:

1. If your chest is hairless would you have a chest hair transplant?

I'd be okay if I had a hairless chest. I don't believe I would feel the need to replace chest hair if it were suddenly gone. 


2. Are you the center of attention at parties?

Fuck. I hope not. I do not care to be the center of attention in groups outside of family and really close friends. Even then sometimes it can be too much.


3. What libido-boosting foods do you believe in and use?

I don't believe that any foods boost libido. It could just be me.


4. Do you ever get tired of talking about sex?

Not really, no. I just don't tend to be the person to bring it up in a conversation. 


5. How do you think your attitude toward sex differs from your partner’s attitude?

I think a great way to sum up our attitudes towards sex would be that mine is very unfocused, whereas Wife's is very focused. I think ultimately we do not have a differing attitude, just a different drive.


Bonus: Do you take your partner for granted?

I am sure that I do, however, I try very very hard to make it known just how much I appreciate Wife and all the things she does.

Sunday, September 11, 2022

Out of Practice

I had to take a break from sucking cock for a few months when I got my lip pierced in March. It's mostly healed now, so I've started to do it again.

Husband knows how much I love it when he chokes me with his cock. When he did that, I realized that taking a break from cock sucking had an unexpected consequence. It seems my gag reflex has returned. I'm definitely going to need a lot of practice in the near future.

 


While I'm disappointed that my deep-throating abilities have taken a hit, I have no doubts that they will once again be amazing. It's going to be rough getting there though. But oh how fun all the practice will be for Husband.


Sinful Sunday

Sunday, September 4, 2022

Sinful Sunday: No Humans

The Sinful Sunday prompt for September is "no humans." 

My two favorite toys are featured here. You'll have to use your imagination to figure out what happened right before this photo was taken.




Sinful Sunday

Tuesday, August 30, 2022

TMI Tuesday: August 30, 2022

It's time for a TMI Tuesday blog confessional!



List 10 things you screwed up.

1) I spent too much time in my life worrying about keeping the number of sex partners I had in a low range instead of just enjoying myself and having sex with whomever I wanted to at the time.

2) I've given out way too many blow jobs to men who had no intention of ever pleasing me in return.

3) Allowing people to take advantage of me and/or fuck with my head. I am too nice to people who treat me horribly in return. I need to stop doing that.

4) I should have reported the teacher who tried to have sex with me in high school. I fear that he preyed on someone else after he was unsuccessful with me.

5) I wish I didn't convince Trystan to fuck me. He is very gay and I fear that I may have made him feel obligated at the time. I still feel guilty about that.

6) I should have partied more in college instead of wasting all that time studying for a degree that I don't even use.

7) Sex with the Doctor was a mistake. When I think about it now, there were so many red flags that I ignored.

8) Sex with G was also a mistake but the BDSM scene we had was so good that I think about it often. I wish we could have kept the kink without the sex.

9) I spent a ton of money on calling cards in high school so that I could have phone sex with random men from the internet. That was probably a poor choice.

10) When a band offered me money to record my moan to put on their album, I should have said yes. I'll forever regret that I didn't go for it.


Bonus: What do you need advice on?

How do I find someone who actually wants to have a relationship instead of people who ghost me after talking for 2 weeks?

Sunday, August 28, 2022

Sinful Sunday: Stockings

A few weeks ago, Husband and I took a short trip to Kansas City. We stayed in a hotel while we were there. We shot a few videos for the OF but before that, he took some photos of me in one of my favorite lingerie outfits. I loved this shot.




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Sinful Sunday

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

TMI Tuesday: August 23, 2022

This week’s TMI Tuesday questions come from a past post from before I started participating.



Pain and Pleasure


1. Which do you enjoy more in bed, pain or pleasure?

Definitely pleasure. Sometimes I enjoy pain during sex, but I really have to be in the right mind space for it. I mostly enjoy pain during kink scenes when sex is not taking place.


2. Do you like being tickled during sex? Where?

I don't like being tickled...ever. Alright, that could be considered a lie. I am in love with the feeling of fingertips grazing my skin so softly that it feels like tiny tickles. I don't think that's actual tickling though. I get pretty violent when I get tickled. I thrash around and throw punches/kicks. It's not a good time for anyone.


3. Have you ever used feathers during sex?

I have not used feathers during sex but I have used them during a sensation play scene. Mmmm. That feels so good.


4. Do you like to be blindfolded during sex? Why?

I'm indifferent about it. I know some people really get off on that. Either being blindfolded or blindfolding their partner. But it doesn't do anything for me. If my partner thinks it's hot, I'll go with it for their benefit.


5. Have you ever used cold or heat as part of your sex play? What provided the cold or heat?

I am cold intollerant. I can't stand anything cold touching my skin. It's so painful. Heat though? I love it! I like when Husband warms up the glass toys in a cup of hot water before he uses them on me. I like when they touch my skin and when they are put inside me. Give me all the heat play. Yum!


6. Do you enjoy being spanked, giving spankings, or both?

I love being spanked! Just not during sex. If I'm getting fucked and my partner smacks my ass, I find it very jarring and distracting. I'm fine with it before sex though. I very much love spankings during a kink scene and that really goes back to question 1. I don't enjoy giving spankings because I'm a hardcore sub, but I'll do it if my partner really wants it. I do playfully smack Husband's ass randomly though.


7. Do you have a safeword? Have you ever used it?

I have never come up with a good safeword that I really liked. I will use the stoplight method though. Green for good, yellow for caution (it's getting close to being too intense), and red for stop.