Monday, February 28, 2022

KOTW: Pet Play

Pet play is a kink in which at least one person role-plays as an animal. Sometimes that animal has an owner but not always. There are a lot of different ways that people participate in pet play.


I first became interested in pet play when I was about 20 years old. I had gotten a Blue's Clues hoodie that had ears attached to the hood. I fell in love with it as soon as I put it on and I wore it all the time. I ended up dressing up as Blue for Halloween that year and I even made a tail for myself. Now, this tail wasn't a butt plug. It just attached to my outfit but I still loved it. That day, people treated me like a puppy. They would pet me, tell me I was a good girl, and talk to me all cutesy-like. Of course, they just thought it was funny but it really made me feel good. I was very into it.


Little 20 year old Ash dressed up as Blue for Halloween.


Even though I knew I really liked it, I didn't know what to do about it. I was embarrassed. Pet play is so taboo. A lot of people get made fun of or thought less of because of it. How could I admit to any of my partners that I wanted to experiment with it further? So, I decided to just bury it down deep inside me right next to my little side, which I was also embarrassed about. 


Until now, I haven't admitted any of this to anyone. When I saw that the Kink of the Week topic was pet play, I saw my opportunity to finally come clean about it, however, it's taken me two weeks to finally get the courage to do it. So, here we go.


Pet play is very closely related to my little side. When I think of being a kitten, it gives me warm fuzzy feelings in my tummy. I think about being cared for and played with by my owner. I imagine being an adorable kitten with ears, a tail, and paws with toe beans. A cute little kitty who plays with toys and sometimes gets into mischief. It makes me smile to think about cuddling up in my owner's lap and taking a nap. I think about getting lots of pets and scritches that make me purr. I love the thought of being groomed, having my hair brushed or being given a bath. I even think about wearing a collar with a cute little bow and bell on it. That excites me very much.


I'm not sure I would ever feel up to eating from a bowl on the floor with my face, but I would definitely consider having a cute little dish to eat from with a utensil. That thought is actually making me smile right now. I wouldn't really enjoy lying on the floor at my owner's feet but I would definitely be into having a pet bed to sit/lie in or cuddling up next to them on the couch/bed. 


I feel like the owner/pet bond can create a very deep emotional connection and that sounds so lovely to me. I'm not really into the discipline part of it as much. Though, I wouldn't be opposed to giving it a try. I don't really like the idea of degradation when it comes to pet play either. Mostly, I'm into the caring part of it, just like a little is taken care of by her Daddy. I just love the idea of being called Pet, Pretty Kitty, or any other cutesy names you would call your kitten. That would really make me happy. Almost as much as being called Good Girl. Mmmm.


One of the things I really like about petspace as opposed to littlespace is that I wouldn't be expected to communicate with words. I've always been really into meowing. I have learned to do it so well that people actually mistake my meows for actual cats pretty often. Sometimes I just don't want to talk. I just want to be called a pretty girl and be taken care of. No expectations, just lots of love. 


Recently, as I've been thinking more seriously about actually trying this, I realized that it could be a really good coping mechanism for anxiety. When I'm feeling very overwhelmed and in a bad headspace, I could fall back on kitten play to help me relax and escape the stress of human life. It's a harmless way to cope when my mental health isn't great.


I'm feeling a little bit nervous about being open and honest about my feelings on this topic but it also feels a bit freeing. There aren't many things in my life that I'm not open and honest about and I prefer to live authentically. So, it feels kind of good to finally get it out in the open. I just hope no one judges me for it. I also hope that I find someone that I can trust to explore this with because now that I've spent two weeks really thinking about it, I'm pretty fucking excited about the possibilities.



Reflection

As I sit here and reflect on the last month of photos I've posted for February Photofest, I feel really good about them. I have had a really rough month with my mental health but I was able to keep up with my posts every day and take some really great photos. I'm really happy about that. 

Thank you to everyone who has looked at, commented on, and fully enjoyed all of the photos I have posted. You all are really important to me and I appreciate your feedback. Keep being awesome.

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios


February Photofest 2022

Sunday, February 27, 2022

Saturday, February 26, 2022

Grab Me

I have a belly. I have a big ass. I have thunder thighs. I have fat rolls. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t want you to touch me all over. I need a lover who is not afraid to grab me, lick me, touch me, taste me. Every inch of my body. I know I’m fat but that just means there is more of me to love. 



February Photofest 2022

Friday, February 25, 2022

Spread Out

We are almost done with February Photofest but here’s one last Fishnet Friday photo for you. 

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios


February Photofest 2022       Boob Day

Thursday, February 24, 2022

Feeling It

I have been so fucking horny lately. My clit was so swollen and turned on the other day that I orgasmed less than 30 seconds after putting my vibrator on it. The orgasm was so intense that I passed out right after.

I think I look really turned on in this photo. So, I felt like it kind of represented how I’ve been feeling lately. I’ve just been really feeling it. 



February Photofest 2022

Wednesday, February 23, 2022

Sneaky Mirror Peek

Sometimes you can't help but sneak a peek when you see something like this in a mirror. 

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios


February Photofest 2022

Tuesday, February 22, 2022

Monday, February 21, 2022

Forced Out

That moment when you cum so hard that your pussy pushes the dildo out by itself. Happy Masturbation Monday. 



February Photofest 2022

Sunday, February 20, 2022

Cold Booty Warm Heart

Husband took some photos of me during the snowstorm a couple weeks ago. It was very cold outside but photos like this one make photoshoots in the snow totally worth it.



Sinful Sunday  February Photofest 2022

Saturday, February 19, 2022

Bubble Bath Love

I absolutely love bubble baths. I often make the water way too hot and overheat myself but I love relaxing in the hot water so I can’t resist. It’s definitely the second best self care I do, next to masturbation of course. 

Peep my flaming hearts temporary glitter tattoo.


February Photofest 2022

Thursday, February 17, 2022

Throwback Titties

Most of the time, when I lie on my back, my titties try to suffocate me. This lingerie helps keep them in check. Though, your hands would do an even better job.




February Photofest 2022

Wednesday, February 16, 2022

Meow

Just lounging around like a kitty tends to do.

Who wants to give me some pets?

Purrrr.

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios


February Photofest 2022

Tuesday, February 15, 2022

Monday, February 14, 2022

Happy Love Day

If you don’t have a partner to celebrate with today, just know that I am sending you lots of love. I appreciate each and every one of you. You have a special place in my heart. Thank you for taking the time to read my blog and enjoy my photos. I can't fully express how much that means to me.



February Photofest 2022

Sunday, February 13, 2022

Be My Valentine

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone who has a special someone. And for those that don't, I have lots of love to give.

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios

Sinful Sunday  February Photofest 2022

Saturday, February 12, 2022

Thursday, February 10, 2022

Hotel Flashback

Let's throw it back to when we stayed in a hotel this past October and I tried on this lovely outfit. I couldn't resist getting some hotel mirror shots.



February Photofest 2022

Wednesday, February 9, 2022

Sweet Ass

She may look sweet and innocent but I'm pretty sure she's been naughty. She most definitely deserves a spanking.

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios


February Photofest 2022

Tuesday, February 8, 2022

Relaxing

Here's a photo of me relaxing in between poses during a photoshoot. I love how completely at peace I look.

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios


February Photofest 2022Boob Day