KOTW: Punishment

The Kink of the Week topic is punishment. Molly went on to say that for this topic, we are talking about real punishment and not faux-punishment (funishment).  Also, the Wicked Wednesday prompt is Breaking Rules, so that kind of fits in with this topic here.

At one time, I thought that real punishment was something I would be very into. I get a lot of enjoyment out of breaking the rules and thinking about getting punished for that excites me. Husband and I used to play with this in the past. He would ask if I ate that day or drank enough water or did something else he asked me to do, and if I hadn't done those things, I'd get spankings. It really bordered on that edge of punishment and "funishment" but I don't think it quite crossed that line into seriousness. It can be hard to find where that line is though.

I fantasize about having a Daddy that spanks me when I've been naughty and broke the rules he made for me but it would definitely have to be in a fun way. Thinking about it gets me really turned on but I know if it got too real, I'd have to use a safe word. Sometimes I feel kind of bratty during sex, so when Husband tells me to do something, I tell him no. Then, he might spank me or do something forceful but it's definitely in fun. It's not a real punishment.

It's been a very long time since this last happened but sometimes, when I get extremely depressed, I crave a very intense impact play session where I just get the crap beat out of me. Honestly, though, that's just a form of self-harm that I can feel less guilty about. It's not really about punishment at all. It's more of a coping mechanism. Probably an unhealthy one.

So, after trying it out a bit, I have found that even though I do enjoy breaking the rules a lot of the time, I really can't handle serious punishment at all. Not only do I not enjoy the lack of control I feel, but it basically just causes me to get angry and sad. This is because it transports me back to my childhood which was extremely abusive. It quickly turns into something much more serious and puts me in a place mentally that I really don't want to be.

So, in conclusion, while I like the initial thought of it, real punishment is not my kink. It is not for me. I'm much more into "funishment" instead. Let's just roleplay that I've been a bad girl who broke the rules and give me all the spankings that I secretly enjoy. Yum.

      

Playing With My Food and Getting Punished

Ever since Friday, I've been super spunky almost to the point of being bratty. Husband has been tolerating it but taking note of it (honestly, he's been loving it). Today, he decided that he'd had enough and said, "You've been teasing me all day and you're spunky as hell. You're getting a spanking when I get back home. Be ready for it. Also, you better have something inside you by the time I get back. Bonus points for creativity." Oh my, I was so excited. My mind felt all jumbled. I looked around the room thinking about what I should put inside me. Which hole should I fill? It would be too easy to put something in my mouth. Besides, if I did that, he'd probably punish me more for being so cheeky. I thought about putting something in my ass. After all, that would excite him the most. We don't really have any really good butt plugs though. I quickly decided that I should just fill my pussy. I ran around my bedroom trying to find something good. I only had about 10 minutes and I already wasted 3 of those minutes trying to decide what hole to choose. I rummaged through drawers and shelves but I couldn't find anything good in there. Sure, there are a lot of sex toys to choose from but that wouldn't be very creative. I gave up on the bedroom and went to the kitchen. Surely I could find something in there. I looked in the drawers but nothing caught my attention. I looked in the pantry and thought, "What would I find in here?!" I was stumped. Then, it hit me. I had a very creative idea that made me giggle. I opened the refrigerator, checked in the vegetable drawer, and hoped to see a cucumber. Damn, no such luck. Apparently they had all been eaten. Then, I saw a bag of carrots. Brilliant!

I grabbed the biggest carrot in the bag and ran to the sink to wash it off. The carrot was so very cold and I was hoping that the hot water would warm it up. I ran back to the bedroom with the carrot, jumped on the bed, took a deep breath, and slowly slid it inside my pussy, which was already very wet. While the hot water had taken the chill off the outside of the carrot, it was still very cold inside and I could feel all of that coldness transferring. It was so cold but I just took a deep breath and decided to tough it out. I closed my legs to hide the carrot and waited for Husband to come home. When he walked into the bedroom, I couldn't stop giggling. I had amused myself so much and I just couldn't hide it. He asked me which hole I filled and I told him. Then, he told me to open my legs and show him. When he saw it, his eyes lit up. I think it was a combination of being shocked, amused, and turned on all at the same time. He said, "Well, now I have to fuck you with this carrot." Then, he proceeded to slip the carrot in and out of my pussy, slowly. It sounded very wet and he moaned, "Mmmm, I love that sound." After he had fucked me with the carrot for a while, he took it out and said, "This looks like a very tasty carrot." He took a big bite of it and I asked, "How does it taste?" He responded with, "Delicious." Then, he put the carrot back inside my pussy and fucked it some more. When he took it out again, he put it in my face and said, "Taste it." So, I took a big bite as well. Pussy and carrot. It's an interesting combination.

Husband told me that it was time for my spanking and that I needed to get into position. So, I got up and bent over the bed. He started smacking my ass lightly with his strong hands. Slowly, he progressed to harder smacks. I started to moan out. He said, "You need something inside your ass while I do this." I groaned, "But I don't want to." He said, "Well, since you were so creative with the carrot, I'll let you decide." So, I asked if he could put something in my pussy instead. He asked, "Can I put the glass cock in there?" So, I put my ass up in the air and spread my legs. He moaned, "Good girl" and ran his fingers through my hair. I melted into a pile of goo at that moment. He slipped the toy inside my pussy and grabbed a paddle. He smacked my ass with it and then he started hitting my back with it as well. It was stingy and thuddy all at the same time. Next, he grabbed the cane bundle and started hitting me with that on my calves, moving up to my thighs, then to my ass. He hit me on my back really hard over and over. I moaned and squirmed around. Then, he spanked my ass with that for a long time. He started to use his hands again, which very much pleased me. As my ass started to hurt more and more as he continued to beat it, I squirmed around a lot. That caused him to grab a handful of my hair and pull. I tried to stop squirming but it hurt so bad...er, good. As he hit me really hard, I could feel the toy pushing on my g-spot. I moaned every time he hit me, which caused him to hit me even more. My ass was hurting so much that it started to go numb.

After an hour of spanking me, I told him that I wanted his cock in my pussy instead of that toy. So, he took the toy out and shoved his cock in hard. As he fucked me, I felt his body pressing against my sore ass and it felt so amazing. I told him to fuck me even harder, so he did. I could feel his cock ramming inside me over and over again. Fuck, it felt so good my knees were going weak. I asked him to cum on my ass. He said, "If I cum on your ass, I'm going to fuck you more after I cum." I moaned, "Yes, do it!" He fucked me so hard that he was forcing moans out of my body. Then, he pulled out and came all over my asshole. It felt so warm and gooey. Mmmm. He started to fuck me again and told me to play with my clit and make myself cum. I started to rub my clit and felt that I was already so close to cumming. My hand kept cramping up as soon as I was about to climax. I told him I needed a toy, so he grabbed a vibrator. I put the vibrator on my clit and he proceeded to finger fuck me. Oh god, I needed that so bad. Husband rammed his fingers into my g-spot over and over again while I held the vibrator to my clit. It took about 30 seconds and I was cumming all over his hand. It was such an intense orgasm.

An hour later, Husband was sitting on the couch playing a video game. When I walked into the room, he looked at me and took a big bite of that carrot and smiled. Since our daughter was sitting close by, I couldn't say anything about it. I just smiled and blushed. He finished eating that whole carrot and I had no regrets about choosing it.

Finally, the threesome I've been waiting for!

Well, it's been almost a year since the last time I wrote in here. I've been having amazing sex but I guess I just lost the motivation to write about it. I miss writing though, so I'm going to attempt to get back into it. I do have some stories to share. So, without further ado...

Jacob finally made his way into our bed. We sat next to each other on the couch and talked for a while. The sexual tension was very thick. Eventually, he leaned over and kissed me. Then, he put my hand on his crotch so I could feel how much it turned him on. I had been glancing down at it in his pants for a while. I could tell his cock was hard just by looking, but I didn't know just how hard it was until I felt it. He was so rock hard that it made my clit start to tingle. He said, "See what you do to me?" I felt myself start to blush. I wanted to hide my face. Why was he making me feel so shy? I think it was because I had been waiting for this for so long that it felt like it wasn't real. I asked what he felt up for. His answer was, "Anything." I asked Husband if he wanted to have some fun with Jacob and he said yes.

So, we headed to the bedroom. Husband lit some candles and turned off the lights. I told them to take off their pants and lie down on the bed. I thought about taking off my clothes as well but since Jacob has a thing for big asses covered in jeans, I knew he would want to caress my ass in my jeans. So, I left them on. I climbed on the bed and crawled up to Husband. I kissed him seductively, swirling my tongue around his. Then, I moved over to Jacob and kissed him. I could tell he was very turned on. His breathing was already somewhat heavy. I went back to Husband and started licking his stomach. I moved down further and further until I reached his cock. I licked it and then began to suck it slowly. As I sucked Husband's cock, Jacob started to caress my ass. I knew he would love my ass in those jeans. I wore them just for him. After he was done playing with my ass, Jacob laid back down and I started to suck his cock. He moaned out as I deep throated his large meat. I went back and forth doing this for some time, sucking cock and making out with them. Then I decided that I wanted some attention for myself. So, I laid down on the bed and they started to caress my body all over. The feeling of both of their hands on my body at the same time was spectacular. I took off my pants and they both started to rub my pussy on top of my panties. Then, they removed my panties. I had fantasized about Jacob's fingers touching my clit for so long. I couldn't believe it was about to actually happen. I held my breath as I waited for his fingers to make their way to my sweet spot. Then, it happened. I moaned out and bit my lip. Husband was rubbing my thigh at the same time. It felt so good that I didn't want it to stop. They took turns rubbing my clit and then Jacob crawled down to the end of the bed and started to lick my pussy. Husband continued to run his hands all over my body. Then, I pulled him close to me so that I could kiss him. I made out with Husband as Jacob continued to dine on my wet pussy. It felt so good and I was very close to cumming, but then he stopped.

At that point, I told Husband that I wanted him inside me. So, I moved to the edge of the bed and got on my hands and knees. Jacob moved next to me and I started to suck his cock once again while Husband fucked me with his amazing cock. The angle was a little odd, so I stopped sucking for a bit. Then, Jacob hopped up on his knees and started to fuck my mouth as Husband continued to pound my pussy. That turned me on so much. I moaned around Jacob's cock as Husband hit my g-spot over and over. I could tell Jacob really liked that. A lot. I started to cum, which caused Husband and Jacob to cum as well. After we shared an orgasm together, we all collapsed. I think the excitement and nervousness really took it out of all of us. But it was so much fun. A few days later, Jacob texted me and said his head was still spinning from the experience. That made me very happy. I'm hoping he decides to come over again soon and we get to play even more. I really can't wait!

Although I am very excited about having fun with Jacob, I am a little nervous as well. One reason being that I'm a squirter and I'm not sure how he will feel about that if it actually happens. On Monday night, I almost drowned Husband when he was going down on me and I gushed all over his face. Husband said he liked it, but I feel like that may be a little embarrassing for me if that happened to Jacob. I am trying to just let that go though and trust that he will enjoy it and not be put off by it. I did tell him that it was a possibility so that he wasn't shocked though. Haha.


On Wednesday night, Husband must have been feeling very dominant. We got into bed in the spooning position, with me being the small spoon. We had a long conversation about everything that had happened with Jacob. We discussed how we felt about it and then talked about what we both wanted to happen in the future with him. After we finished talking, Husband grabbed my leg and draped it over his legs. Then, he started to rub my clit with his fingers. He said, "Wow, you are very wet. Did talking about that stuff turn you on?" I said, "Yes, very much." As he continued to rub my clit, I could hear how wet I was. It turned me on even more. He slid his cock into my pussy and started to fuck me slowly. He said, "I'm going to keep rubbing your clit but you can't cum unless you beg me first." I agreed. At this point, I was so turned on that my clit was rock hard. I was very close to cumming and he could tell. He said, "Do you think you can resist cumming if I keep going?" I wasn't sure, but I took that as a challenge. So, I tried my hardest to hold off the orgasm. He started to fuck me harder and rub my clit faster. He was pushing me so close to the edge. I kept it under control somehow though. He said, "If you cum without my permission, I'm going to punish you." I asked, "What will my punishment be?" He answered, "I'm going to turn you over and take your ass." That scared me and turned me on at the same time. He started to fuck me faster and harder, knowing that he was pushing me closer to orgasm. I thought for a moment, "Maybe I should ask to cum now. I'm really close." Then, as soon as I finished that thought, I started to cum. Fuck. When the orgasm finished, Husband said, "All you had to do was beg me to cum. But you didn't. Now, I have to punish you." I didn't respond. What could I say? He flipped me over onto my back, grabbed the lube, and then slowly slid his cock into my ass as I rubbed my clit. He fucked me slowly at first. Once I was relaxed, I pulled my legs up over my head and told him to fuck me faster and harder. I was close to cumming again, so I begged him to cum in my ass. As I began to cum, I told him to shoot his load deep into my ass, which is exactly what he did. At that moment, I was kind of glad that I had accidentally lost control and had an orgasm without asking for permission first. I'm pretty sure he was as well.


Here's to hoping that I can get back into this writing thing again. I'd really like to continue to do this regularly. I do have a lot of pretty amazing sex. I just need to make it a point to write about it. That is my goal. So, make sure you check back here again soon. Now, I'm off to join Husband in bed.

The best of both kink worlds

In the kink world, I consider myself a switch. I am much better at being submissive, but occasionally I get the urge to be dominant. I enjoy being able to choose based on my mood at the time. It's like having the best of both worlds. Thankfully, Husband is also a switch. He claims to be more submissive, but I think he enjoys being dominant much more than he admits. It's just different for him because of his past. He was forced to be submissive by abusive women who never cared about him. He gets better and better every time he tries on the dominant hat. I can tell he gets off on it. Some of that may be because of how much I enjoy it. Regardless, I love that we are both switches and it works so well.


Here is an example of how well it works:

On Sunday night, Husband and I were laying in bed spooning. I felt his hard cock against my ass and it turned me on. So, I positioned my ass in such a way that his cock could enter my pussy easily. Then, I pushed back against it so that it would slip inside. He moaned and started to fuck me slowly. I tried to make him go faster and harder, but he fought against me. It felt like he was teasing me, and I don't like to be teased. So, I pushed him away from me and sat up on the bed. He sat up with me, so I shoved him back down on the bed. I climbed on top of him, slipped his cock back inside my very wet pussy and started to ride him. His cock was hitting my G-spot in just the right place, so I rode harder and faster. I was so close to cumming. Harder. Faster. He started to moan and I felt the pleasure welling up inside me. My pussy exploded in orgasmic pleasure and I gushed all over him as he was cumming inside me at the same time.

Since I had taken charge in the bedroom Sunday night, I said that I'd like him to take charge on Monday night. So, he did. We started off with a movie and a bit of cuddling in our bed. Towards the end of the movie, Husband climbed on top of me and started to massage my back. After the movie was over, he transitioned from massaging to kissing, licking, and caressing. I quickly ran to the bathroom to empty my bladder and he followed to do the same. Upon my return, I bent over the bed and waited for him to come into the room. He came up behind me, grabbed my hips and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me harder than I was anticipating, which hurt, but in a good way. He grabbed my hands and held them behind my back as he continued to fuck me. Then, he leaned over and held me down as he grabbed a handful of my hair. He pulled on it as he fucked me harder. I moaned out in pleasure and pain. He held me down again, harder this time. I was loving it. I tried to push back into his thrusts but he grabbed two fistfuls of hair on each side of my head and pulled them like reigns as he fucked me. He fucked me harder and harder until his cock filled my pussy up with cum. It was pretty damn amazing. When he was done, he pulled out, pet my head softly and then kissed my back. I was definitely satisfied.


And that is how it works. Sometimes it's more kinky than other times, but we generally just take turns being the more dominant one. I like it that way. I hope that one day I can find a girl that works in the same way that we do. Though, at this point, any girl sounds good! Haha. I miss pussy...so much.

Kinky Date Night

Husband and I had a much needed date night on Friday. It had been quite a while since we had been out alone together, so I was super excited. Back in April, I wrote about a monthly kinky meet-up that I had attended. Well, Friday was the night that the July meeting was happening. So, I insisted that Husband attend with me. I think he was quite a bit nervous, like I was the first time. I was hopeful that it would go better since he was with me, but it really wasn't much better. The people there tend to hang out in little cliques, so if you don't know anyone in those cliques, you are kind of an outsider. I'm sure if we both weren't socially inept, we could learn to mingle a little better. Everyone there is super friendly. It just doesn't seem to work well for someone with social anxiety. I did get to see Candace for a while. She showed up about 20 minutes before I had to leave. I didn't get to talk to her much, but any amount of time spent with her is amazing. I also talked to more people this time than last time, so that's a good thing. At one point people were taking turns spanking each other. I was enjoying watching that. A man there also brought some toys in a big bag that he was showing off. The potential for it to be really fun is there. I just haven't found my niche yet. I will continue to attend these meet-ups in hopes that I'm accepted in one of these cliques and feel less anxious. I really do want to get into the kink scene. It excites me quite a bit.

We left the kink event early so that we could attend a burlesque show that was happening nearby. I do so love burlesque shows. Every time I leave them, I am very wet and turned on. During intermission, one of the girls laid on the stage in a bra and panties. They covered her in cookies and told everyone that they could eat a cookie off of her if they put a tip into a bucket. Well, I couldn't pass that up. I picked the cookie that was closest to her crotch and I ate it. It was even a bit warm. Mmmm. I imagined very dirty things while eating that cookie. That was so worth it.

After the show, I got a text message from Jacob. He asked how the night was going and I told him about the people who were giving out spankings at the kink meet-up. He said that he would like to have one of those, so I told him to come over so that I could spank him and he could fuck me. He seemed to be considering it and I was very excited...and then he stopped responding. Apparently he passed out. I got my hopes up that I was finally going to get fucked by that sexy man, and then I was let down. Damn. He did say that he'd like to go out for coffee again soon, so hopefully we can do that sometime this week. One day I will have that fickle man...one day.

When we got home, I went straight to the bathroom. As I was washing my hands, Husband came up behind me and told me to bend over the sink. Of course, I did as I was told. He lifted my skirt and spanked my left ass cheek. I moaned out in pleasure and then he spanked the other side. He took turns hitting one cheek and then the other, while simultaneously holding me down with his other hand. When he felt content that he had punished my ass enough, he ordered me to go lay down on the bed and wait for him. He added that I was not to remove any of my clothing. As I was leaving the bathroom, I saw that he was getting ready to warm up one of the glass dildos. My clit tingled in excitement.

I laid down on my stomach and waited for Husband to come into the room. He jumped on me, wearing nothing but a kilt. He pulled my skirt up, told me to stick my ass up, pulled my panties aside, and then he shoved his finger inside my pussy. He said, "God, you're so wet." He sucked the pussy juice off of his finger, took off his kilt, and then stuck his finger back inside me. He fucked me harder and harder with his finger. Since I have a hand fetish, I absolutely love when he fucks me with his fingers. It turns me on so much. I dug my nails into the bed and he said, "Mmmm, you're getting tighter. I can feel that you're getting ready to cum. I want you to cum all over your panties. Soak them for me." I felt his finger hitting my G-spot, going faster and faster. I pushed against his thrusts, making them more powerful. I was so close that I thought I may lose my mind. I reminded myself not to hold my breath and then let go. My whole body convulsed in pleasure as I gushed all over my panties. Husband moaned and then licked all the cum off of my crotch. He then sucked the cum out of my panties and I giggled.

I thought he was done at that point. Boy, was I wrong. He grabbed the glass dildo, shoved it in my pussy, and started to fuck me with it. He placed his cock on my asshole as he continued to fuck me with the toy. He reached around and started to rub my clit with his other hand. Having all three of those spots stimulated at the same time was driving me wild. I started to breathe heavier and he said, "My pre-cum is all over your asshole. I want to stick something in it." So, he did just that. He slowly inserted his finger into my ass and then continued to fuck my pussy with the toy. With every thrust of the toy, my ass was also being fucked by his finger. I felt my clit getting so close to cumming. I was so wet that his fingers were gliding across my clit in such a silky way. It felt so good. I tried to hold back the orgasm, but it was no use. I moaned out in pleasure and came so hard.

Husband spanked my ass a few more times and then shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard for a bit, then told me to turn over. As I turned over, he took my panties off and threw them across the room. He spread my legs, knelt over me, and once again shoved his cock into my pussy. I wrapped my legs around him, my boots still on. He said he needed to taste me again, so he scooted down to my crotch, put my feet on his shoulders, and started to lick my clit while fingering my pussy. I enjoyed that for a while and then told him that I wanted his cock back inside me. He granted my wish. He sat up and started to fuck me once again. I reached down, took my boots off, and then placed my feet on his chest. I angled my body in just the right way so that his cock would hit my G-spot. He fucked me harder as I reached down to my clit and started to rub it. I began to rock my hips in rhythm with his thrusts. It didn't take long before he started to cum. I felt him fill my pussy with his hot man-juice and it brought me over the edge. I started to cum as well.

Afterwards, we both collapsed and passed out. We had to be up in four hours, but it was totally worth it. My husband is so damn hot. Women should definitely be jealous.


On another note, I don't really have time to write about it right now, but I had the most amazing dream about Tom Odell last night. God, that man is perfection. Trystan bought a signed picture of him and framed it for me. He even made sure his hands were in the picture. I may or may not have masturbated while looking at that picture. He has the most amazing hands that I've ever seen. If only I could meet that man, I would rock his world for sure. So many fantasies.

Dream turned fantasy

I told Husband about the dream I had last night and he wanted me to blog about it. I can honestly say that this is now on my fantasy list. Anyway, here it is:

Trystan and I were laying in bed together talking about random things. We were waiting for Husband to get out of the shower. I told Trystan how much I love his hands and explained how I have a finger fetish. Not all fingers excite me, just a specific kind, which he has. He said, "Oh yeah? So, do you think about me touching you?" I said, "All the time." He placed his hand on my cheek and I closed my eyes. He began to run his fingers across my cheek and then down my neck slowly, stopping at my collar bone and then tracing it with his fingers softly. My breath caught in my throat and my whole body filled with goosebumps. I opened my eyes to find that he was staring at me. I took a deep breath, put my hand on his cheek and pulled his face toward mine. I kissed his lips softly and waited for a response. When I felt him kiss me back, I put my hand behind his head, grabbed a handful of his hair and then kissed him harder. I felt him reach behind me and grab my ass, pulling me closer to him. Our tongues massaged each other as we continued to make out. I ran my fingers through his hair, down his neck, to his chest. He started to lick my neck softly, teasing me, and then he started sucking on it. I moaned and dug my nails into his chest. I climbed on top of him and removed his shirt. I licked his neck a little and then bit it hard. He moaned in my ear, which turned me on even more, so I started to grind on his crotch. I started imagining what it would feel like to have him inside me and a small moan escaped my lips. He removed my shirt, wrapped his arms around me and then licked from my collar bone down to my breasts.

Suddenly, we heard the door open and Husband entered the room. He said, “Well, what’s going on in here?” I blushed and said, “I was warming him up for you.” Trystan laughed and said, “She was doing a good job, too.” Husband walked over to the bed and told us both to get naked, so we did. Then he said, “Now, I want you to continue what you were doing before I walked in.” So, I climbed back on top of Trystan, straddling his crotch, and started making out with him again. Husband smacked my ass very hard, causing me to moan loudly and dig my nails into Trystan’s back. He said, “That’s your punishment. Now, stick your ass up in the air so I can fuck you.” I did as I was told. Husband climbed up on the bed and shoved his cock into my pussy. Trystan massaged my breasts as we continued to make out. He began to suck on my neck again, which made me cum. I gushed all over both Husband’s and Trystan’s cocks at the same time. Husband grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. He said, “I want to watch you lick all of your juices off of Trystan’s cock and then suck it like you want to drain every last ounce of cum out of it.” He stopped fucking me long enough for me to move down and start licking Trystan’s cock. Husband smacked my ass hard again and said, “Now suck it!” I opened my mouth and slid Trystan’s cock between my lips. Husband started pounding my pussy again, hitting my G-spot with every stroke. I heard them both moaning, Husband because of my pussy and Trystan because of my mouth. I thought I may explode from such intense pleasure. I reached underneath myself and started to rub my clit. I started moaning as I continued to suck Trystan’s cock. Soon, all three of us were orgasming together. I held Trystan’s cum in my mouth and then kissed Husband, transferring the cum to his mouth. I moaned as I watched him swallow it and then lick his lips. I looked at Trystan and said, “Next time, you should be the one fucking me.” He laughed and I gave him a wink.

Birthday sex for him - Trying out this dominant thing

I had to delay Husband's birthday sex because of girl problems. Not that my husband isn't man enough to still fuck me during that time, because he's not bothered by it at all, but it just wouldn't have worked well with what I had planned. Saturday just happened to be the night that I chose to make it up to him.

We spent the night out with friends having a great time. I kept going over exactly what I was going to do to him in my head. Over and over. Getting more turned on with every hour that passed. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. I told him we needed to head home because we had an early morning, which we did. That just wasn't the only reason I wanted to leave.

Upon arriving home, we made our way to the bedroom and Husband removed his pants and boxers. I stopped to admire him a bit. I love when he walks around in nothing but a t-shirt. Mmmm. Wait, isn't that something guys are supposed to like watching their girlfriends do? I then pushed him down onto the bed in a sitting position. I removed his shirt and then kissed him. A long passionate kiss. Then, I grabbed hold of his hair, hard, and pushed his face into my tits. He breathed in my scent and let out a moan. I kissed him again and then ordered him to lay face down on the bed. He definitely wasn't expecting what came next. I picked up one of the sets of handcuffs that are attached to the bed and looked into his eyes. I gave him a mischievous look and saw his eyes widen. I locked his left hand in place and said, "Do you like that?" He could barely mutter the words, "Oh yes." I climbed on top of him, reached the set of handcuffs on the opposite side of the bed and restrained his right hand. He tugged at them, testing out his ability to get out of them. There was no chance of that though. This was Husband's first experience being the one cuffed to the bed and I could tell he was loving every second of it. I have to admit, so was I.

I got down off of the bed and walked over to where he could see me. I turned around, facing my ass towards him. I removed my t-shirt but kept the long-sleeve fishnet shirt that was underneath it on. I looked back to make sure he was watching and then shimmied my way out of my pants, making sure to bend over in an exaggerated way so that he could enjoy the view of my ass through the sheer mesh of my panties. I turned around to see his reaction. I could almost swear I saw him drooling a little bit. I wanted him so bad right then, but I had business to take care of first.

I climbed on top of him again, making sure to drag my tits over his body as I moved my mouth up to his neck. I gave a good hard pelvic thrust right onto his ass. He moaned out and I felt my clit tingle. I kissed and licked the back of his neck, while also breathing in his scent. He smelled so good that my eyes rolled back into my head for a moment. - Focus. Back to the task at hand. - I licked my way down his spine, making sure to breathe on the spots that I just licked. He loves when I do that. By this time, he was squirming like crazy. I started to regret not tying down his legs as well. I continued to lick his back, moving to his side right above his hip, one of his most sensitive areas. Then, I moved down to his left ass cheek. I continued to lick it until I reached the center of the cheek where it was very juicy, then I bit it hard. He moaned out again. I felt my pussy get very wet with that one. God, I wanted him so badly.

I touched and caressed all over his body. Arms, back, legs and ass. Then just as he really started to relax, I gave his ass a good smack. He flinched, not expecting that. Another first for him. Usually he is the one doing the spanking. I asked him if he liked it. I heard a very quiet and breathless "yes" come from his mouth. I spanked him again. First the right cheek and then the left. After a few more smacks, I decided I needed something other than my hand. So, I went and got the "spank stick". I knelt down next to the bed and gave my thigh a few swats, just to test it out. Hearing the smack on my skin excited me, so I smacked my ass a few times with it as well. It was time to try it out on Husband. I smacked his ass softly at first, just to warm him up a little. When I didn't hear any complaints, I smacked him harder. He moaned out as the wood stung his ass. I spanked him a few more times and then decided to try out one of the whips. I chose the small one first, but after giving it a few tries, I decided I didn't like it much. Instead, I used the feather on the other end of it. I softly ran the feather over his bare ass. Then, I ran it over the rest of his body. Up one side of his back, across the back of his neck, down the other side of his back, up his side, lingering at his armpit, down his arm, then over to the other arm, down the other side, down to his legs, lingering at the backs of his knees, then down to his feet. He was loving it, moaning out as I touched his sensitive spots. I tried using it on his balls and not surprisingly, found out he really liked that too. I stopped and smacked him two more times with the small whip and then grabbed the larger one. This one was made for me by Shawn about a year ago. He made it very well, by the way. It stings so good. Mmmm. I smacked my arm with it a few times as I walked back over to the bed. I loved it so much that I decided to smack my thigh a few times as well. I could tell Husband was waiting in anticipation. I drew my hand back and let the whip fly toward his bare ass and took in all the moans that were escaping his mouth as I repeated the swats. I think I found my new favorite toy. Hehe. I climbed onto the bed and caressed his body some more, then I cupped his balls and massaged them a little. He raised his ass in response, so I started stroking his cock as well. I felt all the cum that had been leaking out of his cock while I teased him and it made me want him more.

I laid on top of him again and gave him a few more pelvic thrusts to the ass. He was so turned on that I could feel the heat coming off of his body. I kissed his neck a bit and then moved down his body while licking his back. I straddled his thigh and spread my legs, resting my very wet crotch on his soft skin. I began to rub my crotch up and down his leg. It felt so good that I was tempted to put my hand down my panties and rub my clit at the same time. I resisted the urge and just kept rubbing my wetness all over him. He raised his lower leg up to caress my back with his foot. Yes, I definitely should have restrained his legs as well. I pushed his leg back down and then started scratching his back with my nails. I scratched from his shoulders down to the very bottom of his ass. He was writhing and moaning beneath me. Fuck. I started to lose control and almost uncuffed him. - No. I must continue with the torture. - Though, I wasn't sure who was being tortured more.

Husband kept sticking his ass in the air as if he was begging me to shove something in it. I took the hint and grabbed a pink anal toy from the night stand. I lubed it up and then slowly inserted the beaded end into his ass. He moaned loudly with the passing of each bead into his sphincter. I let the toy sit for a moment to give his ass time to loosen up. Then, I pulled the toy in and out slowly, letting the pleasure nubs do their work on his hungry hole. The moans coming from his mouth got me so excited that I lubed up the toy a little more and then shoved the large center bulb into his ass as well. He cried out in pleasure and I squeezed his ass cheek hard. I had to calm down because I all could think about was wanting to touch myself. I let the toy sit there again so that he could relax, then I started flicking it with my finger. I wasn't sure if he'd be able to feel much from that, until he started moaning every time I did it. Oh yeah, he felt it for sure. I continued to do that for a while. Then, I began to fuck him with the toy, sliding it in and out of his ass as I cupped his balls at the same time. The toy was getting too slippery to hold onto, so I reluctantly decided to take it out and try something else. After I removed it, Husband begged me to use my fingers. I lubed them up, inserted my pointer finger and fingered his ass with it. He wanted more, so I inserted my middle finger as well. His ass felt so slippery and smooth. I imagined what it would feel like if I had a cock to shove in there. That made my clit tingle like crazy. Finally, I inserted my ring finger and massaged the inside of his ass for a while.

After I finished fingering Husband, I spanked his ass with my hand a few more times, then I released him from the handcuffs. I told him to lay there and wait for me while I washed my hands (yes, I'm a germ-aphobe). When I came back into the room, I removed the rest of my clothing. Then, I told him to flip over on his back and I climbed on top of him. I straddled him and got my pussy so close to his cock, but not quite touching, and then made out with him. He dug his nails into my back. He wanted me as much as I wanted him. But I couldn't let him know how much I wanted him just yet. I resisted. More kissing. Tongues twirling around each other. Feeling each other's breath, heavy. Suddenly, he grabbed me and forced his cock into my pussy. I moaned out in pleasure. Oh my. His cock felt so amazing filling me up. He fucked my pussy hard from underneath me. He said, "I bet you didn't know I could fuck you this hard in this position, did you?" - Wait, when did the power shift happen? - I didn't really care. I just went with it. It felt too good not to.

 I finally snapped out of it and took back my control over him. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him down hard on the bed. I grinded on him, using his pubic bone to massage my clit. I wanted to cum so badly, but I didn't want him to know that. I rode him like a sexy cowgirl as he massaged my tits. I felt his cock hit my G-spot and I moaned. I repeated that movement over and over until my G-spot exploded in pleasure. I felt my pussy tighten around his cock and we moaned together. I stopped for a moment to catch my breath, then I started again. I rode his cock so hard that it didn't take long before I was cumming again, this time gushing all over him. He cried out, "Oh my god, I'm gonna cum!" I felt his body tense up and then he shot his load into my pussy. I found myself wishing that he had shot it in my mouth instead, but it felt too good to have regrets. It was so mind-blowing that I was actually still turned on.

I went to the bathroom to pee, and then I realized that I still had not had a clitoral orgasm. No wonder I was still all hot and bothered! I went back into the room and told Husband this. He knew this was something that needed to be fixed immediately. Somehow he was already hard again as well. He told me to get on my knees, then he fucked me from behind. So hard. I just got goosebumps while thinking about it. I reached underneath myself and started rubbing my clit while he rammed his cock deep inside my pussy. I was so wet that my fingers glided over my clit so smoothly. The feeling was so perfect that I didn't last long. The orgasm raced through my whole body. It was so powerful, I was afraid that I might pass out. Husband said it was too soon for him to cum again, so he pulled out and we collapsed onto the bed. Then, we passed out in each other's arms.

A few hours later, I was woken by something poking me in the ass. Husband was grinding on my ass and running his hands all over my body. Oh yes, he hadn't gotten enough of me. He climbed on top of me and started to rub my clit. I was still pretty wet from the sex earlier, so I pushed his hand away, wrapped my legs around his waist and then pushed his cock into my pussy. He fucked me as I tightened my legs around him. I began to rock my hips, trying to find my G-spot. He grabbed my legs and pulled them up over my head and continued to fuck me harder. Yes! He found my G-spot. I reached down and rubbed my clit. Soon I was cumming all over him once again. He turned me over, told me to get on my knees and shoved his cock back into my pussy. He licked his finger and then shoved it in my ass. I cried out in surprise but went with it. He fingered my ass as he fucked me and I rubbed my clit while pushing my ass back into his thrusts. I loved having my holes filled by him. I felt my clit swell with pleasure and then it shot through the rest of my body. I told Husband that I wanted him to cum on my ass. He continued to fuck me until he was just about to cum, then he pulled out and shot his load all over my ass. I felt the warm man juice squirting all over me and it caused me to moan. I love that feeling so much. I felt so completely satisfied after all of that fun. I hope he did as well.

Husband told me how much he enjoyed every bit of the night before and I felt so proud of myself. I am definitely a submissive at heart, but I have been learning how to be more dominant. At this point, I am actually enjoying it quite a bit. Maybe too much at times! I know most women give their husbands blow jobs for their birthday, but that's a regular occurrence in our sex life. I wanted to make his birthday extra special. I'm so glad it worked like I had planned.

Hot phone sex and a punishment

Husband went away for a day and a half on a work trip. It seemed longer than it actually was. I guess that would be the case for someone who is as addicted to sex as I am. See, if I had a girlfriend, that wouldn't even be a problem. Alas, that has not happened for me yet. So, Husband and I decided to have phone sex. It started with some dirty texts from my husband ordering me to touch myself. "Have you touched yourself tonight?", he asked. After responding with a no, he said, "Do it now." Seeing that turned me on so much. I love being ordered to do dirty things. He told me step by step what to do. I did as I was told...massaging my breasts, playing with my nipples, rubbing my clit, sticking my finger inside me and tasting my juices. Eventually I suggested that we continue on the phone. I wanted to hear his voice. I wanted to hear his breath get heavier as he stroked his cock. I wanted to hear him moan as he climaxed. He agreed and called me.

He told me to get one of the glass dildos and stick it inside me. It was so cold but I didn't have time to warm it up. I placed it under my breast for a few seconds, hoping that it would warm up a little. He ordered me to put it inside my pussy, so I laid back down, spread my legs and slowly stuck it inside myself. I moaned as I winced from the coldness. My pussy was so hot that it didn't take long before the toy was hot as well. I was so wet that my pussy juices started to run down my ass. With every stroke the toy made, in and out of my pussy, the more wet it became. I increased the speed of the strokes...faster...and faster. Husband said he wanted to hear the sound of my juices, so I put the phone down by my pussy as I continued to fuck myself with the toy. I knew he could hear it because he started to moan. He said it sounded like I was about to squirt all over. I had never done that to myself before, so I wasn't sure what to expect. Husband told me that if I squirted, I would have to put a toy in my ass. I didn't want to do that, so I kind of ignored what he said and continued to fuck myself. Soon I felt like I was getting ready to cum, so I concentrated on what I was doing, making sure to hit my G-spot with every stroke. I felt the build-up and then BAM! My whole body tensed up, I felt an amazing release of pleasure spreading through my body and I squirted all over my ass and my legs. He asked me if I had squirted and I told him I did. Then, I started to rub my clit. It only took a few seconds before I was cumming again. This time Husband orgasmed with me. I loved hearing his moans over the phone. Knowing that he was touching himself and thinking about me excited me so much. He didn't mention the part about me having to put a toy in my ass, so I figured he didn't really care anymore. We said goodnight and went to sleep.

The next night, Husband came home. Earlier in the day, my pants had split in the ass. It was quite embarrassing and I'm sure lots of people saw my panties as I was shopping and making my way home. I hope they enjoyed what they saw. I was so busy taking care of things when I got home, that I just left those pants on. When Husband got home, we went into the bedroom. He lit a candle and turned off the light. Then, he wrapped his arms around me, kissed my lips and led me over to the bed. He turned me around fast, pushed the top half of my body down hard onto the bed and ripped my pants off. Then, he removed my panties and shoved his cock into my pussy from behind. He fucked me hard while holding me down. He stopped and asked if I had stuck something in my ass like he told me to. Oops. I told him I didn't do it and he asked me why. I said I was just a bad girl. He said, "You know bad girls get punished, don't you?" I got goosebumps all over my body when he said that. I was so turned on that I could feel my pussy get wetter.

Husband picked up a bottle of lube that was sitting on the nightstand and poured some on my ass. It was so cold that I winced and tried to pull away. He grabbed my hips, pulled me up against his body again and slapped my ass hard. I moaned and melted back into the bed. He grabbed a pink anal toy and slowly inserted it into my ass. Once he got it all the way in, he began to fuck me again...soft at first and then harder. Eventually he flipped me over so he could get a better view. My ass was half hanging off the bed and my legs were up on his shoulders. He fucked me so very hard and I was loving it. Am I supposed to love a punishment so much? I wasn't sure if I should be trying to hide the pleasure I was getting from it. It is always written all over my face though and I can't help but moan when it feels good. He took the toy out of my ass so I could have a G-Spot orgasm. He started fucking me again and it felt so much better to be able to squeeze my pussy muscles around his cock. It's too hard for me to do that when my ass is filled with a toy. As he fucked me, I moved my hips in a circle and squeezed his cock in rhythm with his strokes. He started to moan out and that sent me over the edge. I had a G-spot orgasm unexpectedly, but it was amazing. I then used my fingers to rub my clit. I squeezed my muscles around his cock again and as soon as I heard him start to cum, I orgasmed with him. Mmmm. I love cumming together. That has to be one of the best things.

After he pulled out, he told me that next time if I don't listen to him, he's going to use the strap on to fuck both of my holes at the same time. Is it wrong that I am planning to disobey again?