Sinful Sunday: Wishing For Two Cocks

I've been texting with Jacob a lot lately. It's been quite a while since we were able to play together. Unfortunately, due to the current situation, that won't be happening anytime soon either. So, we just send each other pictures and get lost in fantasy land for a bit. I love that he masturbates to my photos all the time. It makes me feel so sexy.



One day, I'll have two cocks to suck again. This photo shows how much I truly love it. It's written all over my face. Mmmm.


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A Valentine's Day Fantasy

It was Valentine's Day but we had never really made a huge deal of it in the past. This year, we decided to go out to dinner. Things have been very busy and stressful lately. It was really nice to take some time to reconnect.

The food was wonderful and the conversation was even better. We started talking about our hectic schedules and all of the stress we've been under. Though, it didn't take long before things got very steamy. We talked about all the things we wished we could do to each other if only we had the time. I fidgeted in my seat. The more we talked, the more my clit became engorged. I wanted to touch myself but I was too scared that someone would notice. I rushed through my food, hoping to get some relief once we returned home.

On the ride home, we talked about what we wanted to do once we got inside the house. I kept thinking about his cock, imagining it sliding into my hungry cunt. I needed it so badly. I touched myself gently, on top of my clothes. My crotch was very wet. I let out a tiny sigh. Fuck, I just couldn't wait to feel him inside me.

As soon as the front door closed, Husband pushed me against the wall and kissed me hard. He wrapped his hand around my neck and I melted into him. He kissed the side of my neck, working his way up to my ear. He whispered, "Go to the bedroom, remove your clothes, lie down on the bed, and put on the blindfold. Wait for me there." I couldn't find the words to respond, so I just did as I was told.

It felt like an eternity, just lying on the bed in total darkness, waiting. I wanted him...no, I NEEDED him. It was all I could think about. I rocked my hips, imagining his cock filling me up. I moaned slightly, wishing he would hurry.

Finally, I heard the bedroom door open. My body quivered with excitement. "Please hurry, I need you inside me." He laughed a little and said, "Be patient, my little slut." I moaned again, he knew my weakness. That word always turns me to goo.

I felt his hand softly caress my leg. Then, I felt his other hand touch my thigh. "Oh, yes. Higher." I felt another hand gently touch my stomach. Wait, three hands? Before I could even process, a fourth hand tickled my arm. A fifth hand began stroking my breast. A sixth on my cheek, caressing my face. I moaned loudly. What was happening? A seventh hand grabbed my other breast and pinched my nipple. Then, one more hand grabbed hold of my hair and pulled, lifting my face to meet theirs. They kissed me hard. I tasted their tongue and I could tell it was Husband. "Oh, fuck!" I wanted to take the blindfold off to see who was touching me but I knew he wouldn't let me do that.

I was confused and excited, feeling as though I was about to burst. So many hands touching me at the same time. This had always been a big fantasy of mine, ever since I realized that I had a hand fetish. I felt like I was losing my mind. The pleasure was so intense. I couldn't stop myself from moaning out. I didn't want it to end. I felt like I was floating up into the clouds.

The hands caressed my body, moving all over until they had touched every spot. Every spot, except my clit. I arched my back, begging to be touched in my sweet spot. I could feel the wetness dripping out of my cunt, teasing me further. I cried out, "Please, I need to cum." Husband laughed again, "Alright, I guess we've teased you enough."

When I felt Husband's finger slide up the slit of my pussy, I moaned loudly. "Oh, fuck! Yes!" I was so wet, his fingers glided effortlessly over my clit. He swirled around it slowly and my breath became ragged. He increased speed slightly and I arched my back in response. "Please don't stop." He sped up a little more and whispered in my ear, "Cum for me, baby." I instantly felt a wave of pleasure flow through my body. I tried to hold back but it was too strong. I moaned so loudly that even the neighbors could hear.

As I was trying to catch my breath, Husband said, "Good girl. Now, we're going to take turns fucking that sweet pussy. I hope you're ready." Husband climbed on top of me, grabbed my arms, and held them over my head. The head of his cock teased the opening to my cunt. I whined, wanting him to enter me already. "I know how much you want this. You're such a dirty little slut," he said, as he shoved his cock inside me. He fucked me hard as he kissed me passionately. I was so turned on that I squirted all over him as he fucked me. I wanted to tell him how good it felt to feel him inside me but I couldn't form the words. I just moaned with every thrust. He let go of one of my hands, allowing me to touch myself. I rubbed my clit as he continued to fuck me. I could feel his cock throbbing inside me. When I started to cum, he fucked me harder until he emptied his load deep inside me.

When Husband got up, he said, "Who's next?" My body started shaking a little. I was so nervous but incredibly excited. I felt someone else climb on top of me. He teased my clit with the head of his cock, making me moan some more. Suddenly, he lifted my legs up on his chest and shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me hard and fast. I could barely catch my breath. My pussy was squirting everywhere, even on my face. I licked my lips and started to rub my clit again. I heard him say, "Fuck yeah!" I began to cum around his cock as he filled me with his cum.

The second man got up and a third man replaced him. He grabbed my legs and pushed them up over my head. Then, he slid his cock inside my greedy cunt. It still wanted more. He continued to fuck me slowly and I whined. I didn't want to be teased anymore. I needed him to pound my pussy. I rocked my hips, thrusting with him, making his thrusts that much more powerful. He cried out, "Fuck, you feel so good. I can't last long when you do that." I didn't care. What I really wanted was his cum, filling me up. I began to thrust into him even harder, rubbing my very swollen clit again. My pussy tightened around his cock as I orgasmed and he lost it. He moaned loudly and emptied more cum deep inside me.

When it was the fourth man's turn, he asked, "Can I flip her over?" Husband approved, so I flipped over onto my hands and knees. I wasn't sure if I could take anymore but I didn't really have a choice. I felt him squeeze my ass, then he shoved his cock inside me. His cock was so big, I was glad he waited to go last. He grabbed my hips and thrust into me so hard. I reached under myself and touched my clit. It cried out, feeling overspent. I just needed one more orgasm. I touched it anyway, hoping it would submit. I was so wet with all of the cum that was dripping out of my pussy. I rubbed it into my clit. I thought about how slutty I was being and it made me shudder with excitement. I felt a thumb rub my asshole, gently pushing inside my ass. It pushed me over the edge. I moaned out as I came hard around his huge cock and he came with me, filling my hole even more.

When they were all done, Husband told me to lie down and spread my legs. He said, "Wow, look at all of that cum dripping out of your greedy cunt. You're such a dirty little slut. I bet you loved that." I still couldn't form words. All I could do was respond with a moan of, "Mhmmm."

Sinful Sunday: Slut

The Sinful Sunday prompt for February is One Word, meaning that you must convey the meaning of a word through your photograph.

My word is slut.





When I was younger, the word slut always had a negative connotation. If someone called you a slut, it meant that you should feel ashamed. It was bad for a woman to have a lot of sex partners. I focused on that way too much. I was always afraid of my number of sexual partners getting too high. What would people think of me?

In my thirties, I got over that. Now, I embrace the fact that I'm a slut. It turns me on when my partner calls me slutty. I get off on it.

I AM a slut and that is okay.

My February PhotoFest posts from previous years can be found in the links below:
February Photofest 2018
February Photofest 2019

Spit Roast Party

It's been quite a while since the last time I hung out with G. He must have been on my mind the other day though because I had a pretty hot dream about him.

The dream began with a small party at G's house. People were spread out around the house, drinking alcohol and having conversations. In these situations, I'm always the odd one out. I tend to get really awkward and slink off to a corner, wishing that I could figure out how to start a conversation with someone. I stood around watching people for a while, then decided to go to the kitchen to get a drink refill.

When I walked into the kitchen, G was in there getting a drink as well.

"Hey, Ash! Are you having fun?"

"Yeah, it's a nice party." I looked down at my feet. "I'm sure I'd have more fun if I could stop being so awkward and actually conversate."

G walked across the kitchen, closer to me. "Aww, you're not as awkward as you think you are. Just go up and talk to someone. I know they would love to hear what you have to say."

"You're probably right," I giggled nervously. I started to pour a drink and spilled it all over the floor. "Oh jeez, that's pretty epic timing."

I grabbed a towel from the counter and bent down to clean up my mess. G came up behind me, lifted my dress, and grabbed my ass. I continued to wipe the floor as he rubbed his hard cock up against me. I stood up and turned around to look at him.

"Well, hello there," I said, a bit surprised.

"I bet I could make this party a bit more fun for you," G said with a smirk.

"Oh, you think so? Prove it."

I could see the mischief in G's eyes as he quickly flipped me around and bent me over the counter. I felt his rigid cock pressing against my hip as he smacked my ass. He pulled my panties down to the floor and smacked my ass once more. His hand slid down between my legs. I moaned as he began rubbing my clit.

"You're so wet already. I've barely touched you."

I didn't respond. I couldn't think straight. I could feel that I was getting so close to cumming. I focused on his fingers gliding across my clit. They circled around it over and over. My breathing increased and I started to pull away. He held me down harder on the countertop.

"I want you to cum for me, Ash. Then, I'm going to fuck you. Hard."

He grabbed hold of my hair and gave it a tug. At that moment, my whole body flushed and I started to cum. As I was trying to catch my breath, he pulled his cock out and shoved it inside my wet cunt. I moaned out and braced myself on the wall. He was pounding my pussy so hard that I could barely keep my moans contained.

I was startled by the sound of a man clearing his throat. I looked over at the doorway to see Husband, looking shocked, yet turned on.

"So, this is where you went off to," Husband said with a little laugh.

"I...I wasn't planning on it. It just...happened."

"Yeah? Well, now you're going to take my cock, too."

Husband walked over to us and dropped his pants. He grabbed my head, pushed me down onto my knees, and shoved his cock in my mouth. He fucked my throat deeply until tears ran down my face.

"I need to fuck that delicious pussy some more," G said as he pushed me down onto my hands and knees. He slid his cock into my hungry cunt once again and started to pound it as I continued to suck Husband's cock.

I was so aroused. I needed to cum so badly. I reached down to rub my clit. I was already so close. G increased his speed as Husband pulled my hair and shoved his cock even further down my throat. I lost it. I came so hard, squirting all over G and moaning around Husband's cock. A moment later, they both orgasmed as well, filling my holes with cum.

The guys helped me up and G tossed my panties to me.

"Wow, that definitely made this party a lot more fun. You weren't lying about that," I said, as I put my panties back on.

We grabbed our drinks and started to walk into the living room like nothing had happened. I blushed when people looked back at us, wondering where we've been. I couldn't believe I had just been spit roasted in the kitchen right in the middle of a party. I was feeling like such a slut and I loved it.

Sinful Sunday: I Am Bisexual

Last week was prompt weekend for Sinful Sunday. I didn't get to post last weekend, so I'm posting it now.

The first thing that came to mind when I saw the prompt "I am..." was that I am bisexual. I love sex with men AND women very much. Definitely women a little moreso than men.

I tried to capture all of that here.





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Spontaneous Fucking

Last Thursday afternoon, Jacob was sending me sext messages, as he does occasionally, and he mentioned wanting to get together for sex soon. So, I asked him when he wanted to do that. He responded, "I'm free tonight."

While I would normally be super excited about getting together with a FWB, I was feeling quite anxious about it this time. I haven't been feeling great lately. I've been fighting a deep depression which has left me feeling emotionally exhausted. My self confidence has taken a huge hit recently and I've been dealing with a lot of jealousy issues, which is very new to me. I was definitely not feeling sexy or worthy of anything sex related. I just kept thinking bad thoughts about myself and I wanted to say that I couldn't make it. Husband basically told me that I was being ridiculous and that I should go. So, in hopes that some sexy fun time would give my self confidence a much needed boost, I decided to go.


Jacob and I have been having sex for three years but it has always been in a threesome setting with Husband at our place. This time, however, it would be just the two of us and I went to his place for a change. I was still feeling quite anxious and unattractive, so when I showed up and he greeted me with a kiss at the door, I blushed. He gazed at my body, taking it all in. His breath caught in his throat and he said, "Wow! You look hot!" I blushed even harder and tried to hide my face. He walked behind me to check out my ass in the tight black jeans I wore just for him. He grabbed a handful of my ass and squeezed it hard. Then, he wrapped his arms around me from behind and started to kiss all over the right side of my neck. I instantly melted in his arms. As he continued to nuzzle my neck, I moaned out in pleasure and caressed the tops of his hands. He ran his hands slowly up my body and grabbed my tits, squeezing them hard and pulling me into him. I could feel his bulge poking my ass. I closed my eyes and imagined it inside me. My clit started to tingle.

We walked over to the couch and sat down next to each other. We talked for a few minutes, then Jacob moved one of my pigtail braids aside and started to kiss my neck again. He moved up to my mouth and we started making out. Our tongues gently caressed each other, becoming delicately entwined as things got hotter. He grabbed my hand and placed it on his rock hard cock. I rubbed it on top of his jeans while we continued to make out. After a bit, Jacob unzipped his jeans and pulled his cock out. A huge smile spread across my face and I was overcome with a desire to touch it. We continued to make out for a bit while I stroked him with my hand. When we stopped kissing, I looked down at his cock and grinned again, "Mmmm. You have such a nice cock." I leaned down to give it a kiss, but instead, I plunged it in my mouth hungrily. I just couldn't resist. I needed to taste it.

I licked the head of Jacob's cock like a lollipop. I swirled my tongue around the tip, getting it nice and lubed up. I placed it in my mouth. Deeper. Deeper. I bobbed up and down slowly, sliding it deeper with every stroke, until I swallowed it deep into my throat. He moaned out, grabbed hold of my pigtails, and started to fuck my throat. My eyes started to water and I couldn't breathe but I didn't care. It was so fucking hot. My clit swelled with desire and I began to squirm a bit. I pulled away to catch my breath and he stood up in front of me. I wiped the tears from my eyes, grabbed hold of his shaft, and placed it into my mouth. I wrapped my hands around his thighs, pulling him in deeper. He grabbed my braids once more and fucked my throat. So hard. My pussy was getting very wet and my clit was aching.

Jacob pulled away and said, "I think we're wearing too many clothes." We were both still fully clothed for some reason. He took off his shirt and threw it on the chair. So, I took my shirt off as well. I stood up and started to unbutton my jeans and he said, "Oh no, not yet." He grabbed me, turned me around, and bent me over the couch. He rubbed my ass, occasionally grabbing handfuls that he would squeeze hard. Jacob worships my ass and I love it. He started to grind his cock on my ass, which really turned me on. I wanted him inside me. When he stopped, I asked if I could remove my pants. He gave me permission and got naked himself. Then, he told me to follow him to the bedroom. I laid down on the bed and waited for him to join me. When he did, he wrapped his leg around my body and kissed me hard. We started making out again and he rubbed my crotch on top of my panties. I arched my back in response. He grabbed my breasts and sucked on my nipples. I reached down, slid my panties off, and tossed them onto the floor. Jacob caressed my clit with his fingers. Those amazing fingers. Mmmm. My eyes rolled back and I took a deep breath. It felt so good to be touched.

After a bit, Jacob got up on his knees and shoved his cock in my mouth once more. I sucked it as he rubbed my clit. Then, he grabbed my hair and started fucking my mouth again. I could feel his cock entering my throat, shoving its way in. It excited me so much. He grabbed my crotch in his hand. "Do you want me to fuck this pussy?" "Oh, yes!" I answered. "Mmmm, I think I need to lick it first," he said. He moved down to the end of the bed, parted my legs, and dived right in. His tongue was massaging my clit and it felt so fucking good. He has amazing pussy eating skills. Jacob moaned and I could tell he was really enjoying it. He slid a couple fingers inside me, massaging my g-spot. Fuck, I didn't want him to stop. I reached down and started to run my fingers through his hair as he continued to lick my clit. I felt like I was going to cum a few times but I was so nervous about it. I could tell I was going to squirt and I've never done that with him before. So, I was afraid of how he would react. So, unfortunately, I held back. It still felt amazing but I regret not letting go.

Jacob asked if I was ready for his cock. He had texted earlier that he really wanted to be on top, so after I said I was ready, he climbed on top of me. As he penetrated my sex, the look on his face was absolute ecstasy. I moaned as his cock filled me up. I wrapped my legs around his hips and squeezed his biceps as he plunged in and out of my hungry cunt. I could hear how wet I was and it turned me on even more. He sat up on his knees and continued fucking me. I reached down and rubbed my clit. He asked, "Are you going to cum for me?" Oh god, I almost came right then. He started fucking me harder. I could feel his cock hitting my G-spot. I was getting close to cumming when he went back down into the missionary position. I stopped rubbing my clit and focused on grabbing his cock with my pussy. I could tell he was really close to cumming but he was fighting it like a champ.

I really wanted to cum, so I pushed him back up into a kneeling position. I rubbed my clit and caressed his chest as he continued to fuck me. He lifted my legs up and placed my feet on his chest. His cock was hitting my G-spot and it felt amazing. It didn't take long before I was cumming around his cock. He continued to fuck my pussy for a bit longer but I knew he really wanted to cum. When I tightened my pussy around his cock, he asked for permission to cum, and I moaned, "Yes! Oh, yes!" He came so hard that it made my clit tingle again. He collapsed on the bed next to me and we just laid there for a while enjoying the afterglow.



Later that night, while we were lying in bed, Husband asked me for the details of what happened, so I shared with him. Of course, it turned both of us on. We began to run our hands all over each other's bodies. I could feel the heat coming off of his skin. He was so aroused. He reached down between my legs and felt how wet I was. I started to purr and he sat up on his knees beside me. He rubbed my clit, his fingers gliding smoothly over my wet vulva. I started to moan as he slipped a couple fingers inside my pussy. I reached over and grabbed his cock. I started to stroke it slowly with my hand, rubbing the pre-cum all over the head. As he continued to finger me, I could feel myself getting even wetter. I felt one of his fingers move from inside my pussy to my asshole. After massaging and warming it up a bit, he slipped his finger inside. I squeezed his cock in response and he moaned out. Husband continued to fuck my ass and pussy with his fingers while also rubbing my clit. It felt amazing. He was hitting my G-spot over and over again. I felt the pressure start to build up inside me and my thigh muscles tensed up. I reached between his legs and grabbed his ass. I squeezed it hard as I started to cum. It felt so warm and I realized that I was squirting all over the bed. A lot. My body finally let go of everything it was holding back earlier in the night. Fuck, it was so intense.

After I was done cumming, Husband took his cum soaked hand and rubbed it all over my tits. Then, he sucked it off of my nipples. Oh fuck! He grabbed my crotch and said, "I may share this with others but I want you to know that this is MINE." Then, he grabbed my tits and said, "ALL OF THIS belongs to me." Unf. That gave me butterflies in my tummy. He started to rub my clit again and I tried to pull away. It was too soon after my orgasm and it was super sensitive. He held me down and rubbed it more. I continued to pull away and cry out. He finally stopped and then climbed on top of me. He slid his cock into my very wet pussy and started to fuck me. So hard. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist as he pounded my slutty cunt. He fucked me harder and harder until finally, he emptied his hot load deep inside my pussy.

Sinful Sunday: Humour

"Would you please stop making me laugh? I'm trying to suck this cock."

Sinful Sunday: Bruised

I went out with G on Friday night. I decided to go to his house afterwards and we had a scene. He beat my ass and left some pretty marks.




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Incoherent Ramblings

It's been over six months since we completely opened our marriage. I really can't believe it's been that long. I was thinking about this last night. Six months and how many people have I had sex with other than my husband? Zero.

It's definitely not for lack of wanting to. Mostly, I'm sure that it's because I'm super fucking picky. I love sex, but I am not attracted to a lot of people. If I am attracted to someone physically, I also have to be attracted to their personality. That means that I prefer to get to know people before I fuck them. These two things combined don't offer a lot of opportunities for sex.

Another problem is that I always seem to be attracted to people who are unavailable or live too far away. There is a large handful of online friends that I would love to fuck if given the chance. Sure, there are people who are local and available that I'm attracted to as well. I seem to be too awkward to initiate anything with them though.

There's also the problem of timing. Having a kid who is too young to be left home alone and a husband who works crazy hours doesn't leave much room for opportunities either. It's definitely not impossible but it does make things more difficult.

I've also felt extremely self conscious lately, so even when an opportunity has been available, I have shot it down because I hate what I see in the mirror. I've been working on that really hard lately. That's the reason that I decided to do February Photofest. I thought it would help me accept my body and see that people think I'm sexy. I know it's silly to turn someone down because I don't think I'm hot enough. Obviously they think I am, otherwise they wouldn't be interested in the first place. I've been slowly accepting this.

There may also be a tiny bit of guilt still going on. I've felt guilty for wanting to have sex with other men for a long time. Husband no longer tries to make me feel guilty but it's hard to let that feeling go. I guess I'm just worried about hurting him. Now that he has been seeing a girl lately, I feel a lot less guilty. So, hopefully that won't be an issue for much longer.

I guess there really wasn't much point to this post. I just really wanted to write my thoughts down so I could sort them out in my head. Maybe my point is that I am ready to let all of this go and finally fuck someone. I'll be sure to write about it when it happens.

Changes In Our Poly Terms

I have been polyamorous since before I even knew what polyamory was. At the age of 18, I knew that I never wanted to love just one person. I didn't even like the idea of marriage. My husband changed my mind about marriage but not polyamory. It was hard for him to accept at first. He had this idea in his mind that he'd grow old with the love of his life...and that she would love only him. He had to learn to accept the fact that he would have to share me. At first, I was only interested in finding a girlfriend. Since we are both bisexual, our terms were that each of us could date other people of the same gender. So, Husband started to date other men and I dated other women. In addition to that, we would have occasional threesomes with guy friends. That seemed to work out pretty great for us and we were pretty happy.

A couple years ago, things changed. I sprung something on my husband that he wasn't expecting. I wanted to be free to have sex with other men. It caused a lot of friction between us. He struggled a lot with it and things were rocky for a little while. Of course I felt guilty and selfish. So, I decided to drop it. Little did I know that he had been thinking about it ever since. Recently, he came to me and said that he wants to open up our marriage. I was kind of shocked about it. I never thought we would get to that point. He said that he hated feeling like he was holding me back from being truly satisfied and he wanted me to be happy. We talked about it for hours, hashing out all the details, making sure that this was what he wanted, and figuring out the rules. So, now our terms have changed. I am able to have sex with other men but my ass is all his. In other words, I'm not allowed to have anal sex with anyone other than him but everything else is fair game.

My next thought was, now that I am able to see other men, would he want to see other women? At this point, he isn't interested in that and I'm not sure he ever will be. That actually makes me feel a bit guilty. Am I selfish? Did I make him feel obligated to open our marriage when he didn't want to? Shouldn't I be happy with what I have? My husband is an amazing lover and he pleases me like no other man ever has. Regardless of that, the truth is, I'm not satisfied with just him. I want to spend the rest of my life with him....but I want to have sex with other men as well. I'm in the process of accepting all of these changes. While part of me is so very excited, the other part of me still feels guilty. My husband keeps reassuring me that he never would have agreed to this if it wasn't what he wanted. I just need to listen to him and let go of the guilt.

The other day, Husband asked, "So, do you have anyone in mind?" I'll be honest, I have been thinking about it a lot. "Sure, I have someone in mind, but Jack lives on the other side of the country." He asked if there was anyone local that I wanted to fuck. The depressing truth is, not really. Everyone that I'm crushing on locally is either not interested or in a monogamous relationship. It's quite discouraging. I finally get permission to fuck whoever I want and I am just not feeling good about my choices. It's my own fault for being so damn picky. There is also the fact that I am not a fan of casual sex. I at least have to be friends with someone before we fuck. Otherwise, I'm just not into it. I'm sure I'll find someone soon who is interested. Until then, I'll just continue lusting after complete strangers who I feel too socially awkward to approach.


Also, Jacob bought me this really sexy lingerie off of my Amazon wish list. So, thanks to him, you can enjoy this picture of me wearing it. ;)

Threesomes and pegging

I've been absent for quite some time here. I kept meaning to come back, but I wasn't inspired to really put my mind to it until recently. A lot has happened in the last two years.

I had a girlfriend for a while. Let's call her Sasha. Before Sasha, I had been with other women but I had never eaten a pussy. I was very enthusiastic about trying it on her though. It was just about as amazing as I thought it would be. I also got a bonus because she is a squirter. So, every time I ate her pussy, she also squirted in my mouth. I've always been on the other side of that equation, so it was nice switching places. Unfortunately, Sasha is no longer my girlfriend. Hopefully I'll find another pussy to eat soon because I'm missing it so much.

Husband and I had a threesome with Sasha last month. It was fucking hot. It was the first time I got to watch Husband fuck another woman. We sucked his cock together, which is a pretty big fantasy of mine. I also ate her pussy while he watched, which he loved. I played with her tits, sucking and pinching her nipples, as he fucked her and watched her cum again and again. She squirted all over his cock and I loved every minute of it. I wish I had written about it when it happened so I could remember more of the details. We've also been having a lot of threesomes with Jacob but I haven't been writing about that either. Ugh. Remind me to not get distracted again.


Something I do remember the details of is the sex we had on Sunday night. Husband and I had been sexting each other all day, so by the time the night arrived, we were quite excited. I had decided that I wanted to fuck him in the ass, so I grabbed my strap-on. I put it on, got on the bed, and waited for him to join me. After he climbed on the bed, he started to suck on my nipples. He was rubbing them on the roof of his mouth with his tongue and it was driving me wild! He slipped his hand in between my legs and started to rub my clit. I was so wet that his fingers were gliding over my clit so smoothly. It felt amazing. He then started to suck the cock that I had strapped on. Oh god! I almost lost it! That is a huge fantasy of mine. I often imagine that I have a cock when I masturbate and it turns me on a lot. Watching him suck my cock while rubbing my clit was so hot. He inserted a couple fingers into my pussy and I moaned out. He continued to finger me for a while and then he started to put more fingers inside me. Next thing I knew, he was fisting me and I was gushing all over. Fuck, I squirted so much that the mattress pad was SOAKED.

After I was done cumming, I told Husband to kneel next to me. I licked the shaft of his cock all the way up to the head. I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck on it. As I made it wetter, I took it deeper into my mouth. When it was deep in my throat, I bobbed up and down, fucking my throat. He moaned out in pleasure as my eyes started to water. I reached around and started to finger his ass and continued to suck his cock while massaging his penis with my tongue. I could taste his precum and it excited me.

I asked Husband to lie down and spread his legs. I grabbed an anal toy, lubed it up, and stuck it inside his ass. I fucked him with it slowly as he moaned out in pleasure. After a while, I asked if he was ready for my cock. He smiled and enthusiastically said, "Yes!" So, I flipped him over, lubed up my cock, and inserted it slowly. It had been a while since the last time I pegged him, so he needed some time to adjust. After a while, I started to fuck him. All of his moaning was making my pussy so wet that it was dripping.

After I finished fucking him, Husband went down on me. As he licked my clit, he fucked my pussy with a glass dildo. Fuck, it felt good. I love glass toys. They slide in and out so smoothly when I'm very wet. Mmmm. He made me cum so hard. I grabbed at the sheet as I moaned out. Then, he climbed on top of me, pushed my legs over my head, and started to fuck me. He tried to convince me to let him stick a toy in my ass for some dp action. I compromised by telling him he could stick another cock in my pussy. So, he got up and grabbed another dildo. He put the dildo inside me and then slid his cock in next to it. I felt so full and I could feel so much pressure on my g-spot. I thought of a new friend that I've been talking to, Jack. Imagining that his was the other cock inside my pussy. It turned me on so much. Husband started to fuck me slowly at first. Then, I started to thrust my hips, letting him know that I wanted more. He began to fuck me hard. So hard. I couldn't stop myself from gushing everywhere. I was having so many g-spot orgasms...one right after the other. Oh god, it was so good. I reached down and started to rub my clit. When he saw I was getting close, Husband said, "Yes! Cum for me!" That sent me over the edge and we both came so hard. Best orgasm I've had in a long time. I seriously need to repeat that one with two real cocks.

Finally, the threesome I've been waiting for!

Well, it's been almost a year since the last time I wrote in here. I've been having amazing sex but I guess I just lost the motivation to write about it. I miss writing though, so I'm going to attempt to get back into it. I do have some stories to share. So, without further ado...

Jacob finally made his way into our bed. We sat next to each other on the couch and talked for a while. The sexual tension was very thick. Eventually, he leaned over and kissed me. Then, he put my hand on his crotch so I could feel how much it turned him on. I had been glancing down at it in his pants for a while. I could tell his cock was hard just by looking, but I didn't know just how hard it was until I felt it. He was so rock hard that it made my clit start to tingle. He said, "See what you do to me?" I felt myself start to blush. I wanted to hide my face. Why was he making me feel so shy? I think it was because I had been waiting for this for so long that it felt like it wasn't real. I asked what he felt up for. His answer was, "Anything." I asked Husband if he wanted to have some fun with Jacob and he said yes.

So, we headed to the bedroom. Husband lit some candles and turned off the lights. I told them to take off their pants and lie down on the bed. I thought about taking off my clothes as well but since Jacob has a thing for big asses covered in jeans, I knew he would want to caress my ass in my jeans. So, I left them on. I climbed on the bed and crawled up to Husband. I kissed him seductively, swirling my tongue around his. Then, I moved over to Jacob and kissed him. I could tell he was very turned on. His breathing was already somewhat heavy. I went back to Husband and started licking his stomach. I moved down further and further until I reached his cock. I licked it and then began to suck it slowly. As I sucked Husband's cock, Jacob started to caress my ass. I knew he would love my ass in those jeans. I wore them just for him. After he was done playing with my ass, Jacob laid back down and I started to suck his cock. He moaned out as I deep throated his large meat. I went back and forth doing this for some time, sucking cock and making out with them. Then I decided that I wanted some attention for myself. So, I laid down on the bed and they started to caress my body all over. The feeling of both of their hands on my body at the same time was spectacular. I took off my pants and they both started to rub my pussy on top of my panties. Then, they removed my panties. I had fantasized about Jacob's fingers touching my clit for so long. I couldn't believe it was about to actually happen. I held my breath as I waited for his fingers to make their way to my sweet spot. Then, it happened. I moaned out and bit my lip. Husband was rubbing my thigh at the same time. It felt so good that I didn't want it to stop. They took turns rubbing my clit and then Jacob crawled down to the end of the bed and started to lick my pussy. Husband continued to run his hands all over my body. Then, I pulled him close to me so that I could kiss him. I made out with Husband as Jacob continued to dine on my wet pussy. It felt so good and I was very close to cumming, but then he stopped.

At that point, I told Husband that I wanted him inside me. So, I moved to the edge of the bed and got on my hands and knees. Jacob moved next to me and I started to suck his cock once again while Husband fucked me with his amazing cock. The angle was a little odd, so I stopped sucking for a bit. Then, Jacob hopped up on his knees and started to fuck my mouth as Husband continued to pound my pussy. That turned me on so much. I moaned around Jacob's cock as Husband hit my g-spot over and over. I could tell Jacob really liked that. A lot. I started to cum, which caused Husband and Jacob to cum as well. After we shared an orgasm together, we all collapsed. I think the excitement and nervousness really took it out of all of us. But it was so much fun. A few days later, Jacob texted me and said his head was still spinning from the experience. That made me very happy. I'm hoping he decides to come over again soon and we get to play even more. I really can't wait!

Although I am very excited about having fun with Jacob, I am a little nervous as well. One reason being that I'm a squirter and I'm not sure how he will feel about that if it actually happens. On Monday night, I almost drowned Husband when he was going down on me and I gushed all over his face. Husband said he liked it, but I feel like that may be a little embarrassing for me if that happened to Jacob. I am trying to just let that go though and trust that he will enjoy it and not be put off by it. I did tell him that it was a possibility so that he wasn't shocked though. Haha.


On Wednesday night, Husband must have been feeling very dominant. We got into bed in the spooning position, with me being the small spoon. We had a long conversation about everything that had happened with Jacob. We discussed how we felt about it and then talked about what we both wanted to happen in the future with him. After we finished talking, Husband grabbed my leg and draped it over his legs. Then, he started to rub my clit with his fingers. He said, "Wow, you are very wet. Did talking about that stuff turn you on?" I said, "Yes, very much." As he continued to rub my clit, I could hear how wet I was. It turned me on even more. He slid his cock into my pussy and started to fuck me slowly. He said, "I'm going to keep rubbing your clit but you can't cum unless you beg me first." I agreed. At this point, I was so turned on that my clit was rock hard. I was very close to cumming and he could tell. He said, "Do you think you can resist cumming if I keep going?" I wasn't sure, but I took that as a challenge. So, I tried my hardest to hold off the orgasm. He started to fuck me harder and rub my clit faster. He was pushing me so close to the edge. I kept it under control somehow though. He said, "If you cum without my permission, I'm going to punish you." I asked, "What will my punishment be?" He answered, "I'm going to turn you over and take your ass." That scared me and turned me on at the same time. He started to fuck me faster and harder, knowing that he was pushing me closer to orgasm. I thought for a moment, "Maybe I should ask to cum now. I'm really close." Then, as soon as I finished that thought, I started to cum. Fuck. When the orgasm finished, Husband said, "All you had to do was beg me to cum. But you didn't. Now, I have to punish you." I didn't respond. What could I say? He flipped me over onto my back, grabbed the lube, and then slowly slid his cock into my ass as I rubbed my clit. He fucked me slowly at first. Once I was relaxed, I pulled my legs up over my head and told him to fuck me faster and harder. I was close to cumming again, so I begged him to cum in my ass. As I began to cum, I told him to shoot his load deep into my ass, which is exactly what he did. At that moment, I was kind of glad that I had accidentally lost control and had an orgasm without asking for permission first. I'm pretty sure he was as well.


Here's to hoping that I can get back into this writing thing again. I'd really like to continue to do this regularly. I do have a lot of pretty amazing sex. I just need to make it a point to write about it. That is my goal. So, make sure you check back here again soon. Now, I'm off to join Husband in bed.

Insatiable Sex Machine

Last week, I met Jacob for coffee. I could tell that he was much more comfortable this time. We flirted heavily and I spent a lot of time petting his hands. Mmmm. I may have convinced him to go out with us at the end of the month, but we'll see when it gets here. We hung out in the coffee shop for about two hours and then he walked me out to my car. Last time, I was the one that made the first move but this time, he was the one that pulled me to him and kissed me. I actually wasn't expecting it at all because he is so shy. It was a great surprise. I put my hand on his arm and squeezed a little as I circled my tongue around his. I'm not sure how long we stood there kissing. Time seemed to kind of stand still. He pulled away and then we started saying our goodbyes. As I was getting ready to go, he grabbed me again. He pulled me to him, wrapping his arms around me. I put my hand on his chest as he started to kiss me again. I heard him moan and felt my clit get very tingly. I wanted to take him home with me so badly but I was a good girl. We parted ways and I came home to Husband. I do so hope that Jacob actually wants to act on this threesome sometime soon. We've been waiting for way too long. I'm starting to lose hope and that makes me sad.


In other news, Husband and I had a date night on Friday. It was nice and simple. We went to dinner and then walked to a frozen yogurt shop down the street from the restaurant. We sat on the sidewalk and people watched as we ate our dessert. I enjoyed it very much. At dinner, we were having a conversation about dirty things, as usual. I asked him, "If you had to choose between girth and length, which would you choose?" He said that girth would win, hands down. When he asked the same question of me, I didn't have a simple answer. I am the type of girl who knows exactly what I want and exactly what I like. I was told recently that I may come off as somewhat intimidating because of this. I never thought about that before, but it definitely makes sense. Anyway, my answer was this: "If I had to choose one, I guess I would choose length. However, that only applies to a certain point. Anything larger than nine inches is way too much for me. So, if that were the case, then I would have to choose girth. I don't like a lot of girth though. However, there is definitely such a thing as a cock that is way too skinny. Unfortunately, I have experienced both too skinny and too short." So, I guess the point of this story is to say that I know exactly what kind of cock I like but it's not as simple as saying "the bigger the better" like a lot of people assume. I think I enjoy a slightly larger than average cock best. And a bit of bonus info, I prefer just one finger when I am being finger-fucked.


This post has seemed to be just a bunch of random happenings over the last week. I guess I should make it more interesting by adding some juicy details from our sex life. The other day, Husband said that I "have been an insatiable sex machine this past week." I would say that is pretty accurate. One night, he went to sleep before I did, so I woke him by climbing on top of him. I slipped his cock inside my wet pussy and rode it until I gushed all over him. A couple days later, Husband was rubbing my back in bed when he decided to start rubbing my clit instead. He made me cum and then he held me down on the bed and started fucking my pussy very hard. I then begged him to fuck me in the ass instead. It didn't take much convincing. He shoved his cock in my ass and fucked me while I rubbed my clit. As soon as I started to cum, he shot his hot load into my ass. He was quite happy about me asking for that. A couple days later, we were having some crazy weather. It was quite warm outside all night. So, some time after midnight, I got the bright idea of having outdoor sex. It had been quite a while since we last did that and I knew it would be months before we could do it comfortably again. We grabbed a blanket, laid it down on the porch, and then Husband fucked me in the doggy style position. Right there...on the porch...in the light of the moon...and the street light. Haha. We've done this many times now and haven't been caught. Well, a few times I know that someone was watching us, but I didn't mind. It made it that much more exciting. I love the feeling of the wind on my bare skin as I'm getting fucked. It's one of my favorite things. I am so sad that it will be months before we can enjoy that again. I would love to take a camping trip where we do nothing but have lots of sex in random places outside all weekend. Ah, that is my idea of a great time!

Kinky Date Night

Husband and I had a much needed date night on Friday. It had been quite a while since we had been out alone together, so I was super excited. Back in April, I wrote about a monthly kinky meet-up that I had attended. Well, Friday was the night that the July meeting was happening. So, I insisted that Husband attend with me. I think he was quite a bit nervous, like I was the first time. I was hopeful that it would go better since he was with me, but it really wasn't much better. The people there tend to hang out in little cliques, so if you don't know anyone in those cliques, you are kind of an outsider. I'm sure if we both weren't socially inept, we could learn to mingle a little better. Everyone there is super friendly. It just doesn't seem to work well for someone with social anxiety. I did get to see Candace for a while. She showed up about 20 minutes before I had to leave. I didn't get to talk to her much, but any amount of time spent with her is amazing. I also talked to more people this time than last time, so that's a good thing. At one point people were taking turns spanking each other. I was enjoying watching that. A man there also brought some toys in a big bag that he was showing off. The potential for it to be really fun is there. I just haven't found my niche yet. I will continue to attend these meet-ups in hopes that I'm accepted in one of these cliques and feel less anxious. I really do want to get into the kink scene. It excites me quite a bit.

We left the kink event early so that we could attend a burlesque show that was happening nearby. I do so love burlesque shows. Every time I leave them, I am very wet and turned on. During intermission, one of the girls laid on the stage in a bra and panties. They covered her in cookies and told everyone that they could eat a cookie off of her if they put a tip into a bucket. Well, I couldn't pass that up. I picked the cookie that was closest to her crotch and I ate it. It was even a bit warm. Mmmm. I imagined very dirty things while eating that cookie. That was so worth it.

After the show, I got a text message from Jacob. He asked how the night was going and I told him about the people who were giving out spankings at the kink meet-up. He said that he would like to have one of those, so I told him to come over so that I could spank him and he could fuck me. He seemed to be considering it and I was very excited...and then he stopped responding. Apparently he passed out. I got my hopes up that I was finally going to get fucked by that sexy man, and then I was let down. Damn. He did say that he'd like to go out for coffee again soon, so hopefully we can do that sometime this week. One day I will have that fickle man...one day.

When we got home, I went straight to the bathroom. As I was washing my hands, Husband came up behind me and told me to bend over the sink. Of course, I did as I was told. He lifted my skirt and spanked my left ass cheek. I moaned out in pleasure and then he spanked the other side. He took turns hitting one cheek and then the other, while simultaneously holding me down with his other hand. When he felt content that he had punished my ass enough, he ordered me to go lay down on the bed and wait for him. He added that I was not to remove any of my clothing. As I was leaving the bathroom, I saw that he was getting ready to warm up one of the glass dildos. My clit tingled in excitement.

I laid down on my stomach and waited for Husband to come into the room. He jumped on me, wearing nothing but a kilt. He pulled my skirt up, told me to stick my ass up, pulled my panties aside, and then he shoved his finger inside my pussy. He said, "God, you're so wet." He sucked the pussy juice off of his finger, took off his kilt, and then stuck his finger back inside me. He fucked me harder and harder with his finger. Since I have a hand fetish, I absolutely love when he fucks me with his fingers. It turns me on so much. I dug my nails into the bed and he said, "Mmmm, you're getting tighter. I can feel that you're getting ready to cum. I want you to cum all over your panties. Soak them for me." I felt his finger hitting my G-spot, going faster and faster. I pushed against his thrusts, making them more powerful. I was so close that I thought I may lose my mind. I reminded myself not to hold my breath and then let go. My whole body convulsed in pleasure as I gushed all over my panties. Husband moaned and then licked all the cum off of my crotch. He then sucked the cum out of my panties and I giggled.

I thought he was done at that point. Boy, was I wrong. He grabbed the glass dildo, shoved it in my pussy, and started to fuck me with it. He placed his cock on my asshole as he continued to fuck me with the toy. He reached around and started to rub my clit with his other hand. Having all three of those spots stimulated at the same time was driving me wild. I started to breathe heavier and he said, "My pre-cum is all over your asshole. I want to stick something in it." So, he did just that. He slowly inserted his finger into my ass and then continued to fuck my pussy with the toy. With every thrust of the toy, my ass was also being fucked by his finger. I felt my clit getting so close to cumming. I was so wet that his fingers were gliding across my clit in such a silky way. It felt so good. I tried to hold back the orgasm, but it was no use. I moaned out in pleasure and came so hard.

Husband spanked my ass a few more times and then shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me very hard for a bit, then told me to turn over. As I turned over, he took my panties off and threw them across the room. He spread my legs, knelt over me, and once again shoved his cock into my pussy. I wrapped my legs around him, my boots still on. He said he needed to taste me again, so he scooted down to my crotch, put my feet on his shoulders, and started to lick my clit while fingering my pussy. I enjoyed that for a while and then told him that I wanted his cock back inside me. He granted my wish. He sat up and started to fuck me once again. I reached down, took my boots off, and then placed my feet on his chest. I angled my body in just the right way so that his cock would hit my G-spot. He fucked me harder as I reached down to my clit and started to rub it. I began to rock my hips in rhythm with his thrusts. It didn't take long before he started to cum. I felt him fill my pussy with his hot man-juice and it brought me over the edge. I started to cum as well.

Afterwards, we both collapsed and passed out. We had to be up in four hours, but it was totally worth it. My husband is so damn hot. Women should definitely be jealous.


On another note, I don't really have time to write about it right now, but I had the most amazing dream about Tom Odell last night. God, that man is perfection. Trystan bought a signed picture of him and framed it for me. He even made sure his hands were in the picture. I may or may not have masturbated while looking at that picture. He has the most amazing hands that I've ever seen. If only I could meet that man, I would rock his world for sure. So many fantasies.

Obsession and Crushes

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