TMI Tuesday: August 30, 2022

It's time for a TMI Tuesday blog confessional!

List 10 things you screwed up.

1) I spent too much time in my life worrying about keeping the number of sex partners I had in a low range instead of just enjoying myself and having sex with whomever I wanted to at the time.

2) I've given out way too many blow jobs to men who had no intention of ever pleasing me in return.

3) Allowing people to take advantage of me and/or fuck with my head. I am too nice to people who treat me horribly in return. I need to stop doing that.

4) I should have reported the teacher who tried to have sex with me in high school. I fear that he preyed on someone else after he was unsuccessful with me.

5) I wish I didn't convince Trystan to fuck me. He is very gay and I fear that I may have made him feel obligated at the time. I still feel guilty about that.

6) I should have partied more in college instead of wasting all that time studying for a degree that I don't even use.

7) Sex with the Doctor was a mistake. When I think about it now, there were so many red flags that I ignored.

8) Sex with G was also a mistake but the BDSM scene we had was so good that I think about it often. I wish we could have kept the kink without the sex.

9) I spent a ton of money on calling cards in high school so that I could have phone sex with random men from the internet. That was probably a poor choice.

10) When a band offered me money to record my moan to put on their album, I should have said yes. I'll forever regret that I didn't go for it.

Bonus: What do you need advice on?

How do I find someone who actually wants to have a relationship instead of people who ghost me after talking for 2 weeks?

Sinful Sunday: Stockings

A few weeks ago, Husband and I took a short trip to Kansas City. We stayed in a hotel while we were there. We shot a few videos for the OF but before that, he took some photos of me in one of my favorite lingerie outfits. I loved this shot.

Check out who else is sinning today by kissing the lips below.

TMI Tuesday: August 23, 2022

This week’s TMI Tuesday questions come from a past post from before I started participating.

Pain and Pleasure

1. Which do you enjoy more in bed, pain or pleasure?

Definitely pleasure. Sometimes I enjoy pain during sex, but I really have to be in the right mind space for it. I mostly enjoy pain during kink scenes when sex is not taking place.

2. Do you like being tickled during sex? Where?

I don't like being tickled...ever. Alright, that could be considered a lie. I am in love with the feeling of fingertips grazing my skin so softly that it feels like tiny tickles. I don't think that's actual tickling though. I get pretty violent when I get tickled. I thrash around and throw punches/kicks. It's not a good time for anyone.

3. Have you ever used feathers during sex?

I have not used feathers during sex but I have used them during a sensation play scene. Mmmm. That feels so good.

4. Do you like to be blindfolded during sex? Why?

I'm indifferent about it. I know some people really get off on that. Either being blindfolded or blindfolding their partner. But it doesn't do anything for me. If my partner thinks it's hot, I'll go with it for their benefit.

5. Have you ever used cold or heat as part of your sex play? What provided the cold or heat?

I am cold intollerant. I can't stand anything cold touching my skin. It's so painful. Heat though? I love it! I like when Husband warms up the glass toys in a cup of hot water before he uses them on me. I like when they touch my skin and when they are put inside me. Give me all the heat play. Yum!

6. Do you enjoy being spanked, giving spankings, or both?

I love being spanked! Just not during sex. If I'm getting fucked and my partner smacks my ass, I find it very jarring and distracting. I'm fine with it before sex though. I very much love spankings during a kink scene and that really goes back to question 1. I don't enjoy giving spankings because I'm a hardcore sub, but I'll do it if my partner really wants it. I do playfully smack Husband's ass randomly though.

7. Do you have a safeword? Have you ever used it?

I have never come up with a good safeword that I really liked. I will use the stoplight method though. Green for good, yellow for caution (it's getting close to being too intense), and red for stop.

Dendrophilia

Dendrophilia is the love of trees. Husband loves trees more than anyone I know. He is very passionate about them. This is what he had to say about it:

For as long as I can remember, I have felt a connection to Mother Nature. I have felt welcomed and at home in the woods and the forests I've visited. To me, the strongest icon of nature has always been a tree. There is something so comforting to me about being close to trees. I'm visually drawn in each and every time. I've always loved to climb trees, play in their branches, make swords from their fallen limbs, and jump into great piles of raked leaves. I've dreamed of having a tree house. I'm obsessed with art involving trees in a way I'm not sure I can explain. I love to touch trees when I pass by them. I love to feel the leaves as they hang off the branches. I love to hear the wind sigh in contentment as it blows through the boughs up in the sky. It's difficult for me to accurately put into words all the feelings that trees pull from me, I just truly love trees.

I'm not as passionate about trees as Husband. I am much more attracted to water, however, I do still have a lot of love for trees. As a kid, I would see a cool tree and just have to give it a big hug and touch its bark. I love being in the middle of the woods surrounded by trees and nature. I love how fresh the air smells and how shaded it is from the bright sun. I adore the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves on a warm summer night. I get excited to hear the sound of a storm blowing violently through those same leaves. One of the best things is camping in the middle of the woods surrounded by trees. It is a great way to relax and let go of all the stresses of life. 

My favorite trees are ones that are shaped in unnatural ways. Trees that grow sideways, trees that grow around or engulf things, or trees that just look different than you're used to seeing. There is a tree near where I live that appears to grow sideways. It's a very crooked catalpa tree and I am obsessed with it. It's just magnificent!

It's safe to say that Husband and I share a love of trees, but do we have a tree fetish or kink? Probably not. Though, I have always had a fantasy about being tied to a tree and beaten. I also very much love being pushed up against a tree while getting fucked. I think it's more about being sexual in nature than about the actual trees though. Regardless of the reason for liking it, it is very sinful and incredibly sexy.

          

Sinful Sunday: Drink

The Sinful Sunday prompt for the month of August is Drink. I came up with this crazy idea to soak myself in wine and then spent two weeks trying to talk myself out of it. I finally decided to just go for it. Thankfully, Husband was totally on board with it and did everything he could to help.