Fishnet Friday Love

I hope you like fishnets and lacey panties. 

Snowshoot Throwback

Here’s a throwback to a few years ago when I did a very cold lingerie photoshoot in the snow. 

Monochrome Monday

Wearing boots makes me feel powerful. Wearing fishnets makes me feel sexy. When I feel powerful and sexy at the same time, I get very horny. 

Valentine's Love

Do you need some love today? It just so happens that I have a lot of love to give. Come get some. 

Throwback Horror

Here's a little throwback to October when my girlfriend was torturing me in the woods. You know I loved every moment of it because I'm a kinky bitch. 

All That Cake

This is a photo of me and my girlfriend at the last Roller Tiddys event. What would you do with all that cake? 

Sinful Sunday: Satanic

Sometimes you go to a party that's so awesome, that you end up dancing on a pole that's surrounded by a pentagram and covered in blood. To keep with the S theme for Sinful Sunday, I give you "Satanic." 

This photo was taken at a party I attended last month. After this, my legs and feet were covered in blood and I loved it more than I want to admit. This is what the floor looked like before all the blood got mopped up by bodies, mine included:

      

Heartbreak and Fishnet Friday

I got my heart broken yesterday. I’ve been dating a guy for the last few months that I developed feelings for. He seemed like everything I’ve been looking for. Just perfect for me and I felt a deep soul connection with him. Too good to be true. I knew it was but I went for it anyway despite all my internal alarms going off telling me that I was going to get hurt. I didn’t listen and now I’m hating myself for it. 

To make matters worse, I got his message as soon as I left therapy, where I was dealing with some deep and intense childhood trauma. So, I was feeling very raw and emotional. And that heartbreak sunk deep into my soul.

I’ve been crying in bed for 24 hours and I can’t seem to find the strong independent woman inside myself. I don’t know why I allow people to get through my walls. They always hurt me. One day, maybe I’ll be enough. One day, maybe I won’t be too much. One day, maybe I'll get back what I give to others. That day is not today. 

Anyway, it’s fishnet Friday and I don’t have the emotional energy to take a new photo for you. So, here’s a throwback to April. 

Sinful Sunday: Dark and Sinister

Imagine this: Ash and Mia are out in the woods having a great time together. Things get hot and steamy. Clothes start coming off and they begin making out and running their hands over each other's bodies. It's sexy. It's passionate. It's.... 

Wait! Suddenly, things get too heated. Ash pulls out a knife and kills Mia in a fit of passion. She looks at her lovingly as she drains all the life out of her body.

The November prompt for Sinful Sunday is Dark and Sinister. When I thought about this prompt, this is where my mind went. Nothing is more dark and sinister than killing someone you love. 

And just so you don't worry about her, here is a photo for proof of life. No Mias were harmed in the process of creating this photo. 

A huge thank you goes out to the lovely Mia who was totally willing to go through with my idea here. And also my amazing Husband who is always very supportive of my photo ideas and helps bring them to life.

Kiss the lips below and see who else is sinning. 

Sinful Sunday: Double Trouble

Mia and I had a very Sinful Sunday today. We got to play together in the woods with big sharp knives while Husband took photos of us. 

One thing is for sure, when we get together, we are definitely double trouble. But oh how sexy it is. 

Sinful Sunday: Peaceful Demon

After last weekend's photo shoot, Mia took some photos of me just for fun. This was one of my favorites. 

Steaming Hot Sex with Mia

Mia and I went to an age play meetup on Wednesday night. She has been so accepting of my Little side, which I was honestly scared to show her. She fell right into the roll of caretaker without any prompting at all. She is always taking care of me in little ways that mean so much and getting things for me that help me to express my Little side. I have been opening up little bits at a time and letting her in. I've let her in on this more than anyone else. It's been an emotional journey but so exciting as well.

After the event, we came back to Mia's place. We cuddled in our bed together and talked about random things for a while. Then, things got serious and we started making out. Soft at first, then more passionately. 

Mia started kissing my chest and then sucking and biting my cleavage. I moaned as I felt her mouth on my skin. I started running my hand over her thigh and down her leg. Her skin felt so soft and it turned me on.

We made out some more. Our tongues swirling around, tasting each other. I bit her lip a bit and it really got her excited. She moaned and I pulled her in closer to me.

Suddenly, Mia reached down and started rubbing my vulva on top of my panties. They were already wet from my excitement. She pulled them aside and started rubbing my clit. My breath caught in my throat as I felt her fingers gliding across my wetness. I looked into her eyes and she started rubbing faster. Soon, I was cumming on her fingers, soaking my panties.

I was trying to catch my breath when Mia said, "Get up." It took me a second to really hear her through the fog of the intense orgasm she just gave me. So, she repeated herself. "Get up." I stood up next to her. She was sitting on the edge of the bed. She said, "Take off your dress." I did as I was told. 

Mia grabbed my hips from behind and pulled me close to her. She started kissing and biting my back and ass, leaving small bruises behind. She wrapped her hands around me and grabbed my breasts. I took my bra off so I could feel her hands on my breasts. She massaged them while she continued to lick, kiss, and nibble my backside. I put my hands on top of hers and gently caressed them.

She told me to turn around, so I did. She put her face between my tits and squeezed them. She started sucking on my nipples as I held her hair out of her face. She was very into it and I felt like I was getting drunk on her energy. 

Mia stood up, took off her dress, and pushed me against the wall. She started making out with me again. Then, she moved down to my neck. Kissing, licking, nibbling. I reached my hands behind her and removed her bra. Then, she mashed her tits into mine and we both moaned.

We kissed some more, our hands exploring each other's bodies. Then, suddenly, she forcefully pulled my panties down. She grabbed my right hand and pinned it above my head. She pushed me against the wall with her body and then shoved the fingers of her other hand into my pussy. She fucked my cunt hard and I moaned loudly. I couldn't hold back. As I orgasmed, I squirted all over. It hit the hard wood floor, making a splashing sound. That was the first time I ever heard it like that and it was so exciting.

Mia grabbed the strap-on and ordered me to bend over. I bent over the bed and she shoved her cock deep inside me. She fucked me hard, holding on to my hips as she thrusted. I moaned as I grasped the bed sheet in my hands.

She told me to turn around and then pushed me onto the bed. She knelt in front of me, threw my legs up on her shoulders, and shoved her cock inside me once more. She fucked me even harder this time. I started cumming almost immediately. 

She laid her body on top of mine and I wrapped my legs around her waist. She started fucking me again. I dug my nails into her back as she made me cum, squirting all over the bed. 

At this point, she slowed a bit, softer this time. I felt her long strokes, hitting deep inside me. I tried to hold back but I couldn't. I orgasmed once again, soaking the bed even more.

Mia took off the strap, tore her panties off, and then straddled my leg. She said, "I'm sorry, my pussy is so wet." I moaned, "Fuck, yes!" She started grinding her pussy on my thigh. I felt her wetness gliding over my thigh and it was just so fucking hot. I grabbed her hips and pulled her toward me. She started to move faster, rubbing her clit against my thigh. I heard her breathing get harder and ragged. I moaned, "Fuck! Yes, baby!" She started to cum, which made me cum too. My pussy wasn't even being touched at the time but it was so fucking hot, it pushed me over the edge. 

She got up and grabbed a vibrator. Then, she got in position to scissor me with the vibrator between our clits. After we got it in the right place, she started grinding on my pussy. Fuck, it felt good. I loved feeling her pussy on mine. I looked at her face as she rode on top of me. It looked intense and full of pleasure. It sent me over the edge and I moaned, "I'm gonna cum!" Then, we both came together again. I squirted on her pussy and it turned me on so much. 

She started kissing me and I thought she was done at this point. I was wrong. She threw the vibrator aside and straddled my thigh again. She started grinding her pussy on my leg as she rubbed my clit with her fingers. I was so wet that her fingers glided across my clit very easily. Fuck, it was so sensitive. As soon as she started to cum, I came again with her.

She collapsed on the bed next to me, rightfully exhausted. I started to kiss her breasts. I licked around the outside, teasing her. Then, I made my way to her nipple. I sucked on it, massaging it with my tongue. Then, I made my way to the other breast and did the same. I kissed my way up her chest and to her neck. Then, I kissed, sucked, and bit her. She tried biting me back. She got a couple in before I pushed her away. It was my turn to please her. 

I pulled her body in close to mine, then I parted her pussy lips and started to rub her clit. She was so fucking wet. I held her close as I made her cum a couple times. Then, she made me stop. She had finally had enough.

We held each other and cuddled for a while, recovering from our multiple orgasms. It was a very hot night and I can't wait to do it again.

Sinful Sunday: Net the Moon

These fishnet stockings were originally ripped open by Husband one night when he desperately needed to fuck me.

Then, a few months later, Mia ripped them even more for the same reason. 

Last weekend, I wore them once more when I went out with my polycule. When we got home, Husband snapped this photo for Mia before thoroughly fucking me and ripping them again. I don’t think I’ll be able to wear them again, so I’ll need to buy some more. But it was totally worth it. 

Sinful Sunday: Sexy Because

Black lace and fishnet: That's definitely Ash

The Sinful Sunday prompt for March is "Sexy because..." I thought a lot about this over the last couple weeks and it had me stumped. So, I decided to ask for help. I sent a text to each of my three partners and asked them, "What do you think is sexy about me?"

Husband said, "The curves of your hips and ass snuggled up tight into a pair of jeans. The curve of your lips when you smile while thinking of doing something sexual. The way your eyes light up when they are full of mischief."

Mia said, "The way you carry yourself with confidence. Your eyes, your smile, your voice, your intelligence, the way you light up about something you're super passionate about, and your looks. I find every inch of your body very sexy. So, short answer, it's your whole package."

Aidan said, "I really like your smile. I like how open you are to trying new things. Also just how open you are sexually. I like the face you make when you orgasm. You can also be playful and fun. Also, you have great boobs and your eyes are easy to get lost in."

So, am I sexy because I have a nice smile? Am I sexy because I have deep eyes that entrance you? Am I sexy because I have nice breasts? Am I sexy because I'm a mischievous little slut? I don't know. Maybe.

Truthfully, though, I think I am sexy because I am authentically me. Personality, confidence, beautiful face, curvy body, and all the other little things that make me Ash. I'm not afraid to openly and honestly be myself. And that, I think, is the most sexy of all.

Kiss the lips below to see who else is sinning

Snow-Shoot Memories

We were supposed to get a snowstorm today but at the last minute, it fell apart. So, no snow for us. 

I'm happy about that but also kind of sad because I want to do another photoshoot in the snow. 

Here's a photo from the last one I did.

Funny Throwback

Here is a throwback to a photoshoot I did with Blood Moon Studios two years ago. The photographer made me laugh and then he snapped this photo. I was self-conscious about this photo when I first saw it but now I think I like it. After all, this is indeed what I look like when I laugh.

          

The Lovely Mia

This is Mia. She is my girlfriend. Not only is she super sweet, thoughtful, and caring but she's also incredibly sexy. I am so lucky to have her in my life.

The first time Mia and I had sex, we were on her couch watching a movie. We were cuddling and softly caressing each other. The sexual tension was so thick. We started making out and it didn't take long before her hand was up my skirt and then underneath my very wet panties. She ate my pussy on that couch and I held back so much because I was terrified of squirting all over it. 

The next few times we had sex, it continued to be on that couch. Then, we finally had sex in my bed, which was a lot more comfortable. So, Mia decided that we needed our own room at her house so that we had more comfort and privacy from her nesting partner. She cleaned up her spare room, ordered a bed online, and then set it all up. Now, we have our own space and it's so nice. We've had lots of sex on that bed and it's so much better than trying to scrunch up on a couch. 

Sex with Mia is so fun. She is curvy, soft, and delicious. Her moans are pretty incredible too. She's very loud during sex, which I much prefer over being quiet and having to guess if I'm doing things right or not. When I make Mia cum, her moans almost always make me cum right along with her even if my clit isn't even being touched. It's so intoxicating.

Recently, Mia snapped a photo of her shopping at a sex store. She told me she was shopping for a strap-on and dildo so that she could fuck me. I was so turned on by that. I had never been fucked by a woman like that. She sent me a photo of the dildo she got and it was purple. She definitely knows me well.

Dildo Mia bought to use on me

A couple weeks ago, Mia finally used that strap-on and dildo on me. It was the first time for both of us. We were nervous and excited at the same time. We started in a doggy-style position, which felt really good but I really wanted to see her face as she fucked me. So, then we moved to me being on my back and her up on her knees with my legs on her shoulders. She looked so hot. As she fucked me, I could tell it was turning her on so much. The pleasure was shown all over her face. As she made me cum all over the bed, it looked and sounded like she was about to cum too. I can't tell you how fucking hot that was. Thinking about it now has my clit fucking pulsing so hard. Unf. I can't wait until she fucks me again. 

I have a dildo on my wishlist that I would very much like to have her use on me. I just know I'd be squirting all over her if she used it on me. Fuuuuuck. Hopefully we can get that sometime soon. If you're interested in getting it for us, I would definitely send you a few photos as a thank you.

Mia has decided that she'd like to be included in this blog occasionally. So, I'm looking forward to making more posts about her and sharing her very sexy body with you all. 

Sinful Sunday: Queer

The Sinful Sunday prompt for February is the letter Q. Right away, I knew what word I wanted to use for this and that is queer. Queer is a term that has a lot of meanings. In this case, for me, queer means not straight. 

I have always been attracted to people of all genders. I came out as bisexual when I was 14. To quote Carla in the movie Better Than Chocolate, "Soft centers. Hard centers. I like all the chocolates in the box." This is very true for me. 

Also, please welcome my girlfriend Mia to the party here. This is her debut in this blog. Hopefully, there will be much more to come. She is so fucking hot.

          

Sinful Sunday: Begging For It

I’ve been home alone all weekend. A few weeks ago, I had invited Graham to come over this weekend but I haven’t heard from him in a couple weeks. So, I’m pretty sure he has lost interest in me. 

Instead of staying home and being sad about it, I decided to take myself out on Saturday night. I went to a class about fire play, which is one of my favorite kinks. Then, I took myself to my favorite taco restaurant and got some amazing food. After that, I went to FLOG for the first time, which is a big kinky play party. I watched a lot of very sexy scenes and wished that I had someone to scene with. But even though I didn’t get to have my own scene, I still had a great time. After FLOG, I went to a bar to celebrate my friend’s birthday. I got hit on by a few different guys there. I wasn’t interested though. 

When the fun ended, I went home and tried to convince Jacob to come over and fuck me but he had been drinking, so he couldn’t drive. We ended up sexting each other a bit and I took some photos. In this photo, I tried to capture how desperate I was feeling to have all my holes fucked. I was practically begging for it. 

Sinful Sunday: Keep Them On

I dressed up for date night with Husband. When we got home, I asked if he wanted me to take the fishnets off so he could fuck me. His reply was, “No! Keep them on!” He likes to run his hands over them as he fucks me. I’m definitely not complaining.