TMI Tuesday: October 25, 2022

It's time for TMI Tuesday! I apologize for how depressing this ended up being.

1. What are you focusing on in your life right now?

a. finding greater purpose

b. feeling less alone

c. feeling more motivated

d. improving anxiety

e. working on relationships

Oh, jeez. All of the above. Seriously. Especially B and D.

2. Select one thing that you value most right now:

a. being a good partner or friend

b. becoming your best self

c. feeling happier, more fulfilled

d. performing well at work

C: I have been feeling so worthless lately and I really would love to feel happier and more fulfilled.

3. Which type of well-being tool is of most interest to you? (pick one) Why?

a. guided meditation

b. life coaching workshops

c. personal therapy

d. social content

C. Therapy has helped me a lot. It has made me see that things aren't just in my head and my feelings are valid. Especially when it comes to my fucked up family. I have a lot of things to heal from in my past and therapy helps with that.

4. On a scale from 1 to 5, How much are you enjoying your life?

1 = not at all

5 = fully

Hmm. I used to enjoy it more. I don't really enjoy it anymore. I would say 2 right now. In the past, it's probably been up to a 4.

5. What have you been struggling with lately?

a. feeling needed

b. making friends

c. improving mental health

d. building career

e. feeling supported

I think A, B, and C. I really need some friends in my life and my mental health isn't great right now.

Bonus: On a scale from 1 to 5, how hopeful do you feel about the future?

1 = not at all

5 = extremely

I guess a 3. Somewhere right in the middle. It might get better but maybe not. Who's to say?

Sinful Sunday: Happy 600 Weeks!

Happy 600 weeks to Sinful Sunday! That is a major accomplishment and I'm so happy for Molly to have achieved it. While Sinful Sunday first started in 2011, I have only been participating for the last five years. 

My very first Sinful Sunday post was on October 1st, 2017. The prompt was fluids and I posted a photo of my mouth full of cum. In fact, I believe this was the first face photo I ever posted on my blog. I remember being so nervous about it. 

To celebrate this milestone, I decided to post another photo from that same shoot five years ago. 

Check out who else is sinning by kissing the lips below.

Sinful Sunday: Color Filter

It's prompt weekend for Sinful Sunday. October's prompt is Color Filter. Adding a color filter to an image can change the mood of the photo. 

I've added a little bit of a purple filter to this photo. Everyone who really knows me knows that I love the color purple. It's actually a bit of an obsession. So, I decided to try out a purple filter. 

I think the purple filter makes this photo even hotter than it was previously. It's almost as if you can see the energy pouring out of my body as I cum.

Check out the other sinners this week by kissing the lips below.

Sinful Sunday: Floaty Titties

My bestie invited me over to swim in her pool on my birthday last week. It really made my day since swimming is my second favorite activity. I took a few photos while I was there. 

One of my favorite things about swimming is that my titties float and look super perky in the water. 

               

TMI Tuesday: September 20, 2022

TMI Tuesday wants to know–How do you boost sexual arousal?

Ash:

1. If your chest is hairless would you have a chest hair transplant?

I don't think I need hair on my chest, so no. 

2. Are you the center of attention at parties?

I like to be the center of attention at parties. I rarely am though.

3. What libido-boosting foods do you believe in and use?

I don't believe in libido-boosting foods. What I should say is that I don't believe the food itself causes an increase in libido. Though, if eating a certain food makes you feel sexy or watching someone eat a certain food excites you, that works.  I don't think there is really any food that does it for me but honestly, my libido is out of control as is. I don't need any help making it worse. Haha!

4. Do you ever get tired of talking about sex?

NEVER. I love talking about sex and I rarely get to do it anymore. I don't think Husband enjoys talking about sex and I don't really have any friends that enjoy talking about it. I don't even have a lot of people who interact with me on Twitter anymore. So, mostly, it just all lives in my head slowly driving me crazy.

5. How do you think your attitude toward sex differs from your partner’s attitude?

I'm very open about sex and Husband is more shy about it. I was raised in an environment where I could talk openly and excitedly about sex and he was raised to be ashamed of it, so I think that often influences our attitudes about it. I want to have sex with lots of different partners and he is content to only have sex with me. I've opened him up a lot over the years but he's still way more reserved than I am.

Bonus: Do you take your partner for granted?

Probably more than I realize. I am not great at making it known that I appreciate the things that he does because I'm so overwhelmed by all the things that I have to do and keep up with.

Husband:

1. If your chest is hairless would you have a chest hair transplant?

I'd be okay if I had a hairless chest. I don't believe I would feel the need to replace chest hair if it were suddenly gone. 

2. Are you the center of attention at parties?

Fuck. I hope not. I do not care to be the center of attention in groups outside of family and really close friends. Even then sometimes it can be too much.

3. What libido-boosting foods do you believe in and use?

I don't believe that any foods boost libido. It could just be me.

4. Do you ever get tired of talking about sex?

Not really, no. I just don't tend to be the person to bring it up in a conversation. 

5. How do you think your attitude toward sex differs from your partner’s attitude?

I think a great way to sum up our attitudes towards sex would be that mine is very unfocused, whereas Wife's is very focused. I think ultimately we do not have a differing attitude, just a different drive.

Bonus: Do you take your partner for granted?

I am sure that I do, however, I try very very hard to make it known just how much I appreciate Wife and all the things she does.

Out of Practice

I had to take a break from sucking cock for a few months when I got my lip pierced in March. It's mostly healed now, so I've started to do it again.

Husband knows how much I love it when he chokes me with his cock. When he did that, I realized that taking a break from cock sucking had an unexpected consequence. It seems my gag reflex has returned. I'm definitely going to need a lot of practice in the near future.

 

While I'm disappointed that my deep-throating abilities have taken a hit, I have no doubts that they will once again be amazing. It's going to be rough getting there though. But oh how fun all the practice will be for Husband.

Sinful Sunday: No Humans

The Sinful Sunday prompt for September is "no humans." 

My two favorite toys are featured here. You'll have to use your imagination to figure out what happened right before this photo was taken.

TMI Tuesday: August 30, 2022

It's time for a TMI Tuesday blog confessional!

List 10 things you screwed up.

1) I spent too much time in my life worrying about keeping the number of sex partners I had in a low range instead of just enjoying myself and having sex with whomever I wanted to at the time.

2) I've given out way too many blow jobs to men who had no intention of ever pleasing me in return.

3) Allowing people to take advantage of me and/or fuck with my head. I am too nice to people who treat me horribly in return. I need to stop doing that.

4) I should have reported the teacher who tried to have sex with me in high school. I fear that he preyed on someone else after he was unsuccessful with me.

5) I wish I didn't convince Trystan to fuck me. He is very gay and I fear that I may have made him feel obligated at the time. I still feel guilty about that.

6) I should have partied more in college instead of wasting all that time studying for a degree that I don't even use.

7) Sex with the Doctor was a mistake. When I think about it now, there were so many red flags that I ignored.

8) Sex with G was also a mistake but the BDSM scene we had was so good that I think about it often. I wish we could have kept the kink without the sex.

9) I spent a ton of money on calling cards in high school so that I could have phone sex with random men from the internet. That was probably a poor choice.

10) When a band offered me money to record my moan to put on their album, I should have said yes. I'll forever regret that I didn't go for it.

Bonus: What do you need advice on?

How do I find someone who actually wants to have a relationship instead of people who ghost me after talking for 2 weeks?

Sinful Sunday: Stockings

A few weeks ago, Husband and I took a short trip to Kansas City. We stayed in a hotel while we were there. We shot a few videos for the OF but before that, he took some photos of me in one of my favorite lingerie outfits. I loved this shot.

Check out who else is sinning today by kissing the lips below.

TMI Tuesday: August 23, 2022

This week’s TMI Tuesday questions come from a past post from before I started participating.

Pain and Pleasure

1. Which do you enjoy more in bed, pain or pleasure?

Definitely pleasure. Sometimes I enjoy pain during sex, but I really have to be in the right mind space for it. I mostly enjoy pain during kink scenes when sex is not taking place.

2. Do you like being tickled during sex? Where?

I don't like being tickled...ever. Alright, that could be considered a lie. I am in love with the feeling of fingertips grazing my skin so softly that it feels like tiny tickles. I don't think that's actual tickling though. I get pretty violent when I get tickled. I thrash around and throw punches/kicks. It's not a good time for anyone.

3. Have you ever used feathers during sex?

I have not used feathers during sex but I have used them during a sensation play scene. Mmmm. That feels so good.

4. Do you like to be blindfolded during sex? Why?

I'm indifferent about it. I know some people really get off on that. Either being blindfolded or blindfolding their partner. But it doesn't do anything for me. If my partner thinks it's hot, I'll go with it for their benefit.

5. Have you ever used cold or heat as part of your sex play? What provided the cold or heat?

I am cold intollerant. I can't stand anything cold touching my skin. It's so painful. Heat though? I love it! I like when Husband warms up the glass toys in a cup of hot water before he uses them on me. I like when they touch my skin and when they are put inside me. Give me all the heat play. Yum!

6. Do you enjoy being spanked, giving spankings, or both?

I love being spanked! Just not during sex. If I'm getting fucked and my partner smacks my ass, I find it very jarring and distracting. I'm fine with it before sex though. I very much love spankings during a kink scene and that really goes back to question 1. I don't enjoy giving spankings because I'm a hardcore sub, but I'll do it if my partner really wants it. I do playfully smack Husband's ass randomly though.

7. Do you have a safeword? Have you ever used it?

I have never come up with a good safeword that I really liked. I will use the stoplight method though. Green for good, yellow for caution (it's getting close to being too intense), and red for stop.

Dendrophilia

Dendrophilia is the love of trees. Husband loves trees more than anyone I know. He is very passionate about them. This is what he had to say about it:

For as long as I can remember, I have felt a connection to Mother Nature. I have felt welcomed and at home in the woods and the forests I've visited. To me, the strongest icon of nature has always been a tree. There is something so comforting to me about being close to trees. I'm visually drawn in each and every time. I've always loved to climb trees, play in their branches, make swords from their fallen limbs, and jump into great piles of raked leaves. I've dreamed of having a tree house. I'm obsessed with art involving trees in a way I'm not sure I can explain. I love to touch trees when I pass by them. I love to feel the leaves as they hang off the branches. I love to hear the wind sigh in contentment as it blows through the boughs up in the sky. It's difficult for me to accurately put into words all the feelings that trees pull from me, I just truly love trees.

I'm not as passionate about trees as Husband. I am much more attracted to water, however, I do still have a lot of love for trees. As a kid, I would see a cool tree and just have to give it a big hug and touch its bark. I love being in the middle of the woods surrounded by trees and nature. I love how fresh the air smells and how shaded it is from the bright sun. I adore the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves on a warm summer night. I get excited to hear the sound of a storm blowing violently through those same leaves. One of the best things is camping in the middle of the woods surrounded by trees. It is a great way to relax and let go of all the stresses of life. 

My favorite trees are ones that are shaped in unnatural ways. Trees that grow sideways, trees that grow around or engulf things, or trees that just look different than you're used to seeing. There is a tree near where I live that appears to grow sideways. It's a very crooked catalpa tree and I am obsessed with it. It's just magnificent!

It's safe to say that Husband and I share a love of trees, but do we have a tree fetish or kink? Probably not. Though, I have always had a fantasy about being tied to a tree and beaten. I also very much love being pushed up against a tree while getting fucked. I think it's more about being sexual in nature than about the actual trees though. Regardless of the reason for liking it, it is very sinful and incredibly sexy.

          

Sinful Sunday: Drink

The Sinful Sunday prompt for the month of August is Drink. I came up with this crazy idea to soak myself in wine and then spent two weeks trying to talk myself out of it. I finally decided to just go for it. Thankfully, Husband was totally on board with it and did everything he could to help.

TMI Tuesday: July 26, 2022

It's that time again! Time for TMI Tuesday.

I've been away for a while, so here I am slipping back into it.

I mean, I wouldn't fault you for being attracted to me for my body

1. Would you rather be attracted to for your body or your mind?

Hmm, that's a really tough question. If I'm looking to be in a relationship with someone, I would rather them be more attracted to my mind, or at least equally so. For everyone else, I don't mind if they are attracted to me for my body. I do hope that they enjoy my mind as well though.

2. What would be more embarrassing for you out in public–to be seen tripping or adjusting your “package”?

Well, I adjust my boobs all the time in public. I don't really care who sees me. Should I? It's my body and I can touch it whenever I want. I do hate tripping in front of people though. I have done it often because my body is too flexible, which makes my ankles roll easily. I'm always super embarrassed about it. I'm not sure why we are embarrassed about stuff like that though.

3. If you are going to be famous what is it for?

I've always wanted to write books and be famous for them. I doubt that is in my future though. 

4. Would you rather urinate in a port-a-potty or the nearest bush?

Well, that depends on a lot of things. Am I far away from the nearest port-a-potty? How badly do I have to pee? Am I wearing a dress or skirt? That would make squatting in a bush a lot easier. Do I have something to wipe with after I pee in the bush? You know, it's probably just easier to go to the port-a-potty. Though, in a pinch, I'm not opposed to squatting in a bush.

5. What new beginning are you excited about?

I'm pretty excited about this new thing with DJ. I can't wait to see where that goes. There's not much else new or exciting in my life.

Bonus: Burrito or Tamale

I'm probably the odd one here but I don't like tamales. I'll take the burrito.

KOTW: Biting

Bite mark left by DJ

The Kink of the Week topic is biting. I have a complicated relationship with biting. Both giving and receiving. So, buckle in while I take you on a ride to explain it.

I used to absolutely love biting people. In fact, as a teenager, I used to bite a lot of my guy friends just to tease them. It was just a fun consensual thing between us. I even bit Husband a lot during the first few years of our relationship. He really loved it. I think it was one of his favorite things. I even still get the urge to bite sometimes when I see the smooth bare neck of someone that I'm attracted to.

I’m not sure when it happened but the sensation of biting skin started to feel bad on my teeth, like a dislike of the texture. I can’t even explain it but it just makes me feel icky. So, now, I will bite if asked but I don’t enjoy it. I hate that I don’t enjoy it anymore and I’m hoping that I outgrow it eventually. 

As far as having my own body bitten, that’s complicated as well. How much pain I enjoy is dependent upon a lot of things. For example, my menstrual cycle even affects it. If it's near my period, my skin is more sensitive so I really hate it. If I'm feeling more depressed, I love the extra pain. If I have been very anxious, I fall somewhere in the middle. That makes things complicated for my partner since they have to check with me about how I'm feeling before really attacking me with their teeth.

If everything lines up, I do enjoy being bitten but it also depends on the location on my body and the pressure of the bite. I really like my neck to be bitten but if it's too hard, it gives me anxiety. It sounds a bit different but I like having my arm bitten sometimes. Especially when my partner just grabs my arm and takes a bite. The skin is thicker there, so you can apply more pressure and it doesn't hurt as much.

There are a few places that are always a no when it comes to biting. Breasts, nipples, thighs, and labia are a hard no when it comes to being bitten hard. It's just way too sensitive. I do like nibbles though. Give me all the soft nibbles, please.

To be honest, it's more about the tongue for me than the teeth. I love soft sensations across my body. That drives me wild. That's a sure way to get me very wet.

When my partner bites me, I love admiring the marks left behind. I get butterflies in my tummy every time I feel the soreness or see the bruises. It reminds me about what happened and turns me on. It also makes me feel sexy because people can look at that and know that I've been being naughty. Mmmm.

So, when do I love to be bitten? During a rough/intense scene with power exchange, as long as it has been agreed upon before it takes place. During these scenes, I enjoy it but I'm also usually fighting a lot of urge to push my partner away and make them stop. So, having a safe word is a must. I also melt every time I'm being fucked from behind and I get bitten on the back of my neck. Unf. Soooo good. I think I ALWAYS enjoy that one. Licking, sucking, biting my neck as I get fucked. Yessss, I need that so much.

To sum it up, what I like is communication. Let's talk about it first so we have an idea about what each other likes. I just want to please my partner and I hope that my partner wants to please me. That's what it's all about.

I've Waited So Long

I met DJ in person five months ago. I really wanted to pursue things with him but life got in the way, as it usually does. We've talked on and off since then and I never stopped fantasizing about him.

This past Saturday night, DJ invited me over to his place. I was incredibly nervous (thanks anxiety) but I knew I really wanted to go. So, I took a deep breath and just went for it without overthinking. I had been waiting so long to see him again. 

When I got to his place, I was still feeling pretty nervous. So, we started watching a bit of Netflix in the living room to relax the mood. Eventually, he reached over and started rubbing my thigh gently. My breath caught in my throat when he touched me. I swallowed hard and reminded myself to breathe. 

His hand made its way up my thigh slowly, until he was caressing my vulva on top of my panties. Then, he attacked my neck. He was kissing and biting it voraciously. He grabbed a handful of my hair and bit harder. I moaned and grabbed his other hand. I caressed his fingers, admiring how soft they felt.  We started to make out and then he asked if I wanted to go to his bedroom. I said yes.

When we got to his bedroom, he climbed onto the bed and I followed. He kissed me, caressing my tongue with his, biting my lip just a bit. He is a very good kisser and I kept wanting more. He attacked the other side of my neck, biting hard and pulling my hair. I moaned and dug my fingers into his back. 

He jumped up, lifted my skirt, and removed my panties. He threw them aside and shoved his fingers inside my cunt. It was already wet and hungry. He bent down and tasted me, licking my clit for a few moments and getting it wetter. He continued fucking my pussy with his fingers. I arched my back and moaned. I had been fantasizing about what it would feel like to have his fingers deep inside me. I was not disappointed.

He sat up and continued finger-fucking me with one hand and lifted my shirt with the other. He took one of my breasts out of my bra. He started sucking on my nipple, then he moved over to the other breast and did the same. His fingers felt so good inside me that I started to get scared that I was going to squirt all over his bed. I held back out of nervousness. I'm never sure how people will react, so I'm scared about really letting go.

He laid down next to me and removed his pants. I started to kiss him again as I wrapped my hand around his cock, slowly jerking it. I wanted to taste him, so I went down and licked his cock from the tip down to the bottom of the shaft, then back up again. I licked it all around, getting it nice and wet before sticking it in my mouth. I started sucking it slowly. I teased him as I sucked so very slowly, up and down. Then, I shoved his cock into my throat and let it sit there for a bit as I flexed my throat muscles. I started sucking again, quicker this time. Going all the way down, then back up. Over and over again. He started to thrust his hips in sync with my movements, so I shoved his cock into my throat harder. My eyes watered as I started to go faster, choosing swallowing his cock over breathing air. 

I stopped to catch my breath. It was hard to see through all of the tears. He asked if I was okay and it made me smile. We finished getting naked and he asked if he could fuck me. I said yes, so he grabbed a condom, put it on, and then told me to lay down on my side. He grabbed my braids and started fucking me from behind. Slowly at first, then faster and harder. He sat up on his knees, pushed me down more on my tummy, and started to fuck me again harder. Fuck, it felt so good. I'd been waiting so long to feel him inside me.

When I got home, I climbed into bed with Husband and he asked me about what had happened. After I told him about it, we turned off the light and cuddled. I felt his hand wandering around my body, caressing it softly. He started to massage my breast and I ran my fingers across his back. Suddenly, he sat up and forcefully opened my legs. He climbed on top of me and started to suck on my nipples, then made his way down between my legs. 

He started to lick my clit, so very softly and slowly. My body twitched as it felt like electricity was flowing through it. As he licked faster, my back arched. He reached up with his hand and I caressed his fingers with mine. He continued to lick my clit, faster and a bit harder. My breathing quickened and I knew I was getting close. I moaned as I tilted my pelvis so that he was hitting the right spot. I started to cum so hard that I had to cover my mouth with my hand to keep quiet.

Husband climbed on top of me, placed my feet on his chest, and then slid his cock inside me. He fucked my pussy slowly while he caressed my labia softly with his fingers. Unf. He bent over on top of me and I wrapped my legs tight around his waist. He fucked me harder as I tried to pull him deeper inside me. He kissed my forehead and I melted. He pulled me in closer to him and fucked me even harder. I felt my pussy tightening around his cock. I was getting very close to cumming.

He stopped and I flipped over so he could fuck me in the doggy position. I grabbed my vibrator and put it on my clit. He slid his cock inside me again. He was hitting the spot I needed him to but it just wasn't hard enough. So, I started to push back into him with each thrust. He caught on and started to fuck me harder. I moaned every time he shoved his cock deep inside me. His breathing got quicker and he started to moan too. Then, he fucked me even harder until my pussy tightened around his cock and we both exploded into orgasm.

Fucked by two incredibly sexy men in one night. That is something I could definitely get used to.

Sinful Sunday: Nectarous

The July prompt for Sinful Sunday is the letter N. The word I chose is nectarous. 

The definition of nectarous is: Extremely pleasing to the taste; sweet and fragrant. 

It just so happens that this is exactly how Husband describes my pussy. 

Kiss the lips below to see what others came up with for this prompt.

KOTW: Breasts

The Kink of the Week topic is breasts. I feel very passionately about breasts, so I knew I wanted to write something about it. I've been so busy that I almost missed the deadline but thankfully, I made it just in time.

Breasts are the things that first made me realize that I am bisexual. I had crushes on my friends in elementary school but I didn't really know that's what they were until I got older. In middle school, though, I couldn't help noticing all the boobs that were developing around me. I was very turned on by the thought of touching boobs and I fantasized about them a lot. I eventually started masturbating while thinking about them.

I absolutely love breasts. My favorite size is just a handful but I will take any and all of them that I can get. I love large breasts, small breasts, medium breasts, uneven or lopsided breasts, saggy breasts, perky breasts, small areolas, large areolas, small nipples, large nipples, inverted nipples, and anything in between. They are all fantastic and beautiful. I've never seen a breast that I didn't love.

What do I like to do with breasts? Well, I enjoy lying on them. Using them as pillows is wonderful and super comfy. I also like massaging them with my hands, licking them, and sucking on the nipples. But what is my favorite thing to do with breasts? I really love making out with someone and mashing my breasts into their breasts. I get so fucking turned on by that. Our nipples rubbing up against each other, feeling the softness of their boobs against mine, and just enjoying the feel of our skin touching. Ung. Yessss. I love that so much. I can't even tell you what that does for me.

So, how do I feel about my own breasts? Well, I would say there's a bit of a love/hate relationship there and my feelings have definitely changed throughout my lifetime.

All the women in my family have large breasts and I developed them at a very young age. When I was 7, I was already wearing a B cup. By the age of 10, I was up to a D cup. And once I got to middle school, I was wearing a Double D. I got a lot of attention for having large boobs, way before I even wanted it or could understand it. I was the first girl at school to have them. I developed before everyone else, so I got a lot of comments and "accidental" boob touches/grabs. On one hand, it felt nice to get attention from boys. On the other hand, it made me feel like the only thing I had to offer was my boobs. I honestly didn't know how to feel about it, other than overwhelmed.

As an adult, my breasts got even larger. I went from an F to a G and then to an H. When I was pregnant and breastfeeding, I got all the way to an I/J cup. I'm now back down to an H and I feel like they are just way too massive. Just one of my boobs is as big as my head. It's seriously ridiculous. I know there are a lot of people who really like them and that's great but I would get a breast reduction in a second if insurance would cover it. It's hard on my back, it's tough to find bras that fit, and they try to suffocate me when I'm lying down. It's just not fun for me.

That being said, I do enjoy the attention that my boobs get me. I like to show a lot of cleavage when I'm in public. I love when people stare or can't seem to keep eye contact because their gaze is drawn to my chest. I like to feel sexualized and my large breasts definitely help with that. So, there is a part of me that would miss them if they were smaller. It would be totally worth it to not have so much back pain though.

To sum up my feelings about my breasts: I wish that they weren't so saggy but they are huge and heavy, so that's kind of impossible to prevent. I also wish that my areolas were darker because they are almost the same color as the rest of my skin. I would love it if my nipples stood out a bit more and looked more "normal" than they do as well. But there are a lot of people who love my breasts, so they can't be as bad as I imagine them to be.

The role my breasts play in my sex life is largely dependent upon who my partner is. I've been with people who don't care about my breasts at all because they are much more into my ass. I've also been with people who are obsessed with my breasts and want to get lost in them. I'm honestly fine with it either way.

I do enjoy having my breasts played with. My nipples aren't very sensitive though. I need more heavy touching in order to really feel it. But I don't like it too hard either. I'm kind of a Goldilocks when it comes to my nipples, I guess. I don't like nipple biting and I am terrified of clamps or pins. Breast torture and impact play on my breasts is also a hard limit. No thanks. 

So, what do I like during sex? Massaging my breasts gently with your hands and sucking on my nipples is lovely. I really enjoy hard sucking and massaging with the tongue. I also love grabbing my boobs and squeezing them while I'm getting fucked on my back. While I can definitely feel it in my clit when my nipples are stimulated just right, I've never been close to orgasming from nipple play. I'm so envious of people who can do that.

My favorite thing to have done to my breasts is having someone cum all over them. The feeling of the hot cum spraying all over them is such a turn-on. And the way they look all splattered with cum is just fucking sexy. 

Something that I have never done but I feel like I might enjoy is titty-fucking. I've seriously never had someone do that, which is kind of hard to believe since they are so large. One day this will happen. When it does, I'll be sure to let you all know how it went. 

While I am attracted to breasts sexually, I also think breasts are just incredibly amazing in a non-sexual way. Not only do they look beautiful, but they also feed babies! I had a hard time getting into breastfeeding at first. My breasts are huge (and they were even more so when they were filled with milk), so I had to take extra care to make sure I didn't suffocate my baby. My nipples were inverted and pretty flat, so my baby had a hard time latching on. I also had never witnessed anyone breastfeed before, so I really had no idea what I was doing. My mother-in-law came to stay with us for a week and helped teach me. Even though it was a tough start, once I caught on, I was lucky enough to breastfeed for three years and it was so amazing. 

I was one of those moms who would breastfeed in public unapologetically, no matter where I was. My baby refused to feed under a blanket because it was just too hot under there, so I ended up doing it without covering up. I got a lot of dirty looks and some pretty hateful comments. But I firmly believe that breasts should not be seen as dirty or scandalous and I will fight anyone who comes at me with those beliefs. I was never afraid to stick up for myself when it came to breastfeeding in public. 

While I loved breastfeeding and am so happy that I was able to do it, it did change the way my breasts looked. After the milk was gone, my breasts looked a bit deflated. It's like the extra fat in them disappeared but the skin didn't shrink with it. So, they aren't as full on top anymore and my cleavage isn't as amazing as it used to be. One good thing that happened is that my nipples aren't as flat as they once were. They still take a bit of playing with to get them to stand erect but they aren't inverted anymore, which makes me happy. It's been over ten years since I last breastfed and I miss it a lot. It can definitely be a wonderful experience.

Breasts are for sure my favorite body part. I love everything about them. I wish I had a pair of breasts to play with right now. Well, other than my own because that's just not the same.

So, how do you feel about breasts?

                   

Sinful Sunday: Full of Pride

It's Pridefest weekend here.

I had planned on going to the parade and festival today. My anxiety got the better of me though. So, here I am, celebrating at home. 

Bisexual and proud.

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Sinful Sunday: Fantasies

When I close my eyes, 

It almost feels like you’re the one touching me. 

      

TMI Tuesday: June 7, 2022

1. What is the best sandwich?

Tacos. Tacos are definitely a kind of sandwich. 

2. Scariest animal?

Maggots. *gag* No. Can't handle it.

3. Ever asked someone for an autograph?

Yes, I've gotten a few autographs in my lifetime. Mostly band members.

4. Favorite action movie?

Deadpool. Full of action and sexiness. Mmmm.

5. Fave rom-com?

Warm Bodies. That movie gets me right in the feels. 

6. Window or aisle?

Window for sure. I can't handle not being able to look out the window and see what's going on.

7. Favorite smell?

Vanilla or that toxic "new plastic shower curtain" smell. 

8. Least favorite smell?

Hmmm, maybe patchouli. Or cigarette smoke. *gag*

9. Most used app on your phone?

Walking Dead: No Man's Land. Not to toot my own horn but I'm pretty fucking badass at that game.

10. You only get one song to listen to for the rest of your life, what is it?

This is a shit question. Music is everything. I can't just pick one song. Fuck. 

Fine, I choose Black by Pearl Jam. It's been my favorite song for over 20 years.

Bonus: Describe the rest of your life in five words.

Love, kindness, compassion, empathy, indulgence.

Sinful Sunday: Green

The June prompt for Sinful Sunday is green. I wanted to do something outside in the grass for this but I never found the time to do it. 

So, here is a sexy photo taken in green lighting instead.

TMI Tuesday: May 24, 2022

 

Ash:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

They cared about giving me pleasure and not just about pleasing themselves. They paid attention to my body language, breathing, and moans in order to judge how much I was enjoying the things they did to my body.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

They didn't care if I enjoyed the sex and only cared about their pleasure. In fact, after they orgasmed, they said, "I have a vibrator in my drawer if you'd like to finish yourself off."

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-girlfriend Sasha. She is gorgeous and has an amazing body. Sucks that she turned out to be a horrible person. 

4. How was it?

Sex with Sasha? It was great. She is a squirter and I very much enjoyed eating her pussy until she came on my face. She was very good at pleasuring me as well.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-boyfriend, Nolan. He's an abusive piece of shit, so I'm not even going to give him a pseudonym. That was a two-year relationship that never should have happened. Ugh.

6. Why did you do it?

He was older than me and took advantage of me. I trusted him as a close friend and he guilted me into having sex with him and then getting into a relationship with him. He was emotionally abusive and I didn't know how to get away. He made me feel like I owed it to him. After I finally broke up with him, he had his friends send me hundreds of messages telling me to kill myself. I told you, he's an abusive piece of shit.

7. How was it?

It was...okay. He was really good at oral sex. His penis was very small (no more than 3 inches fully erect) and he didn't really know how to use it. He was HORRIBLE at kissing. It always felt like he was trying to eat my face when we made out. Maybe that's also why he was good at eating my pussy.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I talked a gay guy into having sex with me. He is very very gay. But I was very very turned on by him. He was game to try it but couldn't stay hard. Totally my fault. No regrets though.

Husband:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

The thing that makes the best sex partner I've ever had so good is their ability to make me feel like magic is happening between us. I know that there is so much more to build into that description, but from the very first time until now it is a primal, energetic, magical connection that I don't know how to properly describe.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

The thing that made the worst sex partner I've ever had was their ability to constantly shame me and my sexual interests. They made me feel dirty and that I had to hide pieces of myself, large chunks at a time. They made me feel small and it hurt my mental state so much that I didn't even want to have sex.

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Wife is the most physically attractive person I've ever had sex with. I get that it may seem like a cheap shot answer, but it's the truth.

4. How was it?

You can refer back to question #1 in this set as it is that very same person. Mind-altering sex.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Sexual partner #4 for me; Jasmine.

6. Why did you do it?

I was in a very sad, depressed mental state and I wanted to be used and I didn't quite care who did it.

7. How was it?

I don't really remember how it was one way or another, so I would say it wasn't bad or good. It wasn't forgettable due to the quality, but because of my poor frame of mind.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I could say that my entire sexual experience with my ex-wife was not only bad, but also my fault because I continued to pursue her and stay with her after things started to go really bad instead of breaking things off and being smart about the entire situation. I'll totally admit the fault for that.

Sexy Bunny

 Happy bunny day and all that jazz.

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Sinful Sunday: Release the Boobs

It appears my boobs don't want to be contained in this outfit any longer. I have untied them but should I release them? It's Sinful Sunday afterall, why not?

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios

            

Sinful Sunday: Backlighting

The Sinful Sunday prompt for April is "backlighting" and I really wanted to do a cool nature shot and catch the sunlight just right but life has been pretty hectic and I just couldn't make that happen.

I do have a pretty cool photo that fits this prompt though. I have been trying to get up the courage to post that photo for the last couple of months and just haven't been brave enough. I love how strong, sexy, and dominant it makes me look. I just keep getting caught up on the serious double chin that this angle gives me. I thought this prompt was the perfect way to get over that and just post it. 

So, here I am, in all of my backlit glory. 

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios

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