Sinful Sunday: Mischief

I'm always looking for mischief to get into. Sometimes the only mischief I can find is just sneaking off to the bathroom to take titty photos. But that will do for now. 

          

TMI Tuesday: September 24, 2024

Happy Titty Tuesday

It's time for TMI Tuesday!

1. Answer Yes or No:

I Regret My First Kiss: Yes, because it was a dare. I would have rather had my first kiss with someone who actually wanted to kiss me.

I Miss My First Love: Yes, even though he doesn't deserve me because he's an abusive asshole.

I Married My First Love: No, he was the second person I have loved.

I Loved Someone That Didn’t Love Me: I loved someone who technically loved me but he is gay so, I guess not in the same way.

2. Do you consider yourself monogamous or polyamorous or some other category which you will explain or define for us now?

I am polyamorous.

3. Your partner is in the mood for sex and you are tired – what do you do?

a. Start snoring. There is no way I’m giving it up tonight.

b. Trade. You give me a massage… and we will see…

c. That would never happen!

C. I would probably say, "I'm really tired so you have to do most of the work."

4. Does your partner mind if you masturbate, in bed, when they are there?

I have never asked my partners this but the only partner I have done this next to is Husband. He has never expressed that he doesn't like it though.

5. Describe your typical sexual romp:

a. You are playful and tame

b. You have occasionally introduced a few things like outfits and toys

c. You love trying new things and shocking your partner

Something between B and C.

Bonus: What was your best ever masturbation experience. Why was it the best? Describe.

When Husband and I had phone sex while he was out of town for work. You can read about that here.

TMI Tuesday: July 23, 2024

Happy Titty Tuesday

It's been a while. Things in my life haven't been great but I'm working through them as best as I can. I figured I'd try to get back into writing here and the easiest way to do that was with a TMI Tuesday post.

Mia will be joining me for today's questions. A big thank you to her because she wasn't feeling up to doing it but she pushed through and made it happen for me. 

Ash:

1. From erotica to sex blogs, everyone seems to be having intense orgasms. Do you feel like you are experiencing the same intense orgasmic waves everyone talks about?

Right now? Not at all. I'm in a very deep depression and it has robbed my life of all sexual joy. But usually, yes. I have been told that I'm a very orgasmic person. I can cum from both penetration & clitoral stimulation and my orgasms are very powerful. Hopefully I get back to that point soon.

2. At the beginning of our sexual lives, we are often let down because it feels like nothing in comparison to what we see in films and magazines. Sexual pleasure is something you learn more about as you get older. How have you learned to cultivate the pleasure that you feel?

My first orgasm was a complete surprise, so I didn't really have an idea of what sexual pleasure was like before that. I was just masturbating because it felt good and then I felt the wave of pleasure through my body. I had no idea what it was. I didn't even know that women could orgasm. From there, I just kept touching myself and learning what I like. I've never been afraid to tell my partners that I'd like to try new things. It's all about experimenting and learning what feels good to you.

3. In the last 3 years, has your sexual pleasure:

a. waned

b. stayed the same

c. increased, enhanced, improved

I would say it's waned. It's kind of been a roller coaster ride. It's gotten better in the last six months, but it's definitely not as good as it was five years ago. I think there's just too much emotional baggage that needs to be dealt with. It's caused me to be more timid, insecure, and not let loose as much as I used to.

4. If you are feeling much more sexual pleasure than your lover do you feel the need to make up the deficit or just live in the moment and enjoy what has been given to you?

I will definitely feel the need to make up for the deficit but only if my partner is up for that.

5. How important is it to you for you and your lover to have simultaneous orgasms?

a. not important – never thought about it

b. somewhat important – I think it would be nice to explode at the same time

c. important – that is what I ‘work’ for, cumming at the same time makes everything more intense–my orgasm, my feelings, the entire experience.

Somewhere between B and C. I absolutely love cumming at the same time my partner does but it's okay if that doesn't happen. I do tend to work for that when I am having sex with a man though. And anytime it happens with Mia, it blows my mind. It's so intense but it's also harder to do with a woman.

Bonus: Do you think that having an orgasm is the same as sexual pleasure? Why or why not?

No. Orgasms should not always be the goal because sometimes they just don't happen for lots of reasons and that's okay. There is so much sexual pleasure that takes place when being intimate with your partner. It's not just about the orgasm.

Mia:

1. From erotica to sex blogs, everyone seems to be having intense orgasms. Do you feel like you are experiencing the same intense orgasmic waves everyone talks about?

I do experience intense orgasms. I joke and say that my soul leaves my body.

2. At the beginning of our sexual lives, we are often let down because it feels like nothing in comparison to what we see in films and magazines. Sexual pleasure is something you learn more about as you get older. How have you learned to cultivate the pleasure that you feel?

Just by keeping an open mind and allowing myself to try new things. That's how I've learned what I like.

3. In the last 3 years, has your sexual pleasure:

a. waned

b. stayed the same

c. increased, enhanced, improved

I'd say C. Especially since a certain beautiful girl came into my life. Her name rhymes with splash, just like the way she... Nevermind. 

4. If you are feeling much more sexual pleasure than your lover do you feel the need to make up the deficit or just live in the moment and enjoy what has been given to you?

I would feel the need to make up for it. I always feel the need to prioritize my partner's pleasure and I would feel bad if it felt better for me than my partner.

5. How important is it to you for you and your lover to have simultaneous orgasms?

a. not important – never thought about it

b. somewhat important – I think it would be nice to explode at the same time

c. important – that is what I ‘work’ for, cumming at the same time makes everything more intense–my orgasm, my feelings, the entire experience.

I'd have to say B. It doesn't happen always but when it does it's the most wonderful feeling ever. Hearing our moans and breathing get harder, looking into each others eyes and getting lost in each other. The whole world fades away in that moment.

Bonus: Do you think that having an orgasm is the same as sexual pleasure? Why or why not?

I mean, you experience sexual pleasure from an orgasm, sure but it's not quite the same to me. Sexual pleasure can be experienced in so many different ways, not necessarily by just climaxing. Could be as simple as a soft caress and a kiss.

A New Metamour

Lots of things on my mind

I usually write about the sexy part of my life but today, I'm going to talk about some hard shit. Polyamory is amazing but it's also very hard sometimes. It takes a lot of work and a lot of that is internal work on yourself.

For the past 10 years, Husband has been mostly monogamous. He's had threesomes and such with me but he wasn't interested in dating other people. I struggled with that a bit. I felt guilty for being polyamorous and needing to have relationships and sex with other people. But he was always very supportive of my needs, even when they made him feel jealous and insecure.

A few months ago, Husband told me that he was having thoughts about wanting a relationship with another woman. At first, I was a bit shocked because he was always so sure that he didn't want that. My second reaction was nervousness because I wasn't sure how that would make me feel. It had been a long time since I had seen him with someone else and he had never dated another woman before. But then my brain finally settled on feeling excitement for him. I have always wanted him to be fulfilled and happy. So, I encouraged him to explore that. It took a few months, but he finally found someone that he was interested in.

Husband has been talking to a woman for a couple months. Initially, I very much encouraged him to go out with her. I gave him dating advice and helped calm his nerves before going out with her. I looked forward to hearing all about his dates when he came home and I was so happy for him. Then, something suddenly changed for me.

For the past few years, our relationship has been struggling. Husband pulled away from me and stopped communicating. Our sex life became almost non-existent. There were things that I needed from him that I wasn't getting. Things got really bad for a while but we've been working on our relationship throughout the last year and it's improved a lot. There is still much work to do though.

When I saw him giving those things that I needed to this woman he was talking to, I started feeling jealous. Then, I started comparing myself to this girl as well because I was already in a dark place. Why didn't I deserve those things? Why hasn't he been giving them to me? Does he like her better than me? So many negative thoughts that I wasn't used to. 

Jealousy is a rare emotion for me. I'm not a jealous person. In fact, I only feel jealous if I'm being treated unfairly or not getting something that I need. This was really hard for me to deal with because I have very little experience with feeling jealousy. I have been dealing with it as best as I can but some days are really hard.

On Wednesday, Husband told me that things became official between them. She is now his girlfriend. On one hand, I am so happy for him. But on the other hand, I still have some emotions to work through. The thing about jealousy is that it's completely normal but it's up to you to work it out for yourself. So, that is what I'm trying to do.

Anyway, to sum all of this up, I now have a new metamour and I have complicated and conflicting emotions about it. I think things will eventually work out and I'll feel better about everything but the anxiety I'm feeling right now is very overwhelming some days. 

I still think polyamory is absolutely worth it. I could never be in a monogamous relationship again for the rest of my life. I tried that already and it just didn't work out. It's not for me. Polyamory sure does take a lot more work than monogamy though. I'm going to continue working on myself and I'm excited for what the future has in store for Husband. I hope this new relationship brings him a lot of happiness.

Want to see more boobs? Click the flower below.

Glistening Happiness

Aidan is working from home today. So, I came over to keep him company. He did a good job of getting lots of work done, which meant he could take a break to do me. He finished on my tits. But not before covering them in bite marks.

Sinful Sunday: Titty Kisses

Mia loves my large breasts.

I love Mia's smaller breasts.

I also think our breasts love each other.

They sure do like to be pressed together.

Our nipples even like to kiss sometimes.

Funny Throwback

Here is a throwback to a photoshoot I did with Blood Moon Studios two years ago. The photographer made me laugh and then he snapped this photo. I was self-conscious about this photo when I first saw it but now I think I like it. After all, this is indeed what I look like when I laugh.

          

Sinful Sunday: Simple Pleasures

It's the first Sunday of the month, which means prompt weekend for Sinful Sunday. The prompt for May is "simple pleasures." 

Sex is my most favorite activity but a very close second is being in water. Swimming, soaking in a hot tub, or bubble baths all make me incredibly happy. Water gives me a sense of peace. If I’m feeling off or upset, I can always count on water to calm me. 

Kiss the lips below to see who else is sinning.

TMI Tuesday: January 31, 2023

My hard nipple right after an orgasm

Ash:

1. Have you ever let someone else bathe you although you were perfectly capable of doing it yourself?

Yes. It's a very intimate and sexy experience. I love it so much.

2. If you were asked, “does the carpet match the drapes”… Would your answer be “yes” or “no”?

No. My natural hair color is auburn but I dye it. My pubes are red.

3. Who has done something within the last 24 hours to show they care for you? What did they do?

Husband cleared all the ice off my car for me last night. 

4. Who was the last person you hugged romantically?

I hugged my Husband last night when I got home from dinner with the girl I'm dating.

5. What do you prefer to do after sex?

a. Go for another round!

b. Cuddle and talk

c. Eat

d. Fall asleep

e. Shower

f. Get out!

Go for another round if possible. If not, I like to cuddle and fall asleep.

Bonus: Anal sex…giving or receiving, which do you prefer?

I prefer to receive.

Husband:

1. Have you ever let someone else bathe you although you were perfectly capable of doing it yourself?

Wife has showered me before when I was more than capable of doing it myself and I think that counts enough for me.

2. If you were asked, “does the carpet match the drapes”… Would your answer be “yes” or “no”?

Yes? The hair on my head doesn't do a good match to the rest of my body, so maybe might be the better answer.

3. Who has done something within the last 24 hours to show they care for you? What did they do?

Wife put my charged Fitbit on my wrist when she got home from her date last night when I was mostly passed out.

4. Who was the last person you hugged romantically?

Wife is the only person I have hugged romantically in quite some time.

5. What do you prefer to do after sex?

a. Go for another round!

b. Cuddle and talk

c. Eat

d. Fall asleep

e. Shower

f. Get out!

Prefer B, but due to timing and all other things, it is usually D.

Bonus: Anal sex…giving or receiving, which do you prefer?

Definitely prefer to be giving, so much fun.

Sinful Sunday: Floaty Titties

My bestie invited me over to swim in her pool on my birthday last week. It really made my day since swimming is my second favorite activity. I took a few photos while I was there. 

One of my favorite things about swimming is that my titties float and look super perky in the water. 

               

KOTW: Breasts

The Kink of the Week topic is breasts. I feel very passionately about breasts, so I knew I wanted to write something about it. I've been so busy that I almost missed the deadline but thankfully, I made it just in time.

Breasts are the things that first made me realize that I am bisexual. I had crushes on my friends in elementary school but I didn't really know that's what they were until I got older. In middle school, though, I couldn't help noticing all the boobs that were developing around me. I was very turned on by the thought of touching boobs and I fantasized about them a lot. I eventually started masturbating while thinking about them.

I absolutely love breasts. My favorite size is just a handful but I will take any and all of them that I can get. I love large breasts, small breasts, medium breasts, uneven or lopsided breasts, saggy breasts, perky breasts, small areolas, large areolas, small nipples, large nipples, inverted nipples, and anything in between. They are all fantastic and beautiful. I've never seen a breast that I didn't love.

What do I like to do with breasts? Well, I enjoy lying on them. Using them as pillows is wonderful and super comfy. I also like massaging them with my hands, licking them, and sucking on the nipples. But what is my favorite thing to do with breasts? I really love making out with someone and mashing my breasts into their breasts. I get so fucking turned on by that. Our nipples rubbing up against each other, feeling the softness of their boobs against mine, and just enjoying the feel of our skin touching. Ung. Yessss. I love that so much. I can't even tell you what that does for me.

So, how do I feel about my own breasts? Well, I would say there's a bit of a love/hate relationship there and my feelings have definitely changed throughout my lifetime.

All the women in my family have large breasts and I developed them at a very young age. When I was 7, I was already wearing a B cup. By the age of 10, I was up to a D cup. And once I got to middle school, I was wearing a Double D. I got a lot of attention for having large boobs, way before I even wanted it or could understand it. I was the first girl at school to have them. I developed before everyone else, so I got a lot of comments and "accidental" boob touches/grabs. On one hand, it felt nice to get attention from boys. On the other hand, it made me feel like the only thing I had to offer was my boobs. I honestly didn't know how to feel about it, other than overwhelmed.

As an adult, my breasts got even larger. I went from an F to a G and then to an H. When I was pregnant and breastfeeding, I got all the way to an I/J cup. I'm now back down to an H and I feel like they are just way too massive. Just one of my boobs is as big as my head. It's seriously ridiculous. I know there are a lot of people who really like them and that's great but I would get a breast reduction in a second if insurance would cover it. It's hard on my back, it's tough to find bras that fit, and they try to suffocate me when I'm lying down. It's just not fun for me.

That being said, I do enjoy the attention that my boobs get me. I like to show a lot of cleavage when I'm in public. I love when people stare or can't seem to keep eye contact because their gaze is drawn to my chest. I like to feel sexualized and my large breasts definitely help with that. So, there is a part of me that would miss them if they were smaller. It would be totally worth it to not have so much back pain though.

To sum up my feelings about my breasts: I wish that they weren't so saggy but they are huge and heavy, so that's kind of impossible to prevent. I also wish that my areolas were darker because they are almost the same color as the rest of my skin. I would love it if my nipples stood out a bit more and looked more "normal" than they do as well. But there are a lot of people who love my breasts, so they can't be as bad as I imagine them to be.

The role my breasts play in my sex life is largely dependent upon who my partner is. I've been with people who don't care about my breasts at all because they are much more into my ass. I've also been with people who are obsessed with my breasts and want to get lost in them. I'm honestly fine with it either way.

I do enjoy having my breasts played with. My nipples aren't very sensitive though. I need more heavy touching in order to really feel it. But I don't like it too hard either. I'm kind of a Goldilocks when it comes to my nipples, I guess. I don't like nipple biting and I am terrified of clamps or pins. Breast torture and impact play on my breasts is also a hard limit. No thanks. 

So, what do I like during sex? Massaging my breasts gently with your hands and sucking on my nipples is lovely. I really enjoy hard sucking and massaging with the tongue. I also love grabbing my boobs and squeezing them while I'm getting fucked on my back. While I can definitely feel it in my clit when my nipples are stimulated just right, I've never been close to orgasming from nipple play. I'm so envious of people who can do that.

My favorite thing to have done to my breasts is having someone cum all over them. The feeling of the hot cum spraying all over them is such a turn-on. And the way they look all splattered with cum is just fucking sexy. 

Something that I have never done but I feel like I might enjoy is titty-fucking. I've seriously never had someone do that, which is kind of hard to believe since they are so large. One day this will happen. When it does, I'll be sure to let you all know how it went. 

While I am attracted to breasts sexually, I also think breasts are just incredibly amazing in a non-sexual way. Not only do they look beautiful, but they also feed babies! I had a hard time getting into breastfeeding at first. My breasts are huge (and they were even more so when they were filled with milk), so I had to take extra care to make sure I didn't suffocate my baby. My nipples were inverted and pretty flat, so my baby had a hard time latching on. I also had never witnessed anyone breastfeed before, so I really had no idea what I was doing. My mother-in-law came to stay with us for a week and helped teach me. Even though it was a tough start, once I caught on, I was lucky enough to breastfeed for three years and it was so amazing. 

I was one of those moms who would breastfeed in public unapologetically, no matter where I was. My baby refused to feed under a blanket because it was just too hot under there, so I ended up doing it without covering up. I got a lot of dirty looks and some pretty hateful comments. But I firmly believe that breasts should not be seen as dirty or scandalous and I will fight anyone who comes at me with those beliefs. I was never afraid to stick up for myself when it came to breastfeeding in public. 

While I loved breastfeeding and am so happy that I was able to do it, it did change the way my breasts looked. After the milk was gone, my breasts looked a bit deflated. It's like the extra fat in them disappeared but the skin didn't shrink with it. So, they aren't as full on top anymore and my cleavage isn't as amazing as it used to be. One good thing that happened is that my nipples aren't as flat as they once were. They still take a bit of playing with to get them to stand erect but they aren't inverted anymore, which makes me happy. It's been over ten years since I last breastfed and I miss it a lot. It can definitely be a wonderful experience.

Breasts are for sure my favorite body part. I love everything about them. I wish I had a pair of breasts to play with right now. Well, other than my own because that's just not the same.

So, how do you feel about breasts?

                   

Sinful Sunday: Fantasies

When I close my eyes, 

It almost feels like you’re the one touching me. 

      

Sinful Sunday: Release the Boobs

It appears my boobs don't want to be contained in this outfit any longer. I have untied them but should I release them? It's Sinful Sunday afterall, why not?

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios

            

Sinful Sunday: Symmetry

The March prompt for Sinful Sunday is symmetry. I originally had a different idea for this prompt but then this idea popped in my head and I couldn’t get it out of my mind. So, here it is. Sexy symmetry in the shower.

      

Spread Out

We are almost done with February Photofest but here’s one last Fishnet Friday photo for you. 

Photo Credit: Blood Moon Studios

       

Lip bite

What is it about a woman biting her lip? Why is it so damn hot?