Last night, Husband and I were cuddling in bed and talking. Things got quiet and I thought we were going to be going to sleep. When he ordered me to spread my legs, I realized I was wrong. I spread my legs and laid one of them on top of his. He put his hand on my lady-bits and started to caress my outer labia. My clit woke up and started to tingle, which caused me to squirm. He then parted my pussy lips and started to rub my clit with his fingers. I rocked my hips gently as he began to cover my stomach in soft kisses. He moved down to my thighs and took a deep breath. "Damn, you smell so good," he said. I felt a knot of desire in my stomach when I heard that and I wanted him so bad. He moved up to my lips and started to kiss me. I caressed his back and then placed my hand on his hip. I felt so close to cumming. He placed his hand on my cheek and it pushed me over the edge. I dug my nails into his hip as I moaned in pleasure.
He told me he wanted me from behind, so I turned over and laid flat on the bed. He placed his hands on my arms and held them down, then he shoved his cock into my pussy. He fucked me so hard that it hurt, yet felt so very good. He complained that I wasn't fighting him enough and ordered me to fight harder. I tried to pull my arms away from his grip, but I could only move them a little bit. He fucked me harder and said "You're not even trying. Fight me!" I used all of my strength to try to get away, but he just pushed me down harder. My arms screamed out in pain and my gut reaction was to stop fighting so it wouldn't hurt so bad. But the more it hurt, the wetter my pussy got. I was loving the pain deep down inside. He moved his hands to my wrists and held me down even harder. He squeezed my hands tightly and I moaned out in pain. He fucked me harder and said, "How does it feel to know that I can do anything I want to you and you can't get away? Does that excite you?" I managed to moan out a very weak, "Yes." He continued to fuck me for a few more minutes and then stopped. He told me to put his cock in my mouth and suck all of my pussy juice off. I told him no, so he grabbed a handful of my hair and forced me to. He held my head in place as he fucked my mouth. He shoved his cock all the way down my throat then he stopped and told me to lick it. My pussy was so wet that his cock was covered in my juices. When I tasted it, it felt so wrong, but it was so hot at the same time.
Husband asked if I wanted him to fuck me again and I said yes. So, I assumed the doggy style position and he started fucking me from behind once again. I placed my arm underneath my body so that I could rub my clit with my fingers. I began to rock my hips in rhythm with his thrusting and he smacked my ass a few times. My breathing quickened and he started to fuck me harder. His cock was hitting my g-spot and I knew I couldn't hold on any longer. I let go and came so hard. I dug my nails into the bed as my body convulsed. He continued to fuck me even harder. My g-spot was still swollen and his cock was hitting it with every thrust. I started to cum again, this time squirting all over Husband, the bed and myself. I felt my cum spraying everywhere but it felt so good that all I could do is bury my face in the bed and moan loudly. I felt dead, but he still hadn't cum yet.
I sighed and tried to gather some strength from somewhere deep inside me. Husband turned me over, spread my legs and shoved his fingers into my pussy. He massaged my g-spot and I started to protest, not thinking I had the energy for anymore orgasms. He insisted and continued to fuck me with his fingers. I started to rub my clit with my fingers and Husband started to stroke his cock with his free hand. I started to cum, once again gushing everywhere. He told me that he was going to cum in my mouth, so I was to be ready for that. He continued to fuck me with his fingers and I rubbed my clit again. When I came this time, I squirted all over his hand as he shot his hot load into my mouth. I moaned as he came in my mouth. At that point, I thought I was done, but he insisted on making me cum one last time. So, he fucked me even harder with his fingers and I squirted one last time. The bed was soaked and I immediately regretted not putting a mat down on the bed. Husband was more than happy to sleep on the wet spot though. He loves waking up smelling like my cum.
Today, my arms and wrists are very sore, but I can't see any bruising, which makes me quite sad. I love when I have marks the next day. And this was very painful, so I was hoping I'd have something to show for that. At least I had all of those orgasms. That definitely made it all worth it. Mmmm.
Monday, May 6, 2013
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Restraint and Orgasm Denial
Saturday was date night for Husband and I. We got to hang out with Trystan for a while, which was great. I wish he was naked during our hangout time, but I'll take what I can get. Besides, my imagination works pretty well. ;)
When we got home that night, Husband showed me what he had brought home from work. It was a bunch of cable ties. I had mentioned earlier in the week that I was interested in trying them because I never had before. So, I was of course instantly turned on.
I took off all of my clothes except for my bra and panties, then I laid down on the bed. Husband laid next to me and placed his hand on my breast, massaging it slowly. He then ran his hand down my side softly and stopped at my crotch. I arched my back as he rubbed my sweet spot on top of my panties. It made me feel like a teenager, heavy petting on top of clothes. It turned me on so much and I was loving it. I moaned and felt myself get wetter. Soon my panties were so wet that Husband couldn't resist sticking his fingers inside me. He put his hand under my panties and fucked me with his finger. I moaned louder and dug my nails into his back. Suddenly, he stopped, sucked my pussy juice off his finger, ripped my panties off, tossed them across the room and then rubbed my clit with his fingers. My pussy was so wet that his fingers were gliding over my clit like it was made of silk. It didn't take long before I was cumming...so hard. I dug my nails into his back once again and moaned loudly as my back arched.
Husband licked his finger one last time, jumped on top of me and grabbed a cable tie. He ordered me to put my hands together, then he wrapped the tie around my wrists and tightened it. He put my hands over my head and held them down with one hand. He shoved his cock in my pussy and fucked me hard. I was so turned on that my G-spot was very swollen. I felt so close to orgasm already. He fucked me harder but stopped suddenly when I was about to cum. I let out a loud sigh and he said, "You want to cum, don't you?" I said, "Yes, please." He laughed and said, "No, you have to wait." He began fucking me again, softer this time. I lifted my legs higher, trying to get him to hit my G-spot harder. He said, "Oh, you're very tricky." He held me down harder and I tried resisting. There was no way I could get away. He started fucking me harder and I tensed up. I was so close to cumming, then he stopped yet again. Oh my! It wasn't fair! I wanted to cum so badly.
At this point, I knew it wasn't going to take much to make me cum. I was just hoping that I could get it done before Husband stopped again. I started to think of ways that I could outsmart him. He began fucking me slowly, and I focused on the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my very wet pussy. My body filled with goosebumps as I enjoyed the feeling. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him inside me harder. He asked me if I was ready to cum and I moaned, "Yes!" He let go of my arms and told me to pretend that someone else was holding me down. So, I did as I was told. He grabbed my legs, lifting them toward my head, and started fucking me harder than before. He was fucking me so very hard that it was forcing moans out of my mouth. I felt my orgasm building and then it released. I started squirting all over Husband, and then I felt it start squirting all over me as well. It landed in my eye, but I couldn't be bothered with that. I just closed my eyes and finished the orgasm. Husband grabbed my hands, cut the cable tie and ordered me to touch myself. I started rubbing my clit as he continued to fuck me. A few seconds later, I started cumming again. Oh, it was so glorious. We both collapsed and then Husband asked, "Who were you imagining that was holding you down?" I said, "Oh, I was imagining it was Trystan." He said, "I knew you would." Something tells me he did that on purpose. Regardless, I loved it. Very much. I had marks on my wrists afterward, but nothing that lasted until the next day. I think next time, we will definitely make it tighter and see how that goes. I love when I have marks the next day.
When we got home that night, Husband showed me what he had brought home from work. It was a bunch of cable ties. I had mentioned earlier in the week that I was interested in trying them because I never had before. So, I was of course instantly turned on.
I took off all of my clothes except for my bra and panties, then I laid down on the bed. Husband laid next to me and placed his hand on my breast, massaging it slowly. He then ran his hand down my side softly and stopped at my crotch. I arched my back as he rubbed my sweet spot on top of my panties. It made me feel like a teenager, heavy petting on top of clothes. It turned me on so much and I was loving it. I moaned and felt myself get wetter. Soon my panties were so wet that Husband couldn't resist sticking his fingers inside me. He put his hand under my panties and fucked me with his finger. I moaned louder and dug my nails into his back. Suddenly, he stopped, sucked my pussy juice off his finger, ripped my panties off, tossed them across the room and then rubbed my clit with his fingers. My pussy was so wet that his fingers were gliding over my clit like it was made of silk. It didn't take long before I was cumming...so hard. I dug my nails into his back once again and moaned loudly as my back arched.
Husband licked his finger one last time, jumped on top of me and grabbed a cable tie. He ordered me to put my hands together, then he wrapped the tie around my wrists and tightened it. He put my hands over my head and held them down with one hand. He shoved his cock in my pussy and fucked me hard. I was so turned on that my G-spot was very swollen. I felt so close to orgasm already. He fucked me harder but stopped suddenly when I was about to cum. I let out a loud sigh and he said, "You want to cum, don't you?" I said, "Yes, please." He laughed and said, "No, you have to wait." He began fucking me again, softer this time. I lifted my legs higher, trying to get him to hit my G-spot harder. He said, "Oh, you're very tricky." He held me down harder and I tried resisting. There was no way I could get away. He started fucking me harder and I tensed up. I was so close to cumming, then he stopped yet again. Oh my! It wasn't fair! I wanted to cum so badly.
At this point, I knew it wasn't going to take much to make me cum. I was just hoping that I could get it done before Husband stopped again. I started to think of ways that I could outsmart him. He began fucking me slowly, and I focused on the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my very wet pussy. My body filled with goosebumps as I enjoyed the feeling. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him inside me harder. He asked me if I was ready to cum and I moaned, "Yes!" He let go of my arms and told me to pretend that someone else was holding me down. So, I did as I was told. He grabbed my legs, lifting them toward my head, and started fucking me harder than before. He was fucking me so very hard that it was forcing moans out of my mouth. I felt my orgasm building and then it released. I started squirting all over Husband, and then I felt it start squirting all over me as well. It landed in my eye, but I couldn't be bothered with that. I just closed my eyes and finished the orgasm. Husband grabbed my hands, cut the cable tie and ordered me to touch myself. I started rubbing my clit as he continued to fuck me. A few seconds later, I started cumming again. Oh, it was so glorious. We both collapsed and then Husband asked, "Who were you imagining that was holding you down?" I said, "Oh, I was imagining it was Trystan." He said, "I knew you would." Something tells me he did that on purpose. Regardless, I loved it. Very much. I had marks on my wrists afterward, but nothing that lasted until the next day. I think next time, we will definitely make it tighter and see how that goes. I love when I have marks the next day.
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Learning to love anal sex
I've been meaning to write about this for a while, but I haven't gotten around to it. Last night Husband and I had anal sex, so what I've been wanting to say got refreshed in my mind.
I do enjoy anal sex from time to time. Given the right circumstances, it can be a very pleasurable experience. I tried it for the first time with my boyfriend when I was 16. Needless to say, neither him nor I knew what we were doing. I couldn't figure out how to relax enough and it was horrible. I tend to feel a little scared about doing it because of those first experiences. Once I get over it and move on, things are usually alright. That is, if I am properly warmed up before someone tries to insert something into my ass.
That being said, every time I do have anal sex, I am left feeling not quite satisfied. It's like my vagina feels left out and jealous. It screams, "Hey, you're supposed to be fucking me!" I've tried having vaginal sex first and then anal afterward, and that helps a little, but not much. Double penetration is good, but not the same either. I'm not sure why, but DP rarely hits my G-spot the same way. Every once in a while (and by that, I mean it's only happened a few times) I will have a G-spot orgasm just from anal sex and I squirt everywhere. If THAT could happen every time I had a cock in my ass, I'd want it more often. Maybe the answer is just playing with toys after Husband cums in my ass. I am sure if he fucked me with a glass dildo and made me cum after he was done, I would definitely feel satisfied. Let's add that to the list of things to try.
In other news, I went to a kink meeting the other night. It was just a bunch of like-minded kinky people hanging out at a bar and enjoying some good conversation. I was somewhat uncomfortable because I went alone and only knew one person in the whole room. I didn't know him very well either. Okay, let's be honest, I was having a full blown panic attack. I try not to let social anxiety hold me back, but it's still a bitch to deal with. So, I introduced myself to people and then sat at a table by myself. Everyone seemed to be sitting in their own little groups having their own conversations and I didn't want to just butt my way in. Two men walked up to me and introduced themselves. One appeared to be about 22 years old and the other was about 40. I found out they were both dominant and apparently interested in me. They were flirting very heavily, but nothing that came out of their mouths interested me in the slightest bit. I was hoping that I'd meet some women there, but I've always been a guy magnet. The men are always interested but the women never are. Why is that? In the past, I've been told that I give off a straight vibe. I don't even know how that's possible when I'm constantly staring at boobs! If I weren't so damn shy with women, this would probably go a lot better.
Anyway, this meet and greet thing happens once a month, so I plan to go back. I'll give it a few more tries, just to be fair. I always say, I'll try anything twice. It wasn't horrible. The people were all very nice. I just tend to feel like the awkward anti-social loser in the corner. Yet, once I get to know people, I open up and talk a lot. You just have to pull that out of me. But trust me, if you stick around and wait for me to warm up, it's definitely worth it.
I do enjoy anal sex from time to time. Given the right circumstances, it can be a very pleasurable experience. I tried it for the first time with my boyfriend when I was 16. Needless to say, neither him nor I knew what we were doing. I couldn't figure out how to relax enough and it was horrible. I tend to feel a little scared about doing it because of those first experiences. Once I get over it and move on, things are usually alright. That is, if I am properly warmed up before someone tries to insert something into my ass.
That being said, every time I do have anal sex, I am left feeling not quite satisfied. It's like my vagina feels left out and jealous. It screams, "Hey, you're supposed to be fucking me!" I've tried having vaginal sex first and then anal afterward, and that helps a little, but not much. Double penetration is good, but not the same either. I'm not sure why, but DP rarely hits my G-spot the same way. Every once in a while (and by that, I mean it's only happened a few times) I will have a G-spot orgasm just from anal sex and I squirt everywhere. If THAT could happen every time I had a cock in my ass, I'd want it more often. Maybe the answer is just playing with toys after Husband cums in my ass. I am sure if he fucked me with a glass dildo and made me cum after he was done, I would definitely feel satisfied. Let's add that to the list of things to try.
In other news, I went to a kink meeting the other night. It was just a bunch of like-minded kinky people hanging out at a bar and enjoying some good conversation. I was somewhat uncomfortable because I went alone and only knew one person in the whole room. I didn't know him very well either. Okay, let's be honest, I was having a full blown panic attack. I try not to let social anxiety hold me back, but it's still a bitch to deal with. So, I introduced myself to people and then sat at a table by myself. Everyone seemed to be sitting in their own little groups having their own conversations and I didn't want to just butt my way in. Two men walked up to me and introduced themselves. One appeared to be about 22 years old and the other was about 40. I found out they were both dominant and apparently interested in me. They were flirting very heavily, but nothing that came out of their mouths interested me in the slightest bit. I was hoping that I'd meet some women there, but I've always been a guy magnet. The men are always interested but the women never are. Why is that? In the past, I've been told that I give off a straight vibe. I don't even know how that's possible when I'm constantly staring at boobs! If I weren't so damn shy with women, this would probably go a lot better.
Anyway, this meet and greet thing happens once a month, so I plan to go back. I'll give it a few more tries, just to be fair. I always say, I'll try anything twice. It wasn't horrible. The people were all very nice. I just tend to feel like the awkward anti-social loser in the corner. Yet, once I get to know people, I open up and talk a lot. You just have to pull that out of me. But trust me, if you stick around and wait for me to warm up, it's definitely worth it.
Monday, April 1, 2013
Surprise, no panties!
Saturday night was the monthly burlesque show that Husband and I attend. I was feeling extra randy that night, so I decided to wear something extra sexy. I went for a shirt that hangs off the shoulder, a short black skirt and crotchless fishnets. That's right, no panties. Needless to say, Husband was quite excited when he found out.
Throughout the night, Husband would occasionally put his hand up my skirt and touch my pussy. When I went to the bathroom, he texted me, "Loving the scent on my fingertips." I couldn't help but giggle when I read that. I was hoping that we could do more, but the location of our seats just wasn't good for that. So, we will definitely be revisiting that idea in the future.
When we got home, Husband promptly led me to the couch and bent me over. He gently ran his finger up and down the slit of my pussy lips a few times. He said, "Mmmm, you're so wet" as he slipped his finger into my pussy and fucked me with it. I started to moan, then I heard his pants unzip. He shoved his cock into my pussy and fucked me so very hard. I could hear how juicy my pussy was as he rammed his cock in and out of it. I tightened my muscles and he moaned, "God, you feel so good." I pushed back against him as he continued to fuck my hungry hole.
Suddenly, Husband pulled his cock out of my pussy and got down on his knees. He licked my clit and started to finger my pussy again. I rocked my hips in rhythm with his strokes. I felt his thumb touch my asshole and then he gently inserted it. Now, he was fucking two of my holes with the same hand. I wanted to cum so badly but he was having fun teasing me. He would bring me to the point right before orgasm and then stop. Over and over again. I was losing my mind. I began to whine and he said, "I love when your clit is this swollen." He continued to finger me, hitting my clit with his knuckles with every stroke. It didn't take long before I was cumming, so hard. My G-spot and clit released at the same time and I moaned loudly. It felt so good.
After I caught my breath, Husband led me to our bedroom. He grabbed my face and kissed me passionately. I could tell he wanted me badly. He pushed me down onto the edge of the bed, lifted my legs and started to fuck me again. I put my feet on his chest and lifted my ass so that his cock would hit my G-spot. I started to rub my clit and rock my hips. I heard him start to moan and it pushed me over the edge. My pussy tightened as my G-spot and clit both exploded in pleasure. Husband came with me, shooting his hot load deep into my pussy. He stopped for a moment and then started fucking me again. He wanted me to cum once more. So, I rubbed my clit again. He lifted my legs higher and I could feel his cock so deep inside me. He fucked me harder and I could feel myself coming closer to the edge. He said, "Cum for me" and I did as I was told.
Complete satisfaction. That is what Husband always gives me. He is pretty amazing. I wish everyone had a sex partner like him. He loves to please me and I love to please him. I swear we were made for each other. Ah, happiness.
Throughout the night, Husband would occasionally put his hand up my skirt and touch my pussy. When I went to the bathroom, he texted me, "Loving the scent on my fingertips." I couldn't help but giggle when I read that. I was hoping that we could do more, but the location of our seats just wasn't good for that. So, we will definitely be revisiting that idea in the future.
When we got home, Husband promptly led me to the couch and bent me over. He gently ran his finger up and down the slit of my pussy lips a few times. He said, "Mmmm, you're so wet" as he slipped his finger into my pussy and fucked me with it. I started to moan, then I heard his pants unzip. He shoved his cock into my pussy and fucked me so very hard. I could hear how juicy my pussy was as he rammed his cock in and out of it. I tightened my muscles and he moaned, "God, you feel so good." I pushed back against him as he continued to fuck my hungry hole.
Suddenly, Husband pulled his cock out of my pussy and got down on his knees. He licked my clit and started to finger my pussy again. I rocked my hips in rhythm with his strokes. I felt his thumb touch my asshole and then he gently inserted it. Now, he was fucking two of my holes with the same hand. I wanted to cum so badly but he was having fun teasing me. He would bring me to the point right before orgasm and then stop. Over and over again. I was losing my mind. I began to whine and he said, "I love when your clit is this swollen." He continued to finger me, hitting my clit with his knuckles with every stroke. It didn't take long before I was cumming, so hard. My G-spot and clit released at the same time and I moaned loudly. It felt so good.
After I caught my breath, Husband led me to our bedroom. He grabbed my face and kissed me passionately. I could tell he wanted me badly. He pushed me down onto the edge of the bed, lifted my legs and started to fuck me again. I put my feet on his chest and lifted my ass so that his cock would hit my G-spot. I started to rub my clit and rock my hips. I heard him start to moan and it pushed me over the edge. My pussy tightened as my G-spot and clit both exploded in pleasure. Husband came with me, shooting his hot load deep into my pussy. He stopped for a moment and then started fucking me again. He wanted me to cum once more. So, I rubbed my clit again. He lifted my legs higher and I could feel his cock so deep inside me. He fucked me harder and I could feel myself coming closer to the edge. He said, "Cum for me" and I did as I was told.
Complete satisfaction. That is what Husband always gives me. He is pretty amazing. I wish everyone had a sex partner like him. He loves to please me and I love to please him. I swear we were made for each other. Ah, happiness.
Sunday, March 17, 2013
It's nice to finally meet you...can we fuck now?
So, after seven years, I finally met Jacob in person on Friday. It was pretty surreal. The person that I have been sexting with and fantasizing about all these years, sitting next to me and talking face to face. The sexual tension was so thick that you could have cut it with a knife, but that was expected. We met at a coffee shop. He bought my drink, which was not expected, but very sweet. We picked a seat outside because the weather was so nice. Also, because it was more private since we knew that we would end up talking about sex. I mean, you all know me, right? I can't go five minutes without saying something sexual.
I couldn't stop looking at his hands. I know he noticed, because he purposely rested them on top of the table where I could see them. That excited me very much. He was teasing me and I loved every second of it. Eventually he said, "You can touch them if you want." How could I resist? I reached out and ran my hand over his a few times. I felt my face flush in excitement and I closed my eyes for a second. His hand felt soft, yet a little rough. Definitely man hands, but oh so sexy. I wanted to touch it so much more, but I didn't want to be weird, so I pulled away. I regretted it immediately, but I resisted reaching out again.
We talked for an hour and a half. Mostly about sex, but about other things as well. He was quite concerned about how Husband felt about the whole thing, which was very respectful and sweet of him. That's one of my favorite things about Jacob. He has no interest in disrespecting Husband or doing things behind his back. He is a genuinely good guy, and that is sexy. He said he didn't want to keep me out too late, so we got up to go. He walked me to my car, we said our goodbyes, then we kissed. It was a small kiss, but nice. He said, "Your lips are so soft." He took the words right out of my mouth, because that's exactly what I was thinking about him. I love his lips. The shape of them...it's just hot. I had been fantasizing about kissing him for so long. I couldn't believe I didn't kiss him harder or longer. We said goodbye again, I unlocked my car door, and then he moved in for another kiss. This time there was a bit more tongue, but nothing overwhelming. It was pretty amazing. I felt my clit start to tingle and I pulled away again. Why? I don't know what I was thinking. My body told me to linger there and enjoy it, but I didn't listen to it. I need to work on that next time.
I came home and told Husband all about the night. He was happy that it went so well and he wants to meet Jacob as well. We had awesome sex that night. I was so turned on that I came almost instantly when Husband began to fuck me. I am starting to really get excited about the possibility of this going where I want it to. Excitement!
I couldn't stop looking at his hands. I know he noticed, because he purposely rested them on top of the table where I could see them. That excited me very much. He was teasing me and I loved every second of it. Eventually he said, "You can touch them if you want." How could I resist? I reached out and ran my hand over his a few times. I felt my face flush in excitement and I closed my eyes for a second. His hand felt soft, yet a little rough. Definitely man hands, but oh so sexy. I wanted to touch it so much more, but I didn't want to be weird, so I pulled away. I regretted it immediately, but I resisted reaching out again.
We talked for an hour and a half. Mostly about sex, but about other things as well. He was quite concerned about how Husband felt about the whole thing, which was very respectful and sweet of him. That's one of my favorite things about Jacob. He has no interest in disrespecting Husband or doing things behind his back. He is a genuinely good guy, and that is sexy. He said he didn't want to keep me out too late, so we got up to go. He walked me to my car, we said our goodbyes, then we kissed. It was a small kiss, but nice. He said, "Your lips are so soft." He took the words right out of my mouth, because that's exactly what I was thinking about him. I love his lips. The shape of them...it's just hot. I had been fantasizing about kissing him for so long. I couldn't believe I didn't kiss him harder or longer. We said goodbye again, I unlocked my car door, and then he moved in for another kiss. This time there was a bit more tongue, but nothing overwhelming. It was pretty amazing. I felt my clit start to tingle and I pulled away again. Why? I don't know what I was thinking. My body told me to linger there and enjoy it, but I didn't listen to it. I need to work on that next time.
I came home and told Husband all about the night. He was happy that it went so well and he wants to meet Jacob as well. We had awesome sex that night. I was so turned on that I came almost instantly when Husband began to fuck me. I am starting to really get excited about the possibility of this going where I want it to. Excitement!
Saturday, February 23, 2013
The gift that keeps on giving
Wow, it's been a long time since I've written in here. Things changed and Husband and I went through a rough patch in our sex life. Husband and Trystan broke up and I didn't take it well. But I'm not going to go into all of that. The important part is that we are finally getting back to normal. So, hopefully this means that I will be posting here more often. I know you all have been going through withdrawals. ;)
My Valentine's Day was pretty wonderful. Husband tends to be the romantic one in our relationship. I kind of fail when it comes to romance. My idea for a present was this:
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That right there, is my new strap-on cock. It's pretty amazing if I do say so myself. I've been searching for a long time to find the right one, and this one called out to me as soon as I saw it. It sounds dumb, but as soon as I held it in my hand, I felt a bond forming. I've always felt like I should have been born a man. I fantasize about having a penis quite often. This is the closest that I will ever get to having one and I couldn't wait to surprise Husband with it.
That night, while Husband was in the shower, I strapped on my cock and laid in bed waiting for him. When he walked into the bedroom, he saw my hard cock pointing toward the ceiling, waiting for him. He smiled bashfully and asked, "What am I supposed to do with that?" I said, "Well, what would you like to do with it?" He climbed on the bed, crawled toward me and then started to lick my cock. I had fantasized about that for so long, I couldn't believe it was finally happening. My eyes rolled back in my head as he started to suck it. I could almost feel what he was doing. My clit started to throb as I watched him bob up and down. I was so close to orgasm and I didn't even have any clitoral stimulation. Husband started to touch my clit gently with his fingers and I moaned in pleasure. He quickened his speed and I started to cum. I knew that I'd be into having someone do that, but I never thought that it would actually bring me to orgasm. It was so surreal and I loved it.
Husband climbed on top of me, lubed up my cock and sat on it. He moaned loudly as my cock entered his ass. He bounced up and down on my cock as I held on tight to his hips. I was loving it just as much as he was. After a while, he leaned in to kiss me and I continued to fuck him while we made out. Soon, I was cumming again.
I wanted Husband inside me so badly at this point. I took the strap-on off and told him to fuck me, so he did. He fucked me so hard that I started to gush all over him and myself. By the time we were done, we were both covered in cum. It was pretty fantastic. The next day, Husband said, "I had an amazing night. Thank you for all my Valentine's gifts. Especially the one that can keep on giving." So, I guess romance isn't always the best way to win someone's heart.
My Valentine's Day was pretty wonderful. Husband tends to be the romantic one in our relationship. I kind of fail when it comes to romance. My idea for a present was this:
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That right there, is my new strap-on cock. It's pretty amazing if I do say so myself. I've been searching for a long time to find the right one, and this one called out to me as soon as I saw it. It sounds dumb, but as soon as I held it in my hand, I felt a bond forming. I've always felt like I should have been born a man. I fantasize about having a penis quite often. This is the closest that I will ever get to having one and I couldn't wait to surprise Husband with it.
That night, while Husband was in the shower, I strapped on my cock and laid in bed waiting for him. When he walked into the bedroom, he saw my hard cock pointing toward the ceiling, waiting for him. He smiled bashfully and asked, "What am I supposed to do with that?" I said, "Well, what would you like to do with it?" He climbed on the bed, crawled toward me and then started to lick my cock. I had fantasized about that for so long, I couldn't believe it was finally happening. My eyes rolled back in my head as he started to suck it. I could almost feel what he was doing. My clit started to throb as I watched him bob up and down. I was so close to orgasm and I didn't even have any clitoral stimulation. Husband started to touch my clit gently with his fingers and I moaned in pleasure. He quickened his speed and I started to cum. I knew that I'd be into having someone do that, but I never thought that it would actually bring me to orgasm. It was so surreal and I loved it.
Husband climbed on top of me, lubed up my cock and sat on it. He moaned loudly as my cock entered his ass. He bounced up and down on my cock as I held on tight to his hips. I was loving it just as much as he was. After a while, he leaned in to kiss me and I continued to fuck him while we made out. Soon, I was cumming again.
I wanted Husband inside me so badly at this point. I took the strap-on off and told him to fuck me, so he did. He fucked me so hard that I started to gush all over him and myself. By the time we were done, we were both covered in cum. It was pretty fantastic. The next day, Husband said, "I had an amazing night. Thank you for all my Valentine's gifts. Especially the one that can keep on giving." So, I guess romance isn't always the best way to win someone's heart.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Friday, November 9, 2012
Feel free to masturbate all you want
When I was a teenager, I used to fantasize about posing nude in a magazine. I thought about it very seriously for a few years, but it never happened. I loved the thought of random people masturbating to my photos. In fact, I was pretty obsessed with that thought for a while. I used to have a lot of phone sex. Between the ages of 16 and 18, I was doing it at least four times per week. I had a list of about five people who I would regularly call. They all loved my moan and always wanted to hear it. I got off on that. They weren't masturbating to my picture, but they were still masturbating while thinking about me. While listening to my voice. That was my favorite way to pass the time. I loved all of the attention.
This all still excites me today. I no longer have phone sex like I used to and I'll probably never have a body worthy of being photographed nude, but I still fantasize about it from time to time. I think the compromise that I've made in all of this is my blog. I get so excited when I think about all of the people who may read it, get turned on and then touch themselves while thinking about the things that I've written. The possibility that they will get off on the things that I have done. Oh my, that excites me so much. I love the thought of people cumming because of me. It makes me feel powerful and sexy.
This is also the reason that I've considered posting pictures in this blog in the past. Adding more things that people may get off on excites me even more. I'm not exactly comfortable with my body though, so I'm not sure that it will ever happen. I have also been seriously considering trying to write an erotic story with the intent to get it published somewhere. I know the traffic on my blog probably isn't that high. At least not as high as I'd like it to be (that means you should share with a friend...or six!). The possibility of getting a story published in a magazine sounds really awesome though. A lot more people would see it and that would make me very happy. Maybe I will do that one day.
I guess I can't leave you without a sexy story, so I will tell you about what I did last night with my husband.
I have been upset about some things for the last couple days. So, Husband told me to make a list of the things I want him to do to me in hopes that he could take my mind off of things and help me feel better. I sent the list to him via text message and he said he was going to do those things last night. I laid down on the bed, face down, then he climbed on top of me. Once he started touching my body, I felt something come over me. I no longer wanted to do those things that sounded so good a few hours before. I asked him, "Do you want your cock inside me?" When he said yes, I responded with, "Then shove it in there and test it out. See how it feels." He slid his cock inside me and said, "It feels so wet and tight." I didn't want him to stop. He fucked me for a few minutes while I rocked my hips in motion with his thrusts, then I had an idea. I pushed him off of me, told him to lay down on the bed, and then I climbed on top of him and straddled his cock. I leaned down and kissed him passionately while I slowly slid his cock across my clit over and over again. My clit responded by getting swollen and hard. I wanted him inside me so badly and I could tell he wanted the same. I quickly shoved his cock into my wet pussy and rode him hard. I tried different angles, looking for the one that would hit my G-spot perfectly. When I found it, I started to go faster and harder. I knew I was about to cum. As my pussy tightened, Husband moaned out and then my G-spot exploded in pleasure. I gushed a little bit and then took a break for a few seconds.
Husband started to fuck me again, thrusting upward into my pussy. Despite the gushing that had just occurred, my G-spot was still very swollen. He kept hitting it. Harder and harder. Oh my, I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed my tits and closed my eyes, waiting for it to happen. I came so hard that I couldn't control myself. I gushed all over him and then he came inside me as well. He didn't stop. He kept fucking me. How was my G-spot still so swollen?? I didn't know if I had the strength to cum again, but I didn't have a choice. He grabbed my tits and fucked me harder. Fuck, it felt so good that there are no words to describe it accurately. I felt my pussy tighten and I knew it was coming. Oh god! I moaned loudly and gushed all over him again. There was so much fluid coming out of my pussy. Husband moaned, "Fuck yeah!" as it flowed all over his stomach, ass and legs. He loved it so much and of course I did as well. That was definitely an amazing orgasm. Maybe we can repeat that one tonight?
This all still excites me today. I no longer have phone sex like I used to and I'll probably never have a body worthy of being photographed nude, but I still fantasize about it from time to time. I think the compromise that I've made in all of this is my blog. I get so excited when I think about all of the people who may read it, get turned on and then touch themselves while thinking about the things that I've written. The possibility that they will get off on the things that I have done. Oh my, that excites me so much. I love the thought of people cumming because of me. It makes me feel powerful and sexy.
This is also the reason that I've considered posting pictures in this blog in the past. Adding more things that people may get off on excites me even more. I'm not exactly comfortable with my body though, so I'm not sure that it will ever happen. I have also been seriously considering trying to write an erotic story with the intent to get it published somewhere. I know the traffic on my blog probably isn't that high. At least not as high as I'd like it to be (that means you should share with a friend...or six!). The possibility of getting a story published in a magazine sounds really awesome though. A lot more people would see it and that would make me very happy. Maybe I will do that one day.
I guess I can't leave you without a sexy story, so I will tell you about what I did last night with my husband.
I have been upset about some things for the last couple days. So, Husband told me to make a list of the things I want him to do to me in hopes that he could take my mind off of things and help me feel better. I sent the list to him via text message and he said he was going to do those things last night. I laid down on the bed, face down, then he climbed on top of me. Once he started touching my body, I felt something come over me. I no longer wanted to do those things that sounded so good a few hours before. I asked him, "Do you want your cock inside me?" When he said yes, I responded with, "Then shove it in there and test it out. See how it feels." He slid his cock inside me and said, "It feels so wet and tight." I didn't want him to stop. He fucked me for a few minutes while I rocked my hips in motion with his thrusts, then I had an idea. I pushed him off of me, told him to lay down on the bed, and then I climbed on top of him and straddled his cock. I leaned down and kissed him passionately while I slowly slid his cock across my clit over and over again. My clit responded by getting swollen and hard. I wanted him inside me so badly and I could tell he wanted the same. I quickly shoved his cock into my wet pussy and rode him hard. I tried different angles, looking for the one that would hit my G-spot perfectly. When I found it, I started to go faster and harder. I knew I was about to cum. As my pussy tightened, Husband moaned out and then my G-spot exploded in pleasure. I gushed a little bit and then took a break for a few seconds.
Husband started to fuck me again, thrusting upward into my pussy. Despite the gushing that had just occurred, my G-spot was still very swollen. He kept hitting it. Harder and harder. Oh my, I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed my tits and closed my eyes, waiting for it to happen. I came so hard that I couldn't control myself. I gushed all over him and then he came inside me as well. He didn't stop. He kept fucking me. How was my G-spot still so swollen?? I didn't know if I had the strength to cum again, but I didn't have a choice. He grabbed my tits and fucked me harder. Fuck, it felt so good that there are no words to describe it accurately. I felt my pussy tighten and I knew it was coming. Oh god! I moaned loudly and gushed all over him again. There was so much fluid coming out of my pussy. Husband moaned, "Fuck yeah!" as it flowed all over his stomach, ass and legs. He loved it so much and of course I did as well. That was definitely an amazing orgasm. Maybe we can repeat that one tonight?
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Shots of cum for the both of us
I've been fantasizing about Trystan a lot lately. He joins Husband and I in the bedroom pretty often now. I think all three of us are happy about that. Things have gone from me thinking that nothing would ever happen between Trystan and I because he's gay to him actually wanting to have sex with me. What? How? I don't know, but I'm not going to question it. I just say "Hell fucking yeah!" and enjoy it. It's just because I'm so damn irresistible. ;)
This past weekend, I told Trystan that I had been fantasizing about him cumming in my mouth again. He came over on Monday night, so I thought that would be the perfect time for him to do that. However, I didn't want to steal him away from Husband too much either. So, I decided to go with the flow and see where it took us. Things started with me going down on Husband in the middle of a candle-lit conversation in bed. I started to suck his cock and then Trystan quickly followed. We both licked and sucked Husband's cock together. I ran my fingernails up and down his legs, making him writhe and moan out in pleasure. It was turning me on so much that I could feel my pussy getting very wet. I let Trystan take over sucking his cock and I started to lick Husband's side, down to his hip and then down his inguinal crease. I love the taste of his skin and it's so soft and smooth in those places. Mmmm. Trystan let me take over again and stood next to Husband who then started to suck his cock. I continued to suck Husband's cock as I also watched him suck Trystan's. It was so hot that my clit started to tingle and I moaned. I wanted to be touched too, so I laid down next to Husband and Trystan went back down to suck his cock. Husband started to make out with me and then Trystan came up to join us. All three of us were licking and kissing each other's mouths at the same time. Then, Trystan started to make out with just me. I actually got some good tongue action this time, which was extremely exciting. Trystan hasn't been making out with much tongue, which is the way that I used to be as well. People who have tried to swallow my tongue, eat my whole head or drooled all over me while making out made me not enjoy kissing. I spent about five years not kissing much because of that. I started to enjoy it a lot more over the last couple years and now I look forward to it again. It's nice being able to get turned on from just a kiss. Husband and Trystan both turn me on with their kisses.
After making out a bit, Trystan laid down on the bed and Husband started to suck his cock. I watched him and got turned on even though I was slightly jealous. I think Husband realized that I wanted to taste it too, so he asked, "Would you like to share?" Of course! You don't have to ask me twice! I went down and started to lick and suck Trystan's cock. Tongues running down his shaft, touching one another, then back up to meet at the top. We made out a bit over Trystan's cock. Husband grabbed my hair, pulled it, then shoved my head down onto Trystan's big cock. It went deep into my throat and I sucked it for a while. Husband watched very closely as I bobbed up and down. After a while, Husband took over again. While I sat back and watched, Trystan grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. I moaned out and he did it again. Oh my, that was so fucking hot. Husband sucked Trystan's cock until it exploded in his mouth. Then, he kissed me and transferred some of the cum to my mouth. I licked my lips and said, "Mmmm. Thank you for sharing." It was so good and I was happy to at least get a taste even if he didn't cum in my mouth.
I laid down once again as Trystan and Husband made out some more. Then, Husband climbed on top of me and kissed his way down my body. He started to lick my clit and I closed my eyes to focus on the feeling of his tongue on my lady bits. He inserted a finger into my pussy and started to fuck me with it. Trystan got closer to me and I could hear him breathing in my ear. It turned me on so much. I started getting close to cumming, so Husband started to fuck me harder with his finger. I moaned and pinched one of my nipples between my fingers, then I started to cum. An amazing release of sexual tension. Oh my god. It was great. Trystan pulled Husband close to him and made out with him again, tasting his pussy flavored lip gloss. I smiled and got turned on even more.
Husband started to make out with me again, then shoved his cock into my very wet pussy. Trystan grabbed my hand and held it as Husband fucked me. I ran my fingers over his hand and fingers. Mmmm. God, I love his hands so much. I tightened my pussy as Husband continued to fuck me harder. Trystan touched both of our bodies, heightening the pleasure that we were feeling. I felt Husband's cock ramming my G-spot over and over and I began to breathe heavy. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed tight. Husband fucked me even harder as we both came together. My pussy gushed all over him as his cock simultaneously filled it with cum. After we were finished, my body continued to convulse slightly and my pussy kept tightening around his cock. We both moaned every time it happened. Husband finally pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean up.
I noticed Trystan's cock was hard again. He said that he was going to just let it go because everyone was tired, but I didn't want that to happen. I offered to help and he turned me down. When Husband got back into the room, he said he was going to make me cum one more time. He laid next to me and started to rub my clit with his fingers. My clit was so sensitive and I was so wet that it didn't take long before I was cumming. The more comfortable I get with Trystan, the faster I can acheive orgasm, which is awesome. After my last orgasm, I mentioned Trystan's cock needing some more attention. Husband told me that I should suck him off, so I jumped on that! In my head I was thinking, "Yay! I got my wish!" So, Husband made out with Trystan as I sucked his cock. I was at an odd angle, so I was concerned that I wasn't doing very well, but soon Trystan was cumming in my mouth. I sucked his cock until I knew I had gotten every bit of his sweet juices in my mouth and then I swallowed it. Mmmm. What a way to end the night! That's definitely something I'd like to replay again in the future.
This past weekend, I told Trystan that I had been fantasizing about him cumming in my mouth again. He came over on Monday night, so I thought that would be the perfect time for him to do that. However, I didn't want to steal him away from Husband too much either. So, I decided to go with the flow and see where it took us. Things started with me going down on Husband in the middle of a candle-lit conversation in bed. I started to suck his cock and then Trystan quickly followed. We both licked and sucked Husband's cock together. I ran my fingernails up and down his legs, making him writhe and moan out in pleasure. It was turning me on so much that I could feel my pussy getting very wet. I let Trystan take over sucking his cock and I started to lick Husband's side, down to his hip and then down his inguinal crease. I love the taste of his skin and it's so soft and smooth in those places. Mmmm. Trystan let me take over again and stood next to Husband who then started to suck his cock. I continued to suck Husband's cock as I also watched him suck Trystan's. It was so hot that my clit started to tingle and I moaned. I wanted to be touched too, so I laid down next to Husband and Trystan went back down to suck his cock. Husband started to make out with me and then Trystan came up to join us. All three of us were licking and kissing each other's mouths at the same time. Then, Trystan started to make out with just me. I actually got some good tongue action this time, which was extremely exciting. Trystan hasn't been making out with much tongue, which is the way that I used to be as well. People who have tried to swallow my tongue, eat my whole head or drooled all over me while making out made me not enjoy kissing. I spent about five years not kissing much because of that. I started to enjoy it a lot more over the last couple years and now I look forward to it again. It's nice being able to get turned on from just a kiss. Husband and Trystan both turn me on with their kisses.
After making out a bit, Trystan laid down on the bed and Husband started to suck his cock. I watched him and got turned on even though I was slightly jealous. I think Husband realized that I wanted to taste it too, so he asked, "Would you like to share?" Of course! You don't have to ask me twice! I went down and started to lick and suck Trystan's cock. Tongues running down his shaft, touching one another, then back up to meet at the top. We made out a bit over Trystan's cock. Husband grabbed my hair, pulled it, then shoved my head down onto Trystan's big cock. It went deep into my throat and I sucked it for a while. Husband watched very closely as I bobbed up and down. After a while, Husband took over again. While I sat back and watched, Trystan grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled on it hard. I moaned out and he did it again. Oh my, that was so fucking hot. Husband sucked Trystan's cock until it exploded in his mouth. Then, he kissed me and transferred some of the cum to my mouth. I licked my lips and said, "Mmmm. Thank you for sharing." It was so good and I was happy to at least get a taste even if he didn't cum in my mouth.
I laid down once again as Trystan and Husband made out some more. Then, Husband climbed on top of me and kissed his way down my body. He started to lick my clit and I closed my eyes to focus on the feeling of his tongue on my lady bits. He inserted a finger into my pussy and started to fuck me with it. Trystan got closer to me and I could hear him breathing in my ear. It turned me on so much. I started getting close to cumming, so Husband started to fuck me harder with his finger. I moaned and pinched one of my nipples between my fingers, then I started to cum. An amazing release of sexual tension. Oh my god. It was great. Trystan pulled Husband close to him and made out with him again, tasting his pussy flavored lip gloss. I smiled and got turned on even more.
Husband started to make out with me again, then shoved his cock into my very wet pussy. Trystan grabbed my hand and held it as Husband fucked me. I ran my fingers over his hand and fingers. Mmmm. God, I love his hands so much. I tightened my pussy as Husband continued to fuck me harder. Trystan touched both of our bodies, heightening the pleasure that we were feeling. I felt Husband's cock ramming my G-spot over and over and I began to breathe heavy. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed tight. Husband fucked me even harder as we both came together. My pussy gushed all over him as his cock simultaneously filled it with cum. After we were finished, my body continued to convulse slightly and my pussy kept tightening around his cock. We both moaned every time it happened. Husband finally pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean up.
I noticed Trystan's cock was hard again. He said that he was going to just let it go because everyone was tired, but I didn't want that to happen. I offered to help and he turned me down. When Husband got back into the room, he said he was going to make me cum one more time. He laid next to me and started to rub my clit with his fingers. My clit was so sensitive and I was so wet that it didn't take long before I was cumming. The more comfortable I get with Trystan, the faster I can acheive orgasm, which is awesome. After my last orgasm, I mentioned Trystan's cock needing some more attention. Husband told me that I should suck him off, so I jumped on that! In my head I was thinking, "Yay! I got my wish!" So, Husband made out with Trystan as I sucked his cock. I was at an odd angle, so I was concerned that I wasn't doing very well, but soon Trystan was cumming in my mouth. I sucked his cock until I knew I had gotten every bit of his sweet juices in my mouth and then I swallowed it. Mmmm. What a way to end the night! That's definitely something I'd like to replay again in the future.
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