Taking Both of My Holes

A couple weeks ago, I tweeted something that really got Husband's attention. It said, "I just got lost in a bunch of porn and now I’m super wet and just want a cock in my ass." Last night, he asked me to show him the videos that had gotten me so excited. I knew what would happen if I did that. He would want to fuck my ass. I decided to be brave and show him anyway.

While we were lounging in bed, I pulled the videos up on my phone and we started to watch them together. Husband's cock immediately responded by getting very hard. I looked at it and bit my lip. We spent about 20 minutes watching different videos that I thought were super hot, offering commentary here and there. Then, I giggled nervously and laid down on my side, facing him.

Husband cuddled up close to me and started to kiss my arm, chest, and breasts. I sighed contentedly as he sucked on my right nipple. I bit my lip again. He grabbed my ass and squeezed. It made my clit cry out. I squeezed my thighs together to hush it. He continued to suck on my nipple as he massaged my ass. I let out tiny moans as I enjoyed the sensation. Suddenly, he grabbed my ass cheek hard and violently flipped me over onto my tummy. He squeezed both of my ass cheeks, then he separated them to get a good look at my asshole. He touched it gently, swirling his finger around.

I felt his tongue glide across my hole and my breath caught in my throat. He continued licking, swirling his tongue around and flicking it playfully. I pushed my ass back into his face and he stuck his tongue inside. In and out, slowly. I moaned and squeezed the pillow in my fists. He reached underneath me and started to gently caress my mons and labia with his fingers. Unf. It felt so amazing. I buried my face in the pillow, wanting to scream out.

He repositioned me so that I was up on my knees just a bit with my ass up in the air. Then, he stuck his face in my crotch and gave me one long lick across my clit, cunt, and up to my asshole. Mmmm. He continued licking my asshole as he rubbed my clit with his fingers. I felt his fingers slide inside my hungry cunt. It made my whole body shiver in pleasure. He fucked me with his fingers, slowly at first. I felt a finger from his other hand slide inside my ass. I reached down and started to rub my clit. I was already so close to cumming. Feeling his fingers glide in and out of both of my holes was driving me crazy. He quickened the pace and I did too. My breath grew ragged and I knew I was getting close. I moaned as he fucked me even harder and then my clit exploded in orgasm. Oh, fuck!

My body collapsed on the bed. As I was catching my breath, Husband said, "I want to fuck both of your holes at the same time." I said, "How are you going to do that?" He grabbed something from off of the dresser and responded, "I'm going to use this toy and my cock." I took a deep breath, "Okay, you can try but I might tell you to stop if it's too much." I always feel overwhelmed when he talks about DP. I doubt my ability to enjoy it. I always think it's going to be too much for me to handle.

I was feeling so much anxiety but I really wanted to get my ass fucked. It needed something inside it. So, I  knelt in the doggy position, grabbed my vibrator, turned it on low, and put it on my clit. Husband grabbed the lube. He put it on the dildo and his cock, then he slowly inserted the toy into my pussy. I rocked my hips as he fucked me with it softly. I felt his cock pushing on my asshole and I relaxed as much as I could. It didn't take much for it to pop inside. My ass was hungry and swallowed it up. It felt so much better than I had been expecting. He gave me a few strokes and then he asked me to flip over onto my back instead so that he could control the toy better.

I got in position, he put the toy back inside my pussy, then in went his cock in my ass again. He fucked me slowly, softly. He was so gentle and careful. I wanted more. I rocked my hips to get his cock to fuck me harder, deeper. He resisted. I whined. He fucked my pussy harder with the toy, faster. It hit my g-spot over and over. Oh, fuck! I wanted to cum so badly. I moaned and tried to pull him deeper inside me. He started to fuck my ass faster, then harder. Then, he came deep inside me, filling my ass with his cum. 

He continued to fuck my pussy with the toy. I turned my vibrator up and put it on my clit. I could feel my pussy tighten around the dildo. I arched my back and squeezed my left breast with my hand. He fucked me harder and I started to gush all over him. "Yes, good girl." Unf. I could feel the warm cum dripping out of my ass. I needed to orgasm. I circled the vibrator over my clit. It felt so good but I just couldn't reach that peak. "I need you to cum for me." Yes, please. I want to cum. He fucked me even harder and I started to gush again. Oh, god! I came so hard that I know I was way too loud. It felt amazing. I just couldn't help it. 

I was completely exhausted and thoroughly satisfied. I had made a huge mess but at least this time, we remembered to put the throw down on the bed so it didn't get soaked. Lesson learned.

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Sinful Sunday: Waiting For Santa

I may be a very naughty girl,

but I’m still waiting for Santa under the tree. 

Something tells me that he’s going to cum tonight. 

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Sinful Sunday: Naughty Christmas

Christmas is a time to be nice, but you know me.

I can’t help but be naughty.

Husband is giving me my gift early.

And I’m loving every bit of it.

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The Doctor (part 2)

On Saturday night, I had a date with the Doctor. You can read about that right here if you haven't already.

When I got home from the date, I went to the bedroom with Husband and started to talk about my night. He asked for all the dirty details about what we did. So, I told him everything. He was very turned on by it.

After I was finished, Husband said, "So, what do you want now that you're home with me?" I took a deep breath and then responded, "I want you to fuck me." He said, "Yeah? Get on your knees." I smiled, grabbed my vibrator, and got in the position. 

He got up and grabbed a dildo, then he climbed on the bed behind me. He said, "I want you to have four cocks in your pussy tonight. We're going to start with this one." He shoved his cock into my pussy and fucked me hard. I moaned loudly and gripped the pillow tightly in my hands. I pushed my ass back against him with every stroke. My pussy was still so hungry.

He stopped fucking me and said, "I wish we had other men here to fuck you right now but since we don't, I'm going to fuck you with this toy and you can imagine that it's someone else." He lubed up the dildo and slowly slid it inside my pussy. He angled it just right so that it would hit my g-spot. I turned my vibrator on and put it on my clit. I was already so close to cumming. I rocked my hips in sync with the thrusts and I felt my pussy tighten. "Fuck, yes!" I started to cum and Husband moaned in satisfaction. He continued to fuck me with the dildo, harder now. "Fuuuuuuck." My g-spot exploded in orgasm and my pussy squirted all over his hand. It was so intense.

Husband tossed the dildo aside and started to fuck me with his cock. He said, "Maybe next time the doctor can come home with you and we can fuck both of your holes. Would you like that?" I moaned and said, "Yessss." I thought about having two cocks in me at the same time and my clit throbbed. He said, "I wish we had enough cocks here to fill all of your holes. One in your pussy, one in your ass, and one in your mouth. You'd be moaning around that cock in your mouth. Then we would all cum in your pussy, filling it so full that it would be dripping out of you. You'd like that, wouldn't you?" "Fuck, yessss." I was so fucking turned on. I wanted to cum so bad.

I got lost in the thought of being used by all those men. It was so fucking hot. Husband flipped me over onto my back, laid on top of me, and started to fuck me again. He held me tight and looked me in the eyes. I could tell he was close. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed his arms. I wanted to pull him inside me. Suddenly, he sat up, flipped my legs up onto his chest, and fucked me hard until we both came together.

My body collapsed. I was spent. I couldn't even imagine cumming again at that point. Husband looked at me and said, "I won't make you take that fourth cock right now but you will have to take it sometime this week." I agreed and then passed out. My pussy was feeling satisfied. At least for a little while.

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TMI Tuesday: December 15, 2020

 Guess what time it is–time to do TMI Tuesday!

Primer to terminology used this week.

What is considered moral or immoral, accepted or prohibited is generally defined by the norms, values, and beliefs of society.

Ash

1. Agree or Disagree. If people want to have more than one spouse they should be allowed to do that.
Agree. I was just having this conversation the other day. I don't see why you can't be married to multiple people.

2. Do you believe in ethical non-monogamy?
Most definitely.

3. Is polyamory something you want?
I am polyamorous. It's the only way I will ever be able to have relationships. I knew from very early on in my life that I could never be with just one person. I used to say I would never get married because of that. Then, when I got older, I realized that you could still be married and be non-monogamous. I have identified as polyamorous since I was 17 years old and that will never change.

4. Do you wish that your ethical non-monogamy was a societal/cultural norm?
So much, yes! I am open about being polyamorous but not everyone is happy about it or accepts it. We are definitely looked down on by some people because of it. Some people think my marriage is less than just because I date and have sex with other people. Husband is my soul mate and I love him more than I can express in words. No matter who I date or fuck, that will never change.

5. If you are in or have been in an open sexual relationship, what are the best bits?
I would say that having crushes is not excruciating because you can fuck whoever you want, however, it seems that everyone I crush on is never available. Haha!

Bonus: Describe what your ideal intimate and/or sexual relationship would look like today.
My ultimate dream has always been to have my husband and a girlfriend living with me in the same house. Lately, that has been changing a little bit as I have been exploring dating men as well. So, I'm going to be greedy and say that I'd love to have my husband, a girlfriend, and a boyfriend all living with me in the same house. Kitchen table polyamory for the win. I'm sure it's not super realistic but I've seen people who actually live life like this, so I know it is possible.

Husband

1. Agree or Disagree. If people want to have more than one spouse they should be allowed to do that.
I agree with this, for the same reason that I feel that people should be able to pursue multiple relationships.

2. Do you believe in ethical non-monogamy?
I do believe in it. If things came along and stuff worked out, I would probably practice it with someone other than Wife.

3. Is polyamory something you want?
Ultimately, yes one day I do think I would want to dip myself back into these waters. For now, I am more than content to support Wife in her endeavors.

4. Do you wish that your ethical non-monogamy was a societal/cultural norm?
I do wish it was some sort of norm. I feel like ethical non-monogamy gets more shame and misrepresentation than it deserves and that it would help people in relationships to expand their love.

5. If you are in or have been in an open sexual relationship, what are the best 

bits?

Right now the best part is supporting Wife and talking to her about her pursuits and exploits! Getting to hear about how she enjoyed herself after she comes home to me has become something I thoroughly enjoy.

Bonus: Describe what your ideal intimate and/or sexual relationship would look like today.

Damn. I don't really know honestly. I like the idea of having someone else to be intimate with as well as be intimate with me (plus also the sex) but I don't really give the potential for other partners a lot of thought. Ask me again later.

The Doctor (part 1)

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Sinful Sunday: Date Night

I had a date last night. It was the first time I've had sex with someone other than Husband in over a year.

This is what I wore under my clothes. Husband had the pleasure of picking out my panties.

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Sleeping in the Wet Spot

As I was lying in bed, creating my Sinful Sunday post, Husband cuddled up against me, laid his head on my shoulder, and fell asleep. I felt a bit disappointed as we had a child-free night and I was hoping for something sexy. Earlier in the day, he was cleaning some sex toys and I had asked him to clean my favorite dildo as well. I was hoping he’d take the hint. 

When I finished posting, I turned over and got comfy so I could go to sleep. Just as I had found that sweet spot on my pillow, I felt Husband’s lips on my back. I moaned softly and closed my eyes. One of his hands got lost in my hair, massaging my scalp with his fingers. The other hand caressed my back as he covered it in kisses. I pushed my ass into his crotch softly to let him know that I was into it. My feet rubbed up against his, making their way up to his legs. 

Husband motioned for me to turn over onto my stomach. I did as I was told and he straddled my leg. He continued to caress my back, slowly making his way down to my ass. He scratched my cheeks gently with his nails, making me shudder in pleasure. He moved his hand down further, between my legs. I felt his finger slide down the crack of my pussy lips and back up again. Tingles shot through my body and my breath caught in my throat.

I arched my back a bit, raising my ass up so that he could reach my pussy better. He slipped his finger between my lips and felt my wetness. His finger slid up and down slowly, moving from my clit to my pussy opening and back again. I moaned softly, burying my face in my pillow. He leaned down and began licking my asshole. I pushed back onto his finger as my clit began screaming at me. He moved his face down to my cunt and started to lick my clit. I heard him moan as he tasted my sweet juices. 

Husband stopped for a moment and reached for something. He continued to rub my clit as he started to insert the object into my pussy. As soon as it was in, I knew what it was. Mmmm, it filled me so well. He fucked me with the dildo. First slowly, softly. As I started to moan, he quickened the pace. I started to breathe heavier as it hit my g-spot over and over again.

I turned over onto my back. He shoved the dildo back into my pussy and licked my clit. I rocked my hips, grinding against his face. My clit was so swollen. With every stroke of the dildo, in and out, I felt my pussy get wetter. Harder. Faster. FUCK. It felt so good but I just wasn't getting to the climax. I asked, "Are you angling the dildo?" He said yes, so I told him to stop. As soon as he stopped angling it, I immediately started gushing all over him. He continued to fuck me, making me gush even more. I grabbed my vibrator and put it on my clit and orgasmed right away. Fuck, it was amazing.

As soon as my orgasm was finished, Husband flipped my legs up and started to fuck me hard. I continued to squirt all over him. Yesss! My pussy tightened around his cock. It was so hungry. Greedy. "Fuck me harder!" He pounded my pussy so hard and came inside me. I grabbed the vibrator again and told him to keep his cock inside me. As I vibrated my clit, my pussy kept tightening so much that it was pushing his cock out. He said, "I can't stay in if you keep pushing me out." I couldn't help it. He grabbed the dildo and shoved it in my cunt. He fucked me hard and fast with it. I came so hard it felt like I left my body for a second.

When we finished, I felt completely drained of energy. I just laid there for a while. Then, I started to feel cold. I realized that the bed was completely soaked. Fuck. I should definitely use the mattress protector every time we get that dildo out. It always causes me to make a mess.

We put a towel down but it was so wet that it just bled right through. It had been a long time since one of us had to sleep in a wet spot. It was cold and uncomfortable but totally worth it. That was a much-needed release. I was feeling so pent up. Next time, I'll remember to use the blanket.

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TMI Tuesday: December 8, 2020

 This week for TMI Tuesday let's talk sexual feelings.

"Come take control, just grab a hold

Of my body and mind, soon we'll be makin' it, honey

I'll be feelin' fine."

Ash:

1. Are women natural seducers or are men?

While I think it's easier for women to seduce men, I don't think either gender is a natural seducer. I think it's more a personality type than anything else.

2. Which of the following statements most closely matches your sexual attitude?

a. Sex is best when you focus on your own pleasure.

b. Sex is best when I can totally meld with my partner and feel as one.

c. Sex is best when the purpose is that of conceiving a child.

d. Sex is just a behavior; don't put too much importance on the act, just do it the way you like and need.

I think I agree with D most. People put way too much importance on the act of sex. I used to do it too. Once I let go, I was much happier.

3. Do you need to feel emotionally connected to enjoy sex with another person?

Yes. There has to be some kind of relationship established before I have sex with someone. That relationship can be as simple as friends. It doesn't have to be romantic. We just need to have had some good conversations beforehand.

4. Are you allowed to be sexual? Explain.

Honestly, not really. I'm a mom with lots of volunteer roles. Even being poly is mostly frowned upon in the mommy circles. I have to be someone else when I'm around the other parents. It kills me but it's necessary. I would be devastated if I wasn't able to continue working with the kids. Once my kid is grown up though, I'll just be me.

5. Agree or disagree: Sex without love is meaningless.

Disagree. I don't need to love someone to enjoy sex. Besides, what is the meaning of sex with love? Sex is just something we do for pleasure and procreation. It doesn't mean anything more than that.

Bonus: Conventional wisdom (but not research) says that women value monogamy more than men. Is this true for you?

Definitely not. I have never valued monogamy. I have been polyamorous since I was 18 years old. I may not have had a name for it back then but it's always been the way I lived my life.

Husband:

1. Are women natural seducers or are men?

I don't think that men or women are "natural" seducers. I think there are certain qualities for any gender to seduce another. I believe that confidence in oneself without arrogance can easily add to this seduction ability.

2. Which of the following statements most closely matches your sexual attitude?

a. Sex is best when you focus on your own pleasure.

b. Sex is best when I can totally meld with my partner and feel as one.

c. Sex is best when the purpose is that of conceiving a child.

d. Sex is just a behavior; don't put too much importance on the act, just do it the way you like and need.

b. Sex is best when I can totally meld with my partner and feel as one.

For me connecting with my partner during sex is part of what makes sex as great as it is. The link made by giving and receiving pleasure with a partner adds excitement and intimacy that may not otherwise be there.

3. Do you need to feel emotionally connected to enjoy sex with another person?

I don't need to feel emotionally connected to enjoy sex with another person. However, the difference between being emotionally connected and being disconnected is massive for me! 

4. Are you allowed to be sexual? Explain.

I feel like I am. I am encouraged by Wife to be sexual. I want to be sexual. I mentally reach towards being sexual quite often, but I probably let more things get in the way of that than I should.

5. Agree or disagree: Sex without love is meaningless.

Disagree. Sex in itself is an act of pleasure. Not having love involved in sex doesn't take away from the pleasure itself, but sex with love adds to the pleasure (for me).

Bonus: Conventional wisdom (but not research) says that women value monogamy more than men. Is this true for you?

It isn't true for me. I think most men and women I know value monogamy quite heavily, to the extent of feeling like being poly is not right. That being said, men and women I know that value polyamory are probably about equally split between men and women.

Sinful Sunday: Joy

It’s the first Sunday of December and the prompt for Sinful Sunday is the letter J.

There are few things in life that give me as much pleasure as sucking cock. I’ve been told that every time I do it, you can see the joy written all over my face.

Husband caught this photo while I was sucking his cock recently. I looked up at him with this smile on my face and he caught it on camera. Just look at that joy. 

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Sinful Sunday: Sneaky Voyeur

 When your husband is looking delicious after getting out of the shower, it’s best to sneak a photo that you can admire later when you’re alone. Don’t you just want to bite that ass? Mmmm.

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TMI Tuesday: November 10, 2020

 Look-y, look-y, TMI Tuesday is posted!

Take A Picture, It Lasts Longer

1. Do you post sexy pics of yourself on your blog? Why?

When I first started this blog, I didn't post pictures in it at all. I was way too self-conscious for that. As I got older, I started to gain some confidence. I wanted to show off parts of my body. So, I started posting sexy pictures that didn't show too much, just to test the waters. When I got a positive reaction from that, I slowly started to post more. Sinful Sunday helped to give me the confidence to post as much as I do now. I'm still nervous when I post nudes but it makes me feel good when I get positive feedback.

2. Have you ever had sex when you suspected security cameras might be present but the passion was too hot to stop or care about being caught on video?

This is not something I have ever done. I've definitely fantasized about it though. Specifically, I've fantasized about fucking in an elevator. I would really love to do that sometime. 

3. Have you ever had sex knowing full well you were being filmed or pics were being taken?

I'm not sure if this includes being filmed or photographed by your partner. I have done both of these with my husband. I don't think I've ever had this done by someone I wasn't fucking though.

4. When it comes to sex, to which do you most relate -- being an exhibitionist or a voyeur?

I'm very much into exhibitionism. I like to "accidentally" flash people. I also like to share sexy pictures with my friends. I've had sex against windows in hotel rooms, hoping that someone is watching. I do enjoy being a voyeur as well but it doesn't excite me as much as showing off.

5. Have you ever sneakily or overtly filmed or taken pics of others having sex? What did you do with the evidence?

Once, when I was a teenager, I took a picture of some other teens having sex in my friend's basement. It was a party and we were all hanging out down there. The guy had been trying to fuck me all night and I kept turning him down. Then, some other girl showed up and she was all about it. They fucked on a bed in the basement in front of all of us. No fucks given. So, I snapped a picture with my disposable camera and got it developed. I showed a few friends and then tucked the picture away.

Bonus: Hot or not -- having sex in front of people?

If those people have consented to that, I think it's very hot. I love watching people fuck and I like when others watch me fuck as well. When my regular FWB comes over, he fucks me and then Husband fucks me right after. I love it when he watches us.

Cute and Sexy

Happy 500 to Sinful Sunday! That really is an accomplishment to keep this going for 500 weeks. I’m so thankful for it as it has inspired me to express myself in ways I never thought to before. 

The prompt this month is “Be your most fabulous photography self.” I thought for a while about how to interpret that.

My most fabulous photography self. Every time I pose for a sexy photo, I try to come off as cute and sexy at the same time. 

So, with that, I give you this. My most fabulous cute and sexy self:

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TMI Tuesday: October 27, 2020

 Some of us are spending A LOT more time at home these days and that's not such a bad thing. It's time for TMI Tuesday!

1. Favorite form of adult pajamas: Kimono, soft pant, romper, or Winnie the Pooh style?

I don't often wear pajamas, however, if I do want to wear something, I like when it's cute. So, I guess I'd pick Winnie the Pooh style. I do have an Eeyore onesie after all.

2. What time do you wake up in the morning?

I'm supposed to wake the kid up at 8am. It used to be 7:30am.

3. Your favorite chore to do is ______.

Washing and folding laundry.

4. Least favorite chore to do is ______. Why?

Putting away clean laundry and dishes. I don't really know why I hate it so much. It's just something I've always dreaded doing. I will fold all the laundry and I'll even put stuff on hangers but please don't make me actually put that stuff in drawers or in the closet. Ugh. Thankfully, Husband puts away the clothes and the kid puts away the dishes.

5. Tell us about a home-cooked meal that you cannot forget.

I will always remember the country breakfasts that my grandma used to make: Biscuits, gravy, eggs, bacon, sausage, and potatoes. Mmmm. My grandpa's mom taught my grandma how to cook and then she taught me. So, I now make this for my family a few times a year.

Bonus: Is tired the new norm?

I would say exhausted is more like it. Exhausted physically, mentally, and emotionally. There is so much craziness going on in the world right now. Some days, I am not sure that I can even deal.

Sinful Sunday: Spooky Nails

Not only am I feeling seductive on this Sinful Sunday but I’m also feeling quite festive. My nails are decorated with spooky spiders and webs, all ready for Halloween.

I think they make my fingers look quite lovely wrapped around that cock. Though, they’d likely look pretty nice without as well.

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Sinful Sunday: A Girl and Her Shower-head

 Nothing can compare to the magic touch of water.

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TMI Tuesday: October 13, 2020

This week’s fun TMI Tuesday questions come from the sexy brain of Corrupting Mrs. Jones aka Gemma.

 

Eat, Drink & Be Sexy!

 

1. Name a food or drink you could never live without.

Hot wings, ice cream, or Barq's Rootbeer.

 

2. Name a food or drink that you think should never have graced this Earth.

French toast, mango, or wine.

 

3. If you had to choose between licking chocolate from your partner’s genitals or taking tequila shots from their navel, which would you choose and why?

I don't drink alcohol, so I'd have to pick the chocolate. I would hope that I would only have to do that for my male partner though because I would hate to give my girlfriend a yeast infection.

 

4. If you had to choose between having to eat one Brussels sprout every day or never having coffee again, which would you choose? Of course elaborate.

I actually like brussel sprouts, so that wouldn't bother me. I don't often drink coffee, but I do enjoy it occasionally. So, the brussel sprouts it is.

 

5. Give us the recipe or at least the name of your favourite cocktail.

When I drank alcohol, I really liked white russians.

 

Bonus: Tell us about your current food fantasy, sexual or otherwise.

I would love to spend the whole day in bed with someone. Eating hot wings, watching horror movies, and having lots of sex. We would definitely have to take time to wash our hands in between eating and sexy times though. I wouldn't want a burning vagina.

Respectful Polyamorous Sex

I am polyamorous. I have a husband and a girlfriend as steady relationships right now. I also have a pretty regular FWB, I had a date with a man yesterday, and I am also talking to other people who I may start dating soon. This creates the potential for a lot of sex partners in my life.

As I think about adding more partners to my romantic life, I have also been thinking about how polyamory works. Not necessarily the relationship part of polyamory. I'm pretty sure I have that down. Respect and communication is the key there. What I've been focusing on is the sexual aspect of it all. Are there unspoken rules for sex in a polyamorous relationship? If not, should there be?

When I speak of rules for sex, I don't mean sexual acts that partners have set as off-limits or not allowed. What I'm thinking of are things that would be considered respectful or disrespectful to do or not do when you are having sex with multiple partners regularly. I think I need to tell a story to explain.

Three years ago, I ate pussy for the first time. It was something that I had been wanting to do for a very long time. I was so excited to do it that I was literally shaking inside. You can read about that experience right here. There is one part that I left out of that story though. 

After I went down on Sasha for the first time, we cuddled in my bed for a while. I started to think about how I felt about everything that had just happened. I was so happy that I finally did it and that I actually did a good job, however, I was also a little confused. I realized that her pussy tasted like a man's cum. Was that normal? Mine had never tasted like that when I tried it. I kept thinking about it, trying to figure out why it would have tasted like that but at the same time, trying to tell myself that it couldn't have been for obvious reasons.

As Sasha and I laid there in bed talking about stuff, she eventually started to talk about how her morning went. It turned out that she was late getting to my house that day because her boyfriend had stopped by before work for a quickie. She told me that they had sex right before she came over. I asked her if he had used a condom and she said that they didn't use protection and that he always cums inside her. There it was. It all made sense...and my stomach started to turn.

I had just eaten her boyfriend's cum out of her pussy. Now, I don't have a problem with cream pies. I could get into that in the right situation. What I don't appreciate, though, is not being told about it beforehand. I was not dating her boyfriend. I had never had sex with her boyfriend. In fact, I didn't even know her boyfriend well at that time. So, thinking about fluid bonding with a man that I had never had sex with without my consent was really upsetting to me.

It took me a little while to get over that. I felt betrayed and I was afraid it would happen again without her warning me. I felt like if she would have been honest and told me what had happened that morning, I would have still had sex with her but I definitely wouldn't have gone down on her. She didn't really understand why I was upset about it. 

So, my question is, are there rules about this thing in polyamory? This subject has never come up before in any polyamory groups that I am a part of. I think it should definitely be something that's talked about. The way I see it, if there is a chance that you will have sex with multiple partners in the same day, the respectful thing to do is to make sure that the partner you have sex with first uses protection. I would never want to put my girlfriend in that position unless she was into it. I most definitely would never put her in that position without her consent. 

To be honest, I have some trust issues now with oral sex on a woman. I'm kind of scared that it will happen again. It's definitely not going to stop me from having sex with anyone but it is something that is often on my mind. I didn't think this was a conversation that I needed to have with my partners because I just thought it was common courtesy.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that this is something that polyamorous people should discuss before having sex. Is it something that would bother you or your partner? Then, you should discuss possible rules and expectations about it. I know that from now on, I will make sure it's something I discuss with my partners at the same time as the protection/STI talk.

Sinful Sunday: Point of View

 When I’m relaxing in the bath and I look down at my naked body, this is what I see. 

My point of view in a bubble bath.

To see who else is sinning today, kiss the lips below.

For the Love of Phone Sex

I recently rearranged my bedroom. In the process, I found an old phone book that I used from about 1998 to 2006. It was full of phone numbers and screen names of people who I used to have phone sex with pretty often. I hadn't thought of those guys in a long time but as soon as I saw the names, memories of the past started flooding back to me. I have so many fun memories from those times. I can't help but wonder if they ever think of me.

When I was 15, I had so much phone sex with people I met on the internet that I racked up a $400 phone bill. My grandmother was not pleased, to say the least. One day, I got so into a phone sex session that my grandmother walked in on me and asked if I was alright. That was embarrassing but it still didn't stop me from continuing. I couldn't get enough. There was always at least one guy who was available whenever I wanted it. I was addicted.

I moved in with my boyfriend, J1, in California when I turned 16. I was getting sex daily but I still couldn't stop thinking about phone sex. J1 used to go to his dad's house every other weekend due to a joint custody arrangement. I talked him into calling me and having phone sex while he was there. He thought it was excessive but I loved every moment of it.

After almost two years of being together, J1 and I broke up. As soon as it was official, I pulled out that little phone book and reached out to all of those guys that I used to talk to. They were happy to hear from me and it didn't take long before we were back at it again. The only problem was, I still lived with J1 for six months after we broke up, so I used to use his mom's bed when I'd have phone sex since I couldn't do it around him. I look back now and think, "What were you thinking?" but honestly, I just felt so desperate that I didn't even care. On the bright side, all of that phone sex helped me let go of my abusive ex and move on.

Thinking back on all of this has made me aware of the massive amount of phone sex that I used to have. I did it a lot but I was so awful at it. They would tell me all the things they wanted to do to me and I would close my eyes and fantasize about it. I rarely said actual words. I would just touch myself, breathe heavy, and moan into the phone when I orgasmed. Even so, they seemed to love it. No one ever complained and they always came back for more. They would tell me that my moan was the most amazing thing they had ever heard. So, maybe that was enough?

As I got older, I realized that phone sex was much more involved than just masturbating with someone else on the other end of the phone listening to you. Honestly, though, all I care about is hearing your breath quicken as you touch yourself and then hearing you moan my name as you cum. I really don't need all that talking.

I stopped having phone sex in my early twenties. I figured I just wasn't good enough at it and now that I was an adult, I couldn't really get away with it anymore. Thinking about having phone sex with someone now makes me feel anxious. I know I'm not good at it and I feel like I would just be a letdown for someone. I do miss it so much though. It's my favorite way to masturbate. It always makes me cum so hard. 

A few years ago, Husband was out of town for work. He was staying in a hotel room and I thought that was the perfect opportunity to have some phone sex. It had been so long since we did that. It excited me so much that my pussy was literally dripping. As I fucked myself with a glass dildo, he could hear the wetness over the phone. I came so hard that I squirted across the room. That is how much phone sex turns me on. You can read about that phone sex session here. 

Sadly, I believe that was the last time I had phone sex. Even if I was good at it, no one likes having phone sex anymore. It's all about the video chat now. Phone sex just seems so boring compared to that. Well, I've done the video chat masturbation thing a few times and I have to say, it's just not my thing. I'm so distracted. I'm trying to watch my partner on the video but I'm worried about what I look like to them. Am I making a weird face? Do my fat rolls look unappealing? Am I in a good position for them to see? I'm just completely worried about what I look like and I can't focus. My orgasms were not very powerful due to being distracted and honestly, it wasn't that much more exciting to be able to see my partner. I would much rather use my imagination and get lost in a fantasy while listening to them on the phone.

At this point, I am not sure if I should just give up on the idea of ever having phone sex again or hold out hope that I might meet someone who is as into it as I am. I don't want to seem like the boring girl who just wants to masturbate over the phone. I just don't see myself really doing the video chat thing ever again. 

It's cool if you're not into it, but if by chance, you are, I'll send you all the sexy photos and I'll moan your name into the phone as I cum. Phone sex will forever be one of my most favorite things.

TMI Tuesday: September 22, 2020

 Hello! Time for another edition of TMI Tuesday

Dates, Mates & Relationships

Ash:

1. Which of these are you most guilty of in a relationship?

a. Jealousy

b. Not apologizing

c. Not keeping your word

d. Guilt trips

I guess the thing I'm most likely to do is a guilt trip. I'm not really a jealous person, I apologize too much, and I always keep my word.

2. Which of the following behaviors would annoy you most in a partner?

a. Fishing for compliments by verbalizing self-doubt

b. Passive-aggressive behavior

c. Usually forgets important dates (birthday, anniversary, etc.)

d. Making you feel guilty when spending time with friends

I can't deal with passive-aggressiveness. I need clear communication in a relationship. If you can't do that, I can't have a relationship with you.

3. Consider you are looking for a mate. Rank these traits in order of imporance, with 1 being most important and 7 being least important.

_2_ Kindness

_1_ Honesty

_6_ Ambitious

_4_ Confidence

_3_ Reliable

_7_ Assertive

_5_ Sense of Humor

4. Score! You exchanged numbers with a hottie. Now, you: (pick one)

a. Wait for a week, see if that person calls you first.

b. Call the next day, if not sooner.

c. Call and text incessantly. Let them know they've made an impression.

d. You'd never call. What if you get rejected?

b. I wouldn't call, but I'd definitely text the next day. I wouldn't text incessantly though. 

5. How did you handle your last relationship break up?

a. You've never been in a relationship before. The timing has never been right.

b. You went out and got drunk every night, until you forgot everything.

c. You went out on a massive amount of dates, even with people you knew you had no interest.

d. You felt bad and cried, but bounced back in a couple of days.

Well, D is the closest thing to what I did. When Sasha broke up with me, I felt bad and cried for a few weeks, not days.

Bonus: Would you take a holiday all by yourself, at the "spur of the moment?" Why or why not? Where would you go?

Definitely. If I could do it, I would. I love traveling and I'd jump at the chance to do it no matter how spur of the moment it was. I would go anywhere with an ocean nearby. 

Husband:

1. Which of these are you most guilty of in a relationship?

a. Jealousy

b. Not apologizing

c. Not keeping your word

d. Guilt trips

a. Jealousy for me has been one of the hardest things for me to get a grip on. I feel like, after many years of struggle, I finally have a decent understanding of myself enough to work through my jealousy properly.

2. Which of the following behaviors would annoy you most in a partner?

a. Fishing for compliments by verbalizing self-doubt

b. Passive-aggressive behavior

c. Usually forgets important dates (birthday, anniversary, etc.)

d. Making you feel guilty when spending time with friends

b. Passive-aggressive behavior. Aggressive-aggressive behavior. I don't deal well with conflict, and this pretty much sets my brain up for a massive failure.

3. Consider you are looking for a mate. Rank these traits in order of imporance, with 1 being most important and 7 being least important.

_2_ Kindness

_1_ Honesty

_7_ Ambitious

_5_ Confidence

_4_ Reliable

_6_ Assertive

_3_ Sense of Humor

4. Score! You exchanged numbers with a hottie. Now, you: (pick one)

a. Wait for a week, see if that person calls you first.

b. Call the next day, if not sooner.

c. Call and text incessantly. Let them know they've made an impression.

d. You'd never call. What if you get rejected?

a. Wait. I am so not an initiator for conversations. It is such a difficult thing for me to overcome.

5. How did you handle your last relationship break up?

a. You've never been in a relationship before. The timing has never been right.

b. You went out and got drunk every night, until you forgot everything.

c. You went out on a massive amount of dates, even with people you knew you had no interest.

d. You felt bad and cried, but bounced back in a couple of days.

I think D, but I definitely did not bounce back in a few days. It took longer than that.

Bonus: Would you take a holiday all by yourself, at the "spur of the moment?" Why or why not? Where would you go?

At this point in my life, I would most likely not holiday by myself at a spur of the moment. I feel like any holiday I am going on I would very much rather enjoy it with Wife and my daughter.

Sinful Sunday: Ready For Birthday Spankings

Happy Sinful Sunday! I'm feeling extra naughty today because it's my birthday. 

The best thing about birthdays is the birthday spankings. 

I'm bent over just waiting for you to give them to me.

Check out who else is sinning by kissing the lips below.

Sinful Sunday: Downpour

Hot showers always feel so amazing. They are even better when you have someone to join you. Unfortunately, this was a solo shower but I was definitely thinking of someone while I was in there. 

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Sinful Sunday: Black and White

It's already the first Sunday of September? How does it feel like this year went by so quickly but at the same time it has gone on forever? 

 Regardless, it's time for the Sinful Sunday prompt. This month, the prompt is black and white.

 

This photo was Husband's idea. I wasn't on board with it at first but I think 

I'm liking it more every time I look at it. 

 Insider info: I was getting poked a lot as we were trying to line up the shot correctly. As soon as I hit publish on this post, I'm going to give that cock a better place to poke.

Kiss the lips below to see who else is sinning.   

TMI Tuesday: September 1, 2020

Hello Hello Hello! The following TMI Tuesday questions were pulled from past TMI Tuesday blog posts. They are fun.

1. Fill in the blank. If _____ were bigger, I would like it. 

If lingerie breast cups were bigger, I would like it. 

2. Fill in the blank. Oh, baby that feels good. Will you _____ my _____ ? 

Oh, baby that feels good. Will you brush my hair? Yeah, I'm odd. 

3. If you could have a week of the best sex ever in human history but you had to have a fish head as your head for the rest of your life, after that week, would you do it? (This question was previously submitted by a TMI Tuesday blogger) 

Yeah, I think I'll pass on that one. I don't think a week straight of amazing sex is worth not having sex for the rest of my life because I have a fish head. 

4. What part of your body do you consider the most unusual that you enjoy being stimulated?

Probably my armpits or the backs of my knees. Well, my head might be weirder than that. I really get off on having my head scratched lighly. Mmmm. 

5. What is the most desperate thing you have done for sex? 

Drove over 300 miles to get to my partner.

Bonus: If it were legal in your country/community to visit a “sex box” would you? 

So, I have done some googling and I still don't know what a "sex box" is. I would probably try it though.

TMI Tuesday: August 25, 2020

Welcome to a new round of TMI Tuesday questions!

Sex & Religion

Ash:

1. How important is religion in your life?

Not at all important, as I'm not a religious person. I most closely identify as an atheist but my beliefs are more complicated than that. I am a member of the Ethical Society and haven't gone to traditional church since I was 14.

2. How often do you use pornography?

Hmm, not as often as I would like. Husband doesn't really care much for it and I find it less fun to watch alone. I used to watch porn on Twitter a lot and Husband would watch over my shoulder and poke me with his penis. I haven't done that in quite a while though. I miss it.

3. Do you feel your religion restricts sexual behavior?

Not at all. In fact, one of my beliefs is "indulgence instead of abstinence."

4. Is your participation in sex, of any kind, tempered because of your own religious beliefs?

No, my beliefs don't infringe on my sex life.

5. Can you be kinky and practice religion?

Sure, I don't see why not. I don't think kink has anything to do with religious beliefs.

Bonus: Are you aspiring to anything?

Umm, I don't even know. I'm just trying to take care of my mental health right now, which seems to be really hard to do during a pandemic when I can't go out and be with people. Introverts are thriving while extroverts are dying inside. Ugh.

Husband:

1. How important is religion in your life?

Religion isn't important in my life at all. I don't belong to any sort of religious organization and haven't for many years. I think over the years, I've taken bits and pieces as guidelines so I can be a better human.

2. How often do you use pornography?

Probably not nearly as often as anyone reading this. Occasionally, I will catch glimpses over Wife's shoulder, which can be exciting.

3. Do you feel your religion restricts sexual behavior?

My "religion" doesn't restrict sexual practices or behavior, however, being a decent human being, consent does come into play.

4. Is your participation in sex, of any kind, tempered because of your own religious beliefs?

I think my level of sexual participation is tempered by my past religious beliefs and upbringing. It's not been the easiest thing to shake off.

5. Can you be kinky and practice religion?

I don't see why not. There are many levels of involvement and types of kink. Surely there is something for everyone to enjoy.

Bonus: Are you aspiring to anything?

Right now, I'm aspiring to stay alive and well.