TMI Tuesday: July 26, 2022

It's that time again! Time for TMI Tuesday.

I've been away for a while, so here I am slipping back into it.

I mean, I wouldn't fault you for being attracted to me for my body

1. Would you rather be attracted to for your body or your mind?

Hmm, that's a really tough question. If I'm looking to be in a relationship with someone, I would rather them be more attracted to my mind, or at least equally so. For everyone else, I don't mind if they are attracted to me for my body. I do hope that they enjoy my mind as well though.

2. What would be more embarrassing for you out in public–to be seen tripping or adjusting your “package”?

Well, I adjust my boobs all the time in public. I don't really care who sees me. Should I? It's my body and I can touch it whenever I want. I do hate tripping in front of people though. I have done it often because my body is too flexible, which makes my ankles roll easily. I'm always super embarrassed about it. I'm not sure why we are embarrassed about stuff like that though.

3. If you are going to be famous what is it for?

I've always wanted to write books and be famous for them. I doubt that is in my future though. 

4. Would you rather urinate in a port-a-potty or the nearest bush?

Well, that depends on a lot of things. Am I far away from the nearest port-a-potty? How badly do I have to pee? Am I wearing a dress or skirt? That would make squatting in a bush a lot easier. Do I have something to wipe with after I pee in the bush? You know, it's probably just easier to go to the port-a-potty. Though, in a pinch, I'm not opposed to squatting in a bush.

5. What new beginning are you excited about?

I'm pretty excited about this new thing with DJ. I can't wait to see where that goes. There's not much else new or exciting in my life.

Bonus: Burrito or Tamale

I'm probably the odd one here but I don't like tamales. I'll take the burrito.

KOTW: Biting

Bite mark left by DJ

The Kink of the Week topic is biting. I have a complicated relationship with biting. Both giving and receiving. So, buckle in while I take you on a ride to explain it.

I used to absolutely love biting people. In fact, as a teenager, I used to bite a lot of my guy friends just to tease them. It was just a fun consensual thing between us. I even bit Husband a lot during the first few years of our relationship. He really loved it. I think it was one of his favorite things. I even still get the urge to bite sometimes when I see the smooth bare neck of someone that I'm attracted to.

I’m not sure when it happened but the sensation of biting skin started to feel bad on my teeth, like a dislike of the texture. I can’t even explain it but it just makes me feel icky. So, now, I will bite if asked but I don’t enjoy it. I hate that I don’t enjoy it anymore and I’m hoping that I outgrow it eventually. 

As far as having my own body bitten, that’s complicated as well. How much pain I enjoy is dependent upon a lot of things. For example, my menstrual cycle even affects it. If it's near my period, my skin is more sensitive so I really hate it. If I'm feeling more depressed, I love the extra pain. If I have been very anxious, I fall somewhere in the middle. That makes things complicated for my partner since they have to check with me about how I'm feeling before really attacking me with their teeth.

If everything lines up, I do enjoy being bitten but it also depends on the location on my body and the pressure of the bite. I really like my neck to be bitten but if it's too hard, it gives me anxiety. It sounds a bit different but I like having my arm bitten sometimes. Especially when my partner just grabs my arm and takes a bite. The skin is thicker there, so you can apply more pressure and it doesn't hurt as much.

There are a few places that are always a no when it comes to biting. Breasts, nipples, thighs, and labia are a hard no when it comes to being bitten hard. It's just way too sensitive. I do like nibbles though. Give me all the soft nibbles, please.

To be honest, it's more about the tongue for me than the teeth. I love soft sensations across my body. That drives me wild. That's a sure way to get me very wet.

When my partner bites me, I love admiring the marks left behind. I get butterflies in my tummy every time I feel the soreness or see the bruises. It reminds me about what happened and turns me on. It also makes me feel sexy because people can look at that and know that I've been being naughty. Mmmm.

So, when do I love to be bitten? During a rough/intense scene with power exchange, as long as it has been agreed upon before it takes place. During these scenes, I enjoy it but I'm also usually fighting a lot of urge to push my partner away and make them stop. So, having a safe word is a must. I also melt every time I'm being fucked from behind and I get bitten on the back of my neck. Unf. Soooo good. I think I ALWAYS enjoy that one. Licking, sucking, biting my neck as I get fucked. Yessss, I need that so much.

To sum it up, what I like is communication. Let's talk about it first so we have an idea about what each other likes. I just want to please my partner and I hope that my partner wants to please me. That's what it's all about.

I've Waited So Long

I met DJ in person five months ago. I really wanted to pursue things with him but life got in the way, as it usually does. We've talked on and off since then and I never stopped fantasizing about him.

This past Saturday night, DJ invited me over to his place. I was incredibly nervous (thanks anxiety) but I knew I really wanted to go. So, I took a deep breath and just went for it without overthinking. I had been waiting so long to see him again. 

When I got to his place, I was still feeling pretty nervous. So, we started watching a bit of Netflix in the living room to relax the mood. Eventually, he reached over and started rubbing my thigh gently. My breath caught in my throat when he touched me. I swallowed hard and reminded myself to breathe. 

His hand made its way up my thigh slowly, until he was caressing my vulva on top of my panties. Then, he attacked my neck. He was kissing and biting it voraciously. He grabbed a handful of my hair and bit harder. I moaned and grabbed his other hand. I caressed his fingers, admiring how soft they felt.  We started to make out and then he asked if I wanted to go to his bedroom. I said yes.

When we got to his bedroom, he climbed onto the bed and I followed. He kissed me, caressing my tongue with his, biting my lip just a bit. He is a very good kisser and I kept wanting more. He attacked the other side of my neck, biting hard and pulling my hair. I moaned and dug my fingers into his back. 

He jumped up, lifted my skirt, and removed my panties. He threw them aside and shoved his fingers inside my cunt. It was already wet and hungry. He bent down and tasted me, licking my clit for a few moments and getting it wetter. He continued fucking my pussy with his fingers. I arched my back and moaned. I had been fantasizing about what it would feel like to have his fingers deep inside me. I was not disappointed.

He sat up and continued finger-fucking me with one hand and lifted my shirt with the other. He took one of my breasts out of my bra. He started sucking on my nipple, then he moved over to the other breast and did the same. His fingers felt so good inside me that I started to get scared that I was going to squirt all over his bed. I held back out of nervousness. I'm never sure how people will react, so I'm scared about really letting go.

He laid down next to me and removed his pants. I started to kiss him again as I wrapped my hand around his cock, slowly jerking it. I wanted to taste him, so I went down and licked his cock from the tip down to the bottom of the shaft, then back up again. I licked it all around, getting it nice and wet before sticking it in my mouth. I started sucking it slowly. I teased him as I sucked so very slowly, up and down. Then, I shoved his cock into my throat and let it sit there for a bit as I flexed my throat muscles. I started sucking again, quicker this time. Going all the way down, then back up. Over and over again. He started to thrust his hips in sync with my movements, so I shoved his cock into my throat harder. My eyes watered as I started to go faster, choosing swallowing his cock over breathing air. 

I stopped to catch my breath. It was hard to see through all of the tears. He asked if I was okay and it made me smile. We finished getting naked and he asked if he could fuck me. I said yes, so he grabbed a condom, put it on, and then told me to lay down on my side. He grabbed my braids and started fucking me from behind. Slowly at first, then faster and harder. He sat up on his knees, pushed me down more on my tummy, and started to fuck me again harder. Fuck, it felt so good. I'd been waiting so long to feel him inside me.

When I got home, I climbed into bed with Husband and he asked me about what had happened. After I told him about it, we turned off the light and cuddled. I felt his hand wandering around my body, caressing it softly. He started to massage my breast and I ran my fingers across his back. Suddenly, he sat up and forcefully opened my legs. He climbed on top of me and started to suck on my nipples, then made his way down between my legs. 

He started to lick my clit, so very softly and slowly. My body twitched as it felt like electricity was flowing through it. As he licked faster, my back arched. He reached up with his hand and I caressed his fingers with mine. He continued to lick my clit, faster and a bit harder. My breathing quickened and I knew I was getting close. I moaned as I tilted my pelvis so that he was hitting the right spot. I started to cum so hard that I had to cover my mouth with my hand to keep quiet.

Husband climbed on top of me, placed my feet on his chest, and then slid his cock inside me. He fucked my pussy slowly while he caressed my labia softly with his fingers. Unf. He bent over on top of me and I wrapped my legs tight around his waist. He fucked me harder as I tried to pull him deeper inside me. He kissed my forehead and I melted. He pulled me in closer to him and fucked me even harder. I felt my pussy tightening around his cock. I was getting very close to cumming.

He stopped and I flipped over so he could fuck me in the doggy position. I grabbed my vibrator and put it on my clit. He slid his cock inside me again. He was hitting the spot I needed him to but it just wasn't hard enough. So, I started to push back into him with each thrust. He caught on and started to fuck me harder. I moaned every time he shoved his cock deep inside me. His breathing got quicker and he started to moan too. Then, he fucked me even harder until my pussy tightened around his cock and we both exploded into orgasm.

Fucked by two incredibly sexy men in one night. That is something I could definitely get used to.

Sinful Sunday: Nectarous

The July prompt for Sinful Sunday is the letter N. The word I chose is nectarous. 

The definition of nectarous is: Extremely pleasing to the taste; sweet and fragrant. 

It just so happens that this is exactly how Husband describes my pussy. 

Kiss the lips below to see what others came up with for this prompt.

KOTW: Breasts

The Kink of the Week topic is breasts. I feel very passionately about breasts, so I knew I wanted to write something about it. I've been so busy that I almost missed the deadline but thankfully, I made it just in time.

Breasts are the things that first made me realize that I am bisexual. I had crushes on my friends in elementary school but I didn't really know that's what they were until I got older. In middle school, though, I couldn't help noticing all the boobs that were developing around me. I was very turned on by the thought of touching boobs and I fantasized about them a lot. I eventually started masturbating while thinking about them.

I absolutely love breasts. My favorite size is just a handful but I will take any and all of them that I can get. I love large breasts, small breasts, medium breasts, uneven or lopsided breasts, saggy breasts, perky breasts, small areolas, large areolas, small nipples, large nipples, inverted nipples, and anything in between. They are all fantastic and beautiful. I've never seen a breast that I didn't love.

What do I like to do with breasts? Well, I enjoy lying on them. Using them as pillows is wonderful and super comfy. I also like massaging them with my hands, licking them, and sucking on the nipples. But what is my favorite thing to do with breasts? I really love making out with someone and mashing my breasts into their breasts. I get so fucking turned on by that. Our nipples rubbing up against each other, feeling the softness of their boobs against mine, and just enjoying the feel of our skin touching. Ung. Yessss. I love that so much. I can't even tell you what that does for me.

So, how do I feel about my own breasts? Well, I would say there's a bit of a love/hate relationship there and my feelings have definitely changed throughout my lifetime.

All the women in my family have large breasts and I developed them at a very young age. When I was 7, I was already wearing a B cup. By the age of 10, I was up to a D cup. And once I got to middle school, I was wearing a Double D. I got a lot of attention for having large boobs, way before I even wanted it or could understand it. I was the first girl at school to have them. I developed before everyone else, so I got a lot of comments and "accidental" boob touches/grabs. On one hand, it felt nice to get attention from boys. On the other hand, it made me feel like the only thing I had to offer was my boobs. I honestly didn't know how to feel about it, other than overwhelmed.

As an adult, my breasts got even larger. I went from an F to a G and then to an H. When I was pregnant and breastfeeding, I got all the way to an I/J cup. I'm now back down to an H and I feel like they are just way too massive. Just one of my boobs is as big as my head. It's seriously ridiculous. I know there are a lot of people who really like them and that's great but I would get a breast reduction in a second if insurance would cover it. It's hard on my back, it's tough to find bras that fit, and they try to suffocate me when I'm lying down. It's just not fun for me.

That being said, I do enjoy the attention that my boobs get me. I like to show a lot of cleavage when I'm in public. I love when people stare or can't seem to keep eye contact because their gaze is drawn to my chest. I like to feel sexualized and my large breasts definitely help with that. So, there is a part of me that would miss them if they were smaller. It would be totally worth it to not have so much back pain though.

To sum up my feelings about my breasts: I wish that they weren't so saggy but they are huge and heavy, so that's kind of impossible to prevent. I also wish that my areolas were darker because they are almost the same color as the rest of my skin. I would love it if my nipples stood out a bit more and looked more "normal" than they do as well. But there are a lot of people who love my breasts, so they can't be as bad as I imagine them to be.

The role my breasts play in my sex life is largely dependent upon who my partner is. I've been with people who don't care about my breasts at all because they are much more into my ass. I've also been with people who are obsessed with my breasts and want to get lost in them. I'm honestly fine with it either way.

I do enjoy having my breasts played with. My nipples aren't very sensitive though. I need more heavy touching in order to really feel it. But I don't like it too hard either. I'm kind of a Goldilocks when it comes to my nipples, I guess. I don't like nipple biting and I am terrified of clamps or pins. Breast torture and impact play on my breasts is also a hard limit. No thanks. 

So, what do I like during sex? Massaging my breasts gently with your hands and sucking on my nipples is lovely. I really enjoy hard sucking and massaging with the tongue. I also love grabbing my boobs and squeezing them while I'm getting fucked on my back. While I can definitely feel it in my clit when my nipples are stimulated just right, I've never been close to orgasming from nipple play. I'm so envious of people who can do that.

My favorite thing to have done to my breasts is having someone cum all over them. The feeling of the hot cum spraying all over them is such a turn-on. And the way they look all splattered with cum is just fucking sexy. 

Something that I have never done but I feel like I might enjoy is titty-fucking. I've seriously never had someone do that, which is kind of hard to believe since they are so large. One day this will happen. When it does, I'll be sure to let you all know how it went. 

While I am attracted to breasts sexually, I also think breasts are just incredibly amazing in a non-sexual way. Not only do they look beautiful, but they also feed babies! I had a hard time getting into breastfeeding at first. My breasts are huge (and they were even more so when they were filled with milk), so I had to take extra care to make sure I didn't suffocate my baby. My nipples were inverted and pretty flat, so my baby had a hard time latching on. I also had never witnessed anyone breastfeed before, so I really had no idea what I was doing. My mother-in-law came to stay with us for a week and helped teach me. Even though it was a tough start, once I caught on, I was lucky enough to breastfeed for three years and it was so amazing. 

I was one of those moms who would breastfeed in public unapologetically, no matter where I was. My baby refused to feed under a blanket because it was just too hot under there, so I ended up doing it without covering up. I got a lot of dirty looks and some pretty hateful comments. But I firmly believe that breasts should not be seen as dirty or scandalous and I will fight anyone who comes at me with those beliefs. I was never afraid to stick up for myself when it came to breastfeeding in public. 

While I loved breastfeeding and am so happy that I was able to do it, it did change the way my breasts looked. After the milk was gone, my breasts looked a bit deflated. It's like the extra fat in them disappeared but the skin didn't shrink with it. So, they aren't as full on top anymore and my cleavage isn't as amazing as it used to be. One good thing that happened is that my nipples aren't as flat as they once were. They still take a bit of playing with to get them to stand erect but they aren't inverted anymore, which makes me happy. It's been over ten years since I last breastfed and I miss it a lot. It can definitely be a wonderful experience.

Breasts are for sure my favorite body part. I love everything about them. I wish I had a pair of breasts to play with right now. Well, other than my own because that's just not the same.

So, how do you feel about breasts?

                   

Sinful Sunday: Full of Pride

It's Pridefest weekend here.

I had planned on going to the parade and festival today. My anxiety got the better of me though. So, here I am, celebrating at home. 

Bisexual and proud.

Kiss the lips below to check out who else is being sinful today.

Sinful Sunday: Fantasies

When I close my eyes, 

It almost feels like you’re the one touching me. 

      

TMI Tuesday: June 7, 2022

1. What is the best sandwich?

Tacos. Tacos are definitely a kind of sandwich. 

2. Scariest animal?

Maggots. *gag* No. Can't handle it.

3. Ever asked someone for an autograph?

Yes, I've gotten a few autographs in my lifetime. Mostly band members.

4. Favorite action movie?

Deadpool. Full of action and sexiness. Mmmm.

5. Fave rom-com?

Warm Bodies. That movie gets me right in the feels. 

6. Window or aisle?

Window for sure. I can't handle not being able to look out the window and see what's going on.

7. Favorite smell?

Vanilla or that toxic "new plastic shower curtain" smell. 

8. Least favorite smell?

Hmmm, maybe patchouli. Or cigarette smoke. *gag*

9. Most used app on your phone?

Walking Dead: No Man's Land. Not to toot my own horn but I'm pretty fucking badass at that game.

10. You only get one song to listen to for the rest of your life, what is it?

This is a shit question. Music is everything. I can't just pick one song. Fuck. 

Fine, I choose Black by Pearl Jam. It's been my favorite song for over 20 years.

Bonus: Describe the rest of your life in five words.

Love, kindness, compassion, empathy, indulgence.

Sinful Sunday: Green

The June prompt for Sinful Sunday is green. I wanted to do something outside in the grass for this but I never found the time to do it. 

So, here is a sexy photo taken in green lighting instead.

TMI Tuesday: May 24, 2022

 

Ash:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

They cared about giving me pleasure and not just about pleasing themselves. They paid attention to my body language, breathing, and moans in order to judge how much I was enjoying the things they did to my body.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

They didn't care if I enjoyed the sex and only cared about their pleasure. In fact, after they orgasmed, they said, "I have a vibrator in my drawer if you'd like to finish yourself off."

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-girlfriend Sasha. She is gorgeous and has an amazing body. Sucks that she turned out to be a horrible person. 

4. How was it?

Sex with Sasha? It was great. She is a squirter and I very much enjoyed eating her pussy until she came on my face. She was very good at pleasuring me as well.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-boyfriend, Nolan. He's an abusive piece of shit, so I'm not even going to give him a pseudonym. That was a two-year relationship that never should have happened. Ugh.

6. Why did you do it?

He was older than me and took advantage of me. I trusted him as a close friend and he guilted me into having sex with him and then getting into a relationship with him. He was emotionally abusive and I didn't know how to get away. He made me feel like I owed it to him. After I finally broke up with him, he had his friends send me hundreds of messages telling me to kill myself. I told you, he's an abusive piece of shit.

7. How was it?

It was...okay. He was really good at oral sex. His penis was very small (no more than 3 inches fully erect) and he didn't really know how to use it. He was HORRIBLE at kissing. It always felt like he was trying to eat my face when we made out. Maybe that's also why he was good at eating my pussy.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I talked a gay guy into having sex with me. He is very very gay. But I was very very turned on by him. He was game to try it but couldn't stay hard. Totally my fault. No regrets though.

Husband:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

The thing that makes the best sex partner I've ever had so good is their ability to make me feel like magic is happening between us. I know that there is so much more to build into that description, but from the very first time until now it is a primal, energetic, magical connection that I don't know how to properly describe.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

The thing that made the worst sex partner I've ever had was their ability to constantly shame me and my sexual interests. They made me feel dirty and that I had to hide pieces of myself, large chunks at a time. They made me feel small and it hurt my mental state so much that I didn't even want to have sex.

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Wife is the most physically attractive person I've ever had sex with. I get that it may seem like a cheap shot answer, but it's the truth.

4. How was it?

You can refer back to question #1 in this set as it is that very same person. Mind-altering sex.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Sexual partner #4 for me; Jasmine.

6. Why did you do it?

I was in a very sad, depressed mental state and I wanted to be used and I didn't quite care who did it.

7. How was it?

I don't really remember how it was one way or another, so I would say it wasn't bad or good. It wasn't forgettable due to the quality, but because of my poor frame of mind.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I could say that my entire sexual experience with my ex-wife was not only bad, but also my fault because I continued to pursue her and stay with her after things started to go really bad instead of breaking things off and being smart about the entire situation. I'll totally admit the fault for that.