TMI Tuesday: July 6, 2021

It’s International Kissing Day! Go plant one on someone, then play TMI Tuesday.

Making Waves

Ash:

1. Are you happy with the number of people you have slept with?

I have had sex with 14 people. If you had asked me this 10 years ago, I would have thought that was a lot and judged myself harshly. Today, I think that number is pretty small and I'm not happy with it. I'd like to have sex with more people. I want to experience so many things sexually with many different people. I'm just too damn picky.

2. Tell us a random fact about yourself.

I really like to decorate cakes. I love coming up with a design, executing it, and then seeing the reactions of the people I made it for once I'm finished. It makes me feel really proud.

3. Would you say you have an excessive need for stimulation and are you prone to boredom?

I'm not sure that I am prone to boredom but I do try to keep myself busy all the time. I have C-PTSD and sitting still with no distractions makes it difficult to drown out the thoughts in my brain. 

4. Do you have a history of promiscuous sexual behavior or wish you had?

When I was a teenager, I was very promiscuous when it came to oral sex. In my twenties, I slowed down a lot. My thirties have been a little more active but not by much. I'm hoping for a lot more in my forties.

5. How do you cope with a sex drought?

a. masturbation

b. sex droughts don’t bother me

c. try not to think about sex

At first, I deal by masturbating and watching porn. Eventually, I try to not think about sex but that never works. Sex is always on my brain.

Bonus: If you were a wave in the ocean would you be rough or calm?

I would definitely be calm. I'm a very gentle person. I never like harming anything or anyone.

Husband:

1. Are you happy with the number of people you have slept with?

This depends on the weather. Most of the time I don't even think about the quantity of people I have slept with. I believe for me it's mostly been about quality, which would be why I don't think about it often. When I do think about how many people I've slept with, for the previous reason, it doesn't hit me very hard either. There are times when I feel like I have missed opportunities to expand just experiences that I will not get back.

2. Tell us a random fact about yourself.

I'm not a big fan of water (as in being in it, pools, lakes, oceans). I had a traumatic experience when I was younger, coupled with a lack of water and swim training which made being in water give me a lot of anxiety. 

3. Would you say you have an excessive need for stimulation and are you prone to boredom?

I am not prone to boredom, but I feel like I do need a lot of stimulation. That being said, it isn't terribly difficulty for me to get that stimulation. I have an  overactive imagination, so stimulation happens often. I also read a lot, so yeah, stimulation.

4. Do you have a history of promiscuous sexual behavior or wish you had?

No to either one. I feel a little indifferent for this.

5. How do you cope with a sex drought?

a. masturbation

b. sex droughts don’t bother me

c. try not to think about sex

C. I try not to think about sex. My brain makes things weird and difficult for me a lot of the times, so not thinking about it keeps me from falling down into those dark and difficult places.

Bonus: If you were a wave in the ocean would you be rough or calm?

The more I think about it, the more I think I'd be a calm wave. I tend to wear people closest to me down  slowly over a long extended period of time. I think I don't rock the boat like a rough wave, but given the right conditions I could become rough.

Sinful Sunday: K is for Kilt

The July prompt for Sinful Sunday is the letter K. For me, K is for kilt.

I don't think there is anything sexier a man can wear than a kilt. Especially when they wear it as it was intended. With nothing underneath. 

So, what's the only thing sexier than a man wearing a kilt? That man removing the kilt in such a way that makes my mouth water. Yessssssss...

Husband wears that kilt so well but after I get my fill of his sexiness in that kilt, it's so lovely when he takes it off.

Be sure to check out who else is sinning by kissing the lips below.

Can’t Resist This Ass

I did a live stream on the Only Fans on Wednesday night. It was just a little “Ask me anything” session to help people get to know me. 

I wanted to wear something that made me feel sexy. Husband picked this fishnet dress out. It was the first time I wore it. I promised to take some photos of my ass after the stream and post them. 

After I shut down the stream, I posed on the bed and Husband took some pics. As soon as he was done, he hopped on the bed behind me and started to fuck me. HARD. He just couldn’t resist this ass. I mean, do you blame him?

Don’t forget to check out who else is sinning by kissing the lips below. 

Thankful For Summer

It’s no secret that I suffer from anxiety and depression. I do my best to fight it but it still gets me down no matter how hard I try. 

Summertime is my favorite. The heat feels like a warm hug. I also get to swim, which is my second favorite thing to do. But probably my favorite part of summer is that my depression is virtually nonexistent most of the time. It’s a good three month break from mental illness that I look forward to every year. 

So, come join me in the pool and let’s do some sinful things. 

TMI Tuesday: June 8, 2021

Hello. TMI Tuesday anyone?

1. What do you have against reality?

It's just not as fun as fantasy. I come up with these elaborate fantasies in my head that really turn me on. Then, reality just bursts that bubble. This is where masturbation really comes in handy.

2. Do you feel like you are maintaining a healthy balance between leisure, time for self, career, physical activity, and those you care about?

Much more than I was over a year ago. I still need to work some things out though. It's a constant struggle.

3. What is a fantasy you have that you really want to come true?

Bukkake. The idea of a bunch of men jerking off all over me just really does it for me for some reason. I also have a big glory hole fantasy.

4. What is the most impulsive thing you have ever done?

I'm not very impulsive. I overthink everything. Honestly, the most impulsive thing I do is blurting out that I want to have sex with people. I've gotten better at not doing that so much though.

5. You are being given an all expense paid vacation, and you must leave for vacation tomorrow. Considering your current mood, state of mind, feelings–will you take the vacation alone, with a friend or with family? Why? (Choose one)

I would take the vacation with my husband. We really need something to help us feel connected again. I miss doing things with him. I miss going out and having romantic times together. That rarely happens anymore.

Bonus: How do you feel most of the time? Happy? Anxious? Satisfied? Sad?

Horny, anxious, and lonely.

Sinful Sunday: Triptych

Here we are at another prompt weekend for Sinful Sunday. June’s prompt is triptych, which is a set of three separate photos that are meant to be appreciated together. 

As soon as I read the prompt for this month, I immediately knew what I wanted to do. I had envisioned the three separate parts of giving a blow job. First, I explore the penis with my tongue. Licking, tasting, teasing. Then, I stick the penis in my mouth. Sucking, stroking, moaning. In the end, the penis erupts in orgasmic pleasure in my mouth and sometimes on my chest. Mmmm, one of my favorite things.

Kiss the lips below to see who else is sinning.

Sinful Sunday: Not Done Yet

That feeling when he cums inside you, then rubs your clit with the head of his cock. Mmmm. 

Kiss the lips below to see who else is sinning.

Sinful Sunday: Peeping Ash

Since it’s our 13th wedding anniversary today, I decided to make my husband the subject of today’s Sinful Sunday post. Happy anniversary, babe!

I love sneaking photos of Husband’s booty while he’s in the shower.

I just can’t help myself. It’s a mighty fine  ass.

Kiss the lips below to see who else is sinning. 

TMI Tuesday: May 18, 2021

You have nothing else better to do but play TMI Tuesday. Let’s get right to it.

ASH:

1. Your first night out after covid19 lock-down and you catch a friend making a drunken pass at your significant other. Which of the following most mirrors your feelings or thoughts?

a. Ignore it, they are drunk off their ass.

b. Alcohol is a truth serum, true feelings come out and this false friend is after my honey.

c. Well, my babe is pretty hot so I can’t blame them for making a move.

d. After a year of lock-down, people are likely to flirt with a lamp-post. It is no big deal.

e. Hmmm, I wonder if this friend is up for a threesome?

E would most closely match my feelings. Honestly, I would be happy for my husband if he was into it. We are polyamorous after all. I definitely wouldn't turn down a threesome if that was in the cards though.

2. True or False. I am so bored with vanilla sex?

False. I don't dislike vanilla sex. I like it just as much as kinky sex, to be honest. It just depends on what mood I'm in.

3. Is it unreasonable to hope for mind-blowing sex when you have been together for several years?

Not at all. Keeping the spark alive in your sex life is hard when you've been together for a long time. Both people have to be committed to it though. Otherwise, you'll get into a real funk. 

4. Name two things that could doom your current romantic relationship?

Dishonesty and lack of sex.

5. A local sex educator is holding orgasm classes–as in how to give an orgasm. Would you sign up to be a student or be the demonstration model?

If the teacher is giving lessons on how to make a female have an orgasm, then I'd be interested in actually being a student. I am always interested in learning about the female orgasm. Men are mostly all the same when it comes to getting them off but women are complex. There's always more to learn.

Bonus: May 18 is World No Dirty Dishes Day. How will you celebrate?

That sounds like a shitty holiday honestly. So, I have to make sure all the dishes are done on Monday night and then wash every dish on Tuesday as I use it? That's a lot of work. No thanks. Maybe I'll celebrate by leaving the dirty dishes until Wednesday.

HUSBAND:

1. Your first night out after covid19 lock-down and you catch a friend making a drunken pass at your significant other. Which of the following most mirrors your feelings or thoughts?

a. Ignore it, they are drunk off their ass.

b. Alcohol is a truth serum, true feelings come out and this false friend is after my honey.

c. Well, my babe is pretty hot so I can’t blame them for making a move.

d. After a year of lock-down, people are likely to flirt with a lamp-post. It is no big deal.

e. Hmmm, I wonder if this friend is up for a threesome?

Definitely C first and then maybe E after they have sobered up. Drunk sexy times are not as fun or as hot as cinema have made it out to be.

2. True or False. I am so bored with vanilla sex?

False. I think there is a place for everything, and I still very much enjoy vanilla sex with Wife. I know that I haven't done much outside of vanilla for a while, but it doesn't mean it isn't still there inside. 

3. Is it unreasonable to hope for mind-blowing sex when you have been together for several years?

I don't think so. Wife and I just passed our 15 year dating anniversary (with our 13th wedding anniversary right around the corner) and we still can blow each others' minds.

4. Name two things that could doom your current romantic relationship?

Lack of trust and lack of intimacy. 

5. A local sex educator is holding orgasm classes–as in how to give an orgasm. Would you sign up to be a student or be the demonstration model?

I'd sign up to be a student, I feel like there are always things I can learn to be better.

Bonus: May 18 is World No Dirty Dishes Day. How will you celebrate? 

Eat some tacos, because it's fucking Tuesday!

Another Date with the Doctor

The doctor invited me over again two weeks ago. It had been 4 months since we last hung out, so I was starting to think that he was no longer interested in me. Apparently, he has just been so busy that he hasn't had time for me.

The last time we hung out, things got pretty hot. So, I was excited but also really nervous. I'm not sure if it was because I hadn't seen him in so long or if it was because my anxiety has been pretty bad lately. I was seriously thinking about not going but Husband encouraged me to go and fight my anxiety, which I was very grateful for. 

When I got to the Doctor's place, we ordered some food and talked about things that have been happening in our life lately. Eventually, we ended up on the subject of porn. It's pretty common for me to turn conversations into something sexual but the Doctor is the only person I know that does this just as much as I do. So, our conversations are always very hot.

He told me about the first porn he ever saw and masturbated to when he was young. It was Debbie Does Dallas. He asked if I had ever seen it before. I said no, so he pulled it up on his phone and showed me his favorite scene. That turned into watching a scene from another porn, and then another, until dinner was delivered. 

We went to the kitchen table to eat and continued to talk about things in our life. After we were done eating, he asked me what I'd like to do. I said we should continue watching porn. I was really excited because I have never had a partner that wanted to watch porn with me.

We watched a few more scenes from different movies that he really likes. We were both getting very turned on. Hands started to wander and caress. Fidgeting, adjusting, deep breaths, long sighs, little moans. We started to make out a bit, then he asked if I'd like to go to the bedroom to watch a movie. I said, "Sure, or we could just have sex." His eyes got wide and he tried to respond but he was speechless. "I mean, if you want to..." He said, "Of course I want to!"

What I was wearing under my shirt and skirt.

I went to the bathroom and then met him in the bedroom. When I walked in, he was lying on the bed, waiting for me. He had changed into shorts and took off his shirt. I walked over to the bed and removed my shirt and skirt. I sat next to him and started to caress his upper body with my fingers. 

I asked him to remove his shorts, so he did. He was rock hard. He was so turned on that pre-cum was dripping down his cock. I touched the head softly with my fingertips, teasing him. Then, I wrapped my hand around his shaft and jerked it slowly. He rubbed my thighs and moaned softly. I bit my lip, contemplating what to do next. 

I got up and moved to the end of the bed. I laid down between his legs and licked the head of his cock. I continued to lick up and down his shaft, getting it nice and wet. I put the head in my mouth and held it there, looking at his face for a reaction. He closed his eyes and moaned, yearning for more. 

I bobbed up and down, slowly at first, then quickening the pace a bit. I teased the head with my tongue, swirling it around. Then, I started sucking again. He moaned and said, "God, you're so good to me, Ash." His breath was ragged. I could tell he wasn't going to last much longer. 

I started to suck harder, faster. He moaned louder and fidgeted a bit. He warned me, "I'm gonna cum soon." I looked him in the eyes and kept sucking. "Oh, fuck." He started to cum, filling my mouth. I continued to suck until his moans had stopped. Then, I opened my mouth to show him the cum on my tongue. He smiled and laughed a little. I could tell he really liked that. I swallowed the cum and then went to get a drink.

When I walked back into the room, he asked me what he could do to pleasure me. I said, "Anything you want to do." He just laughed and I laid down next to him. He helped me remove my bra and panties. Then, he grabbed my breast and started to suck on my nipple. He put his hand on my vulva and put pressure on it. I moaned and pushed against his hand, begging for more. He parted my labia and touched my clit lightly. He rubbed it so lightly that I almost couldn't feel it. 

I felt his finger slip into my pussy. I was super wet and turned on. He fingered me for a few seconds, then rubbed my clit a bit more. He stopped suddenly and asked if he could use a toy. He had a Womanizer with him. He said that he wanted to see my face as he used it on me. I said yes, so he grabbed it out of his bag. He parted my labia again and put the Womanizer on my clit. It vibrated gently and sucked on my clit. It felt so good. I moaned and rocked my hips. I was so turned on from the porn earlier that it didn't take long before I was cumming.

After my orgasm, he got up to check the time. He said he had to leave to go get his kids. I was disappointed that we didn't have more time for sex. I didn't make him feel bad about it though. I told him it was okay, gathered my things, and left. 

On the way home, I started thinking about what had happened. Or, maybe what hadn't happened? I've given him multiple blow jobs at this point and he has never put his mouth on my pussy. He has said that he enjoys eating pussy but has never expressed interest in doing that to me.

I'm probably overthinking the whole thing. It probably has nothing to do with me at all. He's probably just nervous because he has only been with one other woman (his wife) and he feels inexperienced. I'm trying to not focus on it and just let it go. Even if it does make me feel a little insecure.

So, that's how the date went. I always have a good time hanging out with the Doctor. Our conversations are great because we relate on so many levels. I also really enjoyed watching porn with him. I would love to have a partner that wants to watch porn with me regularly. It's much more fun when you have someone to watch with. Husband used to watch over my shoulder in bed but I know it's just not his thing and that's alright. 

So, who else really loves to watch porn with their partner?