Bubble Bath

Sometimes I relax in a bubble bath and take some pictures.



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Useless Talent

I put on some lipstick and took a few pictures. Here is a hidden talent that I have that is completely useless. That is, unless it turns you on.




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Incoherent Ramblings

It's been over six months since we completely opened our marriage. I really can't believe it's been that long. I was thinking about this last night. Six months and how many people have I had sex with other than my husband? Zero.

It's definitely not for lack of wanting to. Mostly, I'm sure that it's because I'm super fucking picky. I love sex, but I am not attracted to a lot of people. If I am attracted to someone physically, I also have to be attracted to their personality. That means that I prefer to get to know people before I fuck them. These two things combined don't offer a lot of opportunities for sex.

Another problem is that I always seem to be attracted to people who are unavailable or live too far away. There is a large handful of online friends that I would love to fuck if given the chance. Sure, there are people who are local and available that I'm attracted to as well. I seem to be too awkward to initiate anything with them though.

There's also the problem of timing. Having a kid who is too young to be left home alone and a husband who works crazy hours doesn't leave much room for opportunities either. It's definitely not impossible but it does make things more difficult.

I've also felt extremely self conscious lately, so even when an opportunity has been available, I have shot it down because I hate what I see in the mirror. I've been working on that really hard lately. That's the reason that I decided to do February Photofest. I thought it would help me accept my body and see that people think I'm sexy. I know it's silly to turn someone down because I don't think I'm hot enough. Obviously they think I am, otherwise they wouldn't be interested in the first place. I've been slowly accepting this.

There may also be a tiny bit of guilt still going on. I've felt guilty for wanting to have sex with other men for a long time. Husband no longer tries to make me feel guilty but it's hard to let that feeling go. I guess I'm just worried about hurting him. Now that he has been seeing a girl lately, I feel a lot less guilty. So, hopefully that won't be an issue for much longer.

I guess there really wasn't much point to this post. I just really wanted to write my thoughts down so I could sort them out in my head. Maybe my point is that I am ready to let all of this go and finally fuck someone. I'll be sure to write about it when it happens.

Kink of the Week: Boots

I've always loved boots. I find them sexy and erotic. I haven't had many opportunities to have sex while wearing boots but the few times I have, it was hot as fuck. Wearing a pair of badass boots makes me feel sexy, strong, and powerful. I just got these boots for my birthday a few months ago and I love them so much. They definitely match my personality.

Bent Over and Ready

Here is one last shot from the lingerie photo shoot.




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Touching Myself

Here's another shot from the surprise lingerie shoot.




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TMI Tuesday: February 13, 2018

Sexy TMI Tuesday is up. ♥




Ash:
1. Tell us two reasons why you would stay in a bad relationship.
I've been in this situation before. I was in a relationship with a very emotionally abusive man from the ages of 18-20. I stayed for two reasons. The first one being that I didn't want to break his heart. I felt guilty for wanting to leave him even though I know now that I shouldn't have cared. He really fucked with my head though, so I was not in a good place mental health wise. The second reason was that I didn't want to give up guaranteed cock. I knew I could get fucked whenever I wanted and I didn't want to give that up. I finally broke up with him when I found someone else to replace him. I'm older and wiser now.

2. Do you wish your private life was kinkier?
I think my private life is fairly kinky. I do wish that we had more time and opportunities to scene together but I'm pretty happy overall. I will always welcome more rope, impact, and sensation play in my life. Sometimes there just isn't enough time and I'd much rather get fucked.

3. Tell us about your weirdest sexual experience.
When I was a teenager, I had a FWB that I would hang out with all the time. Let's call him Dante. He ended up getting a girlfriend, so we stopped messing around. One day, he asked me if I would go shopping with him to find a birthday present for his girlfriend. I agreed, so he picked me up and we went shopping. After we found a gift for her, we decided to go get some lunch. This is where it gets a little weird. For some reason, every time he drinks Dr. Pepper, he gets a raging boner. Of course he ordered Dr. Pepper to go with his lunch that day. As we were leaving the restaurant, he had a noticable bulge in his pants. I couldn't help but notice it and it turned me on so much. When we got back to the car, he started talking about how much he missed my mouth on his cock. That turned me on even more. We started to drive to his girlfriend's house and I kept telling myself to be good. It didn't work. When we stopped at a stoplight, he reached down, opened his jeans, and out popped his rock hard cock. I lost it at that point. I immediately started giving him road head. It was like my mouth was magnetized to his cock. I couldn't help myself. He said that we were going to make a quick stop somewhere and drove to an abandoned house. This abandoned house happened to be halfway burned down and condemned. He said he always wanted to fuck in there. So, he put his cock away and we walked to the back door of the house. It was unlocked...or broken. So, we just walked in. There were huge holes in the floor and you could see down to the basement. I was terrified that the whole place was going to collapse on us. I pushed down the fear and went with it anyway. We went into a room that was mostly intact and took our pants off. He bent me over, I grabbed a support beam, and he started to fuck me. He fucked me for quite a while and then I said I couldn't cum in that position. So, he laid me down on the floor and fucked me some more. I rubbed my clit until I came around his cock. Then, he pulled out and finished in my mouth. After we were done, we went outside and smoked a cigarette. At that moment, the reality of what we just did hit me like a ton of bricks. I felt so bad that my stomach felt sick. I yelled at him for setting me up. I knew he had planned the whole thing and he knew that I wouldn't have the willpower to say no. But it wasn't all his fault. We got back in the car and drove to his girlfriend's house where we gave her the gift and hung out at her house for a while. Talk about awkward. That was awkward as fuck. I felt so guilty and I hated myself in that moment. I learned my lesson that day. Never again. I'm so very against cheating.

4. Can you have a totally hands-free orgasm?
I have done this twice. I just imagined things being done to me and I got myself to orgasm without touching my clit at all. I haven't done it since I was 19. I'm curious if I can still do it.

5. What tips can you give for staying hard (you personally or keeping your partner hard)?
I usually use my mouth. Kissing, sucking, biting, exploring with my tongue.

Bonus: Is it okay to not celebrate Valentine’s Day even though you have a partner? Why or why not???
You should never feel obligated to celebrate Valentine's Day. If you do, then what's the point? Then it is no longer expressing your love. It's just doing it because you have to. I like expressing my love to my partners. It makes me feel good to make them happy.



Husband:
1. Tell us two reasons why you would stay in a bad relationship.
When I was with my ex-wife the two reasons I stayed were that I committed myself to that relationship with marriage vows and that I was scared of being ostracized. My word is something important to me, I honor my promises and do my utmost to keep them, so it was extremely difficult to have to shut that down to leave. Being ostracized ended up happening to me anyway because my ex-wife was very good at being duplicitous and had everyone thinking she was the greatest thing ever, when in reality she was horrible to everyone behind their backs. It took almost an entire year to finally get my family to see how it was for me when I was with her.

2. Do you wish your private life was kinkier?
I do wish it could be kinkier, and I believe that when we get a chance to own a house to have a play space it will be. Right now a lot of play has to be done when we are childless for an evening or we have a play party we have been invited to. For me still, play parties are sometimes overwhelming and I don't get a chance to uncoil myself completely.

3. Tell us about your weirdest sexual experience.
When I first started looking for men to date I found a guy who lived within a few miles of us and he worked at the local supermarket. One time I went to his house and we had a make out session, but he was so forceful about it that his stubble totally gave my chin road rash.

4. Can you have a totally hands-free orgasm?
Yes, but conditionally; hands free sex. Hands up in the air not touching myself or anyone. 😁😂🤣

5. What tips can you give for staying hard (you personally or keeping your partner hard)?
I don't have any tips for this honestly, but I'm certainly open for any tips or hints that show up.

Bonus: Is it okay to not celebrate Valentine’s Day even though you have a partner? Why or why not???
I am not always the best at celebrating holidays but I try to make it something special. Cards, romantic things on that day, but when it comes to planning things out I tend to fail miserably. I think an effort should be made, but I also don't save that day to be romantic or sweet and spread that out throughout the year.

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Why Do I Judge Myself So Harshly?

Last night, I had a date with a guy who would like to be referred to as G. We were supposed to go to a bar but said bar happened to be closed that night. So, G asked if I would like to just come to his house instead. I thought about it for a while to make sure that's what I really wanted to do. After some talking with Husband, I decided that it would be fine.

When I got to G's house, we got some drinks and then sat on the couch to talk for a while. We got to know each other a bit and then he moved closer to me on the couch. Next thing I knew, we were making out. G asked if I wanted to go to the bedroom. I was concerned about that because I'm not the best at saying no to sex and I knew that I didn't want to have sex that soon. I thought about it for a while and then decided to go to the bedroom with him. Again, I really suck at saying no.

When we got to the bedroom, he put on some music and then we laid down on the bed and started to make out again. I thought we were going to keep our clothes on but eventually our shirts and my bra came off. There was lots of kissing, biting, caressing, and exploring with our mouths.

I made it a point to not take off my pants because I knew that if I did, there was a 100% chance we were going to fuck. I know myself well enough to feel confident about that. I felt like a tease, which is something I never want to be. But I just didn't expect things to move so quickly. I mean, don't get me wrong. It was hot as fuck and I was definitely very turned on. I loved the way he touched my body and he is a really great kisser. I wanted him. Badly. I just didn't want to do it so soon. I felt like a nervous teenager filled with raging hormones. It was so hard to say no.

So, the question I'm sure you're asking is, "Why was it such a big deal to fuck if you both wanted it?" I'm asking myself the same thing. I definitely judge myself harshly for my sexual appetite. For some reason I feel awful about myself if I have sex on a first date. I guess it's the stupid shit that society has forced into my head. Why should it matter if I fuck someone I just met? As long as it's safe and consensual, it shouldn't matter. I don't judge anyone else for doing the same thing. It's interesting that I have a different set of standards for myself than for others. Obviously that's a hangup that I have to work on.

After fooling around for a couple hours, it was time for me to leave. I felt awkward as hell and hoped that I didn't come off as a lame tease. I did have a really great time with G and I'm looking forward to the next time that we get to hang out.

When I got home, I was super wound up and my clit was screaming at me. Husband and I went to the bedroom and talked about how my night went. Then, he moved down to my thighs and started to lick and kiss them. He continued down my legs and to my feet. He licked my feet and sucked on my toes, which was the first time that has ever happened to me. It felt pretty damn amazing. I didn't know I would be into that and I felt a little self conscious about it, but it is definitely a thing I enjoy.

Husband continued to lick and kiss up my other leg, to my thigh, and then to my pussy. He licked and sucked my clit as he fucked me with his fingers. I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed him and said, "I need you inside me now!" He climbed on top of me and rubbed his cock on my clit, teasing me. I whined and begged him to fuck me. I was so wet and his cock felt really good on my clit but I needed to be fucked. He would shove his cock inside me and then take it out again and rub my clit with it. Over and over. It was driving me crazy! Finally, he shoved his cock inside me and started fucking me hard. I moaned out, "Fuck, your cock feels so good inside me." He fucked me harder and then started to choke me. I rubbed my clit and it wasn't long before I was cumming all over his cock.

He continued to fuck me as I licked and kissed his neck. Then, he said, "I want to fill all of your holes. My cock in your ass, the strap-on in your pussy, and a dildo in your mouth. Then, I want to fuck you until you cum and moan around the cock in your mouth." That made me feel so slutty and I loved it. So, we paused to get all of that ready.

I laid on my back and Husband started licking my clit again. He told me to start sucking on the dildo as he did that. After a few minutes, I told him I was ready. I grabbed a vibrator and put it on my clit as he lubed up his cock. He slid his cock into my ass and the strap-on inside my pussy. I felt so full. My whole body tingled. I almost came right away, so I pulled the vibrator away to stop myself. He then told me to start sucking on the dildo again. I imagined that it was a real cock and passionately sucked it, shoving it deep into my throat. I put the vibrator on my clit again and Husband started to fuck me harder, faster. I felt my whole body tense up and then I came so hard. I moaned around the cock and imagined that it was cumming in my mouth. Husband came at the same time, filling my ass with his hot load. Fuck, that was hot.

We cleaned up and then laid in bed cuddling and talking about things for a while. Then, we decided to fuck one more time before we went to sleep. This time, I took him from behind. I stuck my ass in the air and he fucked my pussy so hard. I put the vibrator on my clit and came around his cock. He continued to fuck me and I had a G-spot orgasm. Mmmm. Then, he pushed me down on the bed and laid on top of me and fucked me in that position for a while.

I can definitely feel it today. I'm quite sore but it hurts so good. Last night was pretty fucking amazing. I'm a happy girl today.

Legs Caught in Fishnet

A few months ago, Husband surprised me with some new lingerie and then took some photos. Here's a sexy leg shot.



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Hot and Wet Husband

This is a picture that Husband took for me in a hotel shower the last time he traveled for work. It's so hot that I couldn't resist sharing.




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