Taking Both of My Holes

A couple weeks ago, I tweeted something that really got Husband's attention. It said, "I just got lost in a bunch of porn and now I’m super wet and just want a cock in my ass." Last night, he asked me to show him the videos that had gotten me so excited. I knew what would happen if I did that. He would want to fuck my ass. I decided to be brave and show him anyway.

While we were lounging in bed, I pulled the videos up on my phone and we started to watch them together. Husband's cock immediately responded by getting very hard. I looked at it and bit my lip. We spent about 20 minutes watching different videos that I thought were super hot, offering commentary here and there. Then, I giggled nervously and laid down on my side, facing him.

Husband cuddled up close to me and started to kiss my arm, chest, and breasts. I sighed contentedly as he sucked on my right nipple. I bit my lip again. He grabbed my ass and squeezed. It made my clit cry out. I squeezed my thighs together to hush it. He continued to suck on my nipple as he massaged my ass. I let out tiny moans as I enjoyed the sensation. Suddenly, he grabbed my ass cheek hard and violently flipped me over onto my tummy. He squeezed both of my ass cheeks, then he separated them to get a good look at my asshole. He touched it gently, swirling his finger around.

I felt his tongue glide across my hole and my breath caught in my throat. He continued licking, swirling his tongue around and flicking it playfully. I pushed my ass back into his face and he stuck his tongue inside. In and out, slowly. I moaned and squeezed the pillow in my fists. He reached underneath me and started to gently caress my mons and labia with his fingers. Unf. It felt so amazing. I buried my face in the pillow, wanting to scream out.

He repositioned me so that I was up on my knees just a bit with my ass up in the air. Then, he stuck his face in my crotch and gave me one long lick across my clit, cunt, and up to my asshole. Mmmm. He continued licking my asshole as he rubbed my clit with his fingers. I felt his fingers slide inside my hungry cunt. It made my whole body shiver in pleasure. He fucked me with his fingers, slowly at first. I felt a finger from his other hand slide inside my ass. I reached down and started to rub my clit. I was already so close to cumming. Feeling his fingers glide in and out of both of my holes was driving me crazy. He quickened the pace and I did too. My breath grew ragged and I knew I was getting close. I moaned as he fucked me even harder and then my clit exploded in orgasm. Oh, fuck!

My body collapsed on the bed. As I was catching my breath, Husband said, "I want to fuck both of your holes at the same time." I said, "How are you going to do that?" He grabbed something from off of the dresser and responded, "I'm going to use this toy and my cock." I took a deep breath, "Okay, you can try but I might tell you to stop if it's too much." I always feel overwhelmed when he talks about DP. I doubt my ability to enjoy it. I always think it's going to be too much for me to handle.

I was feeling so much anxiety but I really wanted to get my ass fucked. It needed something inside it. So, I  knelt in the doggy position, grabbed my vibrator, turned it on low, and put it on my clit. Husband grabbed the lube. He put it on the dildo and his cock, then he slowly inserted the toy into my pussy. I rocked my hips as he fucked me with it softly. I felt his cock pushing on my asshole and I relaxed as much as I could. It didn't take much for it to pop inside. My ass was hungry and swallowed it up. It felt so much better than I had been expecting. He gave me a few strokes and then he asked me to flip over onto my back instead so that he could control the toy better.

I got in position, he put the toy back inside my pussy, then in went his cock in my ass again. He fucked me slowly, softly. He was so gentle and careful. I wanted more. I rocked my hips to get his cock to fuck me harder, deeper. He resisted. I whined. He fucked my pussy harder with the toy, faster. It hit my g-spot over and over. Oh, fuck! I wanted to cum so badly. I moaned and tried to pull him deeper inside me. He started to fuck my ass faster, then harder. Then, he came deep inside me, filling my ass with his cum. 

He continued to fuck my pussy with the toy. I turned my vibrator up and put it on my clit. I could feel my pussy tighten around the dildo. I arched my back and squeezed my left breast with my hand. He fucked me harder and I started to gush all over him. "Yes, good girl." Unf. I could feel the warm cum dripping out of my ass. I needed to orgasm. I circled the vibrator over my clit. It felt so good but I just couldn't reach that peak. "I need you to cum for me." Yes, please. I want to cum. He fucked me even harder and I started to gush again. Oh, god! I came so hard that I know I was way too loud. It felt amazing. I just couldn't help it. 

I was completely exhausted and thoroughly satisfied. I had made a huge mess but at least this time, we remembered to put the throw down on the bed so it didn't get soaked. Lesson learned.

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Sinful Sunday: Waiting For Santa

I may be a very naughty girl,

but I’m still waiting for Santa under the tree. 

Something tells me that he’s going to cum tonight. 

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Sinful Sunday: Naughty Christmas

Christmas is a time to be nice, but you know me.

I can’t help but be naughty.

Husband is giving me my gift early.

And I’m loving every bit of it.

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The Doctor (part 2)

On Saturday night, I had a date with the Doctor. You can read about that right here if you haven't already.

When I got home from the date, I went to the bedroom with Husband and started to talk about my night. He asked for all the dirty details about what we did. So, I told him everything. He was very turned on by it.

After I was finished, Husband said, "So, what do you want now that you're home with me?" I took a deep breath and then responded, "I want you to fuck me." He said, "Yeah? Get on your knees." I smiled, grabbed my vibrator, and got in the position. 

He got up and grabbed a dildo, then he climbed on the bed behind me. He said, "I want you to have four cocks in your pussy tonight. We're going to start with this one." He shoved his cock into my pussy and fucked me hard. I moaned loudly and gripped the pillow tightly in my hands. I pushed my ass back against him with every stroke. My pussy was still so hungry.

He stopped fucking me and said, "I wish we had other men here to fuck you right now but since we don't, I'm going to fuck you with this toy and you can imagine that it's someone else." He lubed up the dildo and slowly slid it inside my pussy. He angled it just right so that it would hit my g-spot. I turned my vibrator on and put it on my clit. I was already so close to cumming. I rocked my hips in sync with the thrusts and I felt my pussy tighten. "Fuck, yes!" I started to cum and Husband moaned in satisfaction. He continued to fuck me with the dildo, harder now. "Fuuuuuuck." My g-spot exploded in orgasm and my pussy squirted all over his hand. It was so intense.

Husband tossed the dildo aside and started to fuck me with his cock. He said, "Maybe next time the doctor can come home with you and we can fuck both of your holes. Would you like that?" I moaned and said, "Yessss." I thought about having two cocks in me at the same time and my clit throbbed. He said, "I wish we had enough cocks here to fill all of your holes. One in your pussy, one in your ass, and one in your mouth. You'd be moaning around that cock in your mouth. Then we would all cum in your pussy, filling it so full that it would be dripping out of you. You'd like that, wouldn't you?" "Fuck, yessss." I was so fucking turned on. I wanted to cum so bad.

I got lost in the thought of being used by all those men. It was so fucking hot. Husband flipped me over onto my back, laid on top of me, and started to fuck me again. He held me tight and looked me in the eyes. I could tell he was close. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed his arms. I wanted to pull him inside me. Suddenly, he sat up, flipped my legs up onto his chest, and fucked me hard until we both came together.

My body collapsed. I was spent. I couldn't even imagine cumming again at that point. Husband looked at me and said, "I won't make you take that fourth cock right now but you will have to take it sometime this week." I agreed and then passed out. My pussy was feeling satisfied. At least for a little while.

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TMI Tuesday: December 15, 2020

 Guess what time it is–time to do TMI Tuesday!

Primer to terminology used this week.

What is considered moral or immoral, accepted or prohibited is generally defined by the norms, values, and beliefs of society.

Ash

1. Agree or Disagree. If people want to have more than one spouse they should be allowed to do that.
Agree. I was just having this conversation the other day. I don't see why you can't be married to multiple people.

2. Do you believe in ethical non-monogamy?
Most definitely.

3. Is polyamory something you want?
I am polyamorous. It's the only way I will ever be able to have relationships. I knew from very early on in my life that I could never be with just one person. I used to say I would never get married because of that. Then, when I got older, I realized that you could still be married and be non-monogamous. I have identified as polyamorous since I was 17 years old and that will never change.

4. Do you wish that your ethical non-monogamy was a societal/cultural norm?
So much, yes! I am open about being polyamorous but not everyone is happy about it or accepts it. We are definitely looked down on by some people because of it. Some people think my marriage is less than just because I date and have sex with other people. Husband is my soul mate and I love him more than I can express in words. No matter who I date or fuck, that will never change.

5. If you are in or have been in an open sexual relationship, what are the best bits?
I would say that having crushes is not excruciating because you can fuck whoever you want, however, it seems that everyone I crush on is never available. Haha!

Bonus: Describe what your ideal intimate and/or sexual relationship would look like today.
My ultimate dream has always been to have my husband and a girlfriend living with me in the same house. Lately, that has been changing a little bit as I have been exploring dating men as well. So, I'm going to be greedy and say that I'd love to have my husband, a girlfriend, and a boyfriend all living with me in the same house. Kitchen table polyamory for the win. I'm sure it's not super realistic but I've seen people who actually live life like this, so I know it is possible.

Husband

1. Agree or Disagree. If people want to have more than one spouse they should be allowed to do that.
I agree with this, for the same reason that I feel that people should be able to pursue multiple relationships.

2. Do you believe in ethical non-monogamy?
I do believe in it. If things came along and stuff worked out, I would probably practice it with someone other than Wife.

3. Is polyamory something you want?
Ultimately, yes one day I do think I would want to dip myself back into these waters. For now, I am more than content to support Wife in her endeavors.

4. Do you wish that your ethical non-monogamy was a societal/cultural norm?
I do wish it was some sort of norm. I feel like ethical non-monogamy gets more shame and misrepresentation than it deserves and that it would help people in relationships to expand their love.

5. If you are in or have been in an open sexual relationship, what are the best 

bits?

Right now the best part is supporting Wife and talking to her about her pursuits and exploits! Getting to hear about how she enjoyed herself after she comes home to me has become something I thoroughly enjoy.

Bonus: Describe what your ideal intimate and/or sexual relationship would look like today.

Damn. I don't really know honestly. I like the idea of having someone else to be intimate with as well as be intimate with me (plus also the sex) but I don't really give the potential for other partners a lot of thought. Ask me again later.

The Doctor (part 1)

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Sinful Sunday: Date Night

I had a date last night. It was the first time I've had sex with someone other than Husband in over a year.

This is what I wore under my clothes. Husband had the pleasure of picking out my panties.

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Sleeping in the Wet Spot

As I was lying in bed, creating my Sinful Sunday post, Husband cuddled up against me, laid his head on my shoulder, and fell asleep. I felt a bit disappointed as we had a child-free night and I was hoping for something sexy. Earlier in the day, he was cleaning some sex toys and I had asked him to clean my favorite dildo as well. I was hoping he’d take the hint. 

When I finished posting, I turned over and got comfy so I could go to sleep. Just as I had found that sweet spot on my pillow, I felt Husband’s lips on my back. I moaned softly and closed my eyes. One of his hands got lost in my hair, massaging my scalp with his fingers. The other hand caressed my back as he covered it in kisses. I pushed my ass into his crotch softly to let him know that I was into it. My feet rubbed up against his, making their way up to his legs. 

Husband motioned for me to turn over onto my stomach. I did as I was told and he straddled my leg. He continued to caress my back, slowly making his way down to my ass. He scratched my cheeks gently with his nails, making me shudder in pleasure. He moved his hand down further, between my legs. I felt his finger slide down the crack of my pussy lips and back up again. Tingles shot through my body and my breath caught in my throat.

I arched my back a bit, raising my ass up so that he could reach my pussy better. He slipped his finger between my lips and felt my wetness. His finger slid up and down slowly, moving from my clit to my pussy opening and back again. I moaned softly, burying my face in my pillow. He leaned down and began licking my asshole. I pushed back onto his finger as my clit began screaming at me. He moved his face down to my cunt and started to lick my clit. I heard him moan as he tasted my sweet juices. 

Husband stopped for a moment and reached for something. He continued to rub my clit as he started to insert the object into my pussy. As soon as it was in, I knew what it was. Mmmm, it filled me so well. He fucked me with the dildo. First slowly, softly. As I started to moan, he quickened the pace. I started to breathe heavier as it hit my g-spot over and over again.

I turned over onto my back. He shoved the dildo back into my pussy and licked my clit. I rocked my hips, grinding against his face. My clit was so swollen. With every stroke of the dildo, in and out, I felt my pussy get wetter. Harder. Faster. FUCK. It felt so good but I just wasn't getting to the climax. I asked, "Are you angling the dildo?" He said yes, so I told him to stop. As soon as he stopped angling it, I immediately started gushing all over him. He continued to fuck me, making me gush even more. I grabbed my vibrator and put it on my clit and orgasmed right away. Fuck, it was amazing.

As soon as my orgasm was finished, Husband flipped my legs up and started to fuck me hard. I continued to squirt all over him. Yesss! My pussy tightened around his cock. It was so hungry. Greedy. "Fuck me harder!" He pounded my pussy so hard and came inside me. I grabbed the vibrator again and told him to keep his cock inside me. As I vibrated my clit, my pussy kept tightening so much that it was pushing his cock out. He said, "I can't stay in if you keep pushing me out." I couldn't help it. He grabbed the dildo and shoved it in my cunt. He fucked me hard and fast with it. I came so hard it felt like I left my body for a second.

When we finished, I felt completely drained of energy. I just laid there for a while. Then, I started to feel cold. I realized that the bed was completely soaked. Fuck. I should definitely use the mattress protector every time we get that dildo out. It always causes me to make a mess.

We put a towel down but it was so wet that it just bled right through. It had been a long time since one of us had to sleep in a wet spot. It was cold and uncomfortable but totally worth it. That was a much-needed release. I was feeling so pent up. Next time, I'll remember to use the blanket.

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TMI Tuesday: December 8, 2020

 This week for TMI Tuesday let's talk sexual feelings.

"Come take control, just grab a hold

Of my body and mind, soon we'll be makin' it, honey

I'll be feelin' fine."

Ash:

1. Are women natural seducers or are men?

While I think it's easier for women to seduce men, I don't think either gender is a natural seducer. I think it's more a personality type than anything else.

2. Which of the following statements most closely matches your sexual attitude?

a. Sex is best when you focus on your own pleasure.

b. Sex is best when I can totally meld with my partner and feel as one.

c. Sex is best when the purpose is that of conceiving a child.

d. Sex is just a behavior; don't put too much importance on the act, just do it the way you like and need.

I think I agree with D most. People put way too much importance on the act of sex. I used to do it too. Once I let go, I was much happier.

3. Do you need to feel emotionally connected to enjoy sex with another person?

Yes. There has to be some kind of relationship established before I have sex with someone. That relationship can be as simple as friends. It doesn't have to be romantic. We just need to have had some good conversations beforehand.

4. Are you allowed to be sexual? Explain.

Honestly, not really. I'm a mom with lots of volunteer roles. Even being poly is mostly frowned upon in the mommy circles. I have to be someone else when I'm around the other parents. It kills me but it's necessary. I would be devastated if I wasn't able to continue working with the kids. Once my kid is grown up though, I'll just be me.

5. Agree or disagree: Sex without love is meaningless.

Disagree. I don't need to love someone to enjoy sex. Besides, what is the meaning of sex with love? Sex is just something we do for pleasure and procreation. It doesn't mean anything more than that.

Bonus: Conventional wisdom (but not research) says that women value monogamy more than men. Is this true for you?

Definitely not. I have never valued monogamy. I have been polyamorous since I was 18 years old. I may not have had a name for it back then but it's always been the way I lived my life.

Husband:

1. Are women natural seducers or are men?

I don't think that men or women are "natural" seducers. I think there are certain qualities for any gender to seduce another. I believe that confidence in oneself without arrogance can easily add to this seduction ability.

2. Which of the following statements most closely matches your sexual attitude?

a. Sex is best when you focus on your own pleasure.

b. Sex is best when I can totally meld with my partner and feel as one.

c. Sex is best when the purpose is that of conceiving a child.

d. Sex is just a behavior; don't put too much importance on the act, just do it the way you like and need.

b. Sex is best when I can totally meld with my partner and feel as one.

For me connecting with my partner during sex is part of what makes sex as great as it is. The link made by giving and receiving pleasure with a partner adds excitement and intimacy that may not otherwise be there.

3. Do you need to feel emotionally connected to enjoy sex with another person?

I don't need to feel emotionally connected to enjoy sex with another person. However, the difference between being emotionally connected and being disconnected is massive for me! 

4. Are you allowed to be sexual? Explain.

I feel like I am. I am encouraged by Wife to be sexual. I want to be sexual. I mentally reach towards being sexual quite often, but I probably let more things get in the way of that than I should.

5. Agree or disagree: Sex without love is meaningless.

Disagree. Sex in itself is an act of pleasure. Not having love involved in sex doesn't take away from the pleasure itself, but sex with love adds to the pleasure (for me).

Bonus: Conventional wisdom (but not research) says that women value monogamy more than men. Is this true for you?

It isn't true for me. I think most men and women I know value monogamy quite heavily, to the extent of feeling like being poly is not right. That being said, men and women I know that value polyamory are probably about equally split between men and women.

Sinful Sunday: Joy

It’s the first Sunday of December and the prompt for Sinful Sunday is the letter J.

There are few things in life that give me as much pleasure as sucking cock. I’ve been told that every time I do it, you can see the joy written all over my face.

Husband caught this photo while I was sucking his cock recently. I looked up at him with this smile on my face and he caught it on camera. Just look at that joy. 

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