Friday, May 31, 2024

It's Been a While

Some of the marks Aidan left on me



I had a date with Aidan last week. It had been a while since we last had sex. Things just kept not working out for us but I was determined to get that cock this time. 

When I got to his house, we cuddled on the couch for a bit. I had a rough day and he wanted to give me some snuggles to make it better. After a while, his hand found its way down the top of my dress and in my bra. I let out a little moan as he massaged my breast. Then, he started kissing my neck softly, which soon progressed to biting. 

He climbed on top of me, straddling my lap. He kissed my chest all over and then bit my cleavage. I grabbed his ass and moaned. He then went back to kissing and biting my neck. I was digging my nails into his back and moaning. He stopped and asked, "Do you want me?" I said yes, so he got up, grabbed my hand, and led me to the bedroom.

He wrapped his arms around me from behind and started kissing and biting the back of my neck. I was wearing a sundress covered in spiderwebs. He said, "I really like this dress on you. It accentuates your figure very nicely." I blushed and said, "Thank you." Then, he took the dress off of me and threw it aside. He turned me around and started kissing my lips. Then, he moved down to my chest and started biting my breasts again. 

He walked me over to the bed, turned me around, and bent me over. He noticed that my panties also had spiderwebs on them. Then, he made a comment about liking that they match my dress. I started to say thank you but then he grabbed my hips and pressed his hard cock onto my ass, so it came out as more of a moan. I could feel how turned on he was and it made my pussy get very wet. 

He took off my panties and tossed them aside. Then, he flipped me around and started kissing me. He pushed me down on the bed and sat on top of me. He started running his fingernails down my tummy and sides. I squirmed in pleasure and moaned. He said, "I just want to hold you down on the bed and fuck you." I smiled and let out a little moan. He asked, "Would you like that?" I said, "Yes." 

He took his belt off, folded it in half, and then smacked my nipple with it. I was surprised but actually really turned on by it. Then he said, "I guess I'm a bit overdressed." He got off of me and removed his clothes, tossing them aside with mine.

He got on the bed next to me and started to rub my clit. Then, he tried to put his fingers inside me but was struggling. He said, "Damn, you're really tight today." I said, "I'm sorry." He laughed a little and said, "I wasn't complaining." He fucked me with his fingers a bit and then started to rub my clit again. I grabbed my tits as he continued rubbing my clit and soon I was cumming all over the bed. He said, "That's it. Good girl. I'm going to take you now"

He flipped me over onto my tummy. Then he scooted my legs up so that I was on my knees but the other half of me was lying down on the bed. He shoved his cock inside my pussy and let out a deep moan that sounded very much like a growl. I could tell it felt really good for him and that made me even more wet. 

He grabbed my braids and pulled my hair as he fucked me. Then, he pushed my head down into the bed. He was fucking me so hard I couldn't help but moan out in pleasure. I started to cum and he bit my back hard. My body convulsed under his as I orgasmed. He said, "Wow, you came really hard there." All I could do was moan because words were not forming in my mouth.

He laid his body on top of mine and pushed me into the bed as much as he could and kept fucking me. Harder and harder. I came over and over again on his cock, making such a mess. He told me I was a good girl for cumming for him and I came again. 

He pulled my ass up higher and shoved his huge cock in as deep as it would go. He was hitting my cervix, which was painful. So, I tried to pull away. He grabbed my hips hard and said, "Don't think you can pull away from me, you little slut." He started pounding my pussy as hard as he could. I cried out. Was it in pleasure or pain? Probably both. 

After a while, he asked, "Do you want my cum?" I moaned, "Yes! Please! I want it so badly." Then, he came really hard inside me. We both collapsed on the bed next to each other. I was a pile of goo at that point. 

We passed out and took a quick little nap. Then, we went to the living room to watch a show together. We cuddled on the couch for a few hours, just relaxing in each other's arms.

Eventually, my hands started to wander. I was touching his hips and sides under his shirt. Caressing his chest and tummy. Running my hands up and down his thighs. Then, I got up to go to the bathroom. When I returned, I came up behind him and started kissing and breathing on his neck. 

I sat down next to him and continued to touch him, hoping he would touch me too. Then he asked, "What do you want?" I answered, "You." Then, he grabbed me and started biting my neck. I moaned, "Yesss." He asked, "Do you want to take this to the bedroom?" I replied, "Yes, please."

We rushed to the bedroom and quickly removed our clothes. At this point, it was dark outside, so he asked if I wanted the lights on or off. I said, "We always fuck in the light, so let's do it in the dark this time." Then, I jumped on the bed. 

He sat on my tummy and put his hard cock between my tits. I squeezed my tits around his cock as he fucked them. He asked, "Do you like that?" I answered, "Yes. I like that it turns you on." Then he said, "It does turn me on. What do you like?" I said, "I like feeling your hands touch my body." Then, he grabbed my tits and fucked them harder.

He got up, sat on his knees next to me, and started to rub my clit. I grabbed his cock and stroked it at the same time. It didn't take long before I was cumming and I am pretty sure I squeezed his cock pretty hard when it happened. 

He jumped on top of me and asked, "Do you want me inside you?" I said, "Fuck, yes." He slipped his cock inside my very wet cunt and started to fuck me slowly. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him close to me. I wanted to get lost inside him. 

As he continued to fuck me, I said, "Fuck, you feel so good inside me." He replied, "You feel amazing." He started to fuck me a little harder and I dug my nails into his back. I moaned, "You're gonna make me cum." Which caused him to start fucking me even harder. My pussy tightened as I came around his cock and I squirted all over him. 

He got up on his knees and kept fucking me. I moaned, "I love your cock." He moaned and fucked me even harder. I asked, "Do you like this pussy?" He answered, "Fuck, yes. I love feeling it wrapped around my cock." Hearing him say that made me cum again. 

He flipped me over and started to fuck me from behind. He grabbed my hips and pounded me hard. He moaned, "You feel so good." I started to rock my hips, fucking him from underneath. He enjoyed it for a while and then asked if I wanted his cum. I said, "Yes, I want you to fill me up." 

I continued rocking my hips and fucking his cock from underneath. Then, he said, "Just stay still and take it like a good little slut." So, I did as I was told. He grabbed my hips and fucked me as hard as he could. I am pretty sure I came at least three times at this point before he finally he filled me with his cum. Then, we were both exhausted but feeling so good.

I needed that so very badly. I needed him. And he did not disappoint, as usual.

Tuesday, May 14, 2024

TMI Tuesday: May 14, 2024

Happy Titty Tuesday

It’s time for TMI Tuesday: Masturbation Month Edition!

Mia is joining me once again for today's questions.


Ash:

1. My favorite place to masturbate is ________ ?

In the shower with a detachable shower head.


2. Have you ever masturbated in public? What were the circumstances?

Yes. I've masturbated on a bus, on a plane, in a bar, and at parties. Also, lots of public restrooms but I don't think that counts. Sometimes I just get really horny or want a thrill. 


3. Do you like mutual masturbation? Why?

Yes! I love it. I think it's incredibly sexy and brings you a lot closer to your partner. I did a Sinful Sunday post on this a couple years ago.


4. When was the last time you masturbated?

Hmm. I think it was last week. I masturbated in my bed with my purple vibrator.


5. Have you ever masturbated on camera?

Yes, I've made lots of videos and I enjoy doing that. Though, doing it during a video chat always makes me really nervous so I have a hard time cumming.


6. Do you like to watch people masturbate?

Yesss! It's one of my favorite things. 


Bonus: Have you filmed yourself masturbating? Care to share that film via a link?

I have filmed that lots of times. Here's the link.




Mia:

1. My favorite place to masturbate is ________ ?

My favorite places to masturbate are the bed and the bathtub while taking a bath.


2. Have you ever masturbated in public? What were the circumstances?

No, I have not.


3. Do you like mutual masturbation? Why?

Yes. It's super intimate, voyeuristic and hot AF to watch and hear your partner cum. It is also a good way to learn how your partner likes to be pleasured.


4. When was the last time you masturbated?

Today. 😁


5. Have you ever masturbated on camera?

Yes, I have sent videos of myself masturbating to partners in the past. 🙈


6. Do you like to watch people masturbate?

Yes.


Bonus: Have you filmed yourself masturbating? Care to share that film via a link?

I have filmed it, yes. I do not currently have said video.

Friday, May 10, 2024

A New Metamour

Lots of things on my mind


I usually write about the sexy part of my life but today, I'm going to talk about some hard shit. Polyamory is amazing but it's also very hard sometimes. It takes a lot of work and a lot of that is internal work on yourself.

For the past 10 years, Husband has been mostly monogamous. He's had threesomes and such with me but he wasn't interested in dating other people. I struggled with that a bit. I felt guilty for being polyamorous and needing to have relationships and sex with other people. But he was always very supportive of my needs, even when they made him feel jealous and insecure.

A few months ago, Husband told me that he was having thoughts about wanting a relationship with another woman. At first, I was a bit shocked because he was always so sure that he didn't want that. My second reaction was nervousness because I wasn't sure how that would make me feel. It had been a long time since I had seen him with someone else and he had never dated another woman before. But then my brain finally settled on feeling excitement for him. I have always wanted him to be fulfilled and happy. So, I encouraged him to explore that. It took a few months, but he finally found someone that he was interested in.

Husband has been talking to a woman for a couple months. Initially, I very much encouraged him to go out with her. I gave him dating advice and helped calm his nerves before going out with her. I looked forward to hearing all about his dates when he came home and I was so happy for him. Then, something suddenly changed for me.

For the past few years, our relationship has been struggling. Husband pulled away from me and stopped communicating. Our sex life became almost non-existent. There were things that I needed from him that I wasn't getting. Things got really bad for a while but we've been working on our relationship throughout the last year and it's improved a lot. There is still much work to do though.

When I saw him giving those things that I needed to this woman he was talking to, I started feeling jealous. Then, I started comparing myself to this girl as well because I was already in a dark place. Why didn't I deserve those things? Why hasn't he been giving them to me? Does he like her better than me? So many negative thoughts that I wasn't used to. 

Jealousy is a rare emotion for me. I'm not a jealous person. In fact, I only feel jealous if I'm being treated unfairly or not getting something that I need. This was really hard for me to deal with because I have very little experience with feeling jealousy. I have been dealing with it as best as I can but some days are really hard.

On Wednesday, Husband told me that things became official between them. She is now his girlfriend. On one hand, I am so happy for him. But on the other hand, I still have some emotions to work through. The thing about jealousy is that it's completely normal but it's up to you to work it out for yourself. So, that is what I'm trying to do.

Anyway, to sum all of this up, I now have a new metamour and I have complicated and conflicting emotions about it. I think things will eventually work out and I'll feel better about everything but the anxiety I'm feeling right now is very overwhelming some days. 

I still think polyamory is absolutely worth it. I could never be in a monogamous relationship again for the rest of my life. I tried that already and it just didn't work out. It's not for me. Polyamory sure does take a lot more work than monogamy though. I'm going to continue working on myself and I'm excited for what the future has in store for Husband. I hope this new relationship brings him a lot of happiness.


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Tuesday, May 7, 2024

TMI Tuesday: May 7, 2024

Happy Titty Tuesday



It’s time for TMI Tuesday! Sex, sex, and more sex. 


Ash:

1. Have you ever considered yourself completely sexually satisfied?

I don't think I've ever been completely sexually satisfied. That's not due to my partners' lack of pleasing me. I just always want more. I think it's all part of being a nympho. It's never enough.


2. What was the last sexy photo you took?

The Sinful Sunday photo from a couple days ago.


3. When was the last sexy photo you took AND sexted? What was it of and to whom was it sent?

Umm. Honestly, I don't think I have taken any sexy photos since last Tuesday. I posted my titties on my Private Snapchat story and also sent it to my partners. It's been a rough week and I haven't felt sexy at all.


4. How is your sex-life?

a. Like a wet blanket

b. Like a warm cozy comforter

c. Like an electric blanket getting you all heated up

d. None of the above, I sleep without covers

A little bit A, because I'm always leaving a wet puddle but not in the sense of not being pleasurable. My actual answer is C. My partners are really great at pleasing me. They get me all heated up for sure.


5. What’s your idea of good foreplay?

I have a complicated relationship with foreplay. Sometimes I love the idea of taking your time to explore your lover's body. Making them yearn for more before you please them. And other times, I just want to hurry up and get to the fucking and orgasms. I might not be the best person to ask about foreplay. But generally, I think good foreplay is doing anything that gets your partner warmed up and turned on. That will be different for every person, I think.


Bonus: Can you have a great, long-lasting sex life with the same partner? How?

I've been having sex with Husband for 22 years and I still enjoy it very much. I think the key is to listen to what your partner wants, always keep an open mind, and try to keep things fresh. Don't keep doing the same shit and make things go stale. It's also very important to be enthusiastic. Don't treat sex like a chore. Make sure your partner's pleasure is important to you and they should do the same thing for you.



Husband:

1. Have you ever considered yourself completely sexually satisfied?

I do usually consider myself sexually satisfied. It's never a permanent satisfaction because I feel like it resets daily. When I don't have sex for a while it passes on and builds until the next time I end up having sex. It may not make a whole lot of sense to anyone else, but that's how it feels to me.


2. What was the last sexy photo you took?

I took shower pictures of my back and backside about a month ago.


3. When was the last sexy photo you took AND sexted? What was it of and to whom was it sent?

The pictures from the last question. I took them while showering after a weekend of camping and sent them to Wife because it had been a few days since I had seen her and I wanted to send her something nice.


4. How is your sex-life?

a. Like a wet blanket

b. Like a warm cozy comforter

c. Like an electric blanket getting you all heated up

d. None of the above, I sleep without covers

Back and forth between b. and c. but mostly c. lately. There has been an intensity and fire the last few months that I feel is due to reconnecting with Wife on many different levels.


5. What’s your idea of good foreplay?

Lots of touch and caressing with hands and fingers and lips. There are so many amazing sensations that I love to feel from different touches. Giving and receiving oral, I really enjoy giving oral and the act in itself gives me a lot of pleasure. 


Bonus: Can you have a great, long-lasting sex life with the same partner? How?

I think it all comes down to working at it like any relationship. I can't keep doing the same thing all the time, otherwise everything would become a routine. I also try to make sure I show just how much sex with Wife means to me, and while I haven't always been the best at this I am being a lot more vocal about it now. I do truly enjoy the hell out of sex with Wife. It can be completely sensual, completely physical, sometimes even just goofy and comical, or a combination of all of them and it makes me feel so good to still have this connection with Wife after years of being together.

Sunday, May 5, 2024

Sinful Sunday: Yellow




The Sinful Sunday prompt for May is Yellow. This idea was a collaboration between Husband, Mia, and myself. I think it came out perfectly. Who else wants a taste of this delicious banana?


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