Dominant Husband makes me happy

After writing my last blog entry, Husband and I climbed in bed and had a long talk about sex and the things we want to try. After fantasizing and imagining us trying these different things, I think we both got pretty turned on.

"You know what I want to do right now?" he asked. I thought about it for a second and said, "Stick your penis in my vagina?" He said, "Well, not yet, but yes. You need to lay on your back, then I am going to go down on you and stick a toy in your pussy...and you're going to like it." If I wasn't wet enough already, that sure made my juices start flowing even more. Of course I did as I was told.

I turned over and laid on my back. Husband climbed on top of me and kissed his way down to my lady-bits. My body tingled in anticipation of what was to come. "You smell so good", he said as he let out a moan. He licked the outer lips of my labia and then he gently parted them. He excitedly started to lick my clit, causing my body to tense.

He continued to lick and tease my clit. Eventually, I felt him slowly slide a toy into my very wet pussy. I knew right away which toy it was because it hit my g-spot with such force and accuracy. I moaned and arched my back. It felt so good, my body was covered with goosebumps. I love that little studded glass dildo. As he slid the toy in and out of my pussy, it got wetter with every stroke. He increased the speed and force of the thrusts and my g-spot became very swollen. It didn't take long before it began to gush. The juices were running down my ass and creating such a mess that we had to grab a towel. Husband tried to lick up as much as he could. I think that may be his drink of choice. He continued to lick my clit and fuck me with the toy until I had a mind-blowing orgasm.

He climbed on top of me and forced his cock inside my pussy. He fucked me hard and fast. My pussy was spraying everywhere. It was gushing like a waterfall. Oh my, it felt so amazing that I can't even describe it with words. I'm sure I was moaning so loudly that the neighbors were pissed...or jealous...or a little of both. As my pussy spewed pleasure juices, Husband would occasionally stop fucking me so that he could lick it up. It was very hot.

We had been going at it for so long that, sadly, I really had to pee. So, I quickly ran to the bathroom. When I returned, Husband was standing next to the bed waiting for me. He pushed the top half of my body down on the bed, forcefully grabbed my hips and started to fuck me hard from behind. I was pleasantly surprised.

I climbed back up on the bed and assumed the doggy-style position. Husband took my hand and put a lubed up magenta anal toy in it. "I want you to put that in your ass", he said, which was his way of politely demanding what he wanted. Going with the flow of the night, I did what he told me. He then fucked me while the anal toy filled my ass, making my pussy tighter, I'm sure. He started to moan, and I knew he was about to cum. He fucked me harder and that made me moan as well. I tightened the muscles in my pussy as he shot his hot load into it and moaned loudly. Mmmm.

When we finished, we were both covered in my pussy juices. We had to wipe off with a towel and put extra towels down on the bed, but it was so worth it!

Lists are wonderful things

Sex is my most favorite thing to do and I have had a lot of it. However, I don't feel like I've experienced enough. There are so many things that I want to try that I've never done. I'm sure there are many more things that I have not even thought of that I would absolutely love. I'm always willing to try anything at least twice (you know, just in case the first time just didn't go well). For example, I never thought I would enjoy hair-pulling. Then, one night, Husband got really excited and started to pull my hair while fucking me. Now, I'm not sure if he actually meant to do it or if he was even aware that he was doing it. All I know, is that I loved it. If I had never tried it, I would have missed out.

So, that is my point. There are so many things out there that I feel like I need to try. Not that my sex life isn't amazing already. Trying new things is just exciting and fun. I think I may make a list of all the things that I know I want to try, and then ask Husband for some of his ideas. I may have to do some research on this one.

In other news, I was thinking about the past the other day. When I had sex for the first time at the age of 16, I actually thought that my boyfriend at the time would be the only guy that would stick his cock in my pussy for the rest of my life. Wow, can you imagine?? I just can't believe that I actually felt that way at one point in my life. Especially now, when the thought of experimenting with other men is really exciting to me.

Sometimes I feel like I'm just not happy with the amount of people that I've had sex with. Though I've never gone longer than 7 months without sex since I lost my virginity (and those 7 months were hell & I only went that long once), I haven't actually had sex with many people. I guess I should be proud of that? I don't know. I used to be proud of it. Now, it just seems kind of boring. As I get older, I have the urge to experience new things/people. I also have the urge to make a list of the people I have had sex with and rate them. Haha. I had a friend in the past that did that, but I decided it wasn't worth my time because I haven't sexed it up with enough people to warrant that. Maybe I'll do it anyway.

Tonight I was talking to Husband about how many states each of us has had sex in. I was quite disappointed to realize that I have only had sex in 4 states! Now, my goal is to add more states to this list. So, for my first list, here are the states I have had sex in:
1) Missouri
2) California
3) Illinois
4) Louisiana

Sex toys: more fun with a partner

I very much enjoy experimenting with sex toys in the bedroom. It's much more fun when you can do it with a partner. I have had sex with people in the past who have been very against this. I never quite understood what made them so uncomfortable about it. It's not like the sex toy is actually going to take their place. If that was the case, why would a person have a sex partner at all? They would just be single and live a stress-free life with all of their sex toys. Right? That's the way I see it, anyway.

I am so thankful that Husband enjoys experimenting with sex toys even more than I do! He gets very excited about it and truly enjoys himself. We have a lot of different kinds of toys, but his favorite are the ones he can put inside me. He often surprises me with them by grabbing them when I'm not looking. When he sticks it inside me, I always try to figure out which one it is. Then, I ask him to see if I'm correct. It's pretty exciting.

The other night, Husband did just that. He started by kissing my leg, moving slowly up the inside of my thigh. As he got close enough to really tease me, he switched legs. He kissed my other leg the same way, teasing me even more. When he got to my pussy, he slowly parted the lips of my labia and began to lick my clit. I squirmed underneath him. He circled his tongue around my clit until I was close to orgasm. Then, he pulled a glass dildo out from underneath him. He was warming up the studded phallic toy so that I wouldn't be shocked by how cold it was (a lesson well learned when I about jumped off the bed one night). I was still unaware that he had the toy until he slid it into my wet pussy. My body filled with goosebumps and I moaned. He continued to lick my clit while he fucked me with the toy. It didn't take long before my pussy was gushing. I lost all control when my clit exploded in orgasm. I moaned loudly and Husband moaned with me. After I finished, he pulled the toy out of my pussy and licked my cum off of it. I thought that was very hot.

See, playing with toys with your partner can be very fun. It doesn't have to be something that makes you uncomfortable or self conscious. Don't be afraid to bring it up. Chances are, your partner will want to try it just as much as (if not more than) you do.

Sext messages and quickies - fun in moderation

Husband sent me some nice sext messages the other day while he was at work. Then he followed it up with a hot video made just for me. I have to say, I loved it! I'm kind of new to this sext messaging thing. To be honest, I never really saw the point, so I just didn't do it. Then a couple guys I know started sending them to me and I found out I actually enjoy it. I'm not that good at it, but practice makes perfect, right? I definitely welcome more of these sexy messages in the future. Rawr!

Last night, Husband and I had a quickie before bed. He had to be up in a few hours, so we didn't have time to do more. He demanded that I get on my hands and knees, which was very hot. Deep down, I am much more submissive than I am dominant. I love being ordered to do things. It gets me so excited. I tried to hint that I wanted him to be more forceful by playfully saying, "What if I say no?", but it didn't work. So, I did as I was told and he slowly slid his cock into my wet pussy. He moaned as he entered me. Every time I hear him moan, my clit tingles. Mmmm. He began to fuck me faster and my pussy got more juicy. I raised my hips just a little so that his cock would hit my g-spot. Every time he rammed into me, I would push my ass back into him. He started to fuck me harder. I could feel my g-spot get more swollen and I knew I would be cumming soon. So, I reached my hand down under me and started to rub my clit with my fingers. He fucked me even harder and I came so hard. As Husband felt my pussy rhythmically tighten around his cock as I orgasmed, he came inside me as well. We both collapsed and he asked me if I needed more pleasure. This got me thinking. 

Just because you have a quickie, that doesn't mean that you can't be completely satisfied. Sometimes that's all you need...especially when you're having sex with someone who really knows how to work their cock. I felt completely satisfied last night, even though it didn't last near as long as it usually does. Great sex doesn't have to last for hours, though it's nice when it does. *wink*

Can masturbation be cheating?

Seriously, the orgasms that my shower head gives me are so powerful that it almost makes me feel like I'm cheating on my husband. Nothing else has ever made me cum like that. I definitely forgot how amazing it feels. I'm glad I now have the chance to experience it again. I have been doing my best to not do it too often. I don't want to make Husband jealous. Though, I guess I could invite him in there with me. I love trying new things!

In other news, the closer we get to actually having a threesome with the sexy Jacob, the more excited I become. I am hoping things work out how we want them to. I have so many fantasies in my head about it. I can't wait until we finally get to experience it. Mmmm. It turns me on just thinking about it. Fun times to come!

I have also been thinking about Olivia a lot lately. I fear she has completely lost interest in me. I can't remember the last time we were intimate and it doesn't seem to be a high priority for her to make time for it. For that reason, I've backed off. I'm giving her space. If she decides that she wants me again, I welcome her to come to me. Otherwise, I'll just continue being her friend. I really need a girlfriend...badly. I am holding out hope that I will find one this year. We will see in time...

The kitchen is not just for cooking

On New Year's Eve, Husband and I went out with friends. We both started out pretty horny before we even left the house, but there just wasn't enough time to have sex. So, we couldn't keep our hands off of each other all night.

We started out at a really lame bar. It was pretty dead there and the music sucked, but I was enjoying the scenery as Husband bent over while he was playing pool. He has an amazing ass and I love staring at it. Eventually I got too excited to just watch from afar, so I walked over to where he was. When he came close to where I was standing, I walked up behind him and gave a pelvic thrust into his ass, ramming him into the pool table. I ran my hands all over his body and breathed on the back of his neck. He smelled so good and I fantasized about fucking on the pool table in front of everyone there. That would have been awesome. After I got my fill of teasing, I went back to my friends so Husband could finish his game.

We left that place and went to a gay bar, hoping that it would be more exciting. It was a tiny place and there were lots of people there, so we ended up having to stand outside by a fire. Usually, when Husband and I go to gay bars, we try to keep our hands off each other and give each other some space so that we can meet other people of the same sex. That night, it seemed to be impossible. I really tried to give him space, but it was too difficult. It was made worse by the fact that bonfires turn us both on. So, we stood outside while we waited for the countdown to midnight and teased each other more. We touched, kissed, gave sexy smoldering looks, and I fantasized about fucking on the wooden picnic tables that were next to the fire. Too bad that wasn't possible.

After we rang in the new year with a hot kiss, we left and went to another friend's house. He was having a house party and I wanted to check it out. On the drive there, I was drunk and very horny, so all the little bumps we hit were hell for my sensitive lady-bits. When we got there, we walked into the house and it was very dark. People had glowing necklaces and bracelets and there was a DJ playing good music. That just helped to intensify my mood. Because it was dark, our wandering hands wandered even further. Husband grabbed me, pulled me close and started to kiss my neck. I was so wet and I wanted Husband so badly. I fantasized about fucking on my friend's couch and got a little more excited. I didn't think about it until later, but I wish I would have thought about fucking in the bathroom. That would have been hot.

When we finally got back home, we rushed into the house. Husband took his clothes off very quickly. I sat down on the couch and began to take my boots off. Husband came over to help. After my boots were off, Husband massaged my feet a little bit. It felt extra good because my skin was very sensitive from being so turned on. Husband then put his face in my lap and said, "Mmmm...you smell so good. I need to taste you now." He quickly pulled off my pants and rubbed my crotch over my silky panties. He got so excited that he climbed on top of me, pulled my panties aside and shoved his cock in my pussy. Husband fucked me for a few minutes and then he stopped and took my panties off. He then grabbed my legs, threw them up over his shoulders and went down on me. I moaned while he licked my pussy. It felt so amazing. My clit had been begging for that all night. 

Husband made me cum, then he led me into the kitchen. He bent me over the kitchen table and fucked me again. As I moaned, he started to ram his cock into my pussy a little harder. That made me moan even louder. I tightened the muscles in my pussy and Husband began to moan. As he came inside me, my whole body began to tingle. We went to the bedroom, got in bed, and then he started to play with my very wet pussy with his fingers. I love the feeling of his fingers on my clit. He rubbed it in a circular motion until I had another orgasm. Then, we both passed out. That was a great way to start the new year!