Missing my shower fun

My favorite device that aids in masturbation would definitely have to be those portable shower heads that you can hold in your hand while you wash. I first started using them for that purpose when I was about 15. I used to shower for the sole purpose of getting off. Nothing compares to the feeling of water being sprayed on your lady bits. I love water to begin with. Swimming is my second favorite thing to do. The feeling of water on my skin is very comforting...and erotic at the same time. When I spray the water over my body...the feeling of it dripping down my body...the heat of it...just everything combined...OMG.

My ex-boyfriend's house had a jacuzzi in the back yard. When I lived with him, I would go out there to "relax" a lot. I would position myself so that the jets would hit my clit just right. It was difficult to do at times, but thankfully I'm very flexible. Those jets made me cum so hard. I miss that more than I can express in words.

I actually haven't been able to enjoy water play for about 5 years now. *sigh* It is partially my fault because I have not bought a shower head for my bathroom...mostly because I'm not sure if it can be hooked up to the faucet that we have. A few people have promised to buy me one in the past and never came through for me. I think I am finally motivated to go buy one for myself now. I miss my water fun!

Anyway, I found something that I wrote when I was 21. I decided I might as well post it here. Ah, memories...

"I was feeling very sexually frustrated, so I decided to take a shower (best way to relieve stress). I hurriedly washed my hair and my body. I only have 20 minutes of hot water when I take a shower.

When all of the conditioner was finally out of my hair, I breathed a sigh of relief and reached for the shower head. I set the water temperature as hot as I could stand and then laid down in the tub. My boyfriend just got me a new shower head for Christmas and I was excited about trying it out for the first time. It has eight different settings, so I tested each one. I put it on setting one and placed the shower head between my legs. It really wasn't that great, so I went to setting two. I continued through all of the settings and decided that I liked setting three the best.

I turned it on setting three and quickly put the shower head between my legs once again. I turned the water hotter to make the pleasure increase. It felt so good that I couldn't help but moan out loud (good thing I'm home alone). I held out as long as I could, teasing myself with the jets of water, until finally there was a bursting release of intense orgasmic pleasure. I moaned loudly and arched my back. Wow.

I started spraying the water on my breasts and stomach as I tried to catch my breath. My leg was twitching from the intense orgasm. I felt the hot water run down my shoulders and neck. I just had to go for a second round.

This time I decided to try out setting five. It has a bit more pressure than setting three. I teased myself by getting the jets close to my sweet spot, but not quite touching it. I moved the jets closer, and then moved them farther away again. Teasing myself like that made my clit grow more and more swollen. It ached so badly for release. Finally, I put the shower head between my legs and started to move the jets in a circular motion around my clit. It was so intense and felt incredibly amazing. When I came, I moaned even louder than the first time and I squeezed the side of the tub tightly. Mmmmm. It felt better than my old shower head ever did.

I love my new shower head. It was the best present I got for Christmas this year. It will come in handy when school starts again and I'm stressed out. Man, trying out a new showerhead is so exciting. Now I'm exhausted and need to sleep."

Gushing orgasms of greatness

Last night Husband and I were feeling very silly. We were giggling like crazy while laying in bed. Maybe we were just really tired. Or maybe it was some kind of foreplay?

When we finally managed to stop giggling and being silly, I cuddled up close to Husband and started to lightly run my fingernails down his back. I'd start at the top and then very s-l-o-w-l-y, I would make my way down to the bottom of his ass cheek. Then, I would work my way back up to where I started. Occasionally, I would go up to his neck and lightly run my nails in the very sensitive areas. I moved to his sides, starting right under his arms and going down to his hips, then circling over to his inguinal crease and moving back up. I love teasing him by getting so close to his man parts, but not quite close enough to touch them. The way his body writhes in pleasure turns me on so much.

I giggled once more. Husband asked why I was giggling. I pulled out something that I had secretly brought into the bedroom with me and showed it to him. It was a can of whipped cream. I think he loves it when I'm up to something. I shook the can, laid back down next to him and then covered his nipple with the cold creamy sweetness. I licked it off, making sure to angle myself in just the right way so that he could watch. I then slowly followed a trail of cream down his tummy with my tongue...all the way down to his cock, which was also covered in the sticky sweet stuff. I licked it off the head by swirling my tongue around it. Then, I licked and lightly sucked on the shaft to clean up the rest.

When I was done, I knew I had to give him a good blow job. I may enjoy teasing a little, but I'm not cruel. So, I tried to finish what I started. I stuck Husband's cock in my mouth and deep-throated it. He stuck his hand on the back of my head, like all men seem to do, and lightly pushed me down further. I went with it and sucked that sweet piece of man-meat until he told me that he was ready to fuck me.

I got up and laid down on my back. Husband climbed on top of me and started to kiss my lips. He enjoyed the sweet taste of the cream on my lips, so he decided to put some on me as well. He covered my nipple with it and then started to lick it off. He started out licking slowly, then sucked off the rest. The feeling of him suddenly sucking my nipple hard like that made my clit tingle with pleasure. Mmmm.

I wrapped my legs around him as his cock entered my hungry wet pussy. He let out a moan as he began to fuck me. I tightened my legs around his waist and focused on how good it felt to have him inside me. Holy hell, I swear his penis was made to perfectly fit my vagina. It always hits just the right spots. Husband sat straight up on his knees to get a better angle. He said he wanted to make me cum. He fucked me in that position while I rubbed my clit with my fingers until it exploded in orgasmic pleasure. My pussy rhythmically tightened around Husband's cock and he let out another moan.

I pushed him off me and flipped over onto my knees. He entered me again and moaned, "Oh yeah". I think that is exactly what he wanted...to fuck me from behind. Great minds think alike. This position felt so good. His cock was hitting my G-spot perfectly and my pussy was getting tighter with every stroke. Suddenly, I felt the intense pleasure of a G-spot orgasm (which is very different from a clitoral orgasm by the way) and I moaned into the pillow. Husband came with me, which made the orgasm that much more intense.

I thought we were done at that point, but Husband had other plans. With my ass still up in the air, he stuck his fingers inside me, searching for my G-spot. It didn't take him long to find it. He fingered me slowly at first, hitting that special little bump with every stroke. I put my hand between my legs and rubbed my clit. He started to go faster...faster...faster...until my pussy began to squirt all over him, myself and the bed. Oh yes, I am a squirter and Husband knows exactly how to make it happen. It was mind-blowing. He gave me a few seconds to recover and then went at it again. I had two more orgasms, cumming all over with both of them. I was so wet that my fingers were pruney when we finished and Husband felt very accomplished. We washed up, put a towel on the wet spot and then passed out. Another great night of sex. I am a lucky woman.

Night in a hotel...with no sleeping involved

Husband and I went to a Drag Show with friends on Saturday night. As usual, all the gay men in the bar were drooling over him. What can I say? He's hot stuff! We were sitting right next to the stage, so the drag queens were all over him. One of them came up and showed Husband a picture of him out of drag...obviously hoping he would be interested. He was not. There was one person that he was attracted to though. This drag queen was the hottest one there. Even I wanted a piece of that! Haha. He was feeling up Husband's chest like crazy and even gave him a lap dance of sorts, grinding his ass on Husband's lap and rubbing up against him. Husband blushed and enjoyed all of it. I enjoyed it as well! Seeing him with another man turns me on like nothing else in this world. It is hot as hell. We had a really great time and as we were leaving, the drag queen put his hand down Husband's shirt. Turns out, he was putting a napkin with his number on it in there. Maybe something will come of that? We shall see...

I was so incredibly turned on at that point, but we were riding with friends, so I couldn't do anything to relieve the sexual tension. That car ride was torture, let me tell ya. I was wishing we had wandered off to the bathroom for a few minutes. I kept staring at Husband and fantasizing, thinking so many dirty thoughts in my head and wishing he could read my mind. I just wanted to tear off his clothes, climb on top of him, and go crazy. Instead, I settled for sending him a couple naughty text messages.

We were invited to stay in a hotel with a couple friends that night. When we got dropped off at the hotel, we went up to the room as quickly as possible. We had a small amount of time before our friends showed up at the hotel. On one hand, I felt horrible for using the room they were paying for before they even had a chance to be in it...but on the other hand, I may have exploded if I didn't release all that tension! I figured they would understand. So, we stripped our clothes quickly and got to it!

Husband came up behind me and started kissing my neck. That's my second most sensitive erogenous zone. Mmmm. I moaned softly, enjoying the feeling of his warm breath on my skin. Suddenly, he shoved me down on the bed. I stood there, bent over the bed, begging for him to enter me from behind. He started to tease me with his cock, but I just couldn't take anymore teasing. I thrust my ass back so that his cock entered my pussy. I moaned loudly. It felt AMAZING. My whole body broke out in goosebumps and I felt all tingly. When Husband grew tired of that position, he turned me over and ordered me to lay on the edge of the bed with my ass hanging off. He grabbed my legs, rested them on his shoulders, and started to fuck me again. Every time he entered me, he hit my G-spot with such accuracy that I could barely breathe. I was loving that position, until Husband wanted me from behind again. He got up on the bed with me, and I noticed there was a mirror on the wall at bed height. I thought, "Oh wow. Now, this is going to be fun." I had never watched someone fuck me before and it was great! I must have one of those in my room! I think being able to watch him ram me from behind made it feel a lot better...and I didn't even think that was possible! The way his body moved...I can't even describe it with words. I almost wish I had a video! Though, I'd probably be too self conscious to post it anyway. After enjoying that for a while, we switched positions again. I laid on my back, legs up in the air, Husband pushing my legs toward my chest, and I masturbated while he fucked me. That amazing orgasm had been waiting hours to come. I was so relieved that it finally did. We got up and Husband had me bend over the bed again. He fucked me some more, and then right as he was about to cum, he pulled out and came all over my ass. That was incredibly hot. We washed up and got some clothes on just in time for our friends to show up. Not sure how guilty we both looked though. Haha.

Olivia and Shawn are two good friends of ours. They are married, but have an open marriage to a certain extent. I'm not exactly clear on all the details of that, but I know the ones that matter to me. ;)  Olivia and I have had a few sexual experiences together, however, Shawn and I just enjoy some innocent heavy flirting. Husband was worn out from all the hard work he had just done, so he decided to go to sleep on the pull-out couch bed. Shawn, Olivia and I laid on the bed together and talked for a while. Eventually things got sexual. With us, it never takes long before that happens. They are both just as sexual as I am! Shawn pulled up Olivia's shirt and we both ran our fingers lightly over her back. Just like me, her back is the most sensitive erogenous zone on her body. Shawn and I played tic-tac-toe on her back with our fingers. She would let out little moans as we were marking our spaces. It was so much fun, and not that it matters, but I won. ;) After teasing her for a while, Shawn finally lifted Olivia's skirt and revealed her sexy panties to me. Honestly, they were pretty hot. Mmmm...mental image...nice. Wish I could share with you. I will try to describe them, but the description will not do them justice. It was a teal string bikini with a big butterfly on the front and a tiny butterfly sewed on the back at the top. I loved them. She was laying on her tummy, with her ass facing the mirror that I mentioned earlier. As I watched in the mirror, Shawn's hand wandered further under those panties. He then rubbed her clit until a sweet moan came from her lips. That sound made my lady-bits fill with blood and wake up again. Shawn removed Olivia's panties and over the next hour or so (okay, I was having so much fun that I really have no true concept of time here), he gave her another 3 or 4 orgasms by fingering her. Honestly, I wished it was me doing that, but I was feeling too shy to jump in there and take over. Shawn wanted me to, I know, but I am just so shy with women that it's actually sad. I did manage to continue running my hands over her body as much as I could. During all of this, Olivia also touched me a little bit. She rubbed on my tits, played with my nipple, and just softly caressed my body.

Eventually, all the noise woke Husband. We invited him to come join us on the bed. He took us up on that invite. I scooted closer to Olivia, and he laid behind me on the bed. I removed my pants and bra to allow for easier access. ;)  Olivia and Husband ran their hands lightly all over my body. Feeling both of their hands on me at the same time was almost a sensory overload. When I'm not looking, I can't even tell whose hand is whose because Husband has such amazingly soft hands. Shawn was watching closely, which turned me on but at the same time made me nervous. I have never been naked in front of him before and I was feeling very self conscious. Husband put his hand inside my panties and started fingering me. While this was going on, Olivia and I continued to run our hands over each others bodies. Shawn was still caressing Olivia's back, and occasionally, our hands would cross over each other and he would caress my hand/arm as well. I actually enjoyed that a lot. It felt good that three people wanted to be touching me at the same time. My senses were definitely on overload. Shawn made Olivia cum one last time, and even though I love the sound of her moaning, I was having a hard time cumming myself. Usually it doesn't take very long for me to reach orgasm, but nervousness can obviously cause performance problems. The longer it took me, the more I stressed about it I got, and it turned into a vicious cycle. Husband was a trooper and continued on until I was finally able to force myself to the point of orgasm. Shawn said, "Someone give that man a gold star!" He definitely deserved one, that's for sure. That was some really hard work!

By the time we were finished, it was already 8am. Olivia and Shawn sadly had to go home. I was really looking forward to watching them fuck, but that didn't end up happening. Oh well, maybe sometime in the future that will happen. After they left, Husband fucked me doggy style in front of that mirror again. HOT! HOT! HOT! Seriously, I need one of those mirrors in my bedroom! After we were done, we got dressed, went down to eat some free breakfast foods and then went home. No rest for the wicked, you know. It was totally worth it.

Olivia and Shawn are really fun people. I love hanging out with them. I don't know a whole lot of people who are as sexual as I am. It's like a breath of fresh air. They make me feel normal, while most people are just annoyed by how much I talk about sex. I am who I am...and they love who I am. That makes me happy. I'm sure there will be many more stories about them in the future.

Ride it, cowgirl!

Last night was pretty awesome. Husband and I had a long conversation about things in the past while cuddling in bed. It felt so good to be in his arms after a very long day. It was very romantic...and then I felt something hard up against my ass. It instantly turned me on.

I pushed him off of me and had him lay on his back. I climbed on top of him and started to lick his stomach. I moved kind of quickly down to his cock (I couldn't help myself). I licked it from the base all the way up to the head, lingering there for a moment with a little flick of my tongue. I put his cock in my mouth and sucked on it slowly. I wanted him inside me too badly to continue. I moved up his body, licking his stomach, his chest, and then stopping at his neck to give him a good tease. I playfully bit his earlobe while lightly breathing into his ear. It turned me on so much to hear him begging for my pussy. I rubbed my clit up against his cock, getting it nice and swollen. It felt so amazing. Finally, I slid his cock into my juicy pussy. It was so wet that it slid out a couple times, making my job a bit more difficult. I finally got a good rhythm going and I couldn't help but let out a few moans. Husband was burying his face in my tits as I rode his cock like a cowgirl. I rode faster and faster until my G-spot exploded in orgasm...and Husband did the same thing. We came together, then I collapsed on his chest. Amazing.

I dismount Husband and my clit is screaming at me. It definitely didn't enjoy being ignored during that wonderful playtime. So, Husband took on the challenge of making my clit happy. He spread my legs, put his hand on my pussy, and rubbed my clit with his fingers. I felt his breath on my chest, and it brought me closer to orgasm. My clit was so incredibly sensitive that it didn't take long before I was moaning again. That orgasm was very powerful. I hadn't experienced an orgasm that good in a few months. Husband and I fell asleep almost immediately after that, with our legs entangled. What a night.

Noise complaints and my lack of lesbian sex

So, apparently Husband and I are too loud when we have sex. We got a letter on the door saying that we are disturbing the neighbors and need to be aware of the "quiet time" rules. Apparently our wild and crazy nights are waking people up. I have mixed feelings about this. At first I was thinking, "Oops...I feel bad for bothering people." But then I started thinking "What the hell?? Are they just jealous because we have an amazing sex life and they don't?" Regardless, I am somewhat embarrassed when I see the neighbors in public now. I'm not sure who complained about it, which sucks because I have an urge to pay them back. The neighbors who live below us fight louder than we have ever been during sex. So, it better not have been them. I miss our old place. The walls were so thick, I probably could have murdered someone in there and no one would have known.

Anyway, I'm quite disheartened by this. I've always been loud during sex. If it feels good, moans just come out of my mouth. I don't even do it on purpose. It just happens. I've had tons of compliments on my moan. When I was a teenager, I had people actually pay me for phone sex because they loved my moan. I even have 2 different musician friends who have asked to record my moan and use it on their albums. I'm very tempted to do that, actually. I know Husband loves hearing me moan when he fucks me, but now I have to try to resist. This is very upsetting because when I have to make an effort to be quiet during sex, it is less enjoyable. I prefer to just let myself go and enjoy it. Guess those days are over for now. Ugh. We need a house...NOW.


The other thing that is on my mind is the fact that I haven't had sex with a woman in weeks. Honestly, I don't even remember the last time. I just know it's been a while...and it feels like an eternity. When I finally had my first sexual experience with a woman, I thought my hormones would then settle down for a while and be like, "Whew, finally!" I was wrong. Ever since that first time, it has been worse. I've always imagined how great it would feel, but now I KNOW just how amazing it truly is. So, I want it more. Been considering talking to a woman friend of mine who is interested. Though, I'm afraid of making things weird in our friendship. So, I've been tossing the idea around in my head. If it happens, I'm sure I will write about all the juicy details in here.

Let's get started...

So, a friend suggested that I create this blog. He may have been kidding, but it sounded like a brilliant idea to me. He even came up with the name. So, I'd like to thank him for that.

I am pretty sure that I will get a lot of enjoyment out of writing about things in here. I plan to share my sexual experiences, thoughts and dreams. So, if you're in the "TMI" crowd, then I suggest you run away now. I will probably get very descriptive. Maybe this will help me to not be so open in public about sex. Eh, then again...probably not. Haha.


Well, it wouldn't be right to start this blog without a juicy story! I had an amazing dream last night. It was about a good friend of mine. Let's call him Gabriel. Here is how it went down:

Gabriel and I were dating. We were in his car on our way to rent a movie for our date night. We stopped at a Redbox, he picked a movie, and then we went to an arcade place to play some games. We played for a while and then we got bored. Gabriel suggested that we go back to my place. So, we did. When we walked into my house, he grabbed me tightly around my waist and kissed me passionately. He grabbed my wrists, raised them above my head, shoved me up against the wall, and then kissed me harder. He poked me with his hard cock to show me just how turned on he was. I moaned with pleasure. I wanted him as much as he wanted me...maybe even more.

He led me to the kitchen and took off my shirt and bra. He bent me over the counter and squirted some honey on my ultra sensitive back. He then started to lick it off slowly. I moaned loudly as I felt his tongue swirl around my back licking off every last drop of the sticky honey. He reached around and grabbed my breasts, pulling me closer to him so that I could feel his cock poking my ass. I turned around, took off his pants, and went down to suck his rock hard cock. I sucked it until his orgasm exploded in my mouth. I swallowed it, licked my lips and then went up to kiss him.

As we were kissing, he led me into the bedroom. I laid down on the bed and he removed my pants. He then returned the favor and licked my clit until I had an amazing orgasm. My husband walked in and said "Oh, I forgot you were going to be here tonight". Gabriel looked up and smiled, "You got here just in time". Husband got undressed and joined us on the bed. Gabriel climbed on top of him and they started kissing. He then teased Husband's neck with his tongue, moving down to his chest, then down to his tummy, and then finally taking his cock into his mouth. I was extremely excited to see this, so I started to masturbate while watching.

And then I woke up. I know, I know! Totally leaves it hanging there, but it was an amazing dream anyway! I really wish it could actually happen. I still hold out hope that one day it will.