Sinful Sunday: Point of View

 When I’m relaxing in the bath and I look down at my naked body, this is what I see. 

My point of view in a bubble bath.

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For the Love of Phone Sex

I recently rearranged my bedroom. In the process, I found an old phone book that I used from about 1998 to 2006. It was full of phone numbers and screen names of people who I used to have phone sex with pretty often. I hadn't thought of those guys in a long time but as soon as I saw the names, memories of the past started flooding back to me. I have so many fun memories from those times. I can't help but wonder if they ever think of me.

When I was 15, I had so much phone sex with people I met on the internet that I racked up a $400 phone bill. My grandmother was not pleased, to say the least. One day, I got so into a phone sex session that my grandmother walked in on me and asked if I was alright. That was embarrassing but it still didn't stop me from continuing. I couldn't get enough. There was always at least one guy who was available whenever I wanted it. I was addicted.

I moved in with my boyfriend, J1, in California when I turned 16. I was getting sex daily but I still couldn't stop thinking about phone sex. J1 used to go to his dad's house every other weekend due to a joint custody arrangement. I talked him into calling me and having phone sex while he was there. He thought it was excessive but I loved every moment of it.

After almost two years of being together, J1 and I broke up. As soon as it was official, I pulled out that little phone book and reached out to all of those guys that I used to talk to. They were happy to hear from me and it didn't take long before we were back at it again. The only problem was, I still lived with J1 for six months after we broke up, so I used to use his mom's bed when I'd have phone sex since I couldn't do it around him. I look back now and think, "What were you thinking?" but honestly, I just felt so desperate that I didn't even care. On the bright side, all of that phone sex helped me let go of my abusive ex and move on.

Thinking back on all of this has made me aware of the massive amount of phone sex that I used to have. I did it a lot but I was so awful at it. They would tell me all the things they wanted to do to me and I would close my eyes and fantasize about it. I rarely said actual words. I would just touch myself, breathe heavy, and moan into the phone when I orgasmed. Even so, they seemed to love it. No one ever complained and they always came back for more. They would tell me that my moan was the most amazing thing they had ever heard. So, maybe that was enough?

As I got older, I realized that phone sex was much more involved than just masturbating with someone else on the other end of the phone listening to you. Honestly, though, all I care about is hearing your breath quicken as you touch yourself and then hearing you moan my name as you cum. I really don't need all that talking.

I stopped having phone sex in my early twenties. I figured I just wasn't good enough at it and now that I was an adult, I couldn't really get away with it anymore. Thinking about having phone sex with someone now makes me feel anxious. I know I'm not good at it and I feel like I would just be a letdown for someone. I do miss it so much though. It's my favorite way to masturbate. It always makes me cum so hard. 

A few years ago, Husband was out of town for work. He was staying in a hotel room and I thought that was the perfect opportunity to have some phone sex. It had been so long since we did that. It excited me so much that my pussy was literally dripping. As I fucked myself with a glass dildo, he could hear the wetness over the phone. I came so hard that I squirted across the room. That is how much phone sex turns me on. You can read about that phone sex session here. 

Sadly, I believe that was the last time I had phone sex. Even if I was good at it, no one likes having phone sex anymore. It's all about the video chat now. Phone sex just seems so boring compared to that. Well, I've done the video chat masturbation thing a few times and I have to say, it's just not my thing. I'm so distracted. I'm trying to watch my partner on the video but I'm worried about what I look like to them. Am I making a weird face? Do my fat rolls look unappealing? Am I in a good position for them to see? I'm just completely worried about what I look like and I can't focus. My orgasms were not very powerful due to being distracted and honestly, it wasn't that much more exciting to be able to see my partner. I would much rather use my imagination and get lost in a fantasy while listening to them on the phone.

At this point, I am not sure if I should just give up on the idea of ever having phone sex again or hold out hope that I might meet someone who is as into it as I am. I don't want to seem like the boring girl who just wants to masturbate over the phone. I just don't see myself really doing the video chat thing ever again. 

It's cool if you're not into it, but if by chance, you are, I'll send you all the sexy photos and I'll moan your name into the phone as I cum. Phone sex will forever be one of my most favorite things.

TMI Tuesday: September 22, 2020

 Hello! Time for another edition of TMI Tuesday

Dates, Mates & Relationships

Ash:

1. Which of these are you most guilty of in a relationship?

a. Jealousy

b. Not apologizing

c. Not keeping your word

d. Guilt trips

I guess the thing I'm most likely to do is a guilt trip. I'm not really a jealous person, I apologize too much, and I always keep my word.

2. Which of the following behaviors would annoy you most in a partner?

a. Fishing for compliments by verbalizing self-doubt

b. Passive-aggressive behavior

c. Usually forgets important dates (birthday, anniversary, etc.)

d. Making you feel guilty when spending time with friends

I can't deal with passive-aggressiveness. I need clear communication in a relationship. If you can't do that, I can't have a relationship with you.

3. Consider you are looking for a mate. Rank these traits in order of imporance, with 1 being most important and 7 being least important.

_2_ Kindness

_1_ Honesty

_6_ Ambitious

_4_ Confidence

_3_ Reliable

_7_ Assertive

_5_ Sense of Humor

4. Score! You exchanged numbers with a hottie. Now, you: (pick one)

a. Wait for a week, see if that person calls you first.

b. Call the next day, if not sooner.

c. Call and text incessantly. Let them know they've made an impression.

d. You'd never call. What if you get rejected?

b. I wouldn't call, but I'd definitely text the next day. I wouldn't text incessantly though. 

5. How did you handle your last relationship break up?

a. You've never been in a relationship before. The timing has never been right.

b. You went out and got drunk every night, until you forgot everything.

c. You went out on a massive amount of dates, even with people you knew you had no interest.

d. You felt bad and cried, but bounced back in a couple of days.

Well, D is the closest thing to what I did. When Sasha broke up with me, I felt bad and cried for a few weeks, not days.

Bonus: Would you take a holiday all by yourself, at the "spur of the moment?" Why or why not? Where would you go?

Definitely. If I could do it, I would. I love traveling and I'd jump at the chance to do it no matter how spur of the moment it was. I would go anywhere with an ocean nearby. 

Husband:

1. Which of these are you most guilty of in a relationship?

a. Jealousy

b. Not apologizing

c. Not keeping your word

d. Guilt trips

a. Jealousy for me has been one of the hardest things for me to get a grip on. I feel like, after many years of struggle, I finally have a decent understanding of myself enough to work through my jealousy properly.

2. Which of the following behaviors would annoy you most in a partner?

a. Fishing for compliments by verbalizing self-doubt

b. Passive-aggressive behavior

c. Usually forgets important dates (birthday, anniversary, etc.)

d. Making you feel guilty when spending time with friends

b. Passive-aggressive behavior. Aggressive-aggressive behavior. I don't deal well with conflict, and this pretty much sets my brain up for a massive failure.

3. Consider you are looking for a mate. Rank these traits in order of imporance, with 1 being most important and 7 being least important.

_2_ Kindness

_1_ Honesty

_7_ Ambitious

_5_ Confidence

_4_ Reliable

_6_ Assertive

_3_ Sense of Humor

4. Score! You exchanged numbers with a hottie. Now, you: (pick one)

a. Wait for a week, see if that person calls you first.

b. Call the next day, if not sooner.

c. Call and text incessantly. Let them know they've made an impression.

d. You'd never call. What if you get rejected?

a. Wait. I am so not an initiator for conversations. It is such a difficult thing for me to overcome.

5. How did you handle your last relationship break up?

a. You've never been in a relationship before. The timing has never been right.

b. You went out and got drunk every night, until you forgot everything.

c. You went out on a massive amount of dates, even with people you knew you had no interest.

d. You felt bad and cried, but bounced back in a couple of days.

I think D, but I definitely did not bounce back in a few days. It took longer than that.

Bonus: Would you take a holiday all by yourself, at the "spur of the moment?" Why or why not? Where would you go?

At this point in my life, I would most likely not holiday by myself at a spur of the moment. I feel like any holiday I am going on I would very much rather enjoy it with Wife and my daughter.

Sinful Sunday: Ready For Birthday Spankings

Happy Sinful Sunday! I'm feeling extra naughty today because it's my birthday. 

The best thing about birthdays is the birthday spankings. 

I'm bent over just waiting for you to give them to me.

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Sinful Sunday: Downpour

Hot showers always feel so amazing. They are even better when you have someone to join you. Unfortunately, this was a solo shower but I was definitely thinking of someone while I was in there. 

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Sinful Sunday: Black and White

It's already the first Sunday of September? How does it feel like this year went by so quickly but at the same time it has gone on forever? 

 Regardless, it's time for the Sinful Sunday prompt. This month, the prompt is black and white.

 

This photo was Husband's idea. I wasn't on board with it at first but I think 

I'm liking it more every time I look at it. 

 Insider info: I was getting poked a lot as we were trying to line up the shot correctly. As soon as I hit publish on this post, I'm going to give that cock a better place to poke.

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TMI Tuesday: September 1, 2020

Hello Hello Hello! The following TMI Tuesday questions were pulled from past TMI Tuesday blog posts. They are fun.

1. Fill in the blank. If _____ were bigger, I would like it. 

If lingerie breast cups were bigger, I would like it. 

2. Fill in the blank. Oh, baby that feels good. Will you _____ my _____ ? 

Oh, baby that feels good. Will you brush my hair? Yeah, I'm odd. 

3. If you could have a week of the best sex ever in human history but you had to have a fish head as your head for the rest of your life, after that week, would you do it? (This question was previously submitted by a TMI Tuesday blogger) 

Yeah, I think I'll pass on that one. I don't think a week straight of amazing sex is worth not having sex for the rest of my life because I have a fish head. 

4. What part of your body do you consider the most unusual that you enjoy being stimulated?

Probably my armpits or the backs of my knees. Well, my head might be weirder than that. I really get off on having my head scratched lighly. Mmmm. 

5. What is the most desperate thing you have done for sex? 

Drove over 300 miles to get to my partner.

Bonus: If it were legal in your country/community to visit a “sex box” would you? 

So, I have done some googling and I still don't know what a "sex box" is. I would probably try it though.