Tuesday, May 29, 2018

TMI Tuesday: May 29, 2018

It's time for TMI Tuesday! So much excitement!





Ash:
1. If you had a whole week (no work, no kids) to do things with your significant other, what would you do?
I would like to go to a beach where I would swim and have lots and lots of sex. Maybe not sex ON the beach because sand does not belong in my vagina. Sex somewhere near the beach would be perfect. Maybe somewhere that we could have sex outside where I could still feel the breeze off of the ocean on my bare skin.

2. What is your idea of a long-term relationship?
A long-term relationship is when two people are committed to each other. It's not just a fling to pass the time. Basically, two people who are in it for the long haul. They have feelings for each other and are doing their best to make it work.

3. What is a healthy relationship?
A relationship in which both people communicate openly and honestly, they are respectful and supportive of each other, and they nurture and love each other.

4. How did you meet your current (or last) lover?
I met my husband on AoL 18 years ago. Holy shit! I feel old. I met Jacob on the internet about 12 years ago.

5. What is the first thing you do after having sex?
I go to the bathroom to pee and then I go to sleep.

Bonus: Do you have any bad habits that you hide from your significant other? You can tell us…or not.
I think the only thing I hide from my husband is my self harm and anorexia. He knows I struggle with both of these but I don't tell him when I fail. He can usually figure out when I've been starving myself though and he almost always sees the marks from self harm because I'm naked around him every day. So, even though I don't tell him, he pretty much finds out anyway.



Husband:
1. If you had a whole week (no work, no kids) to do things with your significant other, what would you do?
A road trip to somewhere, most likely a coastal beach area, stopping frequently at random places to explore, all the while enjoying each other intimately in as many places as possible.

2. What is your idea of a long-term relationship?
I think anything over six months starts treading into the long term relationship label, then again I have never really given much thought as to what constitutes a long term relationship. *shrug* I dunno.

3. What is a healthy relationship?
A healthy relationship is something that requires a lot of work and heart. It isn't something that just happens. Trust, communication, honesty, common goals, common ideals all help navigate towards a good model of a healthy relationship.

4. How did you meet your current (or last) lover?
Online, back when AOL was a big deal, and your ability to customize your online profile meant searching for alt codes for interesting characters and looking up codes for colors.

5. What is the first thing you do after having sex?
Lay down, stretch out, and breathe (sometimes nod off for a bit). I usually will grab myself something to drink as well.

Bonus: Do you have any bad habits that you hide from your significant other? You can tell us…or not.
I used to not communicate my thoughts and feelings very well and would hide them inside, which covers that question quite well I believe. I have worked pretty hard to turn that around and be open and honest. I have to be diligent because it is easy for me to fall back into myself.

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Sunday, May 27, 2018

Sinful Sunday: Bubble Bath

My body was feeling really sore, so I decided to take a bubble bath. I wish you could have joined me.

I seriously need a bigger bathtub. My ass is too big for this one.





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Sinful Sunday

Sunday, May 20, 2018

Sinful Sunday: Fishnets and Bruises

This picture is from a couple months back. I posted two other pictures from this shoot back in March for my Kink of the Week fishnet post.




Sinful Sunday

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

TMI Tuesday: May 15, 2018

Greetings! Start your week right with a round of TMI Tuesday.




Ash:
1. Who was your favorite cartoon character as a child?
Rainbow Brite was my absolute favorite.

2. What makes you cry?
Mostly, people who are mean to me. I'm very sensitive and get my feelings hurt easily. I try to have a thicker skin but it's difficult. My family actually makes me cry more often than anything else.

3. What similarity between you and your significant other do you love?
We both have a dark sense of humor. We can talk about things that would freak a lot of people out and we don't judge each other. It's pretty fucking awesome.

4. What characteristic do you admire in others that you feel you are lacking?
Self confidence and the ability to make small talk.

5. If you could eliminate one thing from your daily schedule, what would it be?
Cooking. Husband says I cook very well but I would rather not have to cook every day. I could definitely use a personal chef.

Bonus: You can trade places with one person for a day, who would it be?
A thin woman. I'd love to feel what that's like. To not be judged every time I eat. To not feel embarrassed to wear revealing clothing. To have confidence and not be afraid that someone may say something hurtful to me because of my weight. That would be amazing.



Husband:
1. Who was your favorite cartoon character as a child?
He-Man was a character that has stuck with me. An all time favorite of mine.

2. What makes you cry?
Lots of random things get me teared up, I am just sentimental and emotional that way. That being said loss of life, friends, emotional connections all carry a lot of weight and make me cry something fierce.

3. What similarity between you and your significant other do you love?
I love our weirdness, I love that we can share that with each other and not be ashamed and/or afraid to be exactly who we are.

4. What characteristic do you admire in others that you feel you are lacking?
Confidence. I feel that it is definitely something I lack that I see in others. I imagine it would feel really great to have actual confidence rather than forced bravado.

5. If you could eliminate one thing from your daily schedule, what would it be?
Sleep. If I wouldn't need sleep that would give me much more time every day to be with the ones I love, to do the things I want to do, and to accomplish so much more with all the extra time I would be saving.

Bonus: You can trade places with one person for a day, who would it be?
I would trade places with my wife or daughter so that I could get a better look inside of what they are going through or how they are feeling so that I could better be there for them.

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Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Spontaneous Fucking

Last Thursday afternoon, Jacob was sending me sext messages, as he does occasionally, and he mentioned wanting to get together for sex soon. So, I asked him when he wanted to do that. He responded, "I'm free tonight."

While I would normally be super excited about getting together with a FWB, I was feeling quite anxious about it this time. I haven't been feeling great lately. I've been fighting a deep depression which has left me feeling emotionally exhausted. My self confidence has taken a huge hit recently and I've been dealing with a lot of jealousy issues, which is very new to me. I was definitely not feeling sexy or worthy of anything sex related. I just kept thinking bad thoughts about myself and I wanted to say that I couldn't make it. Husband basically told me that I was being ridiculous and that I should go. So, in hopes that some sexy fun time would give my self confidence a much needed boost, I decided to go.


Jacob and I have been having sex for three years but it has always been in a threesome setting with Husband at our place. This time, however, it would be just the two of us and I went to his place for a change. I was still feeling quite anxious and unattractive, so when I showed up and he greeted me with a kiss at the door, I blushed. He gazed at my body, taking it all in. His breath caught in his throat and he said, "Wow! You look hot!" I blushed even harder and tried to hide my face. He walked behind me to check out my ass in the tight black jeans I wore just for him. He grabbed a handful of my ass and squeezed it hard. Then, he wrapped his arms around me from behind and started to kiss all over the right side of my neck. I instantly melted in his arms. As he continued to nuzzle my neck, I moaned out in pleasure and caressed the tops of his hands. He ran his hands slowly up my body and grabbed my tits, squeezing them hard and pulling me into him. I could feel his bulge poking my ass. I closed my eyes and imagined it inside me. My clit started to tingle.

We walked over to the couch and sat down next to each other. We talked for a few minutes, then Jacob moved one of my pigtail braids aside and started to kiss my neck again. He moved up to my mouth and we started making out. Our tongues gently caressed each other, becoming delicately entwined as things got hotter. He grabbed my hand and placed it on his rock hard cock. I rubbed it on top of his jeans while we continued to make out. After a bit, Jacob unzipped his jeans and pulled his cock out. A huge smile spread across my face and I was overcome with a desire to touch it. We continued to make out for a bit while I stroked him with my hand. When we stopped kissing, I looked down at his cock and grinned again, "Mmmm. You have such a nice cock." I leaned down to give it a kiss, but instead, I plunged it in my mouth hungrily. I just couldn't resist. I needed to taste it.

I licked the head of Jacob's cock like a lollipop. I swirled my tongue around the tip, getting it nice and lubed up. I placed it in my mouth. Deeper. Deeper. I bobbed up and down slowly, sliding it deeper with every stroke, until I swallowed it deep into my throat. He moaned out, grabbed hold of my pigtails, and started to fuck my throat. My eyes started to water and I couldn't breathe but I didn't care. It was so fucking hot. My clit swelled with desire and I began to squirm a bit. I pulled away to catch my breath and he stood up in front of me. I wiped the tears from my eyes, grabbed hold of his shaft, and placed it into my mouth. I wrapped my hands around his thighs, pulling him in deeper. He grabbed my braids once more and fucked my throat. So hard. My pussy was getting very wet and my clit was aching.

Jacob pulled away and said, "I think we're wearing too many clothes." We were both still fully clothed for some reason. He took off his shirt and threw it on the chair. So, I took my shirt off as well. I stood up and started to unbutton my jeans and he said, "Oh no, not yet." He grabbed me, turned me around, and bent me over the couch. He rubbed my ass, occasionally grabbing handfuls that he would squeeze hard. Jacob worships my ass and I love it. He started to grind his cock on my ass, which really turned me on. I wanted him inside me. When he stopped, I asked if I could remove my pants. He gave me permission and got naked himself. Then, he told me to follow him to the bedroom. I laid down on the bed and waited for him to join me. When he did, he wrapped his leg around my body and kissed me hard. We started making out again and he rubbed my crotch on top of my panties. I arched my back in response. He grabbed my breasts and sucked on my nipples. I reached down, slid my panties off, and tossed them onto the floor. Jacob caressed my clit with his fingers. Those amazing fingers. Mmmm. My eyes rolled back and I took a deep breath. It felt so good to be touched.

After a bit, Jacob got up on his knees and shoved his cock in my mouth once more. I sucked it as he rubbed my clit. Then, he grabbed my hair and started fucking my mouth again. I could feel his cock entering my throat, shoving its way in. It excited me so much. He grabbed my crotch in his hand. "Do you want me to fuck this pussy?" "Oh, yes!" I answered. "Mmmm, I think I need to lick it first," he said. He moved down to the end of the bed, parted my legs, and dived right in. His tongue was massaging my clit and it felt so fucking good. He has amazing pussy eating skills. Jacob moaned and I could tell he was really enjoying it. He slid a couple fingers inside me, massaging my g-spot. Fuck, I didn't want him to stop. I reached down and started to run my fingers through his hair as he continued to lick my clit. I felt like I was going to cum a few times but I was so nervous about it. I could tell I was going to squirt and I've never done that with him before. So, I was afraid of how he would react. So, unfortunately, I held back. It still felt amazing but I regret not letting go.

Jacob asked if I was ready for his cock. He had texted earlier that he really wanted to be on top, so after I said I was ready, he climbed on top of me. As he penetrated my sex, the look on his face was absolute ecstasy. I moaned as his cock filled me up. I wrapped my legs around his hips and squeezed his biceps as he plunged in and out of my hungry cunt. I could hear how wet I was and it turned me on even more. He sat up on his knees and continued fucking me. I reached down and rubbed my clit. He asked, "Are you going to cum for me?" Oh god, I almost came right then. He started fucking me harder. I could feel his cock hitting my G-spot. I was getting close to cumming when he went back down into the missionary position. I stopped rubbing my clit and focused on grabbing his cock with my pussy. I could tell he was really close to cumming but he was fighting it like a champ.

I really wanted to cum, so I pushed him back up into a kneeling position. I rubbed my clit and caressed his chest as he continued to fuck me. He lifted my legs up and placed my feet on his chest. His cock was hitting my G-spot and it felt amazing. It didn't take long before I was cumming around his cock. He continued to fuck my pussy for a bit longer but I knew he really wanted to cum. When I tightened my pussy around his cock, he asked for permission to cum, and I moaned, "Yes! Oh, yes!" He came so hard that it made my clit tingle again. He collapsed on the bed next to me and we just laid there for a while enjoying the afterglow.



Later that night, while we were lying in bed, Husband asked me for the details of what happened, so I shared with him. Of course, it turned both of us on. We began to run our hands all over each other's bodies. I could feel the heat coming off of his skin. He was so aroused. He reached down between my legs and felt how wet I was. I started to purr and he sat up on his knees beside me. He rubbed my clit, his fingers gliding smoothly over my wet vulva. I started to moan as he slipped a couple fingers inside my pussy. I reached over and grabbed his cock. I started to stroke it slowly with my hand, rubbing the pre-cum all over the head. As he continued to finger me, I could feel myself getting even wetter. I felt one of his fingers move from inside my pussy to my asshole. After massaging and warming it up a bit, he slipped his finger inside. I squeezed his cock in response and he moaned out. Husband continued to fuck my ass and pussy with his fingers while also rubbing my clit. It felt amazing. He was hitting my G-spot over and over again. I felt the pressure start to build up inside me and my thigh muscles tensed up. I reached between his legs and grabbed his ass. I squeezed it hard as I started to cum. It felt so warm and I realized that I was squirting all over the bed. A lot. My body finally let go of everything it was holding back earlier in the night. Fuck, it was so intense.

After I was done cumming, Husband took his cum soaked hand and rubbed it all over my tits. Then, he sucked it off of my nipples. Oh fuck! He grabbed my crotch and said, "I may share this with others but I want you to know that this is MINE." Then, he grabbed my tits and said, "ALL OF THIS belongs to me." Unf. That gave me butterflies in my tummy. He started to rub my clit again and I tried to pull away. It was too soon after my orgasm and it was super sensitive. He held me down and rubbed it more. I continued to pull away and cry out. He finally stopped and then climbed on top of me. He slid his cock into my very wet pussy and started to fuck me. So hard. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist as he pounded my slutty cunt. He fucked me harder and harder until finally, he emptied his hot load deep inside my pussy.

Sunday, May 6, 2018

Sinful Sunday: Boobs From Below

This month, the Sinful Sunday prompt was like a little game. Molly created the Wheel of Photography. Each person was able to spin two wheels, which gave them their prompt. The first wheel gave the style of photography and the second wheel gave an additional element that needed to be included in the image.

This idea intrigued and excited me. I quickly spun the wheel to see what it would give me. The first one was "Taken from below." The second wheel gave me "The letter B." I tried a few different ideas before deciding on this image here.

I was riding Husband's cock and playing with my boobs when he took this picture.





Sinful Sunday

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

TMI Tuesday: May 1, 2018

You all know I love “Would You Rather?” questions for TMI Tuesday. Today’s take on that is sexy with inspiration from around internet.





Ash:
1. Would you rather wrestle naked in a pool of Jello or chocolate pudding?
Jello would feel much nicer. I would hope that it wouldn't be too cold though. I am cold intolerant.

2. Would you rather have sex in your parents’ bed or at a mattress store?
I've had sex in my mom's bed. I've had sex in an ex's parents' bed as well. It wasn't that exciting. I like the idea of a mattress store though. Husband and I have always talked about wanting to try out the mattresses before we buy them. We actually always get into a few positions just to see how the height works before we buy a mattress. We tend to get a lot of strange looks. No fucks given.

3. Would you rather have sex on a beach in Hawaii or behind a waterfall in Brazil?
I would pick the waterfall for sure. I absolutely love the beach, but getting sand in my vagina does not sound fun. I've been fantasizing about having sex behind a waterfall for years. That would be amazing.

4. Would you rather be on top riding your lover all night or taken/taking them from behind all night long? Why?
I'd rather get taken from behind all night. Doggy style is actually my favorite position, so why not?

5. Would you rather have sex with only one person watching but they know it’s you or with 50 people watching and have them not know it is you?
I have had sex with someone watching. This has happened multiple times over the years. I don't mind it. I have a bit of exhibitionism in me. That being said, I think I'd have a lot of anxiety if 50 people were watching me. I'd rather just stick to one who knows me.

Bonus: Would you rather have to pay for sex or be paid to have sex? Explain.
I would love to get paid to have sex. I mean, that seems like a win-win to me. I get to have sex AND I get money? Fuck, what's not to like?



Husband:
1. Would you rather wrestle naked in a pool of Jello or chocolate pudding?
A pool of jello sounds like it would feel so much better than a pool of pudding, I'm picking jello.

2. Would you rather have sex in your parents’ bed or at a mattress store?
I would definitely prefer to test out mattresses at the store. That would be fantastic to try out whichever mattress struck my fancy at the time. There is no draw for me to have sex in my parents bed. *shrug*

3. Would you rather have sex on a beach in Hawaii or behind a waterfall in Brazil?
Behind a waterfall! That sounds like an amazing experience that I feel now belongs on my bucket list.

4. Would you rather be on top riding your lover all night or taken/taking them from behind all night long? Why?
Taking them from behind all night if I must choose and cannot switch things up. Doggy style is my favorite position and the view is always immaculate.

5. Would you rather have sex with only one person watching but they know it’s you or with 50 people watching and have them not know it is you?
As someone who is an intense introvert, I cannot imagine enjoying having sex with 50 people watching me, even if they don't know it is me. One person I can handle with little to no anxiety.

Bonus: Would you rather have to pay for sex or be paid to have sex? Explain.
I would rather be paid to have sex, because who would not want to get paid to do something they really enjoy.

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