Distracted

I'm feeling incredibly overwhelmed by the amount of work I have to get done today. I let out an exasperated sigh and turn to look out the window. Snow is falling in big flakes, covering everything in a beautiful white blanket. I’m already behind on my work and there’s no time to waste. Still, my eyes gloss over and I stare off, thinking of you. Suddenly, you walk into the room and try not to disturb me.

I snap out of my fantasy and glance at you. You’re wearing that button-down shirt I love. The one that always causes my breath to catch in my throat when I see you in it. The collar highlights your strong, soft neck. My eyes drift down to your chest where a few dark chest hairs stick out of the top of your shirt. You unbutton the cuffs at your wrists, rolling the sleeves up your arms. Those very sexy arms that love to hold me tight. My breath comes back to me all at once. It’s almost overwhelming.

You catch me staring at you and a smirk forms on your face. You pretend to be innocent but you know just what you’re doing. You know how bad I want you. Am I drooling? It sure feels like I should be. I look away and pretend I’m not thinking about what’s hidden inside those pants.

My pen finds its way into my mouth. I think about how good you taste. How I’d love to wrap my lips around your cock and feel it get hard in my mouth. My clit tingles at the thought.

“What’s the matter, baby girl? You look flushed.” 

“I’m... I’m fine. Just... working. Trying to...”

You walk over and kiss the top of my head, gently sweeping your fingers across the back of my neck. Your hand stops atop my shoulder and I feel the warmth from it radiating to the rest of my body.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to bother you. I will leave you be.”

“Please. Don’t go.”

I look up at you, standing tall next to me. I feel your fingers brush my cheek. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. Your lips touch mine. They’re so soft, so perfect. You kiss me softly, slowly, passionately. I feel your lips part slightly and your tongue makes its way into my mouth, exploring gently. I moan slightly.

You pull me up to stand in front of you. You continue to kiss me. Your fingers get lost in my hair and my knees get weak. You spin me around, wrap your arms around me, and hold me close against you. I can feel your hot breath on the back of my neck. Tingles shoot through my body and I grab your arms for stability. 

It feels like I’m trapped in this moment. Being teased by the closeness of your mouth, the warmth of your breath, the ache of anticipation. Then, I feel your lips on the back of my neck. So soft, like a pleasurable tickle. I squeeze your arms, yearning for more. You start to lick my neck and I moan out in pleasure. I need you so badly. Your tongue finds its way to my ear, licking and kissing very softly. Then, I hear you whisper.

“How wet are you right now? Are you dripping for me?”

“Yessss.”

Your hands grab my breasts and squeeze. I put my hands on top of yours and bite my lip. You bite my earlobe and whisper again.

“What is it that you want, my dear?”

I don’t respond. I don’t want to ask for it. I just want you to take me. I feel your hard cock press against my ass. I want it so badly that I can taste it.

“You don’t know what you want? Should I stop?”

I desperately shout out, “No!”

You chuckle and pinch my nipples between your fingers. Your left hand moves between us, unzipping my skirt. It falls to the floor and your hand caresses my stomach. I grind my ass against your cock and you bite the side of my neck. I feel your hand move down slowly, into my panties. You feel my wetness.

“Oh, baby girl, you’re so excited. Your panties are soaked. You should take them off.”

I grab the sides of my panties and maneuver them down my legs. They join my skirt on the floor.

You spin me around again, grabbing my face and kissing me hard. Your tongue is stronger now, plunging deeper into my mouth. I can feel how much you want me. I desperately grab at your pants, trying to get them off as fast as I can. As soon as they are off, we both remove our shirts. 

I press my breasts against your bare chest and grab your shaft with my hand. I need to taste you. My mouth waters in anticipation. I drop down to my knees and shove your thick cock into my mouth. It’s so delicious that I can’t help but moan around it. I grab your hips and bob up and down. I want it all inside me, so I pull you in harder and shove your cock into the back of my throat. When I come up for air, I look you in the eyes and you see the tears running down my cheeks. 

You pull me up to you and kiss me hard. I run my fingers through your hair and pull slightly. You moan out, squeeze me tight, and then throw me down on the bed. I spread my legs so you can see my cunt dripping for you. 

I touch my clit, rub it a bit, and then lick the wetness from my fingers. You growl and then jump on top of me. I wrap my legs around you tight as your cock slides inside my pussy.

“Oh, fuck!”

“Is that what you wanted? You needed me to fill your cunt?”

You fuck me harder, and I feel the breath being shoved out of me with every thrust.

“Yes. Fuck. Yes!”

I dig my nails into your back. You pound my g-spot over and over again. I don’t know how long I can hold back. It’s too much. I reach down and rub my clit as you continue to fuck me.

“I’m gonna cum...”

“Yes, baby, cum for me.”

My cunt immediately explodes into orgasm and my body convulses under yours. It’s so intense that I can’t hold back the moans. They’re more like small screams. Upon hearing them, you cum too, shooting your hot load deep inside me. 

My body goes limp. I’m in a daze. That was exactly what I needed. You kiss me on the forehead and whisper in my ear once more.

“That’s my good girl.”

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Sinful Sunday: Lounging Goddess

Husband took this photo and said that I needed to call it “Lounging Goddess.” I’m a good girl, so of course I did as I was told. 

When someone buys me something from my wish list, I do a photo shoot and send them a few pictures as a thank you. I got this very sexy lingerie a few months ago and due to anxiety, depression and stress, it took me way too long to try it on. Thankfully, the person who sent it was very understanding and patient. I’m so glad I finally tried it on because I instantly fell in love. The color, the lace, the comfort, the sexiness. It has it all. 

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Sinful Sunday: Sneak a Peek

I just bought myself a pair of thigh highs that I have been wanting for a while. I tried them on and got comfy on the bed. Then, Husband took this photo.

I love how much this photo teases the viewer. You can almost see the sweetness that is between my thighs. 

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TMI Tuesday: January 12, 2021

 Thinking deep but not too deep this TMI Tuesday.

DEEP THINK

1. First question relates to the photo above–what is it?

At first, I thought it looked like salmon but I'm thinking it's probably trout. I am pretty sure it's a fish.

2. Should we be signaling our existence to alien life? Why?
Definitely not. We don't need any help destroying Earth. We are doing a great job of it already. Ugh.

3. What is one thing you do not understand about yourself?
Why I can't just be happy with one loving relationship. I keep looking for other people to love and I just keep getting hurt over and over again. It's pretty ridiculous.

4. What weird food combinations do you really enjoy?
Pickles and ice cream, french fries and honey, potato chips and mustard

5. What are two of your go-to strategies to help make big decisions?
Hmm. I usually think about how it will change things in our life in the future. Will it cause things to be better or worse? I tend to make lists in my head of the pros and cons as well.

Bonus: How replaceable are you?

I really want to believe that I'm irreplaceable. People have proven time and time again that it's not true though. I am often cast aside with no care. 

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Sinful Sunday: Silhouette

It's the first Sinful Sunday of the year! The prompt for January is "silhouette" and Husband agreed to be my model for this photo.

I think he looks incredibly sexy posing in front of the spiderweb of lights that hangs on our bedroom wall year-round.

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Welcome to 2021

Like a lot of people, I was really hoping that 2020 was going to be a good year. At the beginning of the year, I had started talking to some new people who I was really into. I was feeling extra motivated to give in to my sexual desires and not feel guilty about them. I was ready to really enjoy myself and others. Then, the pandemic happened.

In order to stay safe, we had to stay in our houses and not see other people. I thought for sure this would only last a few months and then we would be in the clear. Eventually, cases would go down and the risk would be low. So, I did my best to just stay put and be patient.

For entertainment, I started using dating sites seriously again. I met a few people on there that I really clicked with. I was feeling hopeful again. Maybe something could come of this. One girl, who I really fell for, asked if I'd like to start hanging out in person but six feet apart. So, we started having little dates outside. We walked in the park, sat under a pavilion and talked, went out and got ice cream. Stuff like that. They weren't super exciting ideas but they were great dates because I was with her. After a few months, I ended up asking that girl to be my girlfriend and she said yes! I was so happy. Until that girl stopped wanting to hang out. We still send each other a Snap every day but I think it's safe to say that we aren't in an actual relationship. I was quite disappointed when that ended.

So, with that failed relationship, I began to focus on other people who I had been talking to. I conversed with a man from Ireland for a while who had me really lost in fantasy land but eventually, he stopped responding to me. I was also talking to a guy who was probably the most attractive man I've met all year. We had so much in common and he was incredibly sweet but as soon as I asked him out, he told me that he was poly-saturated. So, that was the end of that one. I had a handful of other people, men and women, who I continued to talk to but nothing seemed to come of it. I failed to even see the point anymore. This pandemic was obviously going to go on forever and I'd never be able to fuck other people safely again.

At this point, the year was three-quarters of the way over and I still hadn't sexed it up with anyone other than Husband since 2019. I wasn't even having sex with Husband that often because he was dealing with so much stress and anxiety from work and our sleeping schedules were completely opposite. I was feeling quite sexually frustrated.

I hadn't seen Jacob, my fairly regular FWB, in over a year. I missed his cock like crazy. We still sexted with each other occasionally and he continued to send me nice things to let me know he was thinking about me, which was lovely. Our friendship was holding steady even though we hadn't been able to hook up. That was definitely a positive thing.

Most of the other people who I had been talking to had gotten bored of me by this time. I tried to reignite the sparks but it seemed to be a lost cause. One person, though, had not lost interest at all. That was the Doctor, who I wrote about previously. He kept trying to get me to go out with him but I was feeling so nervous about it that I kept telling him, "Not yet." He finally talked me into it and something about him made me feel super comfortable. My walls came crashing down very quickly and after only three dates, we ended up fucking. Maybe it was the last ten months of sexual frustration that just couldn't be held back anymore. Maybe I was just really feeling the connection between us because our sex drives match up so well. I'm not sure why it happened even though I had so much anxiety, but I'm glad it did.

My feelings about that were very complicated. I judged myself for hooking up with someone during a pandemic, though I felt better about it because it was with a doctor whom I knew was taking extra precautions and understood the seriousness of it all. I was still a bit worried afterward, wondering if I had exposed myself by hooking up with him. But that was all just my brain being a jerk and flooding me with unecessary anxiety. I feel better about it now, though I'm not sure if I will be fucking other people anytime soon.

I haven't talked to the Doctor much since we had sex. He checks in every once in a while but he's such a busy person. I'm not sure if he really has time for me. I'm open to whatever it is going to become though. I do have other potential partners that I'm talking to right now. I'm not sure where things will go with any of those people but I do have hopes for the future. If we can just keep the spark alive through the rest of this pandemic, things would be good.

So, here we are on the first day of 2021 and I'm looking back on the last 366 days. After a very long dry spell, in which I hadn't met anyone that I really wanted to pursue a sexual relationship with, I finally found a bunch of people that I really wanted to fuck, however, I couldn't actually fuck them due to social distancing. After years of silently judging myself for wanting to slut it up with lots of people, I finally accepted my desires and felt ready to embrace them. But what was the point if I couldn't actually do it? After two years of searching, I finally found another girlfriend only for it to fizzle out due to not being able to be as close as we wanted to be. So many opportunities that were lost over the last year. What a waste. Last year could have been amazing. I had such high hopes about having sex with many different people. Instead, I had sex with only two people.

I know that I should feel grateful for those two people that I had sex with. I know there are so many people out there that have been alone all year and haven't been able to have sex with anyone. It's just really hard for my nympho brain to really understand that. It just wants all the sex. It's never enough. So, anyway, here's to hoping that 2021 has something wonderful in store for my sex life. Happy New Year. I hope 2021 has something great in store for you as well.