Sinful Sunday: Peaceful Demon

After last weekend's photo shoot, Mia took some photos of me just for fun. This was one of my favorites. 

TMI Tuesday: October 8, 2024

Here we are on another glorious Titty Tuesday. I really liked the way my makeup looked in the black and white filter but I hate how my areolas basically disappear.

Anyway, it's time for TMI Tuesday: Who's Counting?

1. Do you/have you ever kept track of the number of people you have been with?

Yes, I do keep track. I have an actual list with names. 

2. To get specific, How many people have you –

a. slept with?

19

b. kissed (in a romantic way, obviously)?

Oh, wow. I have no idea. I've kissed a lot of people. Maybe like 50?

c. given oral to?

I'm not sure about this one either but I could give it a guess. I went through a phase of blowing people just for fun when I was young. Ummm...let's say 40.

d. received oral from?

I'm pretty sure this number is 20.

3. What is the most amount of people you have been with at one time? (twosome, threesome, foursome, etc)

I've had a few foursomes and I've had a lot of threesomes. I have been in an orgy setting with seven total people but I only had sex with three of them myself.

4. Have you ever had multiple partners on the same day, just different times? (One person in the morning, another at lunch, and one at dinner, etc)

Yes, I've had sex with three people in one day at different times. I love that.

Bonus: Describe your best multiple-person encounter, either something that actually happened or one that you would want to happen. Or both. 😉

I have a huge bukkake fantasy. Just cover me in cum. Make me drown in it. I also have a big gang bang fantasy. Just lots of cocks filling me with cum until it's overflowing out of my pussy. Mmmm. Yes, please.

Sunday Sunday: Recreate

This month's Sinful Sunday prompt is recreate. I just so happened to see some art online a couple weeks ago that I really wanted to recreate with my girlfriend. So, we took this as an opportunity to get it done. 

The original art was done by an artist named Brooklynn. She posts her art on Instagram and has a website where you can buy prints. This is her art that inspired me: 

Mia and I attempted to recreate this art in real life. It was very fun but also a bit tough. I love the way it turned out though. Here is our version: 

TMI Tuesday: September 24, 2024

Happy Titty Tuesday

It's time for TMI Tuesday!

1. Answer Yes or No:

I Regret My First Kiss: Yes, because it was a dare. I would have rather had my first kiss with someone who actually wanted to kiss me.

I Miss My First Love: Yes, even though he doesn't deserve me because he's an abusive asshole.

I Married My First Love: No, he was the second person I have loved.

I Loved Someone That Didn’t Love Me: I loved someone who technically loved me but he is gay so, I guess not in the same way.

2. Do you consider yourself monogamous or polyamorous or some other category which you will explain or define for us now?

I am polyamorous.

3. Your partner is in the mood for sex and you are tired – what do you do?

a. Start snoring. There is no way I’m giving it up tonight.

b. Trade. You give me a massage… and we will see…

c. That would never happen!

C. I would probably say, "I'm really tired so you have to do most of the work."

4. Does your partner mind if you masturbate, in bed, when they are there?

I have never asked my partners this but the only partner I have done this next to is Husband. He has never expressed that he doesn't like it though.

5. Describe your typical sexual romp:

a. You are playful and tame

b. You have occasionally introduced a few things like outfits and toys

c. You love trying new things and shocking your partner

Something between B and C.

Bonus: What was your best ever masturbation experience. Why was it the best? Describe.

When Husband and I had phone sex while he was out of town for work. You can read about that here.

Sinful Sunday: Winding Down

It's my birthday weekend. I turned 41 on Friday. It seems so unreal to me that I'm basically middle aged now. I don't think I'll be slowing down anytime soon though. I still want all the sex I can get, please. 

I had a very good weekend full of lots of exciting activities. My whole polycule helped make it a special time for me. Come Sunday night though, I definitely needed a hot bath to wind down. My body is feeling 41. That's for sure. 

So, here I sit in this hot bath thinking about what a lucky girl I am to have so many people in my life who care about me. 

TMI Tuesday: September 10, 2024

As usual, we will start this off with a Titty Tuesday photo.

And now it's time for TMI Tuesday: College Stereotypes Edition

1) Have you ever been sexiled? (To be sexiled is to be denied the use of your room, usually dorm room, because someone is having sex there.)

I have never been sexiled but I have been known to sexile others a few times.

2) Were you ever hit on (propositioned) by someone in your circle of friends who knew you were in a relationship with someone else?

Yes, many times. My friends used to hit on me a lot. In their defense, I am polyamorous and I do really like fucking my friends.

3) Did you ever date someone for sex only, i.e. in hopes of a 1-night stand?

I have never been in search of a one-night stand, but I have dated someone just because I wanted sex. I much prefer having friends with benefits than random one-night stands.

4) Were you ever involved in a regrettable sexual incident where alcohol or drugs were involved?

I did give a lot of blow jobs when I was young because I was drunk. Alcohol makes Ash 10x more horny than normal Ash, if you can imagine that. Drunk Ash is a lot.

5) Did you ever see a porn movie in an actual movie theater? Did you ever see porn on home movie (8mm) before the age of videotape?

I have not done either of these.

6) Did you ever discuss the prowess of a sex partner with a friend? Did the friend also have a history with the same person?

I mean, I have a sex blog. I tell everyone about the prowess of my sex partners. Haha! But yes, before the blog times, I often told stories to my friends about my sex partners. I don't think the friends ever had a history with the same person though.

Bonus: Many heterosexuals ‘experiment’ in college by having their first same-sex encounter? If you are heterosexual did you have your first same-sex sexual experience in college? Did you like it? What did you do? Are you hetero-flexible or did you become bisexual?

I've been openly bisexual since I was 14 years old. I had my first kiss with a girl in college and I absolutely loved it. I was actually a bit obsessed for a while and masturbated often to thoughts of that girl. It never went further than that in college though. Not for lack of trying. I frequently hung out in gay bars and hit on women constantly. The plight of the bisexual though, is that lesbians rarely want to play with you because you also have sex with men. I dated a few women back then but the homosexual sexy times didn't happen until I was an adult.

Sinful Sunday: Cake Face

I attended a friend's birthday party on Saturday night. The birthday cake had a photo of the birthday guy's face. Someone had eaten a hole in the cake right where his mouth was, which made it look like his mouth was wide open. I came up with the ridiculous idea of sitting on his face. The cake face, that is. I tried to talk myself out of it but Husband and Mia both convinced me I needed to do it. So, there I went, hopping up on a chair, pulling my dress up, and posing for a photo that I later sent to my friend. He woke up to that photo this morning and said that it was glorious. I mean, it's not a party until I show my panties, right? (For those that don't know, I'm very well known for always showing my panties/ass at parties). 

TMI Tuesday: July 23, 2024

Happy Titty Tuesday

It's been a while. Things in my life haven't been great but I'm working through them as best as I can. I figured I'd try to get back into writing here and the easiest way to do that was with a TMI Tuesday post.

Mia will be joining me for today's questions. A big thank you to her because she wasn't feeling up to doing it but she pushed through and made it happen for me. 

Ash:

1. From erotica to sex blogs, everyone seems to be having intense orgasms. Do you feel like you are experiencing the same intense orgasmic waves everyone talks about?

Right now? Not at all. I'm in a very deep depression and it has robbed my life of all sexual joy. But usually, yes. I have been told that I'm a very orgasmic person. I can cum from both penetration & clitoral stimulation and my orgasms are very powerful. Hopefully I get back to that point soon.

2. At the beginning of our sexual lives, we are often let down because it feels like nothing in comparison to what we see in films and magazines. Sexual pleasure is something you learn more about as you get older. How have you learned to cultivate the pleasure that you feel?

My first orgasm was a complete surprise, so I didn't really have an idea of what sexual pleasure was like before that. I was just masturbating because it felt good and then I felt the wave of pleasure through my body. I had no idea what it was. I didn't even know that women could orgasm. From there, I just kept touching myself and learning what I like. I've never been afraid to tell my partners that I'd like to try new things. It's all about experimenting and learning what feels good to you.

3. In the last 3 years, has your sexual pleasure:

a. waned

b. stayed the same

c. increased, enhanced, improved

I would say it's waned. It's kind of been a roller coaster ride. It's gotten better in the last six months, but it's definitely not as good as it was five years ago. I think there's just too much emotional baggage that needs to be dealt with. It's caused me to be more timid, insecure, and not let loose as much as I used to.

4. If you are feeling much more sexual pleasure than your lover do you feel the need to make up the deficit or just live in the moment and enjoy what has been given to you?

I will definitely feel the need to make up for the deficit but only if my partner is up for that.

5. How important is it to you for you and your lover to have simultaneous orgasms?

a. not important – never thought about it

b. somewhat important – I think it would be nice to explode at the same time

c. important – that is what I ‘work’ for, cumming at the same time makes everything more intense–my orgasm, my feelings, the entire experience.

Somewhere between B and C. I absolutely love cumming at the same time my partner does but it's okay if that doesn't happen. I do tend to work for that when I am having sex with a man though. And anytime it happens with Mia, it blows my mind. It's so intense but it's also harder to do with a woman.

Bonus: Do you think that having an orgasm is the same as sexual pleasure? Why or why not?

No. Orgasms should not always be the goal because sometimes they just don't happen for lots of reasons and that's okay. There is so much sexual pleasure that takes place when being intimate with your partner. It's not just about the orgasm.

Mia:

1. From erotica to sex blogs, everyone seems to be having intense orgasms. Do you feel like you are experiencing the same intense orgasmic waves everyone talks about?

I do experience intense orgasms. I joke and say that my soul leaves my body.

2. At the beginning of our sexual lives, we are often let down because it feels like nothing in comparison to what we see in films and magazines. Sexual pleasure is something you learn more about as you get older. How have you learned to cultivate the pleasure that you feel?

Just by keeping an open mind and allowing myself to try new things. That's how I've learned what I like.

3. In the last 3 years, has your sexual pleasure:

a. waned

b. stayed the same

c. increased, enhanced, improved

I'd say C. Especially since a certain beautiful girl came into my life. Her name rhymes with splash, just like the way she... Nevermind. 

4. If you are feeling much more sexual pleasure than your lover do you feel the need to make up the deficit or just live in the moment and enjoy what has been given to you?

I would feel the need to make up for it. I always feel the need to prioritize my partner's pleasure and I would feel bad if it felt better for me than my partner.

5. How important is it to you for you and your lover to have simultaneous orgasms?

a. not important – never thought about it

b. somewhat important – I think it would be nice to explode at the same time

c. important – that is what I ‘work’ for, cumming at the same time makes everything more intense–my orgasm, my feelings, the entire experience.

I'd have to say B. It doesn't happen always but when it does it's the most wonderful feeling ever. Hearing our moans and breathing get harder, looking into each others eyes and getting lost in each other. The whole world fades away in that moment.

Bonus: Do you think that having an orgasm is the same as sexual pleasure? Why or why not?

I mean, you experience sexual pleasure from an orgasm, sure but it's not quite the same to me. Sexual pleasure can be experienced in so many different ways, not necessarily by just climaxing. Could be as simple as a soft caress and a kiss.

Steaming Hot Sex with Mia

Mia and I went to an age play meetup on Wednesday night. She has been so accepting of my Little side, which I was honestly scared to show her. She fell right into the roll of caretaker without any prompting at all. She is always taking care of me in little ways that mean so much and getting things for me that help me to express my Little side. I have been opening up little bits at a time and letting her in. I've let her in on this more than anyone else. It's been an emotional journey but so exciting as well.

After the event, we came back to Mia's place. We cuddled in our bed together and talked about random things for a while. Then, things got serious and we started making out. Soft at first, then more passionately. 

Mia started kissing my chest and then sucking and biting my cleavage. I moaned as I felt her mouth on my skin. I started running my hand over her thigh and down her leg. Her skin felt so soft and it turned me on.

We made out some more. Our tongues swirling around, tasting each other. I bit her lip a bit and it really got her excited. She moaned and I pulled her in closer to me.

Suddenly, Mia reached down and started rubbing my vulva on top of my panties. They were already wet from my excitement. She pulled them aside and started rubbing my clit. My breath caught in my throat as I felt her fingers gliding across my wetness. I looked into her eyes and she started rubbing faster. Soon, I was cumming on her fingers, soaking my panties.

I was trying to catch my breath when Mia said, "Get up." It took me a second to really hear her through the fog of the intense orgasm she just gave me. So, she repeated herself. "Get up." I stood up next to her. She was sitting on the edge of the bed. She said, "Take off your dress." I did as I was told. 

Mia grabbed my hips from behind and pulled me close to her. She started kissing and biting my back and ass, leaving small bruises behind. She wrapped her hands around me and grabbed my breasts. I took my bra off so I could feel her hands on my breasts. She massaged them while she continued to lick, kiss, and nibble my backside. I put my hands on top of hers and gently caressed them.

She told me to turn around, so I did. She put her face between my tits and squeezed them. She started sucking on my nipples as I held her hair out of her face. She was very into it and I felt like I was getting drunk on her energy. 

Mia stood up, took off her dress, and pushed me against the wall. She started making out with me again. Then, she moved down to my neck. Kissing, licking, nibbling. I reached my hands behind her and removed her bra. Then, she mashed her tits into mine and we both moaned.

We kissed some more, our hands exploring each other's bodies. Then, suddenly, she forcefully pulled my panties down. She grabbed my right hand and pinned it above my head. She pushed me against the wall with her body and then shoved the fingers of her other hand into my pussy. She fucked my cunt hard and I moaned loudly. I couldn't hold back. As I orgasmed, I squirted all over. It hit the hard wood floor, making a splashing sound. That was the first time I ever heard it like that and it was so exciting.

Mia grabbed the strap-on and ordered me to bend over. I bent over the bed and she shoved her cock deep inside me. She fucked me hard, holding on to my hips as she thrusted. I moaned as I grasped the bed sheet in my hands.

She told me to turn around and then pushed me onto the bed. She knelt in front of me, threw my legs up on her shoulders, and shoved her cock inside me once more. She fucked me even harder this time. I started cumming almost immediately. 

She laid her body on top of mine and I wrapped my legs around her waist. She started fucking me again. I dug my nails into her back as she made me cum, squirting all over the bed. 

At this point, she slowed a bit, softer this time. I felt her long strokes, hitting deep inside me. I tried to hold back but I couldn't. I orgasmed once again, soaking the bed even more.

Mia took off the strap, tore her panties off, and then straddled my leg. She said, "I'm sorry, my pussy is so wet." I moaned, "Fuck, yes!" She started grinding her pussy on my thigh. I felt her wetness gliding over my thigh and it was just so fucking hot. I grabbed her hips and pulled her toward me. She started to move faster, rubbing her clit against my thigh. I heard her breathing get harder and ragged. I moaned, "Fuck! Yes, baby!" She started to cum, which made me cum too. My pussy wasn't even being touched at the time but it was so fucking hot, it pushed me over the edge. 

She got up and grabbed a vibrator. Then, she got in position to scissor me with the vibrator between our clits. After we got it in the right place, she started grinding on my pussy. Fuck, it felt good. I loved feeling her pussy on mine. I looked at her face as she rode on top of me. It looked intense and full of pleasure. It sent me over the edge and I moaned, "I'm gonna cum!" Then, we both came together again. I squirted on her pussy and it turned me on so much. 

She started kissing me and I thought she was done at this point. I was wrong. She threw the vibrator aside and straddled my thigh again. She started grinding her pussy on my leg as she rubbed my clit with her fingers. I was so wet that her fingers glided across my clit very easily. Fuck, it was so sensitive. As soon as she started to cum, I came again with her.

She collapsed on the bed next to me, rightfully exhausted. I started to kiss her breasts. I licked around the outside, teasing her. Then, I made my way to her nipple. I sucked on it, massaging it with my tongue. Then, I made my way to the other breast and did the same. I kissed my way up her chest and to her neck. Then, I kissed, sucked, and bit her. She tried biting me back. She got a couple in before I pushed her away. It was my turn to please her. 

I pulled her body in close to mine, then I parted her pussy lips and started to rub her clit. She was so fucking wet. I held her close as I made her cum a couple times. Then, she made me stop. She had finally had enough.

We held each other and cuddled for a while, recovering from our multiple orgasms. It was a very hot night and I can't wait to do it again.

Sinful Sunday: Mirrors

The Sinful Sunday June prompt is "mirrors." This photo of Husband and I sinning was captured today in a bathroom mirror at a friend's house.

Sometimes, you're house sitting for a friend while they are on vacation and the urge just hits you. So, you end up having a quickie in the bathroom. Or maybe in other rooms of the house, too. 

Also, I was very brave and didn't crop my belly out of this photo, so please be kind. It's taking a lot of strength to post this as is. And that bruise on my belly was from a Mia bite. Mmmm.

Kiss the lips below to see who else is sinning.