Assisted masturbation is a lot more fun than it sounds

A little less than 2 weeks ago, Husband assisted me with my shower head activities. It started with me taking a bubble bath by candlelight to relax. I had a very stressful day and all I wanted to do was melt into some steamy vanilla water. Husband wanted to be close to me, so he sat outside of the tub and touched me softly as I relaxed. It was very romantical and I loved it. After an hour or so (who was counting?), I let the water out and started thinking about that detachable shower head up there staring at me. I felt guilty for wanting it when Husband was sitting right next to me. So, I asked him if he wanted to help me. He had never seen me masturbate with it before, so I thought he may be excited to watch. Back in April, we had a hotel room with a jacuzzi in it. I got off on the hot tub jets but he really didn't get to see much other than my face because my body was under the water.

Anyway, he accepted my offer and seemed pretty excited about it. Because the shower is so narrow, it's hard to spread my legs enough to get the jets of water exactly where I need them. I always end up having to part my pussy lips with one hand and then use the other hand to hold the shower head. I asked Husband to hold them for me so that I could have a hand free. I helped him get it just right and then I went to work. I angled the stream of water right to the left of my clit. The water is too strong to spray directly on my clit because I am super sensitive. Direct clit pressure is a no-no with me. *shudder* I closed my eyes and just enjoyed feeling the water rhythmically hitting my sweet spot. My breathing quickened and I used my free hand to massage my left breast. I pinched my nipple gently between my fingertips and bit my lower lip. My body was filling with such amazing pressure as I began to reach an intense peak. My breath caught in my chest and I felt the tremendous release of pleasure starting at my clit, then spreading down my legs all the way to my toes. At the same time, it moved up my tummy, to my breasts and nipples and up to the top of my head where I got goosebumps on my scalp. Oh my, I can't even give an accurate description of how great it felt. When we own a home, we definitely have to get a bathtub big enough for both of us so we can have lots of playtime with my shower head.


Something else I wanted to mention was how much Husband made me cum with his cock last night. I've said it before, but I can't stress enough how much my pussy loves his cock. It always reaches my G-spot. Sometimes to the point where I feel like I may lose my mind from such intense pleasure. For two hours, he alternated fucking me until I gushed and then licking up all of my juices. Squirt, dry, repeat. I did not complain, of course. I'm just glad we had laid a mat down on the bed before we started. Otherwise, we would have been sleeping in a very large wet spot. After he was done fucking me, he came on my pussy lips and then licked his cum off of me. That is something that turns me on a lot. It probably has a lot to do with my love of watching gay men have sex. Also, the fact that he did that probably had a lot to do with the fact that we were talking and fantasizing about Jacob right before having sex. Fuck, we really need to find a threesome partner.

Bondage and squirting - good combination

Husband has been tying me up a lot lately. Of course I highly approve of this. A few weeks ago, he tied me up on the bed face down with my legs spread. I really loved that position. I can't remember all the specifics because it was a while ago, but it was hot. He also pushed me down on the bed one night, tied my hands behind my back and fucked me while holding me down so hard that he bruised my tailbone. Every time I tried to sit down for the next week, I was reminded of that night. I love when he leaves marks on me. That's my favorite thing about bondage. I want the rope/handcuffs/etc so tight that I have marks and soreness the next day. Mmmm.

One night I was fighting against him and telling him he couldn't have me. I tried pushing him off of me but he was too strong. I was afraid he was going to give up. Instead, he grabbed a satin belt and wrapped it around my ankles, tying me up so I could resist no more. It turned me on so much. My pussy got wet instantly. He grabbed my legs, pushed them over my head and forced his cock into my pulsing pussy. He fucked me until I gushed all over him, then he used my juices to lubricate his cock so he could fuck me in the ass. I had no way to resist and he let me know just how powerless I was. I loved that so much, but it got me thinking about how much I really want to act out my rape fantasy. Husband is a bit uncomfortable with it, so I'm not sure if it will ever happen. I don't mention it much because I don't want to force him to do something he isn't into. I would probably want to carry it out further than he would feel comfortable with even if he did try. It's still something I think about often though.

In other news, something happened the other night that Husband was quite curious about. He was on top of me, straddling my legs. I was stroking his cock with my hand as he was rubbing my clit. We hadn't done that in a very long time and I was very into it. When he made me cum, I gushed all over his hand. I had a G-spot orgasm without any kind of G-spot stimulation. It's only happened a couple other times in my life, but when it does, it's amazing! This was the first time that Husband has been aware of it. It made him feel really good. He should feel that way because he is really good. Best sex partner I've ever had. It's so nice to be married to your soulmate and have Earth shattering sex.