TMI Tuesday: April 4, 2023

Happy Titty Tuesday!

It's time for TMI Tuesday.

1. List ONE word to describe your last sexual encounter.

Wet

2. Can you recall your worst sexual experience? Why was it so awful? Did you do anything at the time to try to make it better?

Not including any times that I was sexually assaulted, I would have to say the time I had sex with G and he said that I could use a vibrator he had in his nightstand to "finish myself off" after he came. It was awful because I don't like to have sex with people who don't care about my pleasure. I didn't do anything at the time but I never had sex with him again after that.

3. Do you fuck outside the box? We all have a laundry list of things–features, demographic characteristics, etc. that we like/prefer in a sexual partner. Do you ever deviate from that list? Give an example.

I have a type for sure but I go against that often. Personality wins me over more than looks most of the time. A recent example of that is Graham. He has a very large beard and I am very much not attracted to beards. He won me over anyway. 

4. Do you blend BDSM into your relationship? If yes, just in the bedroom or in other areas of your life? Explain.

I'm not sure how to answer that. I am very kinky and I've played outside of the bedroom at play parties. I don't participate in kinky activities around muggles in public though. So, I guess it could be considered mostly just a bedroom thing. I definitely have to be in the headspace for it.

5. Does the thought of your partner/significant other having sex with another person turn you on? Would you want to watch the act? Would you like to join in?

Yes, I very much enjoy watching Husband fuck other people. If I could join in, that would be even better.

Bonus: You want to seduce that sexy someone, what is the sweet-nothing that you’ll whisper in his/her ear?

I want to taste you.

TMI Tuesday: August 30, 2022

It's time for a TMI Tuesday blog confessional!

List 10 things you screwed up.

1) I spent too much time in my life worrying about keeping the number of sex partners I had in a low range instead of just enjoying myself and having sex with whomever I wanted to at the time.

2) I've given out way too many blow jobs to men who had no intention of ever pleasing me in return.

3) Allowing people to take advantage of me and/or fuck with my head. I am too nice to people who treat me horribly in return. I need to stop doing that.

4) I should have reported the teacher who tried to have sex with me in high school. I fear that he preyed on someone else after he was unsuccessful with me.

5) I wish I didn't convince Trystan to fuck me. He is very gay and I fear that I may have made him feel obligated at the time. I still feel guilty about that.

6) I should have partied more in college instead of wasting all that time studying for a degree that I don't even use.

7) Sex with the Doctor was a mistake. When I think about it now, there were so many red flags that I ignored.

8) Sex with G was also a mistake but the BDSM scene we had was so good that I think about it often. I wish we could have kept the kink without the sex.

9) I spent a ton of money on calling cards in high school so that I could have phone sex with random men from the internet. That was probably a poor choice.

10) When a band offered me money to record my moan to put on their album, I should have said yes. I'll forever regret that I didn't go for it.

Bonus: What do you need advice on?

How do I find someone who actually wants to have a relationship instead of people who ghost me after talking for 2 weeks?

TMI Tuesday: May 24, 2022

 

Ash:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

They cared about giving me pleasure and not just about pleasing themselves. They paid attention to my body language, breathing, and moans in order to judge how much I was enjoying the things they did to my body.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

They didn't care if I enjoyed the sex and only cared about their pleasure. In fact, after they orgasmed, they said, "I have a vibrator in my drawer if you'd like to finish yourself off."

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-girlfriend Sasha. She is gorgeous and has an amazing body. Sucks that she turned out to be a horrible person. 

4. How was it?

Sex with Sasha? It was great. She is a squirter and I very much enjoyed eating her pussy until she came on my face. She was very good at pleasuring me as well.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

My ex-boyfriend, Nolan. He's an abusive piece of shit, so I'm not even going to give him a pseudonym. That was a two-year relationship that never should have happened. Ugh.

6. Why did you do it?

He was older than me and took advantage of me. I trusted him as a close friend and he guilted me into having sex with him and then getting into a relationship with him. He was emotionally abusive and I didn't know how to get away. He made me feel like I owed it to him. After I finally broke up with him, he had his friends send me hundreds of messages telling me to kill myself. I told you, he's an abusive piece of shit.

7. How was it?

It was...okay. He was really good at oral sex. His penis was very small (no more than 3 inches fully erect) and he didn't really know how to use it. He was HORRIBLE at kissing. It always felt like he was trying to eat my face when we made out. Maybe that's also why he was good at eating my pussy.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I talked a gay guy into having sex with me. He is very very gay. But I was very very turned on by him. He was game to try it but couldn't stay hard. Totally my fault. No regrets though.

Husband:

1. What made the best sex partner you’ve ever had so good?

The thing that makes the best sex partner I've ever had so good is their ability to make me feel like magic is happening between us. I know that there is so much more to build into that description, but from the very first time until now it is a primal, energetic, magical connection that I don't know how to properly describe.

2. What made the worst sex partner you’ve ever had so bad?

The thing that made the worst sex partner I've ever had was their ability to constantly shame me and my sexual interests. They made me feel dirty and that I had to hide pieces of myself, large chunks at a time. They made me feel small and it hurt my mental state so much that I didn't even want to have sex.

3. Who was the most physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Wife is the most physically attractive person I've ever had sex with. I get that it may seem like a cheap shot answer, but it's the truth.

4. How was it?

You can refer back to question #1 in this set as it is that very same person. Mind-altering sex.

5. Who was the least physically attractive person you ever had sex with?

Sexual partner #4 for me; Jasmine.

6. Why did you do it?

I was in a very sad, depressed mental state and I wanted to be used and I didn't quite care who did it.

7. How was it?

I don't really remember how it was one way or another, so I would say it wasn't bad or good. It wasn't forgettable due to the quality, but because of my poor frame of mind.

Bonus: Describe a bad sexual experience you admit was your fault.

I could say that my entire sexual experience with my ex-wife was not only bad, but also my fault because I continued to pursue her and stay with her after things started to go really bad instead of breaking things off and being smart about the entire situation. I'll totally admit the fault for that.

TMI Tuesday: June 30, 2020

Don’t be shy. It is time for TMI Tuesday!

Robots & Love



1. Should we be worried about sex robots?
Nah, I think they are great. Sure, some people could get addicted to them or have negative experiences but I think for the most part, a lot of people could benefit from having one. I would love to have one.

2. A humanoid (a life-like robot) that looks like your biggest crush, and acts exactly the way you hoped your crush would act has been created. This humanoid initiates sex, with you. Would you have sex with the humanoid?
Oh, most definitely. I am imagining a Tom Odell sex robot and I would so be into it. If I can't actually have sex with him, then I would settle for the robot.

3. What’s your typical sleep attire?
My birthday suit. I don't wear anything to bed. I feel like I'm choking when I wear a top to bed. The only time I wear bottoms is when I've got my period.

4. What is the most cringe-worthy thing you have experienced in the bedroom?
I was having sex with G and after he finished, he said, "I have a vibrator you can use if you want to finish yourself off." I cringed super hard at that and said, "No, thanks." I couldn't bring myself to have sex with him again after that. I was quite disappointed.

5. Are you satisfied with the amount of after-sex affection (e.g., spooning, cuddling, intimate conversation) you receive? yes or no . If no, how could it be better?
I'm not usually one to need a lot of after-sex affection. Usually, I end up passing out right after. I enjoy cuddling after sex as long as I can sleep while doing it. I like having an intimate conversation before sex, not after.

Bonus: What is your most useless skill?
I know the lyrics to almost every song I've ever heard. I think I have a memory bank just for song lyrics.

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Spit Roast Party

It's been quite a while since the last time I hung out with G. He must have been on my mind the other day though because I had a pretty hot dream about him.

The dream began with a small party at G's house. People were spread out around the house, drinking alcohol and having conversations. In these situations, I'm always the odd one out. I tend to get really awkward and slink off to a corner, wishing that I could figure out how to start a conversation with someone. I stood around watching people for a while, then decided to go to the kitchen to get a drink refill.

When I walked into the kitchen, G was in there getting a drink as well.

"Hey, Ash! Are you having fun?"

"Yeah, it's a nice party." I looked down at my feet. "I'm sure I'd have more fun if I could stop being so awkward and actually conversate."

G walked across the kitchen, closer to me. "Aww, you're not as awkward as you think you are. Just go up and talk to someone. I know they would love to hear what you have to say."

"You're probably right," I giggled nervously. I started to pour a drink and spilled it all over the floor. "Oh jeez, that's pretty epic timing."

I grabbed a towel from the counter and bent down to clean up my mess. G came up behind me, lifted my dress, and grabbed my ass. I continued to wipe the floor as he rubbed his hard cock up against me. I stood up and turned around to look at him.

"Well, hello there," I said, a bit surprised.

"I bet I could make this party a bit more fun for you," G said with a smirk.

"Oh, you think so? Prove it."

I could see the mischief in G's eyes as he quickly flipped me around and bent me over the counter. I felt his rigid cock pressing against my hip as he smacked my ass. He pulled my panties down to the floor and smacked my ass once more. His hand slid down between my legs. I moaned as he began rubbing my clit.

"You're so wet already. I've barely touched you."

I didn't respond. I couldn't think straight. I could feel that I was getting so close to cumming. I focused on his fingers gliding across my clit. They circled around it over and over. My breathing increased and I started to pull away. He held me down harder on the countertop.

"I want you to cum for me, Ash. Then, I'm going to fuck you. Hard."

He grabbed hold of my hair and gave it a tug. At that moment, my whole body flushed and I started to cum. As I was trying to catch my breath, he pulled his cock out and shoved it inside my wet cunt. I moaned out and braced myself on the wall. He was pounding my pussy so hard that I could barely keep my moans contained.

I was startled by the sound of a man clearing his throat. I looked over at the doorway to see Husband, looking shocked, yet turned on.

"So, this is where you went off to," Husband said with a little laugh.

"I...I wasn't planning on it. It just...happened."

"Yeah? Well, now you're going to take my cock, too."

Husband walked over to us and dropped his pants. He grabbed my head, pushed me down onto my knees, and shoved his cock in my mouth. He fucked my throat deeply until tears ran down my face.

"I need to fuck that delicious pussy some more," G said as he pushed me down onto my hands and knees. He slid his cock into my hungry cunt once again and started to pound it as I continued to suck Husband's cock.

I was so aroused. I needed to cum so badly. I reached down to rub my clit. I was already so close. G increased his speed as Husband pulled my hair and shoved his cock even further down my throat. I lost it. I came so hard, squirting all over G and moaning around Husband's cock. A moment later, they both orgasmed as well, filling my holes with cum.

The guys helped me up and G tossed my panties to me.

"Wow, that definitely made this party a lot more fun. You weren't lying about that," I said, as I put my panties back on.

We grabbed our drinks and started to walk into the living room like nothing had happened. I blushed when people looked back at us, wondering where we've been. I couldn't believe I had just been spit roasted in the kitchen right in the middle of a party. I was feeling like such a slut and I loved it.

Sinful Sunday: Bruised

I went out with G on Friday night. I decided to go to his house afterwards and we had a scene. He beat my ass and left some pretty marks.




Kiss the lips and see who else is sinning.

Why Do I Judge Myself So Harshly?

Last night, I had a date with a guy who would like to be referred to as G. We were supposed to go to a bar but said bar happened to be closed that night. So, G asked if I would like to just come to his house instead. I thought about it for a while to make sure that's what I really wanted to do. After some talking with Husband, I decided that it would be fine.

When I got to G's house, we got some drinks and then sat on the couch to talk for a while. We got to know each other a bit and then he moved closer to me on the couch. Next thing I knew, we were making out. G asked if I wanted to go to the bedroom. I was concerned about that because I'm not the best at saying no to sex and I knew that I didn't want to have sex that soon. I thought about it for a while and then decided to go to the bedroom with him. Again, I really suck at saying no.

When we got to the bedroom, he put on some music and then we laid down on the bed and started to make out again. I thought we were going to keep our clothes on but eventually our shirts and my bra came off. There was lots of kissing, biting, caressing, and exploring with our mouths.

I made it a point to not take off my pants because I knew that if I did, there was a 100% chance we were going to fuck. I know myself well enough to feel confident about that. I felt like a tease, which is something I never want to be. But I just didn't expect things to move so quickly. I mean, don't get me wrong. It was hot as fuck and I was definitely very turned on. I loved the way he touched my body and he is a really great kisser. I wanted him. Badly. I just didn't want to do it so soon. I felt like a nervous teenager filled with raging hormones. It was so hard to say no.

So, the question I'm sure you're asking is, "Why was it such a big deal to fuck if you both wanted it?" I'm asking myself the same thing. I definitely judge myself harshly for my sexual appetite. For some reason I feel awful about myself if I have sex on a first date. I guess it's the stupid shit that society has forced into my head. Why should it matter if I fuck someone I just met? As long as it's safe and consensual, it shouldn't matter. I don't judge anyone else for doing the same thing. It's interesting that I have a different set of standards for myself than for others. Obviously that's a hangup that I have to work on.

After fooling around for a couple hours, it was time for me to leave. I felt awkward as hell and hoped that I didn't come off as a lame tease. I did have a really great time with G and I'm looking forward to the next time that we get to hang out.

When I got home, I was super wound up and my clit was screaming at me. Husband and I went to the bedroom and talked about how my night went. Then, he moved down to my thighs and started to lick and kiss them. He continued down my legs and to my feet. He licked my feet and sucked on my toes, which was the first time that has ever happened to me. It felt pretty damn amazing. I didn't know I would be into that and I felt a little self conscious about it, but it is definitely a thing I enjoy.

Husband continued to lick and kiss up my other leg, to my thigh, and then to my pussy. He licked and sucked my clit as he fucked me with his fingers. I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed him and said, "I need you inside me now!" He climbed on top of me and rubbed his cock on my clit, teasing me. I whined and begged him to fuck me. I was so wet and his cock felt really good on my clit but I needed to be fucked. He would shove his cock inside me and then take it out again and rub my clit with it. Over and over. It was driving me crazy! Finally, he shoved his cock inside me and started fucking me hard. I moaned out, "Fuck, your cock feels so good inside me." He fucked me harder and then started to choke me. I rubbed my clit and it wasn't long before I was cumming all over his cock.

He continued to fuck me as I licked and kissed his neck. Then, he said, "I want to fill all of your holes. My cock in your ass, the strap-on in your pussy, and a dildo in your mouth. Then, I want to fuck you until you cum and moan around the cock in your mouth." That made me feel so slutty and I loved it. So, we paused to get all of that ready.

I laid on my back and Husband started licking my clit again. He told me to start sucking on the dildo as he did that. After a few minutes, I told him I was ready. I grabbed a vibrator and put it on my clit as he lubed up his cock. He slid his cock into my ass and the strap-on inside my pussy. I felt so full. My whole body tingled. I almost came right away, so I pulled the vibrator away to stop myself. He then told me to start sucking on the dildo again. I imagined that it was a real cock and passionately sucked it, shoving it deep into my throat. I put the vibrator on my clit again and Husband started to fuck me harder, faster. I felt my whole body tense up and then I came so hard. I moaned around the cock and imagined that it was cumming in my mouth. Husband came at the same time, filling my ass with his hot load. Fuck, that was hot.

We cleaned up and then laid in bed cuddling and talking about things for a while. Then, we decided to fuck one more time before we went to sleep. This time, I took him from behind. I stuck my ass in the air and he fucked my pussy so hard. I put the vibrator on my clit and came around his cock. He continued to fuck me and I had a G-spot orgasm. Mmmm. Then, he pushed me down on the bed and laid on top of me and fucked me in that position for a while.

I can definitely feel it today. I'm quite sore but it hurts so good. Last night was pretty fucking amazing. I'm a happy girl today.