TMI Tuesday: October 31, 2017

Let’s do this thing–TMI Tuesday.




Ash:
1. What do you think about when you’re alone in your car?
If I'm in a good head space, I usually think about sex. Things I'd like to do. People I'd like to do.
If I'm in a bad head space, I usually think about dark things. Usually bad things about myself. Or things from my past that have happened to me.

2. What advice do you have for your previous lover?
I'm not so sure I'd like to create that drama. I have a feeling that her partners may still read my blog and I'd rather not go there. I hate drama.

3. What inspires you?
People who have had a hard life and struggle with depression. They doubt their strength, but they are the strongest people I know.

4. If you were to get rid of one person in your life, who would it be and why?
I get rid of toxic friends with no problem. The person who is most toxic in my life that I can't get rid of is my sister. She treats me like crap all the time. Every time I hang out with her, she makes me feel worse than I did before. She looks down on me for my poly lifestyle. She says mean things to me and kicks me when I'm down. She expects me to do things for her all the time but will never do anything for me. And I let her walk all over me because she's family. I do love her, but sometimes I wish I didn't have to deal with her. In the last year, I've drastically cut down the time that I spend with her.

5. How do you cope when your level of sexual desire doesn’t match your partners?
You masturbate a lot? I flirt with a lot of people to have an outlet for all of the extra sexual energy. I use Twitter to get it out as well. I don't have much of a filter and I tend to say inappropriate things all the time, but using Twitter to vent that stuff has helped cut that down a lot. My sex drive is crazy high. There aren't many people who can match my level of sexual desire.

Bonus: Are you single, why? Are you married, why?
I'm married. I used to be very against marriage. I thought, "Why would I need a piece of paper to prove my love to someone?" Honestly, I just didn't ever see myself wanting to be with someone forever. Then, I fell in love with my husband. He changed my mind about marriage. When he asked me to marry him, I felt lucky that he wanted to be with me forever. He truly is my soul mate and I love him so very much.




Husband:
1. What do you think about when you’re alone in your car?
I think about everything when I'm alone in the car. I think about 'what ifs', imaginary conversations. A lot of the time my subconscious runs wild and it will stir up things I have going on in my life.

2. What advice do you have for your previous lover?
My last lover was my first boyfriend, and to be honest I cannot think of any kind of advice to offer.

3. What inspires you?
Wife and my daughter are my two biggest sources of inspiration. They inspire me to be a better husband, father, and person constantly. There is always room for improvement.

Books and stories are another source of inspiration for me. To be able to experience other worlds and people in them is an incredibly humbling thing to me.

What can I do, who can I be, where can I go are all things that my family and books inspire me to question.

4. If you were to get rid of one person in your life, who would it be and why?
I would likely get rid of the wastewater operator I have had to deal with for the last five years at work. He has tried to get me fired more times than I can count and we just do not mesh well or get along in general.

5. How do you cope when your level of sexual desire doesn’t match your partners?
My level of sexual desire has never matched Wife's. It can be intimidating for me. Sometimes it can feel overwhelming in the sense of feeling like I fail to deliver what she needs. In the past, it was extremely difficult to not internalize this difference and take it personally, but over this year I have been communicating better about my desires instead of keeping it in my head. This has helped us grow closer together.

Bonus: Are you single, why? Are you married, why?
I am married because I have been so lucky as to have found my soul mate, not just once, but twice in the same person. I chose her and she chose me because we both love each other. We have built a life together and commit to working for our amazing future.

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Just What I Needed

I was sexting with Jack the other day. I got lost deep in a fantasy about him and was inspired to turn it into a short story.



She had been waiting for what seemed like hours. He was supposed to be home 15 minutes ago. He probably needed to make a stop on the way. Didn't he know she was impatient when she's horny? She had been fantasizing about him all day, craving his touch. It felt like torture, just watching the door for his arrival. She giggled to herself, thinking about the face he would make when he walked in and saw her there, lying naked on the couch.

A few more minutes pass and she hears his key in the door. Her breath catches in her throat as she anticipates his reaction. He walks in and stops dead in his tracks. At first, a look of surprise on his face, then it turns into a huge smile from ear to ear. He barely manages to say, "Oh my, you look delicious." She blushes, feeling exposed. For a moment, he forgets that he's holding the door wide open. He stumbles, trying to close it, and then starts to take off his shoes. She says, "I want to feel you against my body." He lets out a moan, throws his socks off, and looks at her again. She's biting her lip. Unf, he loves when she does that. She looks him in the eye and says, "I want to breathe in your scent." He says, "Oh god," and takes his shirt off as quickly as possible. She can tell there's a large bulge in his pants. She licks her lips and says, "I want to taste you." He moans again and takes his pants and boxers off faster than he's ever done before.

As he walks over to her, she spreads her legs, inviting him in. She says, "I want to hear you moan my name as you slide your big cock into my tight wet pussy." He mounts her and kisses her lips, hard. The taste of his lips is so sweet. She runs her fingers through his hair, pulling it a little. He moans out her name and slides his cock inside her swollen pussy. She digs her fingernails into his back and moans back, "Yes! Fill me up!" He bites her lip and she wraps her legs tightly around his waist, pulling him in closer.

Yes! This is what she had been needing all day. His cock filled her up so perfectly. She bit his shoulder as he thrusted into her over and over again. Her pussy was getting wetter, tighter, with every stroke. He moaned out, "Fuck, you feel amazing." Her hips move with his, meeting his thrusts. She needed him deep inside her. She whispers in his ear, "I need your cum inside my pussy." His thrusts get quicker and harder, forcing little moans from her mouth.

He's hitting her g-spot and she can feel it engorging. She can feel his hot breath on her skin. She moans out, "Oh, baby, you're going to make me cum!" He holds her tight against his body and whispers, "That's my good girl." She can't hold it in any longer. She scratches her nails down his back and moans out his name as she reaches orgasm. Her pussy convulses around his cock, squirting all over him. He looks into her eyes with such lust that it makes her blush. Then, he fills her pussy with his hot load.

He collapses on top of her, laying his head on her chest. She starts to run her fingers through his hair once again. They both let out a content sigh at the same time. They lie there together until they catch their breath and go again.

TMI Tuesday: October 24, 2017

This week, let’s have a look inside your relationship by playing TMI Tuesday.




Ash:
1. How much time do you spend taking care of your significant other:
a. More than taking care of myself, more than 60% of my time.
b. About 50% of my time.
c. 10% to 49% … I have kids!
d. Not really any time at all, definitely less than 10% of my time.

I would say C is the most accurate one there, but I think it's on the high end of C.

2. How do you sleep at night?
a. With the whole bed to my myself…yaay!
b. I stay on my own side, someone else on other side.
c. We snuggle–start that way or end up that way.
d. We do not sleep together.

We snuggle. Usually, I am the little spoon. If we stop snuggling, at least one part of our bodies is touching all night.

3. What happens when you or your significant other gets home from work?
a. Stop what you are doing to greet and hug each other
b. Engage in conversation about the day
c. No specific acknowledgement of each other, no specific welcoming gesture but go about a household routine
d. Ignore each other

I know that Husband would like for me to do A, but I don't do that as often as I should. Usually he comes to me and we hug/kiss.

4. How many things about yourself would you change? Share 3 things and tell us why.

I'm not very nice to myself, so I could probably come up with quite a few things I would change. Here are my top 3.
1) I would stop putting myself down all the time. I've stopped doing it so much out loud, but I'm always doing it in my head. I know I don't deserve that, but it's really hard to stop thinking that way.
2) I would get rid of my social anxiety. I am an extrovert that really wants to spend time with other people but I just don't know how to talk to people most of the time. I tend to just hide out in a corner and wish someone would talk to me.
3) I would get rid of my anorexia, stop starving myself, lose weight the healthy way, and actually keep it off. I've tried this so many times but always end up failing.

Bonus: How many things would you change about a current significant other.

Not very many. I would definitely make him think more highly of himself and have more self confidence. I also wish he was a little less introverted because I could really use a partner who wants to go out and be social with me.


Husband:
1. How much time do you spend taking care of your significant other:
a. More than taking care of myself, more than 60% of my time.
b. About 50% of my time.
c. 10% to 49% … I have kids!
d. Not really any time at all, definitely less than 10% of my time.

I would say B. She is incredibly self sufficient, I just have a tendency to help out and do things unasked. I enjoy doing things for her and taking care of her without strings attached.

2. How do you sleep at night?
a. With the whole bed to my myself…yaay!
b. I stay on my own side, someone else on other side.
c. We snuggle–start that way or end up that way.
d. We do not sleep together.

Definitely C. I am usually the first one asleep simply because touch with Wife calms my brain and body without much work on my part. She gives me a quiet mind. For some reason after falling asleep I drift away towards the edge of the bed, and I wish I knew why that was. If I wake up in the middle of the night and we are not touching I will roll over and cuddle until I fall back asleep.

3. What happens when you or your significant other gets home from work?
a. Stop what you are doing to greet and hug each other
b. Engage in conversation about the day
c. No specific acknowledgement of each other, no specific welcoming gesture but go about a household routine
d. Ignore each other

Typically A. I clear my pockets, take off my shoes, then go hug my loved ones, followed by B most of the time. I have been guilty of both C and D when I have been in bad head space.

4. How many things about yourself would you change? Share 3 things and tell us why.

a. The biggest thing I wish I could change would be my confidence level. Most of it is forced and I fake it. I am working on trying to internalize this and make it real though. Not being confident has kept me from living to the fullest.
b. I wish I could summon the motivation to improve my physical self. There are things I would very much like to accomplish, and when I think about them I am really worked up, but when it comes to making time it falls apart. I am not in bad shape, but I want to be in better shape, for my health mostly, for doing things the rest.
c. I wish I could attack confrontation better than ducking around the corner and making a hide in shadows skill check. I definitely do not enjoy taking things head on, but I know this has limited me in dealing with all kinds of issues.

Bonus: How many things would you change about a current significant other.

I wish she could see herself through my eyes. To hear the truth from my lips. She is incredible and amazing. This is the only thing I can think of changing.

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TMI Tuesday: October 10, 2017

It’s fill-in-blanks time. Have fun with this TMI Tuesday.




Ash:
1. I am me because of all the shit I've gone through in life. Without it, I wouldn't be who I am today.

2. Ash will never, ever do scat play.

3. He was grabbing ice cubes and running them up and down my body, slowly. I could feel the ice melting on my hot skin, the water dripping and causing shivers through my body.

4. Ok, ok I’m really just a big slut, but I know you like me that way.

5. The charming lesbian got in my bed and we fucked for many hours.

Bonus: Tell us about places where you’ve been happiest.
My happy place is a beach on the west coast. I've been told that I glow when I'm there. Watching a sunset on the beach is just happiness in my mind. Especially if I'm doing it with someone special.



Husband:
1. I am me because of my ancestors, my choices, my failures, my successes, every moment up until right now.

2. I will never, ever do a Tahetian Face Mask.

3. He was grabbing ice cubes and running them slowly over her steaming body, trailing lines of wet cold mist and leaving goose bumps rising in the wake.

4. Ok, ok I’m really trying to be a better person, stronger for myself and for you.

5. The charming way she smiled at me with mischief in her eyes got in my head and made me stumble/stutter.

Bonus: Tell us about places where you’ve been happiest.
Canada wilderness, around a campfire, around a bonfire surrounded by friends and family, in the arms of my Bandia.

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Fucking and 69ing on the Couch

Last night, Husband and I were watching porn on my phone while cuddling on the couch. He started to caress my breasts lightly and I took that as a sign that it was time to put the phone away. I tossed my phone on the table and Husband started kissing my chest while massaging my breasts. I closed my eyes and got lost in the feeling of his mouth on my skin. He slowly licked and sucked his way to my shoulder, then up to my neck. When he reached my neck, I moaned out in pleasure. Fuck, it definitely woke my clit up. I grabbed him, pulled him closer and started to suck and bite his neck as well. He squeezed my breasts harder and then started to make out with me.

After a while, he wanted to turn the light off, so he stood up and reached for the lamp. He was hovering over me, his cock right in my face. I licked my lips, thinking about tasting it. Suddenly, he grabbed my head and shoved it down onto his cock. I was surprised and delighted at the same time. After I lubed up his cock nicely with my mouth, he grabbed my head and started to fuck it. I couldn't breathe, but in that moment, I wanted his cock more than I wanted oxygen. He moaned loudly as I took him deep into my throat. He pulled out and put his hand on my throat. He kissed me as he was choking me and it was so fucking hot.

Husband sat beside me on the couch and we started making out. He grabbed my pussy and said, "I want this in my face." Then, he started to rub my clit. It momentarily took my breath away. He told me that he wanted to 69 on the couch, like in the picture he had texted to me earlier that night. I just couldn't say no to that. So, I got up and told him to lie down. Then, I sat on his face and started to lick his cock from the base to the head. I sucked on his balls a bit and then teased his head with my tongue. I took his cock into my mouth and started to suck it, slowly at first. Hearing him moan and feeling the vibration on my clit excited me, so I started to deep throat his cock. I bobbed up and down on it, repeatedly shoving his cock deep into the back of my throat. Tears were streaming down my face but I didn't care. I pushed through the gag reflex and kept going. He started to fuck me with his fingers while he continued to lick my clit. Mmmm. It felt so good and I knew I was getting close to cumming. A few times, I lost focus of what I was doing. It's so hard to enjoy pleasure while also focusing on giving pleasure. I shoved his cock deep into my throat one more time and came so hard. A very muffled moan escaped from my mouth. It's quite hard to moan with a cock in your throat. Husband said, "Fuck, I love when you moan around my cock."

I stumbled off of Husband and then sat down on the couch to catch my breath. He walked over, grabbed my legs, and placed them on his chest. Then, he slid his cock inside my very wet pussy. He started off slow, while moaning about how tight my pussy was. It felt so good to have his cock filling me up. He started to fuck me harder and faster. I moaned out, which I could tell excited him very much. He told me that he wanted me to rub my clit and cum while he fucked me. Of course, I did what I was told. I reached down and started to rub my clit. I needed more lube, so I put my fingers in my mouth. I could taste my pussy juices on my fingers. Mmmm. It was delicious. I continued to rub my clit and tightened my pussy around Husband's cock. He moaned, "I'm going to cum." That put me over the edge. He filled my pussy with his cum as I orgasmed around his cock. Fuck, it was so good. I slept very well after that.



Also, I got another gift in the mail. So, here is a picture of me in it.

TMI Tuesday: October 3, 2017

This week on TMI Tuesday— navigating sex.




Ash:
1. How do you gauge the success of your romantic relationships?
Well, my love language is physical touch, followed very closely by quality time. If my lover touches me often and spends quality time with me, I feel like the relationship is pretty successful. My lover also must be honest and open with me. If not, the relationship will not last.

2. How often do you prefer to talk about sex with your lover?
I love to talk about sex with my lover. It's my favorite thing to talk about. It's a good way to get to know what your lover likes. The only time I don't really like to talk about sex much is during the actual sex itself. My brain gets foggy and I get really caught up in it. So, it's quite hard for me to talk. I do enjoy when my lover throws out some dirty talk though.

3. During sex, what is your top priority?
To please my lover. I want to be sure that they are enjoying it as much as I am.

4. What advice would you like to give your partner to be a better lover? Are you afraid to give that advice?
The only thing I would change about my partner is to have him be more confident in the things that he does, even if he has to fake that confidence until he actually feels confident. Confidence is incredibly sexy and I know he doubts himself a lot. He's amazing in bed and he honestly has no reason to doubt himself. Anxiety is a bitch though. I'm not afraid to give that advice. I've told him that many times over the years.

5. While in the moment of having sex, what is the best way you like to receive feedback from a lover that they are enjoying or are not enjoying sex
a. moans and groans
b. tell me in dirty talk
c. give me direction or be explicit
d. just fuck, tell me later if it was good for you
I will go with "A" because moans and groans definitely excite me. I love hearing my lover make noises because they are enjoying what I'm doing. "B" is a very close second though. Dirty talk is fucking hot. That being said, I would also welcome "C" because giving direction can really be helpful. Especially if I'm having sex with a woman. It can sometimes be hard to make a woman cum because every vagina likes different things done in a different way. So, the first few times I have sex with a woman, a little direction is very helpful.

Bonus: Are you an idiot? Why or why not?
I can't think of any reason why I would be considered an idiot.



Husband:
1. How do you gauge the success of your romantic relationships?
I am having a hard time digesting this question, so I am just going with what I guess this means to me.

I judge the success of my romantic relationship by the attention I get/give, the intimacy shared between us (both physical and emotional), the little things that are done for each other.

2. How often do you prefer to talk about sex with your lover?
I enjoy talking about sex with Wife all the time, it's fun and inspiring and hot.

3. During sex, what is your top priority?
Pleasing my partner. Making them feel wanted, desired, sexy.

4. What advice would you like to give your partner to be a better lover? Are you afraid to give that advice?
I think I miss out on foreplay, and when I say that I don't strictly mean blow jobs, because those have become more frequent. I may be a guy, but I like the touches that build up to actual sex. Making out, hickies, scratches, rubbing, touching. These are things we have talked about though and are working on, so no I am not afraid to tell Wife. I have been in the past though.

5. While in the moment of having sex, what is the best way you like to receive feedback from a lover that they are enjoying or are not enjoying sex
a. moans and groans
b. tell me in dirty talk
c. give me direction or be explicit
d. just fuck, tell me later if it was good for you
I love moans and groans. There have been times before that I have almost got off hearing the noises Wife makes. Audio stimulation of any kind though is incredible and definitely does it for me.

Bonus: Are you an idiot? Why or why not?
I feel like an idiot a lot. I make many mistakes over and over trying to steer myself to the person I would like to be. I know I let down the people I care about more often than I would like.


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Sinful Sunday: Mouthful of Ecstasy

This month's Sinful Sunday prompt is "Fluids". That inspired me to ask for a mouthful of cum. Husband was very happy to oblige.


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TMI Tuesday: September 26, 2017

Yes, yes…here it is. Another TMI Tuesday.




Me:
1. The last time you had sex, was it urgent or essential? Consider masturbation or sex with a partner.
It felt pretty essential to me. Last night, there was a lot of emotional sharing between Husband and I. We had sex after that. I always feel like when we open up to each other, it needs to end with sex.

2. What should you stop doing? Why?
I should stop putting myself down in my head. I really need to stop being so unkind to myself when I'm so kind to everyone else. I know I don't deserve to be treated the way that I treat myself.

3. What makes you feel strongest? Sexiest?
Every winter, I get very depressed. It can be pretty scary at times because I get so low. Every spring, when the fog of depression finally fades away, that is when I feel the strongest. I made it through another awful winter. I feel like I can do anything in that moment.

I feel sexiest when I am desired. When someone tells me how much they want me, I feel very sexy. There's nothing better than being desired.

4. When do you feel vulnerable?
When I open up and share my feelings with people, I feel very vulnerable. When I share things about my childhood, I feel vulnerable.

5. What is missing from your sex life?
A woman. I need a woman in my life so badly. I don't think I'll ever feel complete without that.

Bonus: If you left your current lover, what would you miss the most?
The only reason I would ever leave my husband would be if he abused me. I don't ever see that happening. However, if he left me, I would miss his touch the most. His touch is like electricity on my skin.



Husband:
1. The last time you had sex, was it urgent or essential? Consider masturbation or sex with a partner.
The last two times have felt both urgent and essential for me. There has been an emotional and spiritual pull I felt and I answered.

2. What should you stop doing? Why?
I should stop putting so much weight upon my shoulders and realize that I can only accomplish so much as one person because the stress I bear is weighing me down and killing me quicker than time.

3. What makes you feel strongest? Sexiest?
Sacrificing my time for my family to provide for them. It is one of the hardest things for me to cope with, and I hate how much time I have been required to give up for them, but I am proud of the life we are able to have right now.

I think I feel sexiest when Wife can't keep her hands off me, when she talks to me about things she wants me to do to her, that she is craving from me. I feel sexiest when I feel desired.

4. When do you feel vulnerable?
I feel vulnerable when I share my demons with my wife, when I share the little hopes and dreams that have little weight to them, but mean so much to me. I feel vulnerable when I tell Wife that I want her to be happy and that I want her to be free to do what she needs to do to reach that happiness. I feel vulnerable when I am alone and lonely. I feel vulnerable when I am dominant for Wife. I feel vulnerable when I ask for the things I need to be happy. I feel vulnerable when I ask for things for myself. I feel vulnerable a lot.

5. What is missing from your sex life?
I used to think that nothing was missing from my sex life, but every year shows me things I never knew were missing. I think I only know some missing when Wife brings a new idea into the bedroom. Wife is like my treasure map to hidden pleasures.

Bonus: If you left your current lover, what would you miss the most?
I would not leave my current lover. Wife is my soulmate, my Bandia, my best friend. If she was gone that means she was taken from me and I will miss everything about her. I will miss the quiet mind she gives me, the magic when our skin touches, the smell of her on my body like the most intoxicating perfume.

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TMI Tuesday: September 19, 2017

Me:
1. Why would you go to a therapist?
a. You need support.
b. You want to take responsibility for your life’s outcomes?
c. You need guidance and to be told what to do.

I think the only one that would apply to me is that I need support. I do have issues with depression, anxiety, and anorexia. I'm sure a therapist could really help but I have deep trust issues with therapists. I hope to get over those issues one day and see a therapist.

2. Thinking of the main male lover in your life, what is sex for him:
a. stress relief, tension reliever
b. a way to show love
c. something exciting he likes to do

Umm. I think all of the above would be correct.

3. Do you feel a partner is being invasive for wanting to know your plans and inner thoughts?

That would depend on how that partner approached the subject. Most of the time I believe it's just curiosity or just wanting to be a part of my life in all areas because they care. I like being asked about my plans and thoughts. It makes me feel important to my partner.

4. In your opinion, what is intimate sharing?

Is that when you fluid swap during sex? Maybe I'm wrong about that.

5. Would you enjoy a weekend by yourself, without the company of your partner? Where would you go? What would you do?

I don't really care for being alone. I would rather be with a partner or at least a friend. CPTSD tends to make me think bad things when I'm alone. If I had my way, I'd go to the beach. That's my favorite place in the whole world. I would swim in the ocean and listen to the waves. That is definitely my happy place.

Bonus: Would you buy an outfit that you love, knowing that your partner will hate it? Then would you wear it as well?

I would buy it regardless of what my partner thinks. I would not wear it when going out with said partner though. I would wear it when I wasn't with them.




Husband:
1. Why would you go to a therapist?
a. You need support
b. You want to take responsibility for your life’s outcomes?
c. You need guidance and to be told what to do

I don't think I would go to a therapist for any of these reasons. To be honest, I don't even know if I should see a therapist. For the most part I am able to work through my issues, albeit slowly and at my own pace.

2. Thinking of the main male lover in your life, what is sex for him:
a. stress relief, tension reliever
b. a way to show love
c. something exciting he likes to do

The main male lover in my life is me, so I will sidestep this and answer about the main female lover; d. all the above

3. Do you feel a partner is being invasive for wanting to know your plans and inner thoughts?

I don't feel like Wife is invasive at all. It doesn't bother me to share all the things. I have had difficulty sharing in the past, but mostly because I didn't feel like what was in my head was worth sharing. This year I have changed that and have opened myself up completely. I still have times where I don't think to share without some prompting, and it is just because it is new to be forthcoming without a probe.

4. In your opinion, what is intimate sharing?

I am unfamiliar with the phrase, so just going off first impressions I will say that it is sharing my intimacy with others. To me, that means something as simple as hug up to sex. So, in my opinion, I like the sound of it, but I am working up to being able to share higher intimacy if a relationship ever came up other than with Wife.

5. Would you enjoy a weekend by yourself, without the company of your partner? Where would you go? What would you do?

Would I enjoy a weekend by myself, possibly, but not anywhere near the amount of enjoyment I would get with my partner. I prefer to be able to spend time with Wife, being alone leaves me feeling empty. I would go outdoors somewhere, doing something fun. I would love to end it cuddled up on a blanket somewhere, making romance all over the blanket.

Bonus: Would you buy an outfit that you love, knowing that your partner will hate it? Then would you wear it as well?

If I loved an outfit, yes I would buy it. I would definitely not wear it when going out with Wife, because the whole time I would feel like I should be changing outfits rather than enjoying wearing something I love.


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TMI Tuesday: September 12, 2017

Greetings! Have a wonderful week, start it off with TMI Tuesday.



Ash
1. What is your reality?
I'm dealing with a bout of depression. I have been thinking a lot of not nice things about myself and when I look in the mirror, I feel disgusted. I have two amazing guys in my life right now that have been helping me feel better though. My husband and Jack always make me feel beautiful and sexy. Other than that, I'm dealing with always feeling tired because I can't seem to get myself to bed at a decent hour.

2. Will you have sex today? This week?
Well, I just got a text from my husband saying that he is planning on using a new toy on me tonight. So, I think that's a yes. Hopefully that won't be the last time I have sex this week.

3. What did you hate doing this past weekend?
I hated being without my husband all day on Saturday because his boss forced him to work.

4. What did you love doing this past weekend?
I got to go to my niece's birthday party. I love little kid birthday parties! I also watched Lego Batman, which was great. I got fucked really good on Sunday night as well. That was probably my favorite part.

5. Which new technology have you found most helpful in your life? Which do you find to be the most annoying?
Google calendar is amazing. I know it isn't new but I just started using it a couple years ago when I switched from iPhone to Android. I love that I can put things on the calendar and just invite my husband to the events so he knows everything that's going on. I used to just tell him and he would never remember. I have a lot less stress now when he uses it. I guess that is a lame answer. I don't use a lot of technological things. I don't think a technological thing annoys me. Mostly it's just the people using it. Like people who can't enjoy your company without being on their phone.

Bonus: Go do last week’s TMI questions that were posted on Friday. Great questions!

1. You are going to make a sexy weekend with your lover. Which one are you most likely to enjoy? Which of the activities is most likely to happen?
a. Cook dinner together
b. Play a sexy game
c. Take a bath together
I want to choose take a bath together but we would have to find a tub big enough for that. I'm not a small girl and my tub is tiny. I do love playing sexy games though. So, if a big tub isn't available, I'll go with sexy games.

2. Will you watch porn this weekend? Alone or with someone?
I watch porn every day on Twitter. Sometimes my husband watches with me, but I mostly watch it by myself.

3. Sexy games–pick one you’d like to play? Why?
a. Naked twister or
b. Strip trivial pursuit
Hmmm. I don't think I would feel comfortable playing Naked Twister. I would be too busy feeling self conscious. I like the idea of Strip Trivial Pursuit. My husband and I played a game of Strip Uno in the past. That was super fun. I'm pretty sure I lost.

3. Friday night you hit happy hour, you meet a super sexy woman/man and the two of you chat and laugh the night away. She/he leans into you and says, “You’re irresistible, can I touch your pussy/cock?’ What is your answer?
"Oh my! Yes, please."

4. What do you really have planned for the weekend?
My husband and I are going camping with a friend on Saturday night. My daughter has soccer pictures and a game right after on Sunday.

5. Does this TMI on a Friday have you changing your weekend plans?
Nope.

Bonus: What you like to do on the weekend but never seem to get the chance?
Rest and relax. I always seem to keep myself very busy. Even when I really just want to take some time to relax. I recently discovered that this may be because of my CPTSD.





Husband
1. What is your reality?
My reality is an ever shifting pathway. Some days I shift closer to madness, other days I feel incredible. I am evolving, in what feels like two steps forward and one step back; cautiously, with the taste of paranoia on my tongue. I struggle with accepting who I am, who I have become, keeping a balance in my mind. My reality is that many times I am not okay inside, but that in itself is not wrong, and that I can ask for help, even when sometimes I don't want to. My reality is confronting the fears and demons and jealousies that I have avoided for years.

2. Will you have sex today? This week?
After work tonight I have plans for Wife and I and some toys, so yes, sex tonight. This week, I can't imagine why not, Wife is hot and I want that body and mine to make music together.

3. What did you hate doing this past weekend?
I hated having to work early after being at work the previous night late, not to mention that it was a long day of work and I felt exhausted mentally and physically.

4. What did you love doing this past weekend?
I gave time to my daughter to practice soccer on Saturday even though I was exhausted. I had some great conversation about reconnection with the Wife, followed up by some good hard fucking.

5. Which new technology have you found most helpful in your life? Which do you find to be the most annoying?
Google is one of my favorite companies for all the services they provide for me. Being able to sign in to any device or computer and have all of my data right there is fantastic. Having Calendar that is shared between myself and Wife for planning, Inbox for it's easy mail sorting and reminder creation, and Keep which I use to jot down random notes, or work on TMI Tuesdays! I also love using Wunderlist for creating lists. Wife and I have shared lists for shopping, movies, books. I keep book lists, have a shared book list with my brother, and many other useful lists.

Bonus: Go do last week’s TMI questions that were posted on Friday. Great questions!

1. You are going to make a sexy weekend with your lover. Which one are you most likely to enjoy? Which of the activities is most likely to happen?
a. Cook dinner together
b. Play a sexy game
c. Take a bath together

Most likely to happen; cooking together. Wife and I work really well together in the kitchen most of the time, and I really enjoy our time when we do. Most likely to enjoy; taking a bath together. We so rarely get the chance to take baths together, but when we do it is such amazingly simple intimacy that I cherish them.

2. Will you watch porn this weekend? Alone or with someone?
I will likely watch some porn on Wife's Twitter feed which I actually really enjoy, though I may not put much emphasis on that. So yeah, EMPHASIS! *grins*

3. Sexy games–pick one you’d like to play? Why?
a. Naked twister or
b. Strip trivial pursuit
I don't think I would enjoy Naked Twister, not being of the nudity, but because I am horribly inflexible and would likely hurt myself playing. I would rather play Strip Trivial Pursuit, that sounds more fun.

3. Friday night you hit happy hour, you meet a super sexy woman/man and the two of you chat and laugh the night away. She/he leans into you and says, “You’re irresistible, can I touch your pussy/cock?’ What is your answer?
First I have to say I would likely be flabbergasted and blown away that someone would actually be interested in me (low self esteem issues, no hating). Secondly I would like to think that I would say yes, but I don't know if I would be too in shock to not be timid about it. Time will tell I guess, right?

4. What do you really have planned for the weekend?
Sadly the first thing I have to do is work on Saturday morning, but then camping with Wife and friend/s. Outdoor sex. Maybe movie on Sunday?

5. Does this TMI on a Friday have you changing your weekend plans?
Yes! I totally plan on looking into our gaming closet to see which games can be converted into sexy stripping games.

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