A little less than 2 weeks ago, Husband assisted me with my shower head activities. It started with me taking a bubble bath by candlelight to relax. I had a very stressful day and all I wanted to do was melt into some steamy vanilla water. Husband wanted to be close to me, so he sat outside of the tub and touched me softly as I relaxed. It was very romantical and I loved it. After an hour or so (who was counting?), I let the water out and started thinking about that detachable shower head up there staring at me. I felt guilty for wanting it when Husband was sitting right next to me. So, I asked him if he wanted to help me. He had never seen me masturbate with it before, so I thought he may be excited to watch. Back in April, we had a hotel room with a jacuzzi in it. I got off on the hot tub jets but he really didn't get to see much other than my face because my body was under the water.
Anyway, he accepted my offer and seemed pretty excited about it. Because the shower is so narrow, it's hard to spread my legs enough to get the jets of water exactly where I need them. I always end up having to part my pussy lips with one hand and then use the other hand to hold the shower head. I asked Husband to hold them for me so that I could have a hand free. I helped him get it just right and then I went to work. I angled the stream of water right to the left of my clit. The water is too strong to spray directly on my clit because I am super sensitive. Direct clit pressure is a no-no with me. *shudder* I closed my eyes and just enjoyed feeling the water rhythmically hitting my sweet spot. My breathing quickened and I used my free hand to massage my left breast. I pinched my nipple gently between my fingertips and bit my lower lip. My body was filling with such amazing pressure as I began to reach an intense peak. My breath caught in my chest and I felt the tremendous release of pleasure starting at my clit, then spreading down my legs all the way to my toes. At the same time, it moved up my tummy, to my breasts and nipples and up to the top of my head where I got goosebumps on my scalp. Oh my, I can't even give an accurate description of how great it felt. When we own a home, we definitely have to get a bathtub big enough for both of us so we can have lots of playtime with my shower head.
Something else I wanted to mention was how much Husband made me cum with his cock last night. I've said it before, but I can't stress enough how much my pussy loves his cock. It always reaches my G-spot. Sometimes to the point where I feel like I may lose my mind from such intense pleasure. For two hours, he alternated fucking me until I gushed and then licking up all of my juices. Squirt, dry, repeat. I did not complain, of course. I'm just glad we had laid a mat down on the bed before we started. Otherwise, we would have been sleeping in a very large wet spot. After he was done fucking me, he came on my pussy lips and then licked his cum off of me. That is something that turns me on a lot. It probably has a lot to do with my love of watching gay men have sex. Also, the fact that he did that probably had a lot to do with the fact that we were talking and fantasizing about Jacob right before having sex. Fuck, we really need to find a threesome partner.
Monday, June 25, 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Bondage and squirting - good combination
Husband has been tying me up a lot lately. Of course I highly approve of this. A few weeks ago, he tied me up on the bed face down with my legs spread. I really loved that position. I can't remember all the specifics because it was a while ago, but it was hot. He also pushed me down on the bed one night, tied my hands behind my back and fucked me while holding me down so hard that he bruised my tailbone. Every time I tried to sit down for the next week, I was reminded of that night. I love when he leaves marks on me. That's my favorite thing about bondage. I want the rope/handcuffs/etc so tight that I have marks and soreness the next day. Mmmm.
One night I was fighting against him and telling him he couldn't have me. I tried pushing him off of me but he was too strong. I was afraid he was going to give up. Instead, he grabbed a satin belt and wrapped it around my ankles, tying me up so I could resist no more. It turned me on so much. My pussy got wet instantly. He grabbed my legs, pushed them over my head and forced his cock into my pulsing pussy. He fucked me until I gushed all over him, then he used my juices to lubricate his cock so he could fuck me in the ass. I had no way to resist and he let me know just how powerless I was. I loved that so much, but it got me thinking about how much I really want to act out my rape fantasy. Husband is a bit uncomfortable with it, so I'm not sure if it will ever happen. I don't mention it much because I don't want to force him to do something he isn't into. I would probably want to carry it out further than he would feel comfortable with even if he did try. It's still something I think about often though.
In other news, something happened the other night that Husband was quite curious about. He was on top of me, straddling my legs. I was stroking his cock with my hand as he was rubbing my clit. We hadn't done that in a very long time and I was very into it. When he made me cum, I gushed all over his hand. I had a G-spot orgasm without any kind of G-spot stimulation. It's only happened a couple other times in my life, but when it does, it's amazing! This was the first time that Husband has been aware of it. It made him feel really good. He should feel that way because he is really good. Best sex partner I've ever had. It's so nice to be married to your soulmate and have Earth shattering sex.
One night I was fighting against him and telling him he couldn't have me. I tried pushing him off of me but he was too strong. I was afraid he was going to give up. Instead, he grabbed a satin belt and wrapped it around my ankles, tying me up so I could resist no more. It turned me on so much. My pussy got wet instantly. He grabbed my legs, pushed them over my head and forced his cock into my pulsing pussy. He fucked me until I gushed all over him, then he used my juices to lubricate his cock so he could fuck me in the ass. I had no way to resist and he let me know just how powerless I was. I loved that so much, but it got me thinking about how much I really want to act out my rape fantasy. Husband is a bit uncomfortable with it, so I'm not sure if it will ever happen. I don't mention it much because I don't want to force him to do something he isn't into. I would probably want to carry it out further than he would feel comfortable with even if he did try. It's still something I think about often though.
In other news, something happened the other night that Husband was quite curious about. He was on top of me, straddling my legs. I was stroking his cock with my hand as he was rubbing my clit. We hadn't done that in a very long time and I was very into it. When he made me cum, I gushed all over his hand. I had a G-spot orgasm without any kind of G-spot stimulation. It's only happened a couple other times in my life, but when it does, it's amazing! This was the first time that Husband has been aware of it. It made him feel really good. He should feel that way because he is really good. Best sex partner I've ever had. It's so nice to be married to your soulmate and have Earth shattering sex.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Outdoor sex for the win
Husband and I recently had sex for the first time on our balcony. We put
a blanket out there to make it more comfy, because splinters in your
ass would not be fun while you're in the heat of the moment. It was very late at night (or early in the morning?) and it was also the night of the "Supermoon" so it was a lot brighter than usual out there. There is also a street light very close to the porch, so it really wasn't very dark at all. If someone was watching, they definitely could have
seen what was going on. I kept thinking that someone may come outside and see us. Though, I wasn't sure if that thought made me more nervous or turned on. While Husband was going down on me, I would occasionally feel the breeze of the night on my bare thighs and it made me moan. It felt just as amazing as I was thinking it would. Having sex under the stars is very romantical and I loved it. I'm definitely
planning on doing that more this summer!
I've been spending a lot of time being a "cowgirl" lately. I used to not be too much of a fan of sex in that position. I could never get the angle right, so it just wasn't that good. Recently I had an amazing G-spot orgasm while riding Husband's cock. I gushed all over him and he loved it. It was really hot. Now that I know how to make that happen, I've been wanting to do it all the time. Not sure why it took me so long to figure that out, but I think that it was well worth the wait.
So, I've been waiting very patiently to have sex with a certain special woman in my life. It feels like it's been much longer than it actually has. Isn't that how it always works? I do enjoy the build-up though, so I can't complain too much. Wanting each other so much that it almost feels like you may burst...that feeling is awesome. After you finally have sex, that feeling never gets quite as strong as it was before. So, I do like the fact that I get to savor it. I have rarely done that in my life. Usually I'm like, "OMG. I want you. Let's get naked" right away. So, the point is, this is new and I'm actually enjoying it. But no matter how much I may be enjoying it now, I still can't wait until if finally happens.
I've been spending a lot of time being a "cowgirl" lately. I used to not be too much of a fan of sex in that position. I could never get the angle right, so it just wasn't that good. Recently I had an amazing G-spot orgasm while riding Husband's cock. I gushed all over him and he loved it. It was really hot. Now that I know how to make that happen, I've been wanting to do it all the time. Not sure why it took me so long to figure that out, but I think that it was well worth the wait.
So, I've been waiting very patiently to have sex with a certain special woman in my life. It feels like it's been much longer than it actually has. Isn't that how it always works? I do enjoy the build-up though, so I can't complain too much. Wanting each other so much that it almost feels like you may burst...that feeling is awesome. After you finally have sex, that feeling never gets quite as strong as it was before. So, I do like the fact that I get to savor it. I have rarely done that in my life. Usually I'm like, "OMG. I want you. Let's get naked" right away. So, the point is, this is new and I'm actually enjoying it. But no matter how much I may be enjoying it now, I still can't wait until if finally happens.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Oops, wrong hole?
Monday night, Husband had his way with me. I enjoyed it thoroughly, of course. We had just stripped all our clothes off and climbed in bed for the night. I was laying on my stomach when Husband reached over and started to caress my back. I couldn't tell if he was just being sensual or if he was trying to turn me on. It didn't matter though, because caressing one of the most sensitive parts of my body gets me hot every time. I moaned in pleasure as he softly ran his fingers up and down my back. The pleasurable twitches of my body let him know that he was touching all the right spots. He climbed on top of me and began to kiss my back, making his way up to my neck. When I felt his lips on the back of my neck, I could feel my clit begin to throb. I moaned again, imagining his cock deep inside my pussy.
He took me by surprise when he held me down hard on the bed so I couldn't move. That excited me even more. I could feel my pussy getting wetter, though that apparently wasn't what he wanted that night. As he held me down, he began to slowly slide his cock into my ass. At first, I wasn't sure if it was an accident or if he meant to do it. I soon realized that he knew exactly what he was doing. After he got it halfway in, he continued to caress my back while my body relaxed. I wasn't expecting it, but I didn't mind it either. I love pleasing him anyway I can and I know how much he loves my ass.
He started to massage my head softly with his hand. When he felt my body relax the rest of the way, he grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled hard on it, then shoved his cock the rest of the way in my ass. He moaned loudly as he fucked my ass hard. After a few minutes, he stopped and flipped me over. He flung my legs up in the air and started to lick my pussy, which was very wet. He grabbed a studded glass dildo and shoved it into my pussy as he licked my swollen clit. He slid the dildo in and out of my dripping pussy, hitting my G-spot with every stroke. I grabbed my breasts and started to massage them and focused on his tongue making circles around my clit. When I felt close to orgasm, I started to rock my hips in sync with his thrusts. I felt myself getting hotter by the second and then suddenly, there was a huge wave of release. My clit pulsed in pleasure as my G-spot released lots of juices all over Husband's face.
He licked my pussy clean and then climbed on top of me again. He grabbed my wrists and held them down so hard that my hands went numb. As he held me down, he shoved his cock into my ass once again. He fucked me softly this time. He let go of one of my wrists and started to finger my pussy, so I decided to rub my clit with my fingers. It didn't take long before I was cumming again. He started to fuck me even harder and I knew he was getting close to orgasm. He asked me where I wanted him to cum, so I told him I wanted his juices to fill up my ass. I began to rub my clit again. I love cumming with him. As I felt my third orgasm coming on, I moaned loudly and Husband came in my ass.
I wasn't expecting to have anal sex that night, but I enjoyed it anyway. Husband fucked my pussy really good the next night to make up for the lack of it the night before. That is a reward that I approve of.
He took me by surprise when he held me down hard on the bed so I couldn't move. That excited me even more. I could feel my pussy getting wetter, though that apparently wasn't what he wanted that night. As he held me down, he began to slowly slide his cock into my ass. At first, I wasn't sure if it was an accident or if he meant to do it. I soon realized that he knew exactly what he was doing. After he got it halfway in, he continued to caress my back while my body relaxed. I wasn't expecting it, but I didn't mind it either. I love pleasing him anyway I can and I know how much he loves my ass.
He started to massage my head softly with his hand. When he felt my body relax the rest of the way, he grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled hard on it, then shoved his cock the rest of the way in my ass. He moaned loudly as he fucked my ass hard. After a few minutes, he stopped and flipped me over. He flung my legs up in the air and started to lick my pussy, which was very wet. He grabbed a studded glass dildo and shoved it into my pussy as he licked my swollen clit. He slid the dildo in and out of my dripping pussy, hitting my G-spot with every stroke. I grabbed my breasts and started to massage them and focused on his tongue making circles around my clit. When I felt close to orgasm, I started to rock my hips in sync with his thrusts. I felt myself getting hotter by the second and then suddenly, there was a huge wave of release. My clit pulsed in pleasure as my G-spot released lots of juices all over Husband's face.
He licked my pussy clean and then climbed on top of me again. He grabbed my wrists and held them down so hard that my hands went numb. As he held me down, he shoved his cock into my ass once again. He fucked me softly this time. He let go of one of my wrists and started to finger my pussy, so I decided to rub my clit with my fingers. It didn't take long before I was cumming again. He started to fuck me even harder and I knew he was getting close to orgasm. He asked me where I wanted him to cum, so I told him I wanted his juices to fill up my ass. I began to rub my clit again. I love cumming with him. As I felt my third orgasm coming on, I moaned loudly and Husband came in my ass.
I wasn't expecting to have anal sex that night, but I enjoyed it anyway. Husband fucked my pussy really good the next night to make up for the lack of it the night before. That is a reward that I approve of.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
All tied up and vulnerable
Last week, I meant to write about some amazing sex that Husband and I had recently. Unfortunately, I was too busy to actually sit down and write about it. I remember most of what happened, but I'm sure I'll end up leaving some stuff out since it's been over a week now. Oh well, here it is anyway...
Husband and I were getting ready for bed. I had just finished brushing my teeth and I started to walk out of the bathroom, however, Husband stood in my way. He had a smirk on his face, so I knew he was up to something. He grabbed me, removed my clothes and then placed a blindfold on me. I felt nervous because I didn't know what he had planned, but it was so exciting at the same time. He led me into the bedroom, pushed me down on the bed and ordered me to lay on my back. I felt him grab my left leg and then pull it over to the corner of the bed. He tied a rope around my ankle and pulled it tightly. Then, he grabbed my right leg and did the same thing. My legs were spread as wide apart as the would go. I felt very vulnerable...and I loved it! He then tied my left arm the same way as my ankles. He left my right arm out so that I could still touch/grab whatever I wanted (though, I think next time he should tie that one up too).
After Husband was finished tying me to the bed, he then put his head between my legs and licked my clit. He licked it just enough to tease me and leave me wanting more, then he stopped. I whined a little bit and then he climbed on top of me. He rammed his cock into my pussy, knowing there was nothing I could do to stop him. He fucked me so hard for a few minutes, then he stopped. I think he was enjoying that teasing thing a lot. I felt him get up and start messing with things next to the bed. I thought he was probably going to get a toy, but I wasn't sure which one. I quietly waited until I felt something hard and cold touch my pussy. I moaned as he forced it inside me. He thrust a glass dildo into my pussy until my G-spot became so swollen that I squirted cum all over the bed as I had an orgasm. Husband then licked the cum off of my pussy. That's his favorite part.
He started to rub my clit with his fingers. It was so swollen, just begging to be touched. It didn't take long before I was cumming again. Then, he stuck his fingers inside my pussy and finger banged me. I moaned, wishing that it was his hard cock in my pussy instead. I got my wish. Husband climbed on top of me, shoved his cock in my very wet pussy and fucked me hard. I used my free hand to pull his hair, scratch his back with my nails, grab his arms and rub his chest.
Suddenly, he stopped, took the blindfold off and untied me. Then, he flipped me over and fucked me from behind. He fucked me so very hard. I was loving it. Mmmm. I loved feeling like he was in control and I was so powerless. It turned me on so much. I was so wet that the fluids were squirting out of my pussy as he fucked me. I began to grind my hips in a circular motion and flex my pc muslces as he fucked me even harder. He moaned, "Oh god, you feel so tight...so amazing..." and then we both came together. It felt so good that I almost fell asleep immediately after it was over.
I love how adventurous Husband has gotten. I hope he decides to tie me up again soon. That was a nice surprise. Mmmm. Now I'm horny just from thinking about it. Time to go masturbate....
Husband and I were getting ready for bed. I had just finished brushing my teeth and I started to walk out of the bathroom, however, Husband stood in my way. He had a smirk on his face, so I knew he was up to something. He grabbed me, removed my clothes and then placed a blindfold on me. I felt nervous because I didn't know what he had planned, but it was so exciting at the same time. He led me into the bedroom, pushed me down on the bed and ordered me to lay on my back. I felt him grab my left leg and then pull it over to the corner of the bed. He tied a rope around my ankle and pulled it tightly. Then, he grabbed my right leg and did the same thing. My legs were spread as wide apart as the would go. I felt very vulnerable...and I loved it! He then tied my left arm the same way as my ankles. He left my right arm out so that I could still touch/grab whatever I wanted (though, I think next time he should tie that one up too).
After Husband was finished tying me to the bed, he then put his head between my legs and licked my clit. He licked it just enough to tease me and leave me wanting more, then he stopped. I whined a little bit and then he climbed on top of me. He rammed his cock into my pussy, knowing there was nothing I could do to stop him. He fucked me so hard for a few minutes, then he stopped. I think he was enjoying that teasing thing a lot. I felt him get up and start messing with things next to the bed. I thought he was probably going to get a toy, but I wasn't sure which one. I quietly waited until I felt something hard and cold touch my pussy. I moaned as he forced it inside me. He thrust a glass dildo into my pussy until my G-spot became so swollen that I squirted cum all over the bed as I had an orgasm. Husband then licked the cum off of my pussy. That's his favorite part.
He started to rub my clit with his fingers. It was so swollen, just begging to be touched. It didn't take long before I was cumming again. Then, he stuck his fingers inside my pussy and finger banged me. I moaned, wishing that it was his hard cock in my pussy instead. I got my wish. Husband climbed on top of me, shoved his cock in my very wet pussy and fucked me hard. I used my free hand to pull his hair, scratch his back with my nails, grab his arms and rub his chest.
Suddenly, he stopped, took the blindfold off and untied me. Then, he flipped me over and fucked me from behind. He fucked me so very hard. I was loving it. Mmmm. I loved feeling like he was in control and I was so powerless. It turned me on so much. I was so wet that the fluids were squirting out of my pussy as he fucked me. I began to grind my hips in a circular motion and flex my pc muslces as he fucked me even harder. He moaned, "Oh god, you feel so tight...so amazing..." and then we both came together. It felt so good that I almost fell asleep immediately after it was over.
I love how adventurous Husband has gotten. I hope he decides to tie me up again soon. That was a nice surprise. Mmmm. Now I'm horny just from thinking about it. Time to go masturbate....
Monday, April 9, 2012
Sexy trampoline fun
I seem to have lost interest in posting here. To the people who enjoy reading my blog, I am sorry for that. My sex life hit a speed bump, so I haven't had much to post about. Things are starting to heat back up though, so hopefully I'll get back into it. In fact, I have a post that I'm working on now about some great sex I had with my husband 2 nights ago. For now, though, I think I am going to write about a dream I had last night. It was about a friend of mine. Let's call her Erica.
Erica and I lived across the street from each other. It was late at night and we were sexting each other while laying in bed next to our sleeping husbands. Things were getting pretty hot, so we decided to sneak out of our houses and meet "at our secret place". Since I always sleep naked, I had to get some clothes on first. I put on some red lacy panties and a black bra. I was never one to care much about matching my bra and panties. I finished getting dressed, and then walked outside to meet Erica. I walked to a neighbor's house and went to the backyard. There was a large trampoline in the middle of the yard and Erica was sitting on it waiting for me looking super sexy. I walked up to her and said "Damn, you look hot in those boots" (I may have a bit of a boot fetish). She blushed and said "Not as hot as you" and then she put her hand on the back of my head, pulled me in close to her and kissed me.
I climbed up on the trampoline and laid down next to her. I stared into her eyes, the moon reflecting off of them perfectly, and then I kissed her. I ran my fingers through her hair as I kissed her, slipping my tongue gently into her mouth. She moaned softly and pulled me closer to her. We continued to kiss and began removing each other's clothing. We undressed down to our bras and panties (and Erica left her boots on). I gently ran my fingers down her neck, over her collar bone, around the outside curve of her luscious breast and then down her side around to her ass. She pushed me down, climbed on top of me and restrained my arms above my head. I moaned as I could feel my clit throbbing and begging to be touched. Erica started to kiss my neck right below my ear then she licked down to my collar bone. I moaned again and started to squirm. The thought of possibly being caught by the neighbors excited me even more. It felt so wrong to be there, yet it felt so good.
Erica climbed off of me, laid down next to me and put her left leg on top of mine. She put her hand down my panties and started to rub my clit. It felt so amazing. I knew it wouldn't take long before I was moaning in pleasure. I put my left arm behind her and gently ran my fingers up and down her back and used my other hand to massage her breast. She continued to finger my pussy as I rhythmically thrusted my hips. I was very wet and it was all because of her. My heartbeat quickened and my breathing began to get heavier. I put my hand on her face and pulled her in to kiss me. As soon as she kissed me, sparks flew and I came so hard. I tried to be as quiet as possible but it just felt so amazing.
Actually, the orgasm was so amazing that I woke up before I could return the favor in the dream. My clit was throbbing, so I decided to do something about it. I thought about the dream and started to rub my clit with my fingers. I was so turned on that it took about 20 seconds before I was cumming. Not quite as amazing as the orgasm in the dream, but it was still wonderful. Mmmm.
That is definitely a dream I hope to make reality some day. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did!
Erica and I lived across the street from each other. It was late at night and we were sexting each other while laying in bed next to our sleeping husbands. Things were getting pretty hot, so we decided to sneak out of our houses and meet "at our secret place". Since I always sleep naked, I had to get some clothes on first. I put on some red lacy panties and a black bra. I was never one to care much about matching my bra and panties. I finished getting dressed, and then walked outside to meet Erica. I walked to a neighbor's house and went to the backyard. There was a large trampoline in the middle of the yard and Erica was sitting on it waiting for me looking super sexy. I walked up to her and said "Damn, you look hot in those boots" (I may have a bit of a boot fetish). She blushed and said "Not as hot as you" and then she put her hand on the back of my head, pulled me in close to her and kissed me.
I climbed up on the trampoline and laid down next to her. I stared into her eyes, the moon reflecting off of them perfectly, and then I kissed her. I ran my fingers through her hair as I kissed her, slipping my tongue gently into her mouth. She moaned softly and pulled me closer to her. We continued to kiss and began removing each other's clothing. We undressed down to our bras and panties (and Erica left her boots on). I gently ran my fingers down her neck, over her collar bone, around the outside curve of her luscious breast and then down her side around to her ass. She pushed me down, climbed on top of me and restrained my arms above my head. I moaned as I could feel my clit throbbing and begging to be touched. Erica started to kiss my neck right below my ear then she licked down to my collar bone. I moaned again and started to squirm. The thought of possibly being caught by the neighbors excited me even more. It felt so wrong to be there, yet it felt so good.
Erica climbed off of me, laid down next to me and put her left leg on top of mine. She put her hand down my panties and started to rub my clit. It felt so amazing. I knew it wouldn't take long before I was moaning in pleasure. I put my left arm behind her and gently ran my fingers up and down her back and used my other hand to massage her breast. She continued to finger my pussy as I rhythmically thrusted my hips. I was very wet and it was all because of her. My heartbeat quickened and my breathing began to get heavier. I put my hand on her face and pulled her in to kiss me. As soon as she kissed me, sparks flew and I came so hard. I tried to be as quiet as possible but it just felt so amazing.
Actually, the orgasm was so amazing that I woke up before I could return the favor in the dream. My clit was throbbing, so I decided to do something about it. I thought about the dream and started to rub my clit with my fingers. I was so turned on that it took about 20 seconds before I was cumming. Not quite as amazing as the orgasm in the dream, but it was still wonderful. Mmmm.
That is definitely a dream I hope to make reality some day. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did!
Monday, February 20, 2012
Overdue introduction
I figured I would take some time to explain the relationship between my husband and I, since I failed to do that when I first started this blog.
My husband and I have been married for almost 4 years and we are very happily in love. We both identify as bisexual. I have been out since I was 15 years old and Husband has been out since he was 18. We have a semi-open marriage. By that, I mean, we are allowed to sleep with members of the same sex whenever we want. For example, I can date and/or have sex with any woman I choose without asking for his permission (and the same goes for him about men). Husband is not comfortable with me having sex with other men without him, so anytime I've had sex with another man, it's been in a threesome setting. Even though relationships with the opposite sex are not possible, we still consider ourselves to be polyamorous because the ultimate goal would be for myself to have a steady girlfriend and for him to have a steady boyfriend in addition to our marriage with each other. It may sound crazy, but it works for us.
I so badly want a girlfriend. There are not many lesbians (or even bisexual women for that matter) who are open to dating a married woman. Either that, or I just haven't met the right women yet. Even if I did find a woman who was interested in me, I doubt I would even have the guts to make a move and take it to the next level. I am very odd. With men, I am very outgoing and open. I will come right out and tell a man that I want him. I love how comfortable I am with men. With women, however, I am very shy. I will flirt like crazy, but once it comes to actually doing something about it and making a move, I freeze up. I just can't seem to take the next step. I think it is because I had been rejected by women so many times as a teenager, that I am now scared of being rejected again. So, I wait for the woman to make a move. I lost a girl that I really liked because I didn't make my move when I had the chance. Even though I regret that like crazy, I still can't seem to push myself out of my comfort zone and just do it. It makes me feel pathetic. And to people on the outside, it probably appears that I like to flirt, but I don't actually want to be sexual. That is not the case though. When a woman does make her move on me, I melt and totally go with it. It's amazing and I love it. I definitely enjoy sex with a woman way more than sex with a man...and that's saying a lot because I very much enjoy sex with men. Haha.
Hopefully one day I will stop being so lame and actually go out and find a wonderful woman that I can call my girlfriend. Until then, I will continue to work on building up that courage.
I can't think of anything else that I should share here, but if there are any questions, feel free to ask away. I'm very open, if you couldn't already tell. ;)
My husband and I have been married for almost 4 years and we are very happily in love. We both identify as bisexual. I have been out since I was 15 years old and Husband has been out since he was 18. We have a semi-open marriage. By that, I mean, we are allowed to sleep with members of the same sex whenever we want. For example, I can date and/or have sex with any woman I choose without asking for his permission (and the same goes for him about men). Husband is not comfortable with me having sex with other men without him, so anytime I've had sex with another man, it's been in a threesome setting. Even though relationships with the opposite sex are not possible, we still consider ourselves to be polyamorous because the ultimate goal would be for myself to have a steady girlfriend and for him to have a steady boyfriend in addition to our marriage with each other. It may sound crazy, but it works for us.
I so badly want a girlfriend. There are not many lesbians (or even bisexual women for that matter) who are open to dating a married woman. Either that, or I just haven't met the right women yet. Even if I did find a woman who was interested in me, I doubt I would even have the guts to make a move and take it to the next level. I am very odd. With men, I am very outgoing and open. I will come right out and tell a man that I want him. I love how comfortable I am with men. With women, however, I am very shy. I will flirt like crazy, but once it comes to actually doing something about it and making a move, I freeze up. I just can't seem to take the next step. I think it is because I had been rejected by women so many times as a teenager, that I am now scared of being rejected again. So, I wait for the woman to make a move. I lost a girl that I really liked because I didn't make my move when I had the chance. Even though I regret that like crazy, I still can't seem to push myself out of my comfort zone and just do it. It makes me feel pathetic. And to people on the outside, it probably appears that I like to flirt, but I don't actually want to be sexual. That is not the case though. When a woman does make her move on me, I melt and totally go with it. It's amazing and I love it. I definitely enjoy sex with a woman way more than sex with a man...and that's saying a lot because I very much enjoy sex with men. Haha.
Hopefully one day I will stop being so lame and actually go out and find a wonderful woman that I can call my girlfriend. Until then, I will continue to work on building up that courage.
I can't think of anything else that I should share here, but if there are any questions, feel free to ask away. I'm very open, if you couldn't already tell. ;)
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Tied up and getting my holes filled
Wow, I've been really slacking on this updating thing. We're almost halfway through February and this is my first update of the month! To the few who read this, I'm sorry for being absent for so long. I've had some really great sex, I just haven't had the time to write about it.
Recently, a friend posted something on Twitter that got me thinking. She was telling herself to "think with the part of your brain that isn't casting a porn film." Yeah, that is definitely how my mind works. Sometimes I forget to listen to what people are actually saying to me because I get caught up in a fantasy. When I meet someone that I find attractive, I immediately picture them naked and I play out a sex scene in my head. Of course, I don't actually tell them this. Most people would be offended by that and it's hard to tell which ones would like it. I'm not sure why some people are so uptight about sex. If someone were attracted to me, I would definitely want to know about it. It's very exciting to find out someone wants you sexually. At least for me it is.
So, Thursday night, Husband tried something new in bed. To say that I LOVED it, would not even suffice. He has never been very dominant. Unfortunately, we are both quite submissive. It's hard for either one of us to force ourselves to be dominant, but we try. I tend to fail at this but Husband has been doing a GREAT job at it lately. It's been a few days, so my memories are kind of vague, but I'll do my best to tell the story...
Husband and I were laying in bed cuddling. I had decided that sleep was a good choice since I had a busy day on Friday. Then, after laying there for about 5 minutes, I changed my mind. I reached over, grabbed Husband's arm and pulled him on top of me. I was very glad that we sleep naked because I was able to wrap my legs around Husband and thrust his body toward mine, shoving his cock into my pussy. He fucked me for a few minutes, thrusting his cock in and out of my very wet pussy and making me moan.
He stopped suddenly and started to kiss and lick his way down to my clit. I felt his breath on my vulva and it gave me goosebumps. He softly ran his fingers over my labia and then slowly parted them, exposing my swollen clitoris. He licked it softly and I arched my back. He continued to flick his tongue over my clit while also pulling out a toy he had hidden. It was a penis shaped vibrator and he wanted to tease my ass with it. He turned it on, held it against my asshole, and slowly moved it around. I was getting so close to orgasm. He put two fingers into my pussy and slid them in and out, hitting my G-spot. There was so much going on. My clit was being licked, my ass was being vibrated and my pussy was being fucked by his fingers. I arched my back again and began to moan. My body started to tingle and I knew what was coming. My clit and G-spot both climaxed at the same time. It was an amazing orgasm. It was so amazing that I had to pee right after. Haha.
When I came back into the room, Husband was standing next to the bed. At first, I thought he may have to pee too. When I walked up to him, he grabbed me and shoved the top half of my body down onto the bed. Nope, he definitely didn't have to pee. While holding me down, he said "Give me your hand." I reached back with my right hand and he grabbed my wrist roughly. I moaned softly and he tied my wrist with a Japanese silk bondage rope. Then he ordered me to give him my other hand, so I did. He tied that one together with my other one, then he pulled them tightly. I tried to fight back by pulling my arms away from him. The rope dug deeper into my wrists and it felt so good. He pulled the rope harder and then forcefully shoved his cock into my pussy. I moaned louder. It had been years since someone tied me up and I was definitely enjoying it. I felt something vibrating on my ass again, which turned out to be a small purple bullet. He slowly slid it into my ass and left it there.
As Husband was fucking me, he asked me a question. "Do you know what you're gonna do next?" My curiosity peaked and I answered "No, what?" He said, "You're going to suck my cock with all of your pussy juices on it." He fucked me for a little bit longer and then pulled out. He climbed up on the bed and knelt down in front of my face. While I was still laying down on the bed, he shoved his cock into my mouth. He asked, "How does your pussy taste on my cock? Do you like that?" I loved hearing him talk to me like that. My clit was throbbing so badly. He fucked my mouth while rubbing my clit with his fingers. It didn't take long before I was orgasming again. I moaned with his cock still in my mouth. That pushed him over the edge and he shot his cum deep inside my mouth. He pulled out and I swallowed his juices. He collapsed next to me and we both let out a huge moaning sigh. Amazing sex. Mmmm.
This is a side of my husband that I could definitely get used to. I know it's hard for him to be dominate, but he does it so well. I can tell he enjoys it as well. I'm looking forward to the next time he shows this side of himself.
Recently, a friend posted something on Twitter that got me thinking. She was telling herself to "think with the part of your brain that isn't casting a porn film." Yeah, that is definitely how my mind works. Sometimes I forget to listen to what people are actually saying to me because I get caught up in a fantasy. When I meet someone that I find attractive, I immediately picture them naked and I play out a sex scene in my head. Of course, I don't actually tell them this. Most people would be offended by that and it's hard to tell which ones would like it. I'm not sure why some people are so uptight about sex. If someone were attracted to me, I would definitely want to know about it. It's very exciting to find out someone wants you sexually. At least for me it is.
So, Thursday night, Husband tried something new in bed. To say that I LOVED it, would not even suffice. He has never been very dominant. Unfortunately, we are both quite submissive. It's hard for either one of us to force ourselves to be dominant, but we try. I tend to fail at this but Husband has been doing a GREAT job at it lately. It's been a few days, so my memories are kind of vague, but I'll do my best to tell the story...
Husband and I were laying in bed cuddling. I had decided that sleep was a good choice since I had a busy day on Friday. Then, after laying there for about 5 minutes, I changed my mind. I reached over, grabbed Husband's arm and pulled him on top of me. I was very glad that we sleep naked because I was able to wrap my legs around Husband and thrust his body toward mine, shoving his cock into my pussy. He fucked me for a few minutes, thrusting his cock in and out of my very wet pussy and making me moan.
He stopped suddenly and started to kiss and lick his way down to my clit. I felt his breath on my vulva and it gave me goosebumps. He softly ran his fingers over my labia and then slowly parted them, exposing my swollen clitoris. He licked it softly and I arched my back. He continued to flick his tongue over my clit while also pulling out a toy he had hidden. It was a penis shaped vibrator and he wanted to tease my ass with it. He turned it on, held it against my asshole, and slowly moved it around. I was getting so close to orgasm. He put two fingers into my pussy and slid them in and out, hitting my G-spot. There was so much going on. My clit was being licked, my ass was being vibrated and my pussy was being fucked by his fingers. I arched my back again and began to moan. My body started to tingle and I knew what was coming. My clit and G-spot both climaxed at the same time. It was an amazing orgasm. It was so amazing that I had to pee right after. Haha.
When I came back into the room, Husband was standing next to the bed. At first, I thought he may have to pee too. When I walked up to him, he grabbed me and shoved the top half of my body down onto the bed. Nope, he definitely didn't have to pee. While holding me down, he said "Give me your hand." I reached back with my right hand and he grabbed my wrist roughly. I moaned softly and he tied my wrist with a Japanese silk bondage rope. Then he ordered me to give him my other hand, so I did. He tied that one together with my other one, then he pulled them tightly. I tried to fight back by pulling my arms away from him. The rope dug deeper into my wrists and it felt so good. He pulled the rope harder and then forcefully shoved his cock into my pussy. I moaned louder. It had been years since someone tied me up and I was definitely enjoying it. I felt something vibrating on my ass again, which turned out to be a small purple bullet. He slowly slid it into my ass and left it there.
As Husband was fucking me, he asked me a question. "Do you know what you're gonna do next?" My curiosity peaked and I answered "No, what?" He said, "You're going to suck my cock with all of your pussy juices on it." He fucked me for a little bit longer and then pulled out. He climbed up on the bed and knelt down in front of my face. While I was still laying down on the bed, he shoved his cock into my mouth. He asked, "How does your pussy taste on my cock? Do you like that?" I loved hearing him talk to me like that. My clit was throbbing so badly. He fucked my mouth while rubbing my clit with his fingers. It didn't take long before I was orgasming again. I moaned with his cock still in my mouth. That pushed him over the edge and he shot his cum deep inside my mouth. He pulled out and I swallowed his juices. He collapsed next to me and we both let out a huge moaning sigh. Amazing sex. Mmmm.
This is a side of my husband that I could definitely get used to. I know it's hard for him to be dominate, but he does it so well. I can tell he enjoys it as well. I'm looking forward to the next time he shows this side of himself.
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Dominant Husband makes me happy
After writing my last blog entry, Husband and I climbed in bed and had a long talk about sex and the things we want to try. After fantasizing and imagining us trying these different things, I think we both got pretty turned on.
"You know what I want to do right now?" he asked. I thought about it for a second and said, "Stick your penis in my vagina?" He said, "Well, not yet, but yes. You need to lay on your back, then I am going to go down on you and stick a toy in your pussy...and you're going to like it." If I wasn't wet enough already, that sure made my juices start flowing even more. Of course I did as I was told.
I turned over and laid on my back. Husband climbed on top of me and kissed his way down to my lady-bits. My body tingled in anticipation of what was to come. "You smell so good", he said as he let out a moan. He licked the outer lips of my labia and then he gently parted them. He excitedly started to lick my clit, causing my body to tense.
He continued to lick and tease my clit. Eventually, I felt him slowly slide a toy into my very wet pussy. I knew right away which toy it was because it hit my g-spot with such force and accuracy. I moaned and arched my back. It felt so good, my body was covered with goosebumps. I love that little studded glass dildo. As he slid the toy in and out of my pussy, it got wetter with every stroke. He increased the speed and force of the thrusts and my g-spot became very swollen. It didn't take long before it began to gush. The juices were running down my ass and creating such a mess that we had to grab a towel. Husband tried to lick up as much as he could. I think that may be his drink of choice. He continued to lick my clit and fuck me with the toy until I had a mind-blowing orgasm.
He climbed on top of me and forced his cock inside my pussy. He fucked me hard and fast. My pussy was spraying everywhere. It was gushing like a waterfall. Oh my, it felt so amazing that I can't even describe it with words. I'm sure I was moaning so loudly that the neighbors were pissed...or jealous...or a little of both. As my pussy spewed pleasure juices, Husband would occasionally stop fucking me so that he could lick it up. It was very hot.
We had been going at it for so long that, sadly, I really had to pee. So, I quickly ran to the bathroom. When I returned, Husband was standing next to the bed waiting for me. He pushed the top half of my body down on the bed, forcefully grabbed my hips and started to fuck me hard from behind. I was pleasantly surprised.
I climbed back up on the bed and assumed the doggy-style position. Husband took my hand and put a lubed up magenta anal toy in it. "I want you to put that in your ass", he said, which was his way of politely demanding what he wanted. Going with the flow of the night, I did what he told me. He then fucked me while the anal toy filled my ass, making my pussy tighter, I'm sure. He started to moan, and I knew he was about to cum. He fucked me harder and that made me moan as well. I tightened the muscles in my pussy as he shot his hot load into it and moaned loudly. Mmmm.
When we finished, we were both covered in my pussy juices. We had to wipe off with a towel and put extra towels down on the bed, but it was so worth it!
"You know what I want to do right now?" he asked. I thought about it for a second and said, "Stick your penis in my vagina?" He said, "Well, not yet, but yes. You need to lay on your back, then I am going to go down on you and stick a toy in your pussy...and you're going to like it." If I wasn't wet enough already, that sure made my juices start flowing even more. Of course I did as I was told.
I turned over and laid on my back. Husband climbed on top of me and kissed his way down to my lady-bits. My body tingled in anticipation of what was to come. "You smell so good", he said as he let out a moan. He licked the outer lips of my labia and then he gently parted them. He excitedly started to lick my clit, causing my body to tense.
He continued to lick and tease my clit. Eventually, I felt him slowly slide a toy into my very wet pussy. I knew right away which toy it was because it hit my g-spot with such force and accuracy. I moaned and arched my back. It felt so good, my body was covered with goosebumps. I love that little studded glass dildo. As he slid the toy in and out of my pussy, it got wetter with every stroke. He increased the speed and force of the thrusts and my g-spot became very swollen. It didn't take long before it began to gush. The juices were running down my ass and creating such a mess that we had to grab a towel. Husband tried to lick up as much as he could. I think that may be his drink of choice. He continued to lick my clit and fuck me with the toy until I had a mind-blowing orgasm.
He climbed on top of me and forced his cock inside my pussy. He fucked me hard and fast. My pussy was spraying everywhere. It was gushing like a waterfall. Oh my, it felt so amazing that I can't even describe it with words. I'm sure I was moaning so loudly that the neighbors were pissed...or jealous...or a little of both. As my pussy spewed pleasure juices, Husband would occasionally stop fucking me so that he could lick it up. It was very hot.
We had been going at it for so long that, sadly, I really had to pee. So, I quickly ran to the bathroom. When I returned, Husband was standing next to the bed waiting for me. He pushed the top half of my body down on the bed, forcefully grabbed my hips and started to fuck me hard from behind. I was pleasantly surprised.
I climbed back up on the bed and assumed the doggy-style position. Husband took my hand and put a lubed up magenta anal toy in it. "I want you to put that in your ass", he said, which was his way of politely demanding what he wanted. Going with the flow of the night, I did what he told me. He then fucked me while the anal toy filled my ass, making my pussy tighter, I'm sure. He started to moan, and I knew he was about to cum. He fucked me harder and that made me moan as well. I tightened the muscles in my pussy as he shot his hot load into it and moaned loudly. Mmmm.
When we finished, we were both covered in my pussy juices. We had to wipe off with a towel and put extra towels down on the bed, but it was so worth it!
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Lists are wonderful things
Sex is my most favorite thing to do and I have had a lot of it. However, I don't feel like I've experienced enough. There are so many things that I want to try that I've never done. I'm sure there are many more things that I have not even thought of that I would absolutely love. I'm always willing to try anything at least twice (you know, just in case the first time just didn't go well). For example, I never thought I would enjoy hair-pulling. Then, one night, Husband got really excited and started to pull my hair while fucking me. Now, I'm not sure if he actually meant to do it or if he was even aware that he was doing it. All I know, is that I loved it. If I had never tried it, I would have missed out.
So, that is my point. There are so many things out there that I feel like I need to try. Not that my sex life isn't amazing already. Trying new things is just exciting and fun. I think I may make a list of all the things that I know I want to try, and then ask Husband for some of his ideas. I may have to do some research on this one.
In other news, I was thinking about the past the other day. When I had sex for the first time at the age of 16, I actually thought that my boyfriend at the time would be the only guy that would stick his cock in my pussy for the rest of my life. Wow, can you imagine?? I just can't believe that I actually felt that way at one point in my life. Especially now, when the thought of experimenting with other men is really exciting to me.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just not happy with the amount of people that I've had sex with. Though I've never gone longer than 7 months without sex since I lost my virginity (and those 7 months were hell & I only went that long once), I haven't actually had sex with many people. I guess I should be proud of that? I don't know. I used to be proud of it. Now, it just seems kind of boring. As I get older, I have the urge to experience new things/people. I also have the urge to make a list of the people I have had sex with and rate them. Haha. I had a friend in the past that did that, but I decided it wasn't worth my time because I haven't sexed it up with enough people to warrant that. Maybe I'll do it anyway.
Tonight I was talking to Husband about how many states each of us has had sex in. I was quite disappointed to realize that I have only had sex in 4 states! Now, my goal is to add more states to this list. So, for my first list, here are the states I have had sex in:
1) Missouri
2) California
3) Illinois
4) Louisiana
So, that is my point. There are so many things out there that I feel like I need to try. Not that my sex life isn't amazing already. Trying new things is just exciting and fun. I think I may make a list of all the things that I know I want to try, and then ask Husband for some of his ideas. I may have to do some research on this one.
In other news, I was thinking about the past the other day. When I had sex for the first time at the age of 16, I actually thought that my boyfriend at the time would be the only guy that would stick his cock in my pussy for the rest of my life. Wow, can you imagine?? I just can't believe that I actually felt that way at one point in my life. Especially now, when the thought of experimenting with other men is really exciting to me.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just not happy with the amount of people that I've had sex with. Though I've never gone longer than 7 months without sex since I lost my virginity (and those 7 months were hell & I only went that long once), I haven't actually had sex with many people. I guess I should be proud of that? I don't know. I used to be proud of it. Now, it just seems kind of boring. As I get older, I have the urge to experience new things/people. I also have the urge to make a list of the people I have had sex with and rate them. Haha. I had a friend in the past that did that, but I decided it wasn't worth my time because I haven't sexed it up with enough people to warrant that. Maybe I'll do it anyway.
Tonight I was talking to Husband about how many states each of us has had sex in. I was quite disappointed to realize that I have only had sex in 4 states! Now, my goal is to add more states to this list. So, for my first list, here are the states I have had sex in:
1) Missouri
2) California
3) Illinois
4) Louisiana
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